Introduction:
What does it mean to walk and live by faith? Faith, in fact, is something that you and I exercise every day in our lives when we drive over a bridge and expect it to hold our car’s weight – or we inhale the air around us and don’t fear it is poisonous gas. How does this play out when we need to trust God for our finances, futures, relationships and health? Living faith means having a personal relationship with a loving Creator Father.
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You Are Part of Jesus - LIVING FAITH
You Are Part of Jesus
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
It seems that all of us have been brought up right from the beginning and indeed, it’s something we
have shared when we have been together these years, with the idea that first and foremost we are
separate individuals. You know, you’re your dad’s daughter, I’m my dad’s son, and we’re individual
human beings. And if we read the Bible, and believe truth, and give our life to Jesus, and repent,
then we will enter into Christ and he will enter into us.
It seems to me that’s the idea we’ve all had and certainly, the way I’ve shared it over the years.
And of course, what we’re all realizing these days is that’s not strictly true. It isn’t true. In
fact, reality is that God kind of turned around to his Son and said, “Let us make man in our image.”
And then what the Bible says is true, that we are therefore God’s workmanship created in Christ
Jesus. Ephesians 2:10, “For good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in
them.” And that back then before the world was, Jesus was the first-born of all creation. He
became the Son of man back then and his Father made all of us inside him. And what we used to learn
in our schools about Wordsworth where in his poem Intimations of Immorality he says, “The child is
father of the man,” you remember. And he said, “We come trailing clouds of glory.” And in actual
fact, that’s truer than we used to think it because, we each have been made in Jesus and we are part
of Jesus. And Hitler was made in Jesus and was part of Jesus, and everything that any of us does is
done as a part of Jesus, as a cell in Jesus’ body. And of course, that all comes out very strongly
in that chapter, if you want to look at it, that deep and complex chapter in Ephesians 1. You can
see it makes sense of it all when you begin to think of it like this.
You remember, Paul says, Ephesians 1:3, “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who
has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places.” Has blessed us you
know, “Even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and
blameless before him.” So you know God planned for us and for our lives in Jesus even before the
foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him, “He destined us in love to
be his sons through Jesus Christ”. It even says that, you know, that we are going to be God’s sons
and we are God’s sons and daughters because we’re part of Jesus. It’s through Jesus. It’s as if
Jesus is our everlasting Father and it’s because we’re in Jesus that we’re God’s children.
“He has destined us in love to be his sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his
will, to the praise of his glorious grace which he freely bestowed on us in the Beloved.” So it
ties up again with the whole truth that we read that God put us into Jesus even before we were born.
“In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the
riches of his grace which he lavished upon us. For he has made known to us in all wisdom and
insight the mystery of his will, according to his purpose which he set forth in Christ as a plan for
the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.” And so it
fits in with that whole presentation there that we actually came here to earth as part of our Savior
Jesus, that we are part of him. That he is the great human being and all of us are just little
parts of him and we are men and women because we’re part of the great Son of man himself. And of
course, you see the relevance of that, it’s not that you’re your father’s daughter, you know, or I’m
my father’s son. That dear person, and they are dear to us, you know, our dads, or our mums, our
grandparents, that dear person was just our elder brother in Jesus.
Jesus is our great elder brother but our dads, or our mums, or our grandparents, or our great
grandparents were just our elder brothers or sisters through whom God brought us into physical
existence here on earth. Actually we ourselves are part of Jesus himself. We are part of him.
Even whether we have been to church, whether we know him, whether we believe in him or not, we are
part of him and the only reason anyone will miss heaven is not because they are not part of Jesus
but because they have refused to remain in him. They have refused to dwell in his harmony. They
have refused to dwell in his peace.
Do you see why people ask the question, “who am I?” Because, we’ve all been brought up with the
idea that we’re our father’s son or our father’s daughter and that’s not real. And the way we know
it’s not real is because they die. They leave the earth and then if they’re the meaning of our life
where are we? You know, you’re left with nothing. So we’re always asking “who am I?”, because
we’ve been brought up to believe that we’re first and foremost our father’s daughter or our mother’s
son. We’re first and foremost Irish, or American, or Polish, or German. We’re first and foremost a
little human being on its own here on earth and maybe by some spiritual miracle we might become part
of Christ, but at the moment we’re just a little bit of flotsam or jetsam, a little bit of waste
wood floating on the ocean of humanity and we wonder who are we? We have no anchor, we have no
stability and the reason is that we’ve missed the whole of reality.
We are an integral part of Jesus. When the Bible says, “You are the body of Christ and individually
members of it,” the Bible means that you are part of Jesus. Who are you? You’re Jesus. You’re
part of Jesus and our whole life is in him and he has himself things to do, he as the great son of
man has things to do in his Father’s world using not this finger, not that finger, but that finger,
and that hand, and that foot, using you, you as part of him. But you know that we haven’t really
believed that and we haven’t really acted that way and of course, the great danger now is that we’ll
kind of grasp it as truth and we’ll say, “Yes, that’s right. It’s a new way to think about it but
it’s right and it does fit in with scripture. Yes, that is truth. We must begin to recognize
that.”
And the danger is that we’ll turn reality into a kind of belief, it’ll be a concept that we try to
remember and we’ll end up somehow talking about this dear person of whom we are a part. We’ll start
talking about him as an it, you know, or a thing. And I touched last Sunday on the danger we have,
you know, of bandying about his name, “Oh the Lord does this, the Lord does that,” or, “I wonder
what the Lord wants me to do?” And we’re talking about ourselves, we’re talking about our own dear
heart, the one of whom we are a part. And the danger is that now we kind of grasp it instead of
living in it’s reality, we’ll treat it as a kind of belief, you know, or a piece of theology, or a
piece of dogma instead of actually living in him, living in him wholly and fully and entering into
the reality that it is him that has this hand, and him that has these lips so that we’ll never again
live apart from him, live that lie that thinks it’s apart from him.
It’s very dangerous for me to begin to give examples because then you know, your mind can kind of go
on the example and can kind of think, “Oh yeah, well that’s what we should be careful to do,” or,
“This is what we should be careful to do.” And so it’s a little dangerous to do it but our prayer
is his prayer. You know, the bit in Hebrews where it says, “He ever lives to make intercession for
us,” and he intercedes. In fact, his spirit groans within us and intercedes for the saints
according to the will of God. Well our prayer is the prayer that he is praying. Our prayers are
not, “Lord, dear Father, I want you to do for his sake what I am asking,” or, “Hello God, remember
Marty Poehler? Well now his difficulty is this, he is this, and this. Now, will you do that for
Jesus’ sake?” You can see the unreality of it, you know, it’s unreal. We are part of him. We are
part of our Savior. Our Savior prays through us, says, “My dear Father, here,” and then whatever he
says, but that’s the reality of our prayer life. And then when we come together you can see what
bursts upon you. It’s not the glory or the magnificence of Saint Peters in Rome; it’s not the
wonderful gothic columns of the Reims Cathedral. It’s that we are Jesus. Our Savior is us.
Everything we do here is in him.
If I speak sharply to you, I have to cut through his dear flesh to get at you. If I think
critically of you, I have to tear a blood vessel in order to do it. Then, all of our life becomes
holy, and sacred, and sensitive because my lips are stopped. Who am I? I’m part of Jesus. I’m in
him and he is in me and he’s all around me. It’s not a very good illustration. An odd time, just
an odd time, so it says a lot for our verbal dexterity, but an odd time we can – Irene and I can
come to a point in a discussion, or a disagreement where what can you say? There’s nothing left to
say so you can only put your arms around each other. It’s that, you know.
You come to a place like Thomas where it’s beyond words, where you realize you’re in Jesus and Jesus
is in you, and he’s all around you, and you’re life is him, and this is his life, and words fail you
which is why I think the quiet times in prayer are not bad. They’re not necessary, they’re not
absolutely essential but they’re not bad because there’s a certain power of reality that leaves you
speechless. So, in a way you can’t go much further because if you give illustrations of what it’s
like to live actually in Jesus as opposed to living beside Jesus, or what it’s like to realize that
you’ve been in Jesus from the beginning as opposed to trying to get into him by exercising enough
faith, as you go on in illustrations, then you get preoccupied with the illustrations, or with the
individual expressions.
So you can’t really go much further. About all we can do is say that that is it, that we are not
separate little human beings, we are part of Jesus and of course, we can see some of the beauties of
it because it means you’re with the king of the castle I suppose, or you’re in the midst of the one
that’s running the party, all those wonderful things. But maybe the most precious thing is that he
and you are like that and that that’s what life is. You and He are like that, you’re in him and he
is in you every moment and then our – not our place, not our responsibility, not our duty, not our
obligation, not all those terrible words, but our great privilege, and joy, and delight is to live
every second in him because we are in him. And maybe I could just say that, before I think at times
we’ve said, “Our responsibility is to live in him, if you live in him strongly enough then you’ll be
in him.” Well no, it’s better than that, live in him because you are in him.
Any other kind of life is unreality. And of course, that’s why – that’s why anxiety brings gloom.
It’s God’s graciousness. He’s saying, “I’m sending you gloom so that you see you’re living in
unreality. You’re in my Son, you’re safe and secure from all alarm, don’t be anxious for a moment.
I’m sending you gloom so that you’ll know you’re living in the lie. You’re living the lie.” So
often we interpret it, “Oh, he’s sending us gloom because we’re not doing what we should do, or
we’re not being real.” No he’s sending it to you to say, “My child, you’re part of my Son. I made
you part of him out of sheer grace. I saw the way you would go and I destroyed that way in him and
I remade you in him, and you’re here on earth now in him complete and well and I have allowed you to
see through this glass darkly the life you would have lived if you hadn’t been in him. So you’re
seeing that life all the time daily, but your real life, the life that I have given you is in him.”
Do not be anxious for anything, what you’ll eat or what you’ll drink, or what you’ll put on. Your
heavenly Father knows you have need of these things. So, all through life any strain that we feel
at all is just a love message from our Father saying, “That’s not it. That’s not reality. You’re
in my Son and will I refuse any good thing to you who have already given you my Son? No.” So every
second of our life is here to be lived in reality in Jesus and him in us and that changes
everything. Let us pray.
Dear Lord Jesus, you walk through this universe majestic and mighty, serene and full of your
Father’s love and though we are little cell 10,000,456,579 yet you know us and you love us and you
could not live without us, and we share all the riches that you have from your Father and especially
your life fresh and springing up and pouring out. Oh Savior, we turn from that lie that we are poor
little individual human beings born of our parents, little orphans who might be adopted by you if we
believe the right thing. Father, we turn from that lie and we believe Father, the truth that you’ve
plainly set forth that out of the great love with which you have loved us, even when we were yet
sinners, Christ died for us and even when we were yet sinners you made us alive in Christ Jesus and
raised us up, and made us sit with you in the heavenly places that in these coming ages, through
which we are passing now, you might show forth the riches of your grace and kindness towards us in
Christ Jesus. For we are your workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which you have
prepared beforehand that we should walk in.
Lord, we thank you for that. And we, Lord Jesus, bow to you and ask you – we don’t need to ask you,
we say, “Lord, live as you now do in us and we will remember that, and we will allow you to be the
great subject of every action in our lives in these coming days.” Now may the grace and peace of
God be with us now and forever more. Amen.
A Living Sacrifice - LIVING FAITH
A Living Sacrifice
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
I awoke early this morning with some words that were in my head you know, and I believe that God
puts them there. They were the words in Romans: “a living sacrifice — present your body a living
sacrifice” and I immediately thought, “Oh, that’s what Jesus did. Right in the middle of his life,
in a sense — at 33 when he was young and full of agility and aliveness — he presented his body a
living sacrifice.” I mean, that dear body that was healthy and was well able to live another 40, 50
years was sacrificed on a cross and cut with a spear, or a sword, and nailed into with nails. He
willingly presented his body a living sacrifice for our sake.
And it seemed to me — you know the way in those moments in the twilight hours either before you
wake or before you go to sleep when everything seems very vivid and God seemed to make it very clear
to me — that that was a living sacrifice. It was a sacrifice in that – and I always think of
sacrifice where either rightly or wrongly in connection with those animal sacrifices — it’s
something that involves the destruction of something that is living, alive and whole.
In some way, it’s the throwing away or the casting away of something that is valuable. And so when
I thought of Jesus, a living sacrifice not a dead sacrifice, not killing the cow and then burning
it, but burning it as it was still alive. And suddenly all the terror of that and the completeness
of it came home to me, “Yes, that’s what it was, it was a living sacrifice.” And I actually had got
as far as “present his body a living sacrifice” and I realized that that’s what he did. He presented
his body, a youthful, live body full of strength and life and health — and he presented it as a
living sacrifice. He willingly gave up his whole body that was in good shape and could live a lot
longer. He gave that up as a living sacrifice.
And then it seemed to just burst upon me what was the full verse from the Bible? And of course, you
can look it up yourself, Romans 12 I believe it is, and you can see how strongly I felt I should
speak on this because I haven’t even looked at it this morning since God showed me these things or
emphasized them to me. Romans 12:1, “I appeal to you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to
present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual
worship.” “I appeal to you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a
living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.” And I think another
translation is, “…which is your reasonable service”.
And then it came home to me so strongly that that’s what God was saying actually, “I appeal to you
therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God,” all the mercies that you and I have received from God,
you know. I mean, we sitting here in this room can easily see the sunshine outside and the beauty
of the azaleas and the flowers, but then we can think of the good brunch we had, and we can think of
the nice table we sat at, and we can think of each other, friends, closer than friends, people who
love us and care about us, and we can think those are mercies from God.
And then we think of our cars, and how much better they are than they were maybe five years ago.
And then we think of the motels we stay in, not the bottom of the heap by any means, and we think of
our meals that we have, and we think of our clothes that we’re wearing, and then we think of the
holiday that we talked of -– “Will we go to France, or will we stay here in America, or will we go
to London?” And then you think – I was saying to someone, “You know you think of so many people
today who are full of insecurity and uncertainty about the future and wonder what they will do. For
example, somebody who had to sell their store. What would they do? How would they exist?”
And many people wonder how will we see our way through even to death? And of course, here we are
with a family that cares for us and with a future that we know is in the Father’s hands. We can
even see some of the ways in which it will work out ourselves. And then you think of the mercies of
God. You think of so many people who do jobs that they don’t like and they see no sense in.
They’re doing it only to keep themselves alive. You think, “Here we are with something that we
believe in, something we see purpose in and something we see that could have eternal results” — and
we begin to realize that we’re surrounded with mercies.
But then of course, that touches nothing of the real mercy of God that we who have been so filled
with selfishness, bitterness, criticism, despair, hopelessness, lack of belief in people, distrust
of others, distrust of God, desire for our own way and all kinds of things that we’ve inflicted upon
other people in order to get our own way, we see that we deserve nothing but death. And yet, we
have not borne one iota of pain for any of those things. Anything that could be called pain,
certainly nothing of eternal pain, nothing of eternal darkness and desolation, nothing of, “My God,
my God, why has thou forsaken me?”
And we will bear none of it, after the moment of death, when we should be cast out into a darkness
of space that drives us crazy and insane with worry and with anxiety. You know, they say many
people in a plane crash die of heart attack, sure shock as the thing begins to break up. And we
won’t bear any of that the moment after death. We’ll immediately go into our Father’s arms. Why?
Because, a dear person has borne that for us, has borne us in himself through that dreadful time of
desolation and has borne us through to his Father’s home.
So it’s as if somebody else has borne the strength, the power, the agony, and the exertion of the
journey and we find ourselves at the destination without any trouble — and you realize the mercy of
God. Why did he do that? Why did he give us freedom and then himself bear the cost of us exercising
that freedom against him? Why did he do that? Just out of shear mercy.
So Paul says, “I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, by all the things that
you’ve received, all the things that you’ve got, all the experiences you have, by your very present
situation, by those mercies, I beseech you [what?] to present your bodies a living sacrifice.” What
does he mean, “Give your body to Jesus as a living sacrifice?” Regard it no longer as your own, no
longer as yours to do what you want with and as something that is living. Please, give it while
it’s alive. Present it as a living sacrifice. Don’t wait until it’s old and worn, or until it’s
dead and in the grave. Present your body as a living sacrifice to God which is your reasonable
service, or which is your spiritual worship.
So either way you know, when you talk about worship or service, here’s the only way to do it:
present your body as a living sacrifice. That is something you regard is gone, something you regard
as gone. It’s gone. It is not mine. It is not mine to do what I want with. It is not mine to
treat as I want. It is not mine to exercise as I want. It is not mine to speak or to write as I
want. It is his to do what he wants with.
You can do the application to yourself. I’ll happily do it to myself. It is not mine to determine,
“Would I like my greens or would I not like my greens?” It is not mine to ponder, “Would I like
chocolate or not chocolate?” It is not mine to ponder, “Will I have Thousand Island dressing or
Italian dressing?” It is not mine to ponder, “Will I have another shortbread biscuit or not?” It
is not mine to determine, “Would I prefer this to eat or that to eat?” Above all, it is not mine to
allow gluttony to drive my actions.
I don’t know about all of you, but I see more clearly what gluttony is. I don’t think, for me, it’s
eating so much that I grow massive because I don’t seem to grow too massive. Gluttony it seems to
me is that little drive that gets going where you just eat this, and eat this and eat this.
“Chocolate chip cookies. I eat chocolate chip cookies or shortbread biscuits. I just eat, eat, eat.”
It’s almost a compulsion inside that makes you want to do that. I can see that gluttony is kind of
a drive that is almost even independent of myself. It’s certainly independent of the Savior but
it’s almost independent of myself. It’s almost a thing that goes, “I just want to have that TODAY.”
Or, “I most have that.”
I see that presenting my body as a living sacrifice is, of course, being free from all those things
because you give it away. You give it away. It’s no longer my body. It’s no longer my body to
kind of cosset and to nurture, and to soften, and to surround with all the little things that it
wants. Similarly, it is not my body to say, “Will I broadcast today or will I not broadcast today?”
“Will I write today or will I not write today?” “Will I exercise today or will I not exercise
today?” It is a sacrifice, a living sacrifice that I’ve given away to Jesus.
And actually, I can see in a sense that that solves a lot of the problems because you don’t have to
deal with all those little details. It’s simply a cut and dry business of, “What, Lord Jesus, do
you want to do with this thing that is yours”, not, “…with this body that is me or mine.” And it
just came home so strongly to me early this morning that it is not much that God is asking me to do,
but it is a very definite commitment. It is a very definite sacrifice and I can see that when I’m
hemming and hawing, or when I’m saying, “Oh yeah, I have to give this up,” or, “Oh, I’d love to have
that.” Wait a minute, WHO’D love to have it? What is this? Are you your own or are you not your
own Ernest O’Neill? Have you presented it as a loving sacrifice or is it still very much yours that
you have to kind of enjoy or take care of?
And I know it’s very easy for us, the whole danger of getting into legalism. I understand that and I
understand the whole question that we can level at ourselves, “Well, aren’t we here for pleasure?
Aren’t you expected to have some pleasure?” Well, probably the truth is in the light of a bleeding
Savior walking down the Via Delorosa with the cross on his shoulders. Probably the answer is, is
that a relevant question to his followers? Aren’t you not to have a little pleasure in this life?
Well, as I look at his eyes and the sweat dropping off his forehead, and his arms holding the cross
I think, where does sanity begin and insanity end? Is this a question that I can ask my Lord? No,
not at all. So it came home to me very clearly that God was saying plainly to us, “I beseech you,”
asking us always of course, “I beseech you, therefore, brethren, brothers and sisters, by the mercy
of God,” not because he has a right to demand it of you. No. Not because he’s Lord God and he’ll
throw you into hell if he wants to. No. “I beseech you by the mercies” — by the tender mercies he
has extended to you, by the loving kindnesses, and the blessings with which he has filled your life,
by his undoubted love for you — “I beseech you to present your bodies a living sacrifice to him
which is your reasonable service and is your worship of him.”
I could see that that one definite commitment settles all the other stupid things. It’s not a
matter of, “Are my trousers shrinking?” It’s not a question of that. It’s not a question of my
cholesterol. It’s not a question of, “Am I living the right way?” It’s not a question of, “Am I
fulfilling my obligations to God?” It’s not a question of, “Am I being a faithful disciple?” It’s
not a question of any of those things? It’s a question of, “Do I hear my Father speaking to me and
do I acknowledge his mercies? Do I see that this life is not mine to live as I please? It belongs
now to Jesus who presented his body a living sacrifice for me.”
Then do I, in a grand, generous and ignoble act, commit the thing wholly to him and never look back?
And if ever the question rises and ever a particular instance of it comes up in regard to chocolate
chip ice cream, or in regard to whether I stay at home and do my article, or do my broadcast, or
whether I go out and do what I like, there is not decision to be made as I have already made it,
“Lord, it is yours. It is your body. Let’s go!” And go forward with robust delight in his will so
that we too, can say with Jesus, “My meat is to do the will of him that sent me.”
But I’ve applied it to myself you know, because I have no right to apply it to anybody else. It
seems to me it is a very plain, clear, word from God that is true — whether we enter into it, live
it, or whether we walk by the side of it. It is very clear and plain. And to my mind it is reality
and it is what God has for us.
Let us pray.
Dear Father, we thank you for your goodness to us and for speaking through all the shades of grey,
and the shades of black and white, and all the deceptive rays of Satan’s false light. We thank you
for being kind enough to make things clear to us so that we can rise up, walk forward with light
hearts, joyful spirits, and with the obedience that is no burden because it is delight in you and in
your way. So Lord Jesus, we would hear your word in our hearts. We would allow it to echo through
our whole lives and up to you again in gratitude and love. Now we ask that your grace Lord Jesus,
and your love dear Father, and your fellowship Holy Spirit, will be with each of us now and ever
more. Amen.
Victory over Fear and Anxiety - LIVING FAITH
Fear of the World
Practical Faith Series
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Sandra and I were talking a little about reading the newspaper these days and you can only bear to
read so much of it because it’s full of so many murders, or so many disasters or so many problems
that we face. She said that it’s easy to become almost overwhelmed with it so that you don’t even
want to read the newspaper. I can see myself, that if you even begin to contemplate some of the
difficulties that you meet in business, or some of the difficulties that we face in our own
day-to-day life in the world it’s fairly easy for the moment to be thrown off-balance and to become
preoccupied with the powers of the outside world and to actually lose your perspective. It’s very
easy to find your own mind preoccupied with what power the government has, or what power other
people have, or what power customers have or what power even evil people have.
It seemed to me that there is something wrong in either whistling a little tune pretending that it
isn’t there or in simply not reading the newspaper. I said to Sandra, “Well, I think in some ways
we have to set our mind not on things upon the earth but things in heaven where Christ is seated at
the right hand of God.” But I sense that that isn’t simply a trick of refusing to look at the
things that are there. There’s surely something more than that to deliver us from fear, because it
certainly is God’s will that we should not walk in fear, and that we should not actually even have a
moment of fear — even a moment when either there’s something wrong with the car. We might not call
that fear but still, there is a little tremor that goes through us. There shouldn’t be a moment of
fear at that, nor should there be a moment of fear when we discover that the finances are not what
they seem to be, or when we find the income tax people wanting to do an audit, or we find some legal
authority coming at us on some subject or other. It seems at that moment there should not be a
moment of fear at that time.
Then my own eyes went to of course, the basic reason why that is so — and it’s in John 16:33: “I
have said this to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation; but be of
good cheer, I have overcome the world.” And we know that that is true. We know that before the
world was ever created, God crucified not only us in his son, Jesus, but he crucified the world.
And it’s because of that, that God can say he was in Christ reconciling the world to himself because
God ,in Jesus, put all the circumstances and all the powers of evil that would destroy his will for
us, he put them into Christ, he destroyed them there and he remade them. In fact, Jesus has
overcome all those forces and all those powers.
We know that he manifested that — for instance, see John 20:19: “On the evening of that day, the
first day of the week, the doors being shut where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews,” — this
was after Jesus’ crucifixion of course — “Jesus came and stood among them and said to them, ‘Peace
be with you.’ When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples
were glad when they saw the Lord.” That was obviously Jesus overcoming the world. So they put
nails in his hands, and they put a spear in his side, and blood and water ran out, so they knew they
didn’t even need to break his legs because he was dead. And then a few days later, Jesus is there
in front of the disciples showing his hands and the holes still in them, and his side and the hole
still in it. Then a few days later, he’s eating fish with them to prove to them that he’s not just
a ghost.
So obviously, Jesus did overcome the world. In other words, the world could do its worst to him but
it did not end his life. It did not stop his life. I think we know that and say, “Yes, we know
that Jesus has overcome the world. We know that there’s nothing that can happen in the world that
he has not already destroyed and the sting of which he has not already removed.” We know that and
we must try to remember that.
I think it’s easy for us to get into that old battle again of thoughts, “Yes, I must remember that
Jesus overcame the world. Yes, I know that there’s something wrong with the car but let me remember
that Jesus has overcome the world. Now, he’s overcome the world but remember that verse: Jesus
said, ‘In the world you have tribulation but you will have peace because I’ve overcome the world.’
Yes, Jesus said I have overcome the world. He has overcome the world. He has overcome the world.”
And we get into that kind of mantra or auto suggestion battle where we find ourselves almost trying
to win a verbal argument with ourselves.
Actually, what we’re doing is we’re putting against the powers of evil, we’re putting against them
flesh and blood which of course can never beat them. And what we’re really trying to do is to
brainwash ourselves, to fill our thoughts with the fact that Jesus has overcome the world and hope
that somehow, that will blot out not only the thoughts of evil, but will blot out the evil itself.
I think it’s deeper than that.
I think the answer to fear of the world is deeper than that. And I think it’s connected up with the
things we’ve been talking about. Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ
Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” When Jesus
overcame the world before its creation as the Lamb slain before the foundation of the world, when he
overcame the world, we were in him. We were created in Christ Jesus. We were in him when he
overcame the world.
Or you remember 1 Corinthians 12:27, “You are the body of Christ and individually his limbs.” We
are part of Jesus and when Jesus overcame the world we overcame it too. That’s just a fact. There
is nothing that the world can do to us that can destroy God’s will for our lives. Indeed, there’s
nothing that the world can do to us that God does not allow to happen because he knows that the
effects that the world has in mind for it will not come about. The effects that world has in mind
for it is our destruction. It is the absolute removal of the possibility of God’s will being done
in our lives. God knows that whatever the appearance may be that now, is no longer possible.
In other words, it’s a bit like Joseph, you remember, and his experience where he says to his
brothers, “You meant it for evil to me but God meant it for my good.” (Genesis 45) And that seems
to me to be the situation we’re in. We are part of Jesus and Jesus has overcome the world. He has
destroyed its’ ability to destroy us. He has destroyed its ability to derail God’s will for our
lives. He has destroyed its ability to spoil God’s plan for his son’s life in us. That’s just a
fact. We are in Jesus and we have overcome the world.
It’s not a matter of us saying, “Yes! Whoopity-whoo! I’ll whistle! I’ll say, ‘I’m happy! I’m
happy! I’m happy! Because yes, I’ve already overcome the world. I’m really strong and I’ve
overcome.” No, it’s not that game. It’s simply a fact It’s just a fact. It’s just a simple fact
— we are part of Jesus. You and I are bits of Jesus and Jesus himself is in us. That’s what he
said, you remember, “You in me and I in you.” (John 14:20) Jesus is in us. It is us who have
overcome the world, there is nothing that the world can do to us that will stop God’s will taking
place in our lives.
And it seems to me therefore, the answer to the fear of the world is not “Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah,
Zip-A-Dee-A” — it’s not whistling a little tune. It’s not even trying to brainwash ourselves into
a kind of mantra, a kind of verse from scripture, “I have overcome the world. I have overcome the
world.” It’s not that. It’s simply being real. I mean, to use that phrase that is popular, “Get
real.” It’s really getting real. It’s refusing to play Satan’s games.
If you reflect for a moment — even the fact that it is a game that is obvious to you — the way it
works — or for a second, or at the most, for half an hour, you fear the thing and then you get
yourself gathered together. Actually, a week later you laugh at it because it’s all over and
nothing really happened that was serious. So we refuse to play Satan’s games. We refuse to listen
to his first cry of, “Fire, fire, fire!” or “Abandon ship!” We refuse to listen to the momentary
deception and the lie. We refuse to allow our emotions to be panicked and we simply stand steady
and solid. We are part of Jesus.
We look at the waves straight in the face and the waves are meant by Satan to create panic in our
“beasties” like a little mouse. But we look at those waves and we stand solid because we are in
Jesus. Jesus is in us and he, of course, made the waves. He makes them obey him. Therefore, he
has overcome any apparent power they have to drown us or to destroy God’s will.
I felt there were three important examples that we should look at — and that one was the first.
The first was actually, in a way, the more serious because it was apparently the ability of the
waves to destroy. So maybe you’d look at it. It’s Acts 7:54, “Now when they heard these things
they were enraged, and they ground their teeth against him. But he, full of the Holy Spirit, gazed
into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God; and he said,
‘Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing at the right hand of God.’ But they
cried out with a loud voice and stopped their ears and rushed together upon him. Then they cast him
out of the city and stoned him; and the witnesses laid down their garments at the feet of a young
man named Saul. And as they were stoning Stephen, he prayed, ‘Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.’ And
he knelt down and cried with a loud voice, “Lord, do not hold this sin against them.’ And when he
had said this, he fell asleep.”
And I think it’s a plain example of the world thinking that God had failed Stephen because, after
all, he died. And it seems to me it’s popular with us today to take the same approach to say, “Well
look, he died. Where was his God?” Yet, it’s obvious from the words there, even the final words,
“and he fell asleep,” it’s obvious that to Stephen it was no horrifying terror-stricken experience
at all. It was very comforting, “Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing at
the right hand of God.” And then he says, “Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.” And then he says,
“Lord, do not hold this sin against them.” It’s obvious to anyone reading those words that Stephen
was not all taken up with his own death and he was not all preoccupied with the pain he was
experiencing. In fact, he seems to have experienced no pain and the dying was not a terrible
retching and a crying out in panic. It says, “And when he had said this, he fell asleep” — just
like that.
I got a glimpse of it sometime last week. It seemed to me that death is going to be a very easy
thing. I suddenly saw that our dear Father — who will not quench the flickering torch, and who
knows all our infirmities, and who has been with us for so many years, and knows the first moment
our little hearts feel fear — has all that arranged. The last thing that he will do at that moment
is to leave us in the darkness. The last thing he will do at that moment is to allow us to
experience any fear of infinite spaces, or any fear of the unknown. The last thing he will do at
that moment is to allow us to exist even for a second in some kind of limbo. Rather, it will be
like Stephen’s experience. It’ll just be a moment you’re looking there — even if it has dear
hearts like our own around us and dear friends to comfort us – and the next moment will be so much
brighter, and will be so much warmer, and will be like coming into a wonderful party with all kinds
of dear friends around us.
It seems that God, our dear Father, who knows every weakness in us, and who knows all our
infirmities, will ensure that our passing into life will be as easy, and as joyful, and as free from
our own fears for ourselves as Stephen’s was. So it seems to me that even if it is death, we look
at it with confidence. What is dying? Jesus is dying — a part of Jesus. This part of his limb
that is called Sandra, this part of his limb that is called Irene, this part of his limb that is
called Ernest, this part of his limb that we are is dying? No, it cannot die. It has already died
once and shown that it was just as alive as ever — so this time it will be no different.
So it seems there’s no place for fear even when it seems that the world has ended our lives.
Actually, all it’s done is open the door into the life that we’ve been looking forward to for so
long. But it does seem in all other situations, Jesus has overcome the world. Often, he will not
allow it to go to the point of death though finally he will out of love for us so that we may be
with him.
Acts 16:16-40: “As we were going to the place of prayer, we were met by a slave girl who had a
spirit of divination and brought her owners much gain by soothsaying. She followed Paul and us,
crying, ‘These men are servants of the Most High God, who proclaim to you the way of salvation.’ And
this she did for many days. But Paul was annoyed, and turned and said to the spirit, ‘I charge you
in the name of Jesus Christ to come out of her.’ And it came out that very hour.
“But when her owners saw that their hope of gain was gone, they seized Paul and Silas and dragged
them into the market place before the rulers; and when they had brought them to the magistrates they
said, ‘These men are Jews and they are disturbing our city. They advocate customs which it is not
lawful for us Romans to accept or practice.’ The crowd joined in attacking them; and the
magistrates tore the garments off them and gave orders to beat them with rods. And when they had
inflicted many blows upon them, they threw them into prison, charging the jailer to keep them
safely. Having received this charge, he put them into the inner prison and fastened their feet in
the stocks.
“But about midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the prisoners were
listening to them, and suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison
were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and every one’s fetters were unfastened.
When the jailer woke and saw that the prison doors were open, he drew his sword and was about to
kill himself, supposing that the prisoners had escaped. But Paul cried with a loud voice, ‘Do not
harm yourself, for we are all here.’ And he called for lights and rushed in, and trembling with
fear he fell down before Paul and Silas, and brought them out and said, ‘Men, what must I do to be
saved?’ And they said, ‘Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household.’
And they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all that were in his house. And he took them the
same hour of the night, and washed their wounds, and he was baptized at once, with all his family.
Then he brought them up into his house, and set food before them; and he rejoiced with all his
household that he had believed in God.
“But when it was day, the magistrates sent the police, saying, ‘Let those men go.’ And the jailer
reported the words to Paul, saying, ‘The magistrates have sent to let you go; now therefore come out
and go in peace.’ But Paul said to them, ‘They have beaten us publicly, uncondemned, men who are
Roman citizens, and have thrown us into prison; and do they now cast us out secretly? No! let them
come themselves and take us out.’ The police reported these words to the magistrates, and they were
afraid when they heard that they were Roman citizens; so they came and apologized to them. And they
took them out and asked them to leave the city. So they went out of the prison, and visited Lydia;
and when they had seen the brethren, they exhorted them and departed.”
There’s no reason to be in fear of authorities whether they’re police, or tax authorities, or
whether they are customers, or our suppliers, or the customs people, or anybody because Jesus has
overcome the world and he is able to do this kind of thing when necessary. He is able to do this
kind of thing for us and whether it happens as dramatically as this does or not, we are in Jesus and
we are part of him, and he has overcome the world’s ability to derail his Father’s plan for our
lives and there is no reason for even a moment of anxiety, or a moment of fear. So it seems to me
that our victory over fear of the world is the reality that we are part of the Savior, that we are
part of him himself and that the world cannot destroy him — and cannot even prevent him doing what
God has planned for him to do in us.
So for us, it is irrelevant what the apparent power of other people have to spoil our lives. It’s
an irrelevance because Jesus himself has destroyed that power in them and has overcome it. And it’s
the same — if you would just look at the last one — it’s Acts 9:32-43 — and of course all these
miracles were done with the same attitude in the disciples, in the name of Jesus Christ.
“Now as Peter went here and there among them all, he came down also to the saints that lived at
Lydda. There he found a man named Aene’as, who had been bedridden for eight years and was
paralyzed. And Peter said to him, ‘Aene’as, Jesus Christ heals you; rise and make your bed.’ And
immediately he rose. And all the residents of Lydda and Sharon saw him, and they turned to the
Lord.
“Now there was at Joppa a disciple named Tabitha, which means Dorcas. She was full of good works and
acts of charity. In those days she fell sick and died; and when they had washed her, they laid her
in an upper room. Since Lydda was near Joppa, the disciples, hearing that Peter was there, sent two
men to him entreating him, ‘Please come to us without delay.’ So Peter rose and went with them. And
when he had come, they took him to the upper room. All the widows stood beside him weeping, and
showing tunics and other garments which Dorcas made while she was with them. But Peter put them all
outside and knelt down and prayed; then turning to the body he said, ‘Tabitha, rise.’ And she opened
her eyes, and when she saw Peter she sat up. And he gave her his hand and lifted her up. Then
calling the saints and widows he presented her alive. And it became known throughout all Joppa, and
many believed in the Lord. And he stayed in Joppa for many days with one Simon, a tanner. “
Obviously Jesus manifested his victory over the world right there, and they were able to overcome
death in another person and they were able to raise a person who was paralyzed. And so it is with
us — Jesus is in us. I think where a lot of this gets contorted is where we think we have the
right to heal everybody that needs healing, or we have the right to pray for everybody that dies. I
think that’s where we lose the whole truth of the matter. The truth of the matter is that Jesus is
the one who is living in this world. He is the one who has this body and these hands. He alone can
decide what he wants to manifest of his victory over the world. He alone can determine who he wants
to heal or who he wants to raise from the dead. He alone has that right.
We don’t even have to think about that. Our only place is our preoccupation with him. Our
realizing moment by moment, “Lord Jesus, this is your life, these are your hands. I do not even
live — I have been crucified. It is no longer I that live but it is you that lives in me. This is
your life. Lord, that’s reality.” As we dwell deeper and deeper in that reality it seems to me
fear of the world fades away in the distance. Then he, himself, is able to overcome the world in
the instances and in the ways that he chooses.
Sometimes it will be by allowing Stephen to fall asleep in absolute peace and rest even in the eyes
of the world it’s death. Sometimes he will raise Dorcas from the dead. Sometimes he will heal
Aeneas and make him well. Sometimes, he will open the prison doors. Sometimes he will speak to the
magistrates and influence them so that they’ll free us. Sometimes he will work around the
circumstances so that they do not bring about what Satan intended. But always, he, himself, has the
control of the world in his own hands.
What we do need to be very clear about is when we look in the waves and look in the face of the
people who are angry with us, and look into the circumstances that seem to be falling apart — we
look right through them and into his face and we see, “Lord, we are in your hands. We are not in
their hands. We’re in your hands. This is your world. This is my Father’s world and it is under
the control of my Savior who loves me.”
Let us pray. Dear Lord Jesus, we thank you for making us part of yourself. We thank you Lord, that
this is your life, this is your body, these are your hands and everything that this person that has
our name meets are circumstances and situations that you have already passed through your hands.
There are things that you have already overcome. And we thank you Lord, that though all around us
may be afraid, though a thousand may fall out our side and ten thousand at our right hand, yet it
will not come near to us — to bring about the same results in us — because you, yourself, have
control of the situation and the circumstances and have overcome the world. So Lord, we do thank
you that there is no reason for even a moment of fear — even when it concerns mighty powers and
governments, you, yourself, are in control and have overcome the world. We thank you, Lord.
Who Is Your Father? - LIVING FAITH
Who is Your Father?
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Who is your Father? The answer is of course in that piece that we all know from Handel’s “Messiah”.
It’s Isaiah 9:6, “For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government will be upon
his shoulder, and his name will be called ‘Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father,
Prince of Peace.’” It startled me when I first read “Everlasting Father”. This piece is obviously
the prophecy of Jesus’ birth, the Messiah, and you’re used to Jesus being called the Prince of
Peace, or even Wonderful Counselor, or even Mighty God — but you’re not used to him being called
Everlasting Father.
It struck me that there was some kind of misunderstanding here because God surely is the Everlasting
Father and Jesus is the Son. But in fact, because Jesus is God and wherever God is Jesus is, and
whatever God is Jesus is, all that God is Jesus is also. He is certainly our Everlasting Father in
a special way too, because he is really the one who begot each one of us. I don’t want to bore you
with it, but I did this little diagram to remind you of it: I’ve used the mathematical sign for
infinity here, but this [pointing to diagram] is eternity and this is eternity, and in between is
this little piece of time.
You remember the way we’ve often talked about it — we’ve said that wherever we cannot talk about
the beginning when God was, we don’t know about that, but in eternity somewhere God IS and He
conceived of creating the world. he conceived of people like himself in that world. Of course
Colossians 1:15 states that Jesus was actually the first born of all the creation. God actually
took his only begotten son whom he had begotten in eternity and he asked him to become the first
born of all creation.
Jesus therefore became the first one to be born in that creation and God conceived of that. This
presumably we think of as a millisecond in God’s mind. He conceived of it, he did it and he
completed it all in a millisecond. We just talk about it in terms of “stages” because of our finite
minds, but God conceived of a creation and of people like himself whom he could love, and he
conceived of his only begotten son becoming the first born of that creation, becoming the first man.
Romans 8:28 says, “All things work together for the good.” And “the good” is we might be conformed
to the image of his son in order that HE might be the first born among many brethren. So God
conceived of his own son becoming the first born of creation so that HE would be the first born
among many brethren. I think often we go a little astray because we think, “Oh yes, he did it for
us, he did it for us.” Well, in that he loves us, yes, but first and foremost, he did it for his
son — that his son might be the first born of all creation. For that reason he created us.
Ephesians 2:10 says, “We are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which he has
prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.” God conceived of creating us in Jesus that we
might do many mighty works that he had prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. He
conceived of that taking place and then realized of course, that we would be free to do what we
wanted to do.
We would be free to dwell in Jesus and to be what he wants us to be — or we would be free to refuse
him, and reject him and to oppose him. At that moment God knew that he would have to change all
that he had made –for as many of us that wanted to change he would have to change us — and he
would have to crucify us and begin to make us all over again. That is what happened according to
Revelation 13:8, “That the Lamb was slain from before the foundation of the world.”
God conceived of all of that in a millisecond. Presumably, he didn’t have to speak to his son, but
in our human terms it was like him saying to his son, “My son, this is what will take place. Are
you willing for that to take place in you? Because, the only way these dear brethren that I am
going to make inside you will ever be able to be like us is if you are prepared to bare the
destruction of what they become and their recreation again in what I want them to be.” Of course,
the Savior lovingly said, “Yes.” Then in the beginning, God made the heaven and the earth. Then
God began to play that all out in time. Of course the part that he has allowed to play out that we
can see so clearly is this downward path. This is what we see around us: we see what our life would
be if we had NOT been crucified in Jesus and the Lamb slain from before the foundation of the earth
and made again anew in him and recreated in him. If we hadn’t done that this is the kind of life we
would live — and this is the kind of life that the world would live until there is a new heaven and
the new earth.
Of course, when we are born of God, what happens is we do what Jesus said: we repent and believe the
gospel. We change our mind about the way we think of our past life. We stop thinking, “I am my
father’s son. I am my mother’s son.” “I am my father’s daughter. I am my mother’s daughter.” We
begin thinking, “I am Jesus’ son.” “I am Jesus’ daughter. Jesus is my Father. I was created in
him. The reason I was created was so that he would be the first born among many brethren. I belong
to him. My father and mother were only the means by which God brought me into physical birth, but I
belong to Jesus. I am part of him.” We change our way of thinking — and at that moment what
happens is all of eternity here, by the Holy Spirit, is brought into our lives and we are born of
God. Has each of us here accepted that?
I would to take you back to a very real experience that I’ve had over the past couple of days — and
that everyone in London will understand because we spent so much time on computers. For two years,
believe it or not, I’ve been trying to get a program that would do what we call in computer
language, “multitasking”. It would mean that people like my dear wife would be putting in a sales
order in the computer and someone would call and say, “How much do I owe you? What is my debt to
Crown Jewelry?” And she would be able to hit one key and it would immediately replace that sales
order module on the screen with the customer file and would show her immediately the credit.
Or, if she thought in the middle of entering the sales order she wanted to do a fax to Dan in
Thailand to order some more of a certain item, she would hit a key and it would flip over
immediately into the fax program. Now, believe it or not, that’s very difficult to do with
computers. The way we do it now is that we have to withdraw from the sales order module and have to
go back to the main menu. From there we go into the Windows program and into WinFax and we write
the fax. You actually have to come out of one program, go into another program — and it all takes
time.
Multitasking is the ability to switch from one thing to the other. They call it multitasking
because for that to happen, the computer has to keep all of them up at one time. It has to keep all
the programs open. That’s very difficult for a computer. For two years I’ve been working with a
complicated IBM program called OS2 because it will be able to do that — but, it’s not able to do it
just yet.
On my little computer I have had 50 megabytes set aside for that program and I’ve been playing along
with it all the time. I’ve been trying to make the DOS programs work for all of you and for London
when they need it. I’ve always had in my mind, “OS2 is the answer. OS2 is the answer. I have to
somehow wait till all the systems get refined enough so that it will work.” That was the situation.
Then they came out just a month ago with the new “DOS 7” program. It arrived and so it was
wonderful. I thought, “Great! I can put it onto my computer and I can once and for all ‘leave my
earthly father behind’. I can go with a whole heart into what now is a workable situation with this
DOS 7.” So I have to make changes to my computer but I thought, “Yeah, but shouldn’t I try to keep
this old OS2 up just in case this doesn’t work? Maybe I’ll go back to the original idea.”
So yesterday, I started to work on it. In the course of it all, something went wrong in the
computer. I have in my portable computer all kinds of things: all the work I was doing with Mary in
London, the International Secretary of CCI stuff, all the projects that we have in Thailand, all
kinds of faxes, the cash flow — which fortunately I’ve copied off onto another computer — but I
had everything up. Then, something started to eat away at all the stuff on my computer!
It was dreadful. It was like being driven back into a corner. I would try one program and another.
We have a program that doubles the disk and I had to unstack it — I had to make it not double. Of
course when you have twice the stuff on it the disk, you have to put it somewhere, so I tried to put
it onto another part of the disk. I kept working and working, and the thing kept eating up more of
my information, and more programs failed and more programs failed!
Before I started the whole thing, God had spoken to me and said, “Have you absolutely burned your
boats? Are you no longer your father’s son? Are you only my Son’s son? Is He your real father?
Do you see your life only as HIS and not in any way as outside Him? Are you ready in this computer
business to leave aside what you’ve been fiddling along with for two years?” He said that before I
ever started all this, and it was as if He started to eat the stuff away.
I couldn’t believe it because I was losing precious stuff – and it took me hours — it will still
take me hours to put a lot of it back. I couldn’t believe and I couldn’t understand why it was
happening because I’m not dumb as far as computers are concerned, and it shouldn’t have happened.
More and more of my 240 megabyte disk started to be eaten away and more programs disappeared. My
dear program, “Sidekick”, that I have all kinds of appointments and phone numbers on disappeared. I
couldn’t get into it!
Then at one point the computer asked, “So that I can rescue the rest of the disk will you let me
delete those files?” I said “yes” because I couldn’t do anything else. I deleted 1,700 files! I
just got back and back into a corner. I thought, “Lord, am I willing?” It was parallel with,
“Who’s Your Father? “Am I willing to let this go and start anew — to put all my eggs into this DOS
7 basket and go with it– and go with that life?” “Am I willing to forget all the past, to forget
all the things — even the nice things that I think about my father and my mother, even the
enjoyable things about the past — am I willing to forget about it all, the good and the bad, and to
go ONLY with Jesus? ”
Of course, while this computer thing went on until about five o’clock, it was dying. The whole
thing was just dying. Finally I said, “Yes, Lord, yes I am. I’ll put this DOS 7 on now.” I
couldn’t get the DOS 7 on until I had all the rest prepared but I thought, “I’ve nothing left. I’ll
put the DOS 7 on.” So, I put the DOS 7 on. I don’t have every program back, but I have a lot of
programs back like Sidekick and Manage Your Money. I’ve lost a fair bit of stuff, but I’ve got a
lot back.
I do not know why. I don’t think it’s an angel. I don’t know why, but I do know what God said to
me very, very clearly, “Who is your Father? Are you willing to forget all – just to leave aside all
the make do’s and the self-help things that you’re holding onto — all the little bits of
self-effort, all the virtues that you think you might have brought from the past — are you willing
to leave all those make-do’s aside and let them be buried and destroyed for ever and go only as a
son of my Son?” I just got it very clearly.
I’d feel this way even if I hadn’t the programs back. It’s just a mystery as I don’t know how the
programs got back, I don’t know how they came back. Obviously, it’s something that is very clear
and probably very simple to some other person who knows better and certainly very simple to God.
The message I got very clear in my own heart, and that’s what I want to say to you, “Who’s your
Father?”
Are you still kind of saying, “Well, I mean the heavenly Father is my Father, but my father is my
father and my mother is my mother and I owe a lot to them. I’m them. I’m part of them and I like
them.” Well are you or are you not? Has that life died and has it been crucified and destroyed?
Is it no longer reality? It was never reality. Are you no longer treating it as reality? Are you
in Jesus ONLY and is he everything to you?
I can see that it takes a VERY definite step into that. To be translated from the kingdom of
darkness into the kingdom of his beloved Son is a very deliberate step from a life that WAS into a
NEW life. It’s very much connected with what we are thinking this moment and what our attitude is.
So I’d ask you, “Who’s your Father?” Have you really died to all that the world knew you as, and
even your parents knew you as? Have you really seen that all that is a life that was planned from
the very beginning to be replaced by the real life — you as the part of the body of Jesus himself
— that you are nothing but a part of Jesus? You’re just a little bit of Jesus.
You’re not a little bit of Mr. Blomfield, or not a little bit of Mrs. Livingstone. You’re a little
bit of Jesus and that is all you are — but that is EVERYTHING you are. Are you living like that?
Have you really accepted that? Have you burned your bridges? Have you let go of all the past or
are you still trying to hold on to a little bit of something that you might be outside Jesus because
you’re hanging on to something that will disappear as quickly as my old programs disappeared on my
computer? Jesus is in fact, our Everlasting Father.
Let us pray. Dear Lord, we see Lord Jesus, that there is nothing outside you and that we do not
exist outside you. What the world sees of us, of our face, and our hands, what the world hears of
our voice is like a cinder, a burned out cinder that will collapse the moment someone touches it.
It is something that has been, that has been crucified with Christ, that no longer has any real
existence. The real existence that we DO have is that we have been created by you in Christ Jesus
for good works which you have prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. That’s our only
purpose here in this life, to walk in those works with clear hearts, free minds, and with joyful
feelings.
Lord, we would embrace that with all our hearts. We would walk forward into that with our whole
heart Lord and say, “Lord Jesus, you are our Everlasting Father. We are members of you, limbs in
your body. Let’s go, Lord. Let us go. Take us forward. Walk into the good works through us that
you’ve prepared beforehand. We cast away all that is past and we walk now in a glorious liberated
present for your glory, and the love of God.” Amen.
Beside Ourselves - LIVING FAITH
Beside Ourselves
2 Corinthians 5
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
There’s an interesting verse in 2 Corinthians, a strange verse really, and maybe you’d look at it 2
Corinthians 5:13, “For if we are beside ourselves, it is for God; if we are in our right mind, it is
for you.” If we are beside ourselves it is for God, and if we are in our right mind it is for you.
And no doubt Paul was trying to answer some I suppose gibe or criticism that was leveled at him by
the opponent saying, “They’re crazy,” or, “They’re mad.” Along the lines I suppose that the people
used when they saw the Apostles being filled with the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost, they
said, “They’re drunk with new wine,” and presumably it was that kind of gibe you know, “Oh the
fella’s crazy.”
But I thought that the English idiom that is used brings home part of the real truth, that is the
English idiom for being crazy, he’s beside himself, implying he’s not really himself, he’s beside
himself. And yet Paul takes that and he says, “If we are beside ourselves it is for you.” And then
it is interesting of course, that this piece follows Chapter 4, you remember, where he says in 2
Corinthians 4:10, “Always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may
also be manifested in our bodies. For while we live we are always being given up to death for
Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work
in us, but life in you.” And then what follows that verse, we are beside ourselves is down there
you remember, in 2 Corinthians 5:17. 1 Corinthians 5:17, “Therefore, if any one is in Christ, he is
a new creation; the old has passed away, behold, the new has come.” And then it is all summarized
in the famous verse that we all know, “It is not I that live, but Christ that lives within me.” And
it brings home to you that that is the truth of reality that we are to live beside ourselves. We
are to be beside ourselves, or another way to put it is, we’re to be outside ourselves. We’re to be
outside ourselves, we’re to live apart from ourselves. In fact, this is not our life any longer.
I just thought again you know, how real that is, the center and the heart of living here on this
earth. That not another hour are you to live inside your own body. Not another hour am I to live
inside my own body. This is Jesus’ life and it’s really probably the plainest way to face what
living for God is about, simply deciding in your own heart, “Am I actually ready to get out of this
body? Am I actually ready to give up this life? Am I really prepared to hand this over to another
man? Am I actually ready to let Jesus who made me admittitedly, he made me, I know that, and he
made me in himself, so I suppose I am part of him and he certainly says he is in me, he said, ‘You
Father are in me, and I am them,’ so he certainly regards himself as being in me. But am I actually
ready not anymore to live this life as if it were mine?”
And I think that’s the heart of everything. I mean, that’s the heart of our whole existence here.
And I was just thinking of it when I considered often what we feel is our concern for each other. I
can see how it is good, it is good to love each other, and it is good to be concerned for each
other, and it’s good for you to ask me, “Well, how did you sleep?” Or, “How do you feel?” Or, me
to ask you, you know, “How your week went?” And that is good, but I can see too that if we find
ourselves being preoccupied with, “Oh well, how do I feel today?” Or, “What should I eat tomorrow?”
Or, “What kind of thing do I like?” Or, “Am I really a blue person or a green person?” Or, “Am I
really an ice cream person, or not an ice cream person?” I can see that in a way there’s something
there that is – that does not gel with the fact that this is not my life.
In a way I can just see that if this is really Jesus’ life then I will want to know, “What would you
like to do Lord? What do you really like? Are you a blue person or a green person? Are you a
yogurt person? Are you a selling person?” I can see that that is more the response that comes from
our hearts. I know it so well because sometimes I think Irene can be a bit cut and dried, you know,
“Well, just get up and get out,” you know, whereas at times I would be an old Northern Irish guy
whose, “Oh, I’ve got a sniffle of a cold today.” And she would say, “Oh shake yourself and get
out,” and all that kind of thing. And I can see that in a real way at each point in our daily
lives, there is an opportunity to sink back into the fantasy that I’m on my own, that I have this
life to take care of myself, that I have to make what I can of it, and I ought to enjoy all I can,
and get all I can from it. There’s an opportunity at every moment of each day to sink back into
that fantasy, and that lie. Or, there’s an opportunity to step out into the broad sunlit upland
that this is Jesus’ life, and Lord what would you like?
I don’t know if you have ever felt it, I have on occasion glimpsed what another person – what
another person’s life was like, at least I thought that’s what I was glimpsing. What I was actually
seeing was their life from the outside. But I would think I was glimpsing their life and I would
think for a moment, “Oh it would be nice to live as separate, as enjoyable life, and yet as detached
as that.” And then I’ve realized I’m not actually seeing their life as they see it. Their life as
they see it from the inside, is as preoccupied with themselves as mine is, I just happened to be
looking at theirs detached from the heart of their concerns. And I would see for a moment what it
would be like to actually let Jesus live, and be beside myself. Be actually outside this life, and
let him be living it, and me just taking part with him. And I can see that that is the heart of
reality, this is Jesus’ life. This is his life.
I think maybe there comes up in our minds a little bit of a feeling, “Well wait a minute that sounds
a bit crazy,” or, sometime we might say it sounds too easy, but often we will think, “Oh it’s kind
of miserable.” And we’ll think, “Well it’s impossible to live like that, and any way I don’t want
to live that way. And any way, where would I be, where would I be if that happened? I mean, where
would I be floating out there in space somewhere and he’s in here enjoying it, or doing what he
wants to do? It would mean I would cease to exist.” And don’t you think that’s the whole fear that
Satan plays on and that Jesus answers when he says, “If you lose your life for my sake you’ll save
it. You’ll save it. You won’t be lost. You will be unconscious of yourself and unconscious of
your own concerns, and your own interests, and your own desires, you will be, but you’ll still be
alive. You’ll be alive in me. I won’t let you fade. I won’t let you disappear from existence.
Trust me, just trust me. I will keep you in existence. Actually you’ll be more alive than ever
before. You would enjoy yourself far more if you weren’t in the center of things the way you are,
if you’d let me be in the center of things. You would actually enjoy yourself more, and you’d be
freer to do what I want to do.” So it seems to me the heart of our whole life here on earth is the
reality with which we actually hand our life over to reality, or the extent to which we ourselves
simply enter into reality, and it seems that that is Jesus’ will for us you know. That in a sense
we are beside ourselves, because it is not I that live, but Christ that lives within me.
So maybe you’d think of that as I’m trying to think if it, and begin to live that, “Lord Jesus, am I
or am not I? Are you – are you going to have your life, or am I going to keep on playing this game
here where I kind of let you have a little word in here, and a little opinion there, but really it’s
my place, it’s my place. Or, is this yours? In which case every second a thought of self occurs I
reject it.” And then of course Satan can get in and say, “Well wait a minute, I mean, you have to
take care of yourself. You have to look at after your clothes, you to-” well of course we all know
that but that’s, that’s living at him for Jesus’ sake. We want him to look well, we want him to
dress well, we want him to be seen well, so you can take care of all those things without it being
attached to me, me, me. It can be attached to Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. So really there’s no
contradiction between taking care of ourselves and our appearance, and the things that are needed,
and yet doing it as unto Christ, because it’s his life and we want him to look well, and we want him
to be comfortable.
But I can see how every time the thought occurs to us, “Do I feel tired?” I can see that
immediately the right question is, “Lord Jesus, what do you want to do? Whatever you want to do,
you have energy to do so, what do you want to do?” I can see how it affects all those questions.
And of course it especially effects the questions like, “What a way to speak to me? What disrespect
that person has shown me. How offensive they have been to me in the store or over the phone.” I
can see that those questions immediately you reject because this is not you, this is Christ, and you
guard him, but you have no interest in guarding yourself because you’re beside yourself. It’s no
longer you that are alive this is Christ’s life, and it’s him, and his Spirit, and his heart that
comes out in the same meekness and loneliness that he exhibited in Galilee. So I can see that every
time a question comes to us that concerns our own comfort, or our own position, or our own
happiness, every time that kind of question comes to us there is only one response that is real and
that is rejection of it completely, and looking to the one who is really alive here, and saying,
“Lord what do you want to do?”
So I think probably we’ll have to decide you know, is this case of a mystical experience and a kind
of psychological game, or is this fact? Is this really Christ called by the world, Sandra Tomczyk,
or is this Christ called by the world Ernest O’Neil, or is this Ernest O’Neil or Sandra Tomczyk, or
Colleen Donahue, or Myron Kliewer, pretending to like Christ, or trying to be like Christ? It seems
to me one is a mystical psychological experience the other is simple factual reality, and we need to
decide which it is for us. And it seems to me that there is only one thing that is real, and that
is part of what Paul means by saying, “We walk by faith and not by sight,” because sight is a
temporary fantasy that is passing away, and what is by faith is real and eternal. And the real
eternity is that you and I are part of Jesus, and he is us at this moment in this life. Let us
pray.
Lord Jesus, we see Lord, that you are here and that this is your life. We see Lord, that every
moment that our emotions or our mind respond as if it is our life, we bring a great strain of
futility into your dear heart. We cause you to bear our sins. We see Lord, that every time we
respond inappropriately every time we respond verbally, or emotionally, or mentally, or spiritually
as if this is our life, we see we tear your limb from you. We bring pain to you, and because you
dearest Father, love your son Jesus, we bring pain to you, because we are part of you Lord Jesus,
and this is your life to live, and you have things to do here on earth using this body and this
mind. And as you do those things so delight will come to your Father, glory to you and wonderful
fulfillment to us.
So Lord, we come to you now to renew our covenant with you, but more to renew our surrender of
everything that we are and have to you, for you to use as you please so that we may get out of it
all, so that we may be transferred from the kingdom of darkness into the kingdom our Father of your
beloved Son for his glory.
God I need Help - LIVING FAITH
Jesus is Our World
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
If we talk about this piece of paper — I think we’re all used to probably speaking what we would
call the “scientific method” of looking at it — Irene describes its whiteness. Sandra describes
its touch and I describe its texture. We discuss it and we say, “Oh yes, that’s an interesting
piece of paper. It’s white and it feels like this, and it has this kind of touch when you touch it
and this kind of shape.” And we have no difficulty discussing it because it is an “it” and we are
superior to it because we’re persons and we’re able to talk about it in an objective way.
It’s a little more difficult if we say, “We’ll talk about Irene” because immediately, if Sandra and
I are going to talk about you [Irene] it’s impossible for you to talk about yourself in that same
way. Then if we try and talk about you we’re faced with, first of all, you’re right here and what
can we do? We can’t kind of take a part of you and say, “Oh now, look at this finger — this is
interesting. It’s this shape,” or, “Look at this ear.” It is just very difficult to talk about any
one of us here in that way partly because the person is right here. You can’t treat them as an
“it”. In some way, you’re very conscious that they are listening to what you’re saying about them.
For one thing, it brings a certain amount of restraint to you and leaves you not quite as free as
you are when you discuss this piece of paper. Of course, it’s even more difficult if we ask Irene
to take part in the discussion and talk about herself because she’s very aware that she’s trying to
talk about herself as if she were not herself.
So obviously, it becomes a little more difficult when you’re studying people. It does seem to me
the more I read and the more I think about the way I talk about God, we have great danger of falling
into an unreal attitude. That is, we’re in great danger of talking about God as if he’s this piece
of paper — as if we are in some way his masters or superior to him — in some way as if we can
discuss his whiteness, or his texture, or the way he deals with people – as if we can talk about him
as if he was an “it”. Therefore, we actually talk about nothing. Actually what we’re doing is
being utterly unreal and unrealistic and he has every right to look down upon us and say, “What are
you little children playing about? I mean, you’re not talking about me at all. You’re talking
about a concept of me in your mind. You’re talking about an idea as if it’s me — but you’re
certainly not talking about ME.”
Really, it’s much the same reaction that Irene would have if we started to talk about her here. I
mean she’d say, “Well you’re not talking about me — I’m here. Why don’t you talk to me? That’s
what is normal. That’s what is realistic. It’s not realistic to talk about me as if I’m not here.
You’re engaged in some kind of game.” I think often we may be engaged in some kind of game. Even
in our sermons and our services and particularly in the way we think about God. We may be involved
in something that is very unreal. I often think about it when either you or I, any of us here, are
trying to make a decision about summer holiday or what we’re going to do and we say, “I want to find
out what God thinks about it.”
But as you’re saying that you’re saying it with the tongue that he enables to wag. You’re saying it
with the breath that he is actually creating directly through his son. Moreover, he himself is all
around us at that moment. So it’s like me saying to you Sandra, “Well, I want to know what Irene
thinks about that.” Your response would be, “Go ask her — she’s right there.” And me kind of
saying, “Well, no — I know she’s very close and right here but no — I’ll have to think out what
she probably would like me to do.” And you’d say, “Why not ask her? Ask her!” And I’d say, “Well,
yes I know she’s very close and at times she’s right next to me and maybe she is in this room at
this moment but no, I’ll have to think about it.” I think we may do that with God. We may somehow
believe in him without really treating him realistically as being here every second. In some way we
may talk about Jesus missing completely the reality that we are actually part of him and that HE is
everything.
Irene and I joke about when we talk about the little fellas that I used to look after in the poor
children’s home on summer holidays. There would be one that would always hold on to the ball and
wouldn’t pass it to anyone else. He always wanted to score the goal and the other little fella
said, “Oh yeah, he thinks he’s the fella in the big picture.” Well the big picture was in those
days in Belfast the main movie, the main feature program. In theaters you’d have the main film and
then you’d have supporting films — sometimes news programs, or sometimes little light comedies or
cartoons. So “the fella in the big picture” was the main star in the main feature. The little
fella was saying, “Oh that fella holds onto the ball because he thinks he’s the fella in the big
picture. He thinks he’s everything and none of us are important.”
I think we are in danger of getting into that where we think of ourselves and we talk about Jesus
and God as kind of peripherals, as people on the edges. We talk about them always from our point of
view. We always talk about how we can get closer to Jesus, how we can feel Jesus’ presence more,
how we can please Jesus, how we can please God, how we can do God’s will — we, we, we, we ! But
God himself is not the subject. He is kind of just on the peripheral and we’re kind of still in
this position of the masters looking down on the piece of paper.
In some way we’re missing what reality is and I think that a lot of our problems come from that. I
think a lot of our difficulties in the Christian life come from the fact that we think of it as
something that WE do in order to please God. It’s something that we undertake, and we rule, and we
run, and we operate with his help — but we are the doers. All the time we’re doing it as if he
isn’t here. So that’s what I’d hope, if I can do it properly, I would like to talk about over these
next Sundays. Maybe a good place to start is John 8.
Most of these verses are verses we’ve talked about before. Certainly, they’re ones that we know.
John 8:57 — it’s the time when Jesus is making reference to Abraham and of course, the Jews are
questioning him in a hostile way. John 8:57, “The Jews then said to him, ‘You are not yet fifty
years old, and have you seen Abraham?’” In verse 56 Jesus said, “Your father Abraham rejoiced that
he was to see my day; he saw it and was glad. The Jews then said to him, ‘You are not yet fifty
years old, and have you seen Abraham?’ Jesus said to them, ‘Truly, truly, I say to you, before
Abraham was, I am.’” It’s good to pause on that and think of what that means. Jesus was saying
very definitely and clearly — and remember Abraham was about 2,000 years ago — “Before Abraham
was, I am.”
It’s interesting that he says, “Not before Abraham was, I was” — but, “Before Abraham was, I am.”
He’s really saying, “I am now and before Abraham was I still am. Everything is present for me.
Everything is present. What seems to you 2,000 years ago is present with me at this moment. I
actually exist in such a state that everything that has been and everything that will be is present
with me now. I am not bound by time. I am beyond time. I exist and have existed always.” And
that’s what he says again in John 17:5, “And now, Father, glorify thou me in thy own presence with
the glory which I had with thee before the world was made.” So Jesus is saying, “Father, glorify me
with the glory which I had before you made the world, before the world was made.” Jesus is making
it very clear that he existed before the world was made. He was in existence before this world ever
came into being.
I think you can see very clearly that obviously, Jesus is older than all of us and obviously, he
transcends time — and you and I don’t. We don’t. We can hardly transcend more than 70 years of it
let alone transcend years and centuries and centuries. So it seems that Jesus is implying he
existed before the world was. Colossians 1:15 summarizes this: “He is the image of the invisible
God, the first-born of all creation.” We’ve talked about that before, that Jesus was the first-born
of all creation — that before the world was made he was the first-born of all creation.
We’ve talked together quite often how God probably, because we can only surmise, but God probably
said in a millisecond to his son, “I want others like you my son — and to be like you they have to
be part of you because you are your own self, dear and precious and unique. You’re my only
begotten. So to be like you they have to be part of you — so I want to make them inside you. You
must be their father. I must make them inside you. Now, you will be the first-born but they will
be made inside you and they will be part of you.” It’s in that sense that Jesus is called “the
first-born of all creation”. In Colossians 1:16, “For in him all things were created, in heaven and
on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities.”
Spiritual powers, angels, archangels, you, me, the earth, the soil, the sky, the planets, oxygen,
molecules, “All things were created through him and for him. He is before all things, and in him
all things hold together.” Everything holds together inside Jesus.
It’s evident that when we talk about Jesus we’re in – I don’t want to say a very embarrassing
position — but we’re in a sense an impossible position because we’re talking about HIM of whom we
are a part. We are a part of him. HE is the real us. If we are anything, we are only little
molecules inside Jesus. We’re only cells inside Jesus –obviously very privileged and infinitely
loved by him — I mean, beyond what love have you for that little piece of skin? Well you know, if
you get cut [your hand] you feel it and you like it, and you try to take care of it, but you
wouldn’t say you love it. You wouldn’t give your life for it. You certainly wouldn’t give your
life for it because it would be a contradiction. But obviously Jesus has infinite love for each of
us. So even though we are just little specs and little cells, we are infinitely loved by him
because, of course, we are HIM. We are him.
The amazing thing is that little piece of skin there does not contain your brain or does not contain
my eye. But of course, when he looks at one of us we contain a great deal of him. In some strange
way, all of him. In a remarkable way I suppose, we’re not everything that he is but we’re a unique
expression of him. His whole personality is in some way in us even though the whole perfection of
his personality is not in us. There’s part of him that is in us that isn’t in anybody else. There
is that difference that when he looks at us he loves us as his own self because we are a unique
expression of him that nobody else is — and yet, we’re only a tiny part of him. Our existence is
utterly dependent on him, himself.
So you can see what I’m saying when I say we need to go cautiously, thoughtfully — finally you can
only say worshiply and reverently and respectfully whenever we ever think of talking about Jesus
because we’re talking of our world. HE is our world. He is our existence. We don’t have an
existence without him. Every word we speak he knows it before we speak it — of course he hears it
when we speak it. So in every way we are encompassed by him, surrounded by him, supported by him —
without him we have nothing. That’s, you remember, what is said so plainly in Ephesians 2:10.
Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God
prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” It’s just simply stated, “We are God’s
workmanship, created in Christ Jesus.” So whether we can tell how God did it or not, it’s stated
very plainly that God made us in Christ Jesus. He made us IN Jesus. So we, in no way, exist apart
from Jesus. But you see, I think often in the way we talk about our Christian faith — we often
talk as if we are separate from Christ. We’ll often think of it in that way, “How can I get into
Christ? How can I get into Jesus? How can I get into that place where I’m crucified with him?”
The question is rather, how can you get out of him? It obviously is possible by stubborn
resistance, by a determined persistence in thinking of ourselves separate from him. It obviously is
possible in some way to withdraw yourself or to refuse to face reality. It’s in some way possible
to refuse simply, “I do not believe that I am in Christ. I do not believe that I was created in
him. I do not believe that I am part of him. I do not believe that what happens to him happens to
me. I do not believe that. I am a separate entity on my own.” Of course, it’s laughable. It’s
ridiculous. It’s like a cartoon — to see a little fly on the planet earth saying, “I am
independent of the earth. I do not need it.” Of course it’s foolishness — it’s obvious that it’s
a lie. It’s unreality.
Often it seems to me, even in our Christendom, in our Christianity, in our Christian way of talking,
we talk of ourselves as if in some way there is a Christian and then there is Christ. We regard
Christ as an intellectual concept, an idea that we discuss: we discuss Christ and we discuss how we
can follow Christ – then, we obviously are thinking of ourselves much in the same way we are in
relationship to this piece of paper. We’re thinking of the piece of paper as an “it” that is
separate from us. We are in some way superior or at least separate from the piece of paper and we
have an existence apart from it — except that with Christ we have no existence apart from Christ.
We don’t have an existence. We don’t have a separate existence. We are nothing but part of him.
When we pretend that we are something apart from him we are creating a lie that has no relationship
to the larger environment that surrounds us.
So it is important to begin to see that Jesus is our world — that we are not so much “Ernest
O’Neill”, “Sandra Tomczyk”, “Irene O’Neill” — those names just express the reality that we are
different from everybody else in the universe. Those names just express that we are a part of Jesus
that nobody else is. But, they do not express that we are separate beings and have a separate
existence from him.
Of course that’s why they would talk about the “Christian name” when they baptized people. You
receive a “Christian name” because the name that you had was looked upon as a pagan name because it
expressed the whole unreality of the pagan fallen world that you were a separate individual, that
there was no God and that you had your own existence and were a self-made person. So when you were
baptized into Christ’s death and baptized into his resurrection then you were born again, rose up
into reality and you were given a Christian name. Really, it would have been better to say, “You
are ‘Sandra Jesus’ and I’m ‘Ernest Jesus’ and you’re ‘Irene Jesus’.” That’s really what they meant.
They were giving you the family name of Jesus — the Christian, Christ. You could say it would be
like “Irene Christ”, or “Sandra Christ”, or “Ernest Christ”. It meant that because we had no
separate existence — because the reality is that we don’t have a separate existence.
And that, you remember, is what is brought out well clearly in 1 Corinthians 12:27 — but of course
we again, because of our way of talking about Christianity, we have gone and misinterpreted and
under-interpreted all these verses. 1 Corinthians 12:27, “Now you are the body of Christ and
individually members of it.” Of course we go off into our little enthusiastic explanations and our
very clever charismatic expositions that, “Oh yes, this means the church is really the body of
Christ — and what we normally mean is it’s like the body of Christ. It isn’t of course the body of
Christ but it’s like the body of Christ. You all have gifts.” Then we get on to our “gifts”.
Isn’t it incredible how we talk about the gifts: “What gift have you? What gift have I?” It
would be like us looking down at our toes saying to each other, “What gift have you?” Jesus must
think, “What are you talking about? Gift? You have no gift. It is my life blood that is flowing
through your big toe and little toe. It is my energy that enables you to be where you are. What
gift have you? You talk about how cleverly you can put a sock on? No, I put the sock on. The
gifts are mine. You exercise them together with me or I exercise them through you.”
So often we misinterpret, “You are the body of Christ.” We end up interpreting it as meaning, “We
perform the functions of Jesus.” Whereas the Bible doesn’t say that. The Bible doesn’t say, “You
perform the functions of Jesus.” The Bible says, “You are the body of Christ.” Christ expresses
himself through you. You are the outward expression of him. You are individually members of him.
Each of you is a different part of him. Each of you actually is a unique part of him that nobody
else is. You are part of Christ. Christ is the real being. He is the real entity.
Maybe where we should finish today is — though there’s a lot more and we can talk about it next
Sunday — how everything conspires to bring us into that reality. It’s in Romans 8:28-29, “We know
that in everything God works for good with those who love him, who are called according to his
purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in
order that he might be the first-born among many brethren.” Really, it’s that famous verse that we
know from the King James version that runs, “All things work together for good to them that love
God.”
Everything in this present life is working together for good to those of us who love God — and
what is “the good”? That they might be conformed to the image of his son. We usually stop there
and we say, “Yes, yes.” We feel that’s very unselfish of us to say, “Yes, everything that is
happening in our lives is working to make us like Jesus.” “Make us like Jesus?” Again, we somehow
get ourselves into the center of picture. We make ourselves “the fella in the big picture” because
we say, “Yeah, yeah, everything is providence, all the events and circumstances that take place in
my life, all the disasters, all the moments of happiness and triumph, all the moments of failure —
all of those are working together to make ME like Jesus so that I will be Christ-like.” And of
course we forget that the sentence goes on, “So that he might be the first-born among many
brethren.”
In other words, everything is working together in our lives so that Jesus himself will BE and be
seen to be what he is, the first born among many brothers and sisters — but HE is the one in whom
they all live. So everything in our lives works together towards that. I think often we have great
difficulty with the things that happen in our lives, especially our frustrations, our failures, our
difficulties, because we think to ourselves, “This isn’t making me happy.” What’s the big deal?
You are not God. Maybe it isn’t in order to make you happy — that’s not why they all take place.
Sometimes we also think — I have certainly often thought — “This isn’t making me Christ-like. I
see myself as more miserable, and retched, and selfish, and stubborn than ever before.” Well,
that’s not the big thing. The big thing is that Jesus might be the first-born among many brothers
and sisters — that he might have his own body completely in harmony with himself, that we might
take our right place in him, and that he above all may be all-in-all to us, and may be seen to be
all-in-all by all the universe.
So, there’s a lot more that maybe we can begin to talk about next Sunday. The way Barth put it was,
“Theology is talking about God in the presence of God.” Well, not only that, but believing in Jesus
is BELIEVING in Jesus — that is, INSIDE Jesus – believing, not pretending, you’re outside and
believing as if you’re some kind of free agent: “I choose to believe this. I am in Jesus and I am
believing.” He is our world. He is everything. We are nothing apart from him. What happens to
him happens to us. Let us pray.
What is Happiness? - LIVING FAITH
What is Happiness?
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
You could call this morning’s subject, “Happiness: “What is Happiness?” The title isn’t important.
God did seem in the night to make a phrase real to me — though like so many other things you
wonder, “What did he say to you?” But it certainly was very real when it seemed Jesus spoke of
himself to me. It’s the phrase in John 15 — and it isn’t even the first part of it – he first
says, “Abide in me. I am the vine and you are the branches.” He then says in 15:11, “These things I
have spoken to you.” That is, “all those things that I just said have spoken to you.”
But what he seemed to say to me, somewhere in the twilight hours or in the middle of the night,
“That my joy may be in you and that your joy may be full.” It just seemed to come so vividly to me
that that’s why I’m saying it this morning because I want to share what God says and not what I say:
“That my joy may be in you and that your joy may be full.” It seemed obvious to me that he was
seeing the joy that I have. That’s the joy that is to be in you: “My joy and then, your joy. Your
own joy will be full.” And that’s the way our life will work together.
I looked up the Greek word for “joy” and it’s “chara” in English. It means “cheerfulness or calm
delight”. Of course, it’s not whoopity-whoop joy but it’s just a calm delight that is always with
you whatever. Jesus is saying, “That is the joy that I have and that is the joy that is in you if
you are in me — and you ARE in me, so that’s the joy that you will have, my joy.”
I think our trouble is that we’ve been used to eating the food that the swine eat. I think we’ve
been used to make-do joys so that we’re almost addicts to those joys — not only addicts but it’s a
bit the same story as they found in introducing instant coffee here in America. Eventually, when
somebody brewed real coffee Americans thought, “That isn’t real coffee,” because they got so used to
instant coffee. It’s a bit like that.
We get so used to the substitute joys that we can’t conceive of the real joy. Often the real joy
doesn’t seem terribly joyful to us despite of the fact that the substitute joys that we have turn
out to be very superficial, shallow and transient, too. But we kind of get used to them and we get
addicted to them. So this joy that Jesus talks about at first sight seems kind of boring: “a calm
delight” — that’s what it is you know. Indeed, one of the definitions is “cheerfulness”. We kind
of think, “Oh, cheerful!” We used to have a program on English radio and this person used to say,
“Oh, it’s being so cheerful that keeps me going,” — and of course, he wasn’t cheerful at all. So
often we think of cheerfulness as kind of, “Oh yeah, keep your heart up. Be as happy as you can.”
So often we think of “cheerfulness” or “calm delight” as, “Well, it’s okay you know, but it’s not
nearly as wonderful as a great football match or an exciting ride on water skis or all the other
wonderful things we could do here on earth.” I think that a great deal of our difficulty in finally
going for Jesus’ joy is that we have so many other joys that we’ve kind of got used to – yet, we
know in our hearts that they are often based on no reality. They are often based on just the fact
that this experience is new to us. Paris is exciting the first time you see it, but you get used to
it after a while. Many of what we call “joys” are kind of transient things that are almost more
dependent on the surprise factor than on any real deep reality that is in them.
We joke with each other about treats, “Oh, I’ll have a little frozen yogurt,” or “I’ll have this
little experience or that little experience,” or “We’ll have our chocolate chip cookies,” or
something that will give us a little bit of a lift. We have all kinds of little things that we kind
of live off — and yet, they have shortcomings, too, because there are certain situations that occur
in our lives that they don’t succeed in helping us with. There are certain dreadful experiences –
well, we call them dreadful experiences — or disasters, or death of people whom we love, or
difficulties with finances, or problems with our job, or all kinds of other little issues — and
those joys are no use to us at that moment. They do not provide the calm delight that is able to
face everything with absolute equanimity and peace.
We know in our own hearts that the joys that we’ve got used to don’t actually succeed in helping us
when life gets hard — but, we are used to them. I think that’s one of the reasons why we have
difficulty with this joy that Jesus talks about. HIS joy is absolutely and utterly different from
what we, in this fallen world, call “joy”. And what I saw was that part of our difficulty is right
there. We keep thinking, “Oh well, surely the things that we think of as joy, surely there is some
element of real joy in them?” Well I think there isn’t! I think probably there isn’t.
The joys that we fallen people in this fallen world have got used to appreciating or have got used
to living off, are utterly different from the joy that is real, and true, and lasting. That is the
joy that Jesus talks about. I think that’s the first important thing to grasp, that the joy that
Jesus talks about here in this verse, “That my joy may be in you and that your joy may be full,” —
the first truth is the joy that he’s talking about is UTTERFLY different from the joys that we talk
about. The little happiness that we have, the little satisfactions that we have with this
experience of this nice meal, or this exciting ride in a glider, or these nice people that we have
conversation with, or these circumstances that seem to be going well for us financially — it’s
utterly different from all those things that we often call joy. We’re probably all prepared to call
them “happiness”. We say, “Oh yes, happiness is satisfaction with what happens to you.” So often
that is what we human beings are talking about when we talk about joy. We’re talking about “happy
happiness” rather than joy. That’s the first thing I think — the joy Jesus has is utterly
different from the joy that we talk about.
I think that’s why the Bible so often connects HIS joy up with sorrow and sadness. I think the
Bible is always – or God in his word — is always trying to point out to us: “Look you’re never
going to seek true joy, the joy that is in my heart and the joy that is in my Son’s heart, and the
joy that actually, because my Son is in you, I have planted deep down within you, too. You will
never seek that. You will never experience it or enjoy it UNTIL you’ve put away those other joys —
until you have in fact, come into mourning for sadness as the world calls happiness.”
I just have a few of those verses: John 16:20, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you will weep and
lament, but the world will rejoice; you will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will turn into joy.” And
I won’t begin to interpret all the complexity or depth of that verse, but you can see that God is
saying, “There has to come a time when the world rejoices and yet, YOU are not rejoicing. You’re
sorrowful. Because you are sorrowful and aren’t rejoicing in the way the world rejoices, you,
yourself, will eventually experience joy.”
I won’t go on with that verse because it’s obviously deep, but at least God is saying, “There is
going to come a time or there has to come a time in your life when what makes the world rejoice does
not make you rejoice. Indeed, you actually come to the place where you SEE those things are no
longer the source of joy. “Those things are no longer the things that give me joy.” Indeed, you
have to come to the place where those things no longer do give you joy — where you come to the end
of the happiness, or the contentment, or the satisfaction that those things bring you and you face
nothingness.
It’s as if God is saying, “You come to a place of reality where you see that there IS no truth in
all those things.” “Yes, the chocolate chip cookie gives me a momentary satisfaction, or water
skiing gives me a little bit of a thrill, or having a nice conversation with people gives me a
little enjoyment” — but eventually, you come to the place where you say, “No, I’ve experienced
those things before. There is a limit to how deep those can go inside me. There’s a limit to what
happiness those things can bring me. No, all of that is meaningless.”
People pass away. Conversations pass away. Indeed, the little bit of excitement or interest that I
get from those, I can see that it’s just temporary. It’s just a little kick. It’s just a little
thrill. It just passes. If you said to me, “Do you mean that we would ever come to a place where
we’re kind of bored with all those things?” Irene [my wife] and I often joked about George
Saunders. He was a British film star who was very smooth, a very smooth sophisticated gentlemen.
He did everything just smoothly. He always had the flowers for the lady and always handed her the
drinks in the right way. And of course, as I would tumble over something or be clumsy about
something, or as I would go into a restaurant and either hold Irene’s chair or know what the waiter
was saying to me or not, I would say, “Yeah, George Saunders all over again!” But eventually when
he died, Irene quoted what they said in the newspaper — he said, “I’m so bored with life.” And of
course, to us it seemed dreadful because we don’t think he said it from the point of view of belief
in God at all. We thought it was a tragedy. The man had spent maybe his whole life – it’s not fair
to judge him — but maybe he’d spent a lot of his life on the surface, or enjoying what the world
calls “happiness”.
If you say to me, “Do you mean that you have to perhaps come to a place where you get bored with it
all BEFORE you’ll seek the joy that Jesus has?” I think that’s perhaps true. I think that perhaps
is true. I know we all like to think we can have our cake and eat it. That you can keep your cake,
keep it complete and full and yet, eat it at the same time. We know the danger of our society is to
persuade each other that of course, you CAN do wrong and still live — you can have everything.
But Jesus doesn’t say that. He often says, “Look, if you love father or mother more than me you are
not worthy of me.” He’s always saying, “You have to choose this or that.” And the Bible itself is
saying, “If Baal be god, then choose him. If God be God, then choose him.” That’s at the back of
these verses in the Bible that say, “First, you have to come to the place where you mourn, or you
are sorrowful, or you see that the joys that you’ve lived off so far are meaningless.” At last, you
see that they’re meaningless. Lo and behold you see, “Then what is there?” There’s nothing.
Until we come to that, we probably will not seek the joy that Jesus himself has. Probably the truth
is we will only finally go to Jesus when we’re desperate because we see, “To whom else would we go,
Lord? Thou has the words of eternal life.” Only then will we come to him with such a whole and
complete heart and hunger that he will actually manifest his joy inside us.
Think about it. There are many other verses, but I thought I’d just mention a few because it is so
startling the way God juxtaposes joy with sadness. 2 Corinthians 7:4, “I have great confidence in
you; I have great pride in you; I am filled with comfort. With all our affliction, I am overjoyed.”
Again, it’s that juxtaposition of the affliction. Obviously it was the persecution and the trials
that Paul was going through, and he said in the midst of all the affliction, “I am overjoyed.”
We here in this room — we know ourselves well and truly — we know that is where the rubber meets
the road. That is exactly where we live. We find that when affliction comes the joy goes. We’ve
often said to one another, “Well, now I know God is in charge. I know he’s in control and I have
faith, but it’s just, you know, it’s just …,” and we get to that, “but, it’s just…” “I mean — I
was caught off guard. Things seemed so black. It seemed things were not working out,” or whatever
it is. We find that the joys of the chocolate chip cookies, or the joys of the good conversation,
or the joys of the friendship, or the joys that we experience on holiday — all the things that we
call “joy” — they seem not to be present in the midst of affliction. We seem NOT to be able to say
with all of our affliction, “I am overjoyed.” We rather say, “With all affliction, I forget all the
joys that I’ve had and somehow, I do not have a calm delight in the midst of my affliction.”
It seems that in some way, God is saying, “The joy that my Son has is a joy that continues in the
midst of affliction.” It is something that is independent of the so-called “joys” that we are used
to. Unless you put away those toys, a bit like, “When I was a child, I spoke in childish ways. But
now I’m a man, [now I’m a woman] I’ve put away childish things.” (1 Col. 13:11) Or, “Unless you’ve
put away those childish toys, you cannot enter into the manhood or the womanhood of my Son”. You
cannot.
Hebrews 10:34, “For you had compassion on the prisoners, and you joyfully accepted the plundering of
your property.” For example, I think it was you, Sandra [ jewelry sales representative ], who had
jewelry stolen. Any of us could think of moments when we’ve either lost jewelry or lost something
of our own, but we’ve experienced a plundering of our property. [Do we react] joyfully? Joyfully?
Oh, if we’re honest with each other, we probably would all say, “Well, I wouldn’t say ‘joyfully’. I
wouldn’t say I joyfully accepted the plundering of my property. I’d say after the first shock and
moment of worry and anxiety, I probably gathered myself together and thought, ‘Well, trust in the
Lord and don’t despair. God knows all things and he will supply all my needs.’ I’d probably
gathered myself together and philosophized a bit and got some peace about it – but joyfully accepted
it?”
“Joyfully accepted the plundering of your property, since you knew that you yourselves had a better
possession and an abiding one.” But you can see that in the Bible, God is always juxtaposing this
joy — not with good circumstances, not with good things happening to us which is usually the way we
think of joy — but he’s always juxtaposing it with things that mean the DESTRUCTION of what we call
“joys”, the elimination of what we call “joys”. He’s always talking about his joy as something that
blossoms in the midst of an absence of what we call “joys”.
You can see that it’s really different. There is a great contrast. It’s very difficult to say,
“Jesus’ joy is something that he kindly adds to our joy as kind of icing on the cake.” As if we
have all this and heaven, too. We have all this fun and we get heaven as well. In no way is this
what God is talking about when he talks about joy. He’s obviously talking about a deep joy that is
only possible to people who have finally come to the place where they don’t regard those things as
joys — where they do not get their kick from those things — where indeed, they have come to the
place where they see through all those things. Not only do they see the terrible emptiness of those
things in a kind of philosophical safe secure way — but they see the emptiness of them with eyes
that have been drained of the happiness that comes from those things.
If you like to say, “Do you mean like George Saunders on his death bed?” I think that it is that
kind of thing — where you come to the place where you see, “This holds nothing for me. This is
kind of boring. This isn’t happiness. Is there happiness anywhere? Is there anything lasting?”
Then a voice comes, “My joy will be in you and your joy will be full.” It seems to me that’s it. I
don’t think it’s any less than that.
James 1:2 is a well-known verse: “Count it all joy, my brethren, when you meet various trials.”
Well, I don’t know how often you’ve quoted that verse. I know the hundreds of times I’ve quoted it
verbally and to myself. “Count it all joy, my brethren, when you meet various trials.” It just
seems an absolute paradox! It just seems incomprehensible. However much you try to encourage
yourself to see, “Well, that’s God’s word, you know, and we ought to believe that and that’s the way
we ought to think”. It just seems so – I cannot say the word because it’s his holy word, but it
seems so “stupid”. It seems that can’t be true. Count it all joy when you meet various trials?
It’s a contradiction! “Trial” means “unhappiness”. “Trial” means “a lack of joy”. How can you
count it as joy when you enter into various trials?
But do you see that it is God saying so plainly: “That real joy that is in my Son’s heart is only
possible when the trials that you are going through have separated you absolutely and utterly from
any hope of happiness in this world.” For all of us in this earthly world, “trials” mean things
that take away from us the normal comforts, or the normal encouragements, or the normal reassurances
that we receive from the world. It usually means the failure, or the absence, or the disappearance
of some of the things that we normally depend on. A financial trial is when we don’t have the money
that we need. A family trial is when family suddenly seems no longer to be our stay, and our
strength, and our comfort. A friendship trial is when you lose a friend. Normally what we mean by
trials, we mean things that take away from us the worldly circumstances, things and people that make
life bearable.
God says, “Count it as joy when you come into that situation. Only then will you be in a position
where you are able to hear my Son. Where you are able to hear my Son speak to you,” and where you
are able to suddenly see that HIS joy is the ONLY joy in the whole universe. You can have that joy
only because you are part of him — part of his heart — and want to feel what his heart feels and
want to experience what he experiences. Only when you want him as badly as that will his joy begin
to be manifested in you.
There’s no mystery about his joy. His joy is not in ice cream. His joy is not in loyal, faithful
friends. His joy is not in a comfortable living situation. His joy is not in security about his
worldly future. His joy is not in this experience of thrill or excitement. HIS joy is in one place
only. I would say there are almost as many verses that say this as talk about joy being juxtaposed
with affliction and with trial. “Rejoice in the Lord always.” In the “Magnificat”, Mary rejoicing
in God my Savior. All through the Bible, Jesus enjoys his dear Father. He is FULL of joy in his
Father. He is full of joy in his Father. His joy is in his dear Father. That is the only joy that
is possible and it’s as bewildering and baffling and beyond explanation as the joy that one person
has in falling in love with another person.
It’s the joy that friends have when they sit opposite of each other and they’re not getting anything
from each other. They’re not giving each other money. They’re not giving each other ice cream.
They’re not giving each other thrills and excitement. They’re just there with each other. It’s
that joy that Jesus has. The whole purpose of this world was so that we would look through all
these things: look behind Santa Claus’ beard, look behind his red cloak, look behind his reindeer,
look behind his trees, look behind his lakes, look behind his skies, look behind the gold and silver
and his money, and his rivers, and his oceans, and his waves, and see, “There he is, my dear” – and
forgive me using the word – “my dear and darling Father! There he is! There is my Father.”
We are part of his only begotten son Jesus. As we YEARN for Jesus and hug him to our hearts because
we have nothing else — (and that’s the only way we’ll ever grasp him in that way — we hug him to
ourselves with ALL our being) — lo and behold, his joy in his Father fills our hearts. We find
ourselves enjoying the joy that Jesus has in his dear Father. That’s it. That’s it.
It won’t come any other way because that joy is joy in God. You and I can’t get that joy from
trying just to get through the beard, and the red cloak, and the waves, and the trees, and the
mountains — we can’t get through that with our miniature minds. We can’t get through that to our
Father. That’s why there is no way to come to our Father but by Jesus. There is no way through to
the Father but by Jesus. We cannot get straight to him. We hug the Savior to ourselves. Hug him?
We don’t need to! He is in us! He said, “Thou Father art in me and I am in them.” He said to us
in John 15, “Abide in me and I in you. My Father has created you in me for good works which he has
prepared beforehand that you should walk in. You are in me. You are individually members of my
body. You are part of me. Remain in me. Seek me alone with all your heart and my joy will rise
inside you.”
I think we are made so that we have to first say, “No” to the other joys. Until we’ve really come
to the end of those, I don’t really think we can hear him speaking. I think we hear the words, “My
joy may be in you and your joy may be full,” and we think, “Oh goody, goody! A little of that will
help, too. But we’re glad we’re pretty happy despite some of the evil things in the world. We’re
reasonably happy, but that’s good — I’m glad that I’ll have a little of this, too.” So I think
that the only way that we’ll be finally happy is if we come to the place where we hear Jesus himself
say to us, “My joy I give you. My joy is in you and your joy now will be full.”
Let us pray.
Living in the Present - LIVING FAITH
Stale Manna
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Why I read Exodus 16:9-36, the part on manna, was because of the experience that I told you we had
just about three days ago when Irene [my wife] encouraged me to get rid of all the old sound and
video equipment that we brought from Campus Church. I brought it because I thought the camera and
the equipment was very expensive and cost us a lot of money. I thought, “Well, eventually, it’s
still good enough to perhaps do the videos in Russia or the training videos that you have been doing
for the road rep profession.” I always thought, “Oh well, we can use them for something.”
Then gradually, I began to realize myself that this little Sony microphone that we have, because of
it’s advanced technology, is far more efficient and precise than most of the good mics we used
there. In fact, I’ve held on to some of the mics — but the little video camera we have here is
probably as good in resolution as the big expensive $60,000 camera that we originally bought for
Campus Church.
So Irene said, “Let’s throw it away. Let’s get rid of it. Let’s not hold on to it.” It was at
that moment that I realized that I still thought while we had that stuff, in a way, we were kind of
carrying on some of the advantages that God had given us in Campus Church. I suppose I would have
persuaded myself, “Well, we’re being faithful with money that loved ones gave to God’s work and
we’re not throwing away money.” Yet, I can see that it is no longer worth that kind of money. In
fact, the big camera, as elaborate as it is, requires a lot of adjustments by technicians two or
three times a year to keep it working. It would actually cost us more to keep that operating than
it is to run these little Sony video cams that we have.
The same story is true of the sound equipment and of most of the other things. Did we have an
argument over getting rid of that stuff? We certainly had — and of course, I fought every step of
the way. You can see in the garage I have still retained an odd bit that probably should be given
to the Vietnam vets — I shouldn’t say thrown away – but given to the Vietnam vets because maybe
some of them can use it or maybe some company that is producing little league videos can use it.
Well, I wasn’t happy with my own performance and wasn’t happy with Irene’s performance. I did what
I try to do all the time, be honest before God. “Stale manna” came into my head very clearly –
“stale manna”. You remember, the Israelites were told, “God will give you this manna. It will lay
on the ground like hoarfrost, coriander seed. It will lay on the ground every morning that you are
in the wilderness except on the Sabbath.” I suppose it would be their Saturday. “On the Sabbath
there will be none, so gather enough on Friday” — or the day before the Sabbath. “Gather enough to
do you that day and the Sabbath day and that will keep overnight. So what you gather on Friday will
keep overnight for Saturday and you’ll be able to eat it on the Sabbath. But then each of the other
days, just gather enough for that day, because if you try to keep it till the next day, it will grow
stale, and foul, and there will be worms in it.” And that’s probably what Jesus is emphasizing when
he taught us in the Lord’s prayer, “Give us this day our daily bread” — just give us enough for
today. If you gather some for tomorrow you’ll have stale manna on your hands. It will not keep.
I suddenly realized that the “equipment” wasn’t the stale manna but my hoping to carryover some of
the advantages, or the gifts, or the money, or the equipment that God had given us for a PAST
ministry. I was hoping to carry that over into the PRESENT ministry — and for what purpose? “Oh,
to aid the present ministry — to make it more possible, to save us spending money that we didn’t
need to spend.” Of course, it came right to my heart, “I will give you manna for today. I will
give you the manna that you need today — and indeed, that is the only manna that you’ll be able to
use and that you’ll be able to be nourished by is the manna that I give you today.”
I think we have said it in past times, “Yesterday’s manna cannot be used for today.” We often say,
“Yesterday’s experience of God will not do us today. Yesterday’s grace cannot be used today.” In
fact, I saw that insofar as I was trying to preserve yesterday’s manna or to use it, I was in a
sense taking over control of the operation myself and trying to ensure that we could do this bit —
maybe without God’s provision — or maybe with what he provided years ago.
That comes home to me in our own experiences. It came very plainly to me that you cannot live off
yesterday’s experience of Jesus. You cannot live off yesterday’s insights. You cannot live off the
experience that you had years ago. You cannot live off the light that you had years ago. You have
to move on. You have to move on if you’re going to receive today’s manna. If you’re going to be
alive, spiritually fresh in Jesus, then you have to receive from him what he has to give you TODAY.
What he gave you yesterday was not bad. What he gave you two weeks ago was not bad. What he gave
you years ago was not bad — but it was right for that time.
Now just as a river is always moving on and you cannot step into the same river twice, so in our own
experience with Jesus, you cannot live off what he showed you yesterday. Yesterday was baby food
compared with the food that he has to give you today. Yesterday was for the little light that you
had THEN. TODAY you have more light and he has more light to give you. If you live off yesterday’s
light, you’ll begin to have staleness in your own life today. I saw that — probably in my own
heart. It’s up to all of you what is in your hearts. I saw that the life with Jesus can get stale
and dry if you’re not sinking your roots deeply into him. If you’re not sinking your roots deeply
into Christ, your experience with him can get dry, run-of-the-mill, a bit of a burden — even to the
point of uptightness and some frustration and great weariness and tiredness.
I don’t remember the details of artesian wells. We studied it a little in geology — but I believe
an artesian well is underneath the surface of the ground — that’s what comes to my mind. Jesus has
promised us living water. You remember, he says, “Out of the depths shall flow rivers of living
water.” (John 7:38) We know just from our experience these past two weeks that our well out there
has to go down 270 feet before it hits a vein of water. Unless we sink our roots deeply into Christ
himself, we will not get living water. We will end up living off the stale manna of yesterday.
I began to see myself, that it is so easy to try to live by “the letter of the law” — not just in
the sense of, “We ought to do this if we’re going to be Christian. We ought to believe THIS if
we’re going to be Christian” — not just that. Therefore, not just a life of law and a life of
doing things that you ought to do if you want to be like Christ — but also, in the early stages of
life with God, you can live a little bit preoccupied with the tree of the knowledge of good and
evil. You can be preoccupied with, “Now this is what we should do if we’re going to live
consistently in Christ.” “This is what we should believe when we come into this kind of situation.”
“This is the way to deal with temptation when it comes about.” “This is the way to get guidance
when you need it. So when you come into this situation you ought to do THAT. When you come into
this situation you ought to do THAT.”
All of that is fair enough and true enough in its way. If you say to me, “Is it wrong to share that
with another person?” Probably at times it might be helpful. At times it might clear up
confusion. At times it might clarify things for a baby Christian, but it’s death to remain on that
level yourself because that level is strictly a level of knowledge of how to live close to Christ.
It’s very easy to keep dealing with those “how’s” and if you then never do them or do them in a
mental way. It’s a bit like me saying to Sandra, “If you want to have a good conversation with
Irene, here are the things she’s interested in and you could talk this way. I should tell you she
really is an enthusiastic republican in politics.” I can explain just how you do it — or I can
explain to Colleen, “Now, Sandra is really interested in running, so if you want to have a good
conversation with her, she’s interested in running — and remember she’s Polish – and, etc.” —
then Sandra never having that conversation with Irene, or Colleen never having that conversation
with Sandra.
In other words, it’s possible to be very clear in your mind, “How to live the Christian life”, but
actually, never to touch the Savior, himself — never to sink your roots deeply into Christ and draw
up living water and eat fresh sweet and energizing manna. I saw that yes, it’s easy to live off
stale manna. It’s also easy to try to live off the insights and the truths that you saw for the
first time two years ago. They’re really stale manna. What I saw was it’s very easy for so many of
us in Christendom to be living off stale manna throughout our whole Christian life — that is, to be
always preoccupied with, “Here’s the way to deal with temptation.” “Here’s the way to get guidance
from Jesus.” “Here’s the way to love people and here’s the way …”
The Savior stands here and says, “Thou Father in me and I in them.” HE’s standing here saying,
“Abide in me and I in you.” God is saying, “You are my workmanship created in Christ Jesus”– and
all the time, we’re ignoring him, thinking only that we are ourselves and trying to work out how to
do what would please him. We’re trying to work out what John Wesley did when he was used by God and
trying to do the same thing – or we’re trying to work out what Frances Havergal did and trying to do
the same thing. All the time Jesus is saying, “You search the scriptures, you search the books, you
search your own mind — and it is those things that bear witness to me — but you will not come to
ME that you may have life.”
I saw again that there’s a depth that can be found only in the Savior himself. If we do not sink
our roots deeply into Jesus himself increasingly as the days go by, we will find ourselves eating
stale manna and it will make us sick. We will be starving. We will be dry, thirsty and hungry and
life will be rather a burden. I’d just remind us again of the verses that we’ve said repeatedly (I
don’t think they bore you because they’re so true): Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship,
created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”
John 1:3, “Everything that has been made was life in Christ Jesus.” 1 Corinthians 12:27, “You are
the body of Christ and individually members of it.”
We are part of Jesus. He is us. “It is not I that live but Christ that lives within me.”
(Galatians 2:20) All we need is Jesus himself. We need Jesus himself. If you all said to me, “Do
you mean we don’t need Oswald Chambers? We don’t need Watchman Nee? We don’t need Hudson Taylor?
We don’t need John Wesley? We don’t need John Calvin? We don’t need the good books on spiritual
life?” That’s right — those we can do without. We can do without all those if we have to. We
cannot do without Jesus. He said, you remember, “Abide in me and I in you and you will bear much
fruit. But without me you can do nothing.” And it came home to me again you know, that that’s his
promise, “Abide in me and I in you and you will bear fruit and by that my Father will be glorified.”
(John 15)
It’s interesting that verse doesn’t run, “Go and preach the gospel to all nations and you’ll bear
much fruit.” The verse doesn’t run, “Go and witness for me to others and you will bear much fruit.”
The verse doesn’t go, “Bring many into the kingdom and you will bear much fruit.” In fact, in John
6:44, “No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him.” So actually, it’s only God
who can draw people. Yet, we still have the idea that bearing fruit is going out and doing
something to bring people to Jesus — and that will be fruit. Jesus said it very simply. It’s in
John 15, and you should look at it, “Abide in me and I in you and you will bear much fruit and by
that my Father will be glorified for without me you can do nothing.”
Without Jesus himself we can do nothing. Maybe you should look at that — it’s John 15:5, “I am the
vine, you are the branches. He who abides in me, and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for
apart from me you can do nothing.” “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in me, and
I in him.” In our prayers, in our prayer life, sitting in the car — maybe it’s a little bit more
difficult when we’re eating — but certainly when we’re sitting, thinking, or when we’re going to
bed at night, “Savior, Lord Jesus, we need you. Lord, I need you. Lord Jesus, come. Lord Jesus,
bring your heart into me now. Lord, what are you thinking in me? What are you feeling in me at
this moment?” Abide in him and let him abide in us and then we will bear much fruit.
Him abiding in us is what we touched before. Speaking as he speaks, talking as he talks, speaking
his word AFTER him, speaking his word WITH him — it’s both a prayerful thing and it’s an active
thing. It’s living in Jesus. It’s letting him live in us. It’s not abiding by his principles.
It’s not trying to think — as we used to say or at least I used to say — “If you’re ever
uncertain what to do just think what would the Lord Jesus do?” It’s true in a way, but too easily
it gets into, “Well, the Lord Jesus would do what Wesley did.” “The Lord Jesus would do what Paul
did.” The Lord Jesus is in you. He is here — you can ask him himself. You can sink your roots
deeply into him and he will express his words through you.
It’s what is, “Lord Jesus, this is your life — go, do, speak, act Lord. Here are my hands. Lord,
do what you want with them.” It’s an active thing. Then in prayer, a quiet thing, a sinking your
roots deeply into Jesus through your hungering and thirsting for him — aware that without him you
can do nothing. If you say to me, “Well, what’s the heart of that — I mean, it sounds a bit
mystical?” I think the heart of it is that the Father is involved all the time every day in getting
us to turn from the world and to turn from each other, and to turn from every other source of
strength. I think that’s what he’s about. I think that’s why we have a lot of our frustrations and
a lot of our deep sadness and deep sense of futility at times. It’s the Father graciously showing
us, “There is nothing there. There is nothing there. They are dear people. This is a dear
organization. This is a dear operation. This is a dear world — there is much beauty in it, there
is much kindness in it — but it’s dead. Without ME you can do nothing. The only thing that is
good in all this that you see around you is ME. That’s what gives it life. If you ever look to the
creature or the creation rather than the creator, you’ll find yourself dead, dry, starving and
hungry. Sink your roots deeply into me.”
I suppose one of the benefits of praying either early in the morning or late at night, or even in
the middle of the night, but certainly when you’re very much alone on your own in the darkness, is
that somehow God is able to show you there is only one world. There IS only one world — in here,
inside — you’ll forgive me as Jesus is beyond “man” or “woman” — inside Jesus’ womb. That’s the
only real world — inside Jesus. HE is the only real world. Inside him — that’s the only real
world. The rest he made and it has flavors of him in it — but it’s still fallen and therefore,
it’s somewhat contorted, somewhat perverted and somewhat diluted. HERE, inside him, is all I need.
“In him is all I need. In him is all I need.” [ a hymn refrain]
Stale manna tires you and wearies you. Eventually, life becomes utterly unbearable. God is in the
business of exposing to us and giving us our fill of stale manna so that we will sink our roots
deeply into Christ himself and live off HIM. You remember, he said the same thing in those verses,
“Our fathers ate bread in the wilderness. They ate and died, but I am the bread of life and he that
eats of me will never die.” (John 6:49) Don’t be cast down every time you discover that you’ve been
eating stale manna. Rejoice in God’s goodness in showing us that — and turn to our beloved Savior
who has waited so long for us to come into his arms and to embrace him every moment.
The Lie of Loneliness - LIVING FAITH
The Lie of Loneliness
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
“The Lie of Loneliness”. That might be good to use as a title, “The Lie of Loneliness”. I think
many of us have had this kind of feeling, “I’m my mother’s son”, or “I’m my father’s daughter —
that’s where I came from — and now they’re either dead, or they’re far away from me. Here I am,
kind of on my own. I know from what I read in the Bible and what others say, that somehow, I can be
part of Jesus and therefore not quite be on my own. That seems to me the ideal. So, I ought now do
everything possible that I can see and that the Bible tells me and that others advise me. I ought
to do everything I can to get into Jesus so that somehow, I will be part of somebody — or I will
have someone who thinks about me so that I won’t feel lonely or feel that I’m on my own.”
I think maybe most of us have had those thoughts or those feelings at times. We know fine well
ourselves that society certainly has those feelings. Most of the people in society try to exchange
a father or a mother for a friend, and then a friend for a husband or a wife. So often, it then
goes on to exchange the husband or the wife for the children. But whatever they try, it always ends
up rather unsatisfying because either the husband dies, or the wife dies, or the children marry and
they go, or the friend ceases to be as close to you as they used to be. So, most of the people in
society end up continuing to feel pretty lonely.
I’m thinking even more of ourselves here. I think it’s possible to have that feeling that you are
on your own and that if you can possibly get into Jesus, then you won’t any longer be on your own.
What I’d like to share is that is NOT reality. That isn’t reality. I want to share that not so
much from the point of view of me trying to kind of jolly you up, or make you feel better, or make
myself feel better — “Oh, you’re not on your own.”
We used to joke and I’ve told you about it before: there was a minister that we knew in Ireland and
he had three children. Two of them were little girls and the third was a little boy. The girls were
maybe eight and six years old and the little boy was three. Of course, one night he couldn’t get to
sleep as he was afraid of the dark. He wanted his sister to come in with him so he wouldn’t be so
scared. And of course, she would come in and she would say, “David, you’re alright. God is with
you. Jesus is with you.” Then of course she would kind of throw in for good measure, “And Mary is
with you, and the angels are with you. You’re alright. Jesus is here.” And of course, David lifted
up the bed clothes and said, “Get out, Jesus! Get out! I don’t want you. I want so and so.”
I think often we talk to each other and it seems as if we’re kind of jollying each other up: “I
don’t want you to feel lonely anymore because God is really with you. You ought to remember this.
We’re all with you.” That’s not what I’m trying to say. What I’m saying to myself and to you all
is, from the best information in this book, it is a lie that we are on our own. I don’t want to
say that it is a lie that we have been taught to believe. It is a lie that we have almost believed
from the first moment we were conscious of thought — it is a lie that we are on our own. That is a
lie. I’d just remind you why it is so plainly a lie. It is because you are “God’s workmanship
created in Christ Jesus. “ (Ephesians 2:10)
If you’re uncertain about that or you say, “Oh I know you’ve said that before,” or, “You’ve quoted
that before” — I’d point out to you all the other verses that say not only, “You are the body of
Christ”, but “You are Christ here on earth and you’re individually members of him.” In other words,
you’re not just generally the body of Christ with all the others that are the body of Christ, but
you, yourself, are an individual part of Jesus. I’d just remind you again what is said in the verse
we read in Colossians, “Everything holds together in him. He was the very first-born of all
creation.”
Then there is another piece that says, “All things were made through him, and without him was not
anything made that was made.” (John 1:3) The correct Greek translation is, “Everything that is was
life in him.” In other words, each of us here was made in Jesus and are a part of Jesus from before
the foundation of the world — from the very beginning. There are so many verses. Just as you
think some of that over a little, look at that piece in Ephesians 1:4, “Even as he chose us in him
before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. He destined us
in love to be his sons through Jesus Christ.”
Remember how I tried to put it in as simple terms as I could think, not just for your benefit but
for my own, because I want to try and understand this clearly. You remember that I said that it
seems from what you read in the Bible — I know this sounds incredible — that God at the same
moment begot his son (and we talk about Jesus as his only begotten son). The best that the
theologians have come up with in past centuries is that Jesus is eternally begotten of the Father.
They put it that way because they say the Father is obviously the FIRST one. The Father is the
beginning of everything. That’s part of why he is called the Father and presumably, part of why he
is called the Creator and God, though in some sense, he is obviously preeminent.
Yet we cannot tell from our little finite temporal position, “Oh yes, but in this moment in eternity
God begot his son.” We cannot do that because you can’t be talking about time and eternity that are
contradictory things. You’re kind of saying there’s eternity — which is at least timelessness,
though it seems more than that — and then at some point in eternity, God begot his son. So the
theologians say, “Well you can’t say that. So all we can say is Jesus is eternally begotten by the
Father. That is, at some place somewhere in eternity, which you and I cannot understand, God begot
his only son Jesus.”
But here’s the truth from the Bible: that at that moment, he knew that his son, Jesus, would not
only be his only begotten son and be divine like him and have the powers of knowing the future and
the past as he did — (I know it sounds so wild and I’ve mentioned it before, but even as I say it,
it stills seems wild to me — wild, I mean, in a sense of unbelievable) — but at that moment, God
knew that his son also had to be a man. He also had to be a human being.
In a way, you can think of that because you know fine well God conceives of everything in a second.
God doesn’t conceive of, “Oh, first I’ll make a world. Now, I’ll have to make people to put in it,”
and, “Oh, now they’re going to maybe sin and so, I have to provide some way … what will I do? Yes,
my son — here he is — I’ll send him.” Obviously God doesn’t think like that. God conceives of
everything in a second. The same second or millisecond as God conceived of having his only begotten
son — that same millisecond — he conceived of having others in his son who would be like himself.
That same second he conceived that those people would have to have the same free will that he had
and those people could reject and could destroy everything. They’d have to be remade and given
another chance where they could see, “Oh we can go this way or we can go that way.” At the same
moment, he conceived that the only way for that to happen would be for his son to have them all
inside himself — for his son, in other words, to be the great human being and all of them as part
of him. So in a deep way, away in the depths of eternity, God conceived of you and me as being part
of his dear son. That’s why the Bible (Ephesians 1:4-5) says, “He destined us from before the
foundation of the world to be his sons through Jesus Christ.” ( I mean his sons and daughters —
the Bible just used “sons” to mean children.)
From the very beginning, you and I were made by God, in his son, Jesus, to be part of himself. You
can see what a lie it is that we have grown up with. I don’t know about you, but I did not think of
myself that way. I did not think of myself as God’s child from before the foundation of the world.
I thought of myself as, a little skitter-scatter part that was produced by an Irishman and woman in
Belfast: “Here I am, a little bit of flotsam or jetsam, a little bit of wood floating on the ocean
of life and the world — and oh, there’s a rock there called Jesus. If I can scramble on to that
somehow, then at least I’ll be kind of a part of that rock.” But even then I tended to think,
“Well, I’ll be kind of a part of him. I kind of will be adopted by his Father as a kind of second
class citizen.” It’s a wonderful surprise for me to see that, no way was that the way it was — no
way that all that is a ridiculous lie that the majority of the world has chosen to believe because
they want to be independent. There is no independence.
There is no independence. There are no people outside Christ. There are people who think they’re
outside Christ. There are people who think they’re independent. Part of the loneliness and
desolation that comes upon them when they think that way is because there is no such thing as
independence. There is no such thing as independent life outside Christ.
That independent life has been destroyed in Jesus from before the foundation of the world. The only
real existence is in Christ, inside Christ. There are people who accept that, believe it, and live
in it. There are others who still pretend that they aren’t in Christ and that they have an
existence of their own and a right to live their own life, independent of whatever “being” or
“force” produced them. That’s why they feel such loneliness because that doesn’t exist. That’s why
they feel such darkness at times or such despair. It’s a reflection of the nothingness in which
they think they can live.
What has come home to me is, “I’m not on my own. I am not on my own. I am not a little bit of
humanity that is trying to link up somehow with the great eternal Being behind the universe. I am
not a little piece of nothing that has nobody who really feels close to me. I am part of Jesus. I
was made part of Jesus from the very beginning. I was created by God. I am “his workmanship
created in Christ Jesus for good works which he’s prepared beforehand that I should walk in.”
That’s who I am. I am the body of Christ. I am individually a member of Christ — that is, I am a
part of Christ. I am a little nail on his little finger, or I am a little piece of skin in the palm
of his hand, or I am a little cell inside him — not just a nothing but a living person because he’s
a living person. I am a part of him, part of him, himself.”
I can see it just changes the whole way you think of yourself. You no longer think of yourself as
“poor me”. I can see that in myself. I no longer think of myself as “poor me” that maybe has this
disadvantage compared to other people or this advantage compared with other people. I’m no longer
“poor me” who the last time I was close to anybody was at two-and-a-half years old when my mother
cuddled me to her breast. I’m no longer “poor me” who is not close to anybody. My Lord, my Lord
Jesus feels for part of his arm and I’m part of what he feels. I’m part of what he feels. He feels
me. He feels me as part of him. He thinks of me as part of him. I belong to him and he belongs to
me.
I think that that is reality. I can see such a difference in waking in the morning. I can see such
a difference between, “Oh, here I am. The day’s ahead and I’ve this to do and that to do. I have
this thing to face and that thing to face and this problem to solve. Yet Lord, you said, ‘Thou I’m
with you always’. Lord I know you’re with me and that’s a great help and encouragement. I must try
to remember that more.” I can see the unreality of all that and the weakness of it and the diluted
lukewarmness of it compared with reality: My eyes waken, “Savior, isn’t this a day! Lord, what are
your thoughts? What do you want to do? What have we to do? What do you want to do? The good
works that you’ve prepared beforehand that I’ve to walk in — Lord Jesus, let’s go!”
Somehow, immediately the Savior’s heart rises within you and begins to lift you up with his attitude
to his Father. Suddenly, you’re in a big world. Suddenly, you feel a big world developing inside
you and opening out. Suddenly, it’s no longer this pokey little creature that is on its own trying
to grab at Jesus to kind of get some feeling that somebody’s with me. Suddenly, the center of your
heart is not about you at all. It’s about him and with him. It’s about all of the world and all of
the Father and all of heaven. Somehow everything floods into your heart and life lifts and is
bright. There’s a total difference.
I can see that loneliness is a lie. It is a lie. The despair, the fear and the anxiety of
loneliness is there because loneliness is a lie. There is no such thing as loneliness. There is no
life outside Jesus. The Bible says, “Because he lives, I live also.” And if Jesus doesn’t live, I
don’t live. Even those who feel lonely feel lonely because they believe that they’re on their own.
They’re NOT on their own. The Lord Jesus, of whom they are a part, still feels they are part of
him. Part of the strain that they feel comes from the fact that they are at loggerheads with
reality. They are in controversy with God, with Jesus himself. That’s part of the strain and
stress that they feel.
This morning at breakfast, we were talking about the Italian idea of family (“famiglia”), or the
Polish idea of famiglia or family, or the Irish idea of famiglia or family. We all have our
versions of it and I can see that it’s a bitter sweet concept. “Blood family” is only God’s way of
getting us born into the earth. “Blood family” is only a poor shadow of reality. Reality is that
“in heaven there is no marriage or giving in marriage. Who are my brothers and sisters? Those who
do the will of my Father. Who is my Father? Did you not know I would be about my Father’s
business.” ‘But your father’s a carpenter.’ “No. My Father is the Creator of the universe.” That
is our Father. That is our Father. Our dads were dear or are dear but they are only a shadow of
reality. They themselves are sons. They themselves are sons. They themselves are part of Jesus
and that is the reality.
In other words, when Jesus was born of his Father we came into existence. You’re right — we only
appeared in time here in the earth in whatever year you were born or I was born. But the fact is
that when Jesus came into existence, he came into existence as the Son of God and also as the
“first-born” of all creation. As the “first” — and indeed the only human being — and all of us
are part of him. So you can see why loneliness is such a lie.
Please, I’m not saying it to help you or to help me with my psychological life. I’m not saying it
because I think, “Oh, don’t we all feel lonely at times?” I’m saying strongly that that is an utter
and absolute lie. We are being downright unbelievers and we are living an unreality. I’m not
saying, “Now listen. Let’s all have a little more faith or let’s zippity do-da, zippity yea. Let’s
sing a little song and make ourselves feel happier.” Or, “Here’s a thought that will help you in
your times of loneliness.” I say to myself and to you, we are downright living in unreality when we
feel lonely at all because that’s the LAST thing we are. We are part of Jesus. We are a part of
God’s only begotten son. He thinks of us that way. Jesus thinks of us that way. That is reality
and we are close to the heart of the whole of reality because we are in the Son who is the apple of
our Father’s eye. That dear Savior loves us more tenderly and more personally than any of our
earthly parents or our earthly relatives – more than our earthly friends can ever love us. Each
morning when the sun comes up he is here ready to live his life here in this body using these arms,
these hands, using these eyes and these ears — he wants me to enjoy the ride. That’s what my life
is today.
I think you need to think it through for yourself. I’d remind you of Colossians 1:15, “He is the
first-born of all creation.” I’d remind you of the verses in Ephesians 1 where “we are destined
through Christ to be God’s sons from before the foundation of the world.” I’d remind you of John
1:3, “All things were made by him and without him was not anything made that was made.” I’d remind
you of 1 Corinthians 12:27, “You are the body of Christ and individually members of it.” And dozens
more verses that make it clear — John 15, “Abide in me and I in you. A branch cannot bear fruit
neither can you unless you abide in me. Without me you can do nothing.”
All of these verses make it absolutely clear that reality is that when Jesus was born the only
begotten of his Father, he was born also as the great human being. We all were created inside him
so that he is, in a sense, our eternal Father and we belong to him. We are not on our own — in no
way. If you say to me, “Well, how do you deal with loneliness?” It seems to me there’s only one
way and that is to reject it outright as a downright lie, as unreality — and not yield to any self
pity or to any of the tricks that Satan plays to get you to think that the way you’ve been thinking
all your life is really right — and you are on your own. I think there’s only one attitude to
take, that this is downright sin — but not just sin that I ought to pull myself up by the
bootstraps and avoid — but this is unreality! This is not reality. This is not reality. “Lord,
Savior, this is your life — let’s go.”
Prayer – A Love Affair - LIVING FAITH
Praying God’s Way
Matthew 6:1-2
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Could you please take your Bibles and turn to Matthew 6:1-2, “Beware of practicing your piety before
men in order to be seen by them; for then you will have no reward from your Father who is in heaven.
Thus, when you give alms, sound no trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and
in the streets, that they may be praised by men. Truly, I say to you, they have received their
reward. But when you give alms, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so
that your alms may be in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you. And when you
pray, you must not be like the hypocrites; for they love to stand and pray in the synagogues and at
the street corners, that they may be seen by men. Truly, I say to you, they have received their
reward. But when you pray, go into your room and shut the door and pray to your Father who is in
secret; and your Father who sees in secret will reward you And in praying do not heap up empty
phrases as the Gentiles do; for they think that they will be heard for their many words. Do not be
like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.”
So those two verses are important for us here at prayer times and, “In praying do not heap up empty
phrases as the Gentiles do; for they think that they will be heard for their many words. Do not be
like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask him.” So just look at that last verse
which I agree brings problems to all of us, “Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you
need before you ask him.” But I think we should take those words honestly and simply.
I’ve always felt there’s something not quite right, really still I’m not sure what it is but there’s
something not quite right in Saturday after Saturday saying, “Lord, help Dan to know that you are
with him and help him to remember that you are there and you are enabling him to see what he needs
to see in all the workers heart.” You know how that would go on, I don’t need to elaborate. But
I’ve always felt – I know what we mean and I know what I mean but I’ve always felt there’s something
not quite right about it.
And I’m sure it has echoed in the back of my mind what I learned at Sunday school that your Father
knows what you need before you ask him. And I’ve thought you know it’s a bit like dinging into his
head. Here Jesus says clearly, “Your Father knows what you need before you ask him,” and yet you
kind of think, “Well yeah, but I’m not going to have anything to say then. I mean, it’s going to be
very quite prayer time if I just accept that.” And yet I’ve still felt there’s something not right,
there’s something not intelligent about it, there’s something just not right.
Please, I’m not absolutely clear of the answer myself but I have felt often when I would pray that
way or when you would pray that way that there is something we’re not really dealing with what God
says there you know. Jesus says, “Look your Father knows what you have before you ask him,” and so
you ask him and we ask him. And then I’ve felt we compounded the problem because it says in the
previous verse, “And in praying do not heap up empty phrases as the Gentiles do; for they think that
they will be heard for their many words.” And then I think we’re often saying the same words over,
and over, and over again, you know. And Saturday after Sunday, indeed you might say day, after day,
after day we’re saying the same words over again.
And sometimes you even think yourself, “Well, I ought to say them because kind of if I say them God
will know that I’m concerned.” And so we hesitate to say, “We will add to the worth of our
prayers.” We hesitate to say, “We will pile up our petitions before God so that he can’t ignore
them.” But there’s a little of that in our minds. We think, “Well yes, but if I keep on asking
he’s bound to realize how serious I am,” as if you know he could realize before we asked. And so we
keep on maybe Saturday after Saturday, Sunday after Sunday, Tuesday after Tuesday, Friday after
Friday, saying the same things.
And of course I think you know yourselves where it becomes ridiculous is where you find yourself or
you suddenly are conscious of somebody else giving God details about what he should do, you know, as
if he might not know and you wanted to outline the thing completely before him. All of that I think
bring some question into your mind if you’re at all reflective and if you try to take scripture
seriously, you feel there must be something better than this. And yet, we carry on doing it and we
continue to encourage each other because we’re not quite clear why or what else you should do.
I would just remind you of the reality that we shared last Saturday, it’s the reality in Psalms
139:16, though as you know from the verses we just erased on the white board it occurs in all those
other places that you probably took down or know about. Psalms 139:16, “Thy eyes beheld my unformed
substance; in thy book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as
yet there was none of them.” So, “Thy eyes beheld my unformed substance; in thy book were written,
every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.” So every
day that we have had and every day that lies before us, God has already formed it for us. So it’s
all settled out.
Yes, it is true that we have a free will but somehow you know he has that lined up. Yes, we turn
that way, that way, that way, but we never go outside that you know. Somehow in his miraculous way
he’s arranged our free wills, we may vary but inside this there is the counsel of God’s will and he
works everything according to that counsel. [Ephesians 1:11] He does it so that our life is planned
for us and that means he has foreseen all the difficulties that we face, all the problems that we
face, and he has solved them.
There is a resting in that contentment that is the heart of true prayer. There’s a resting, there
is a deep resting in that contentment that enables God to beget true prayer within us. Now, I think
I speak better than I know there because I can’t explain that completely but there is a deep resting
in that truth that God has planned our life and he has dealt with it all in Jesus, and he has
reconciled it all to himself, and it is a known way. There is a deep resting in the contentment of
that that enables true prayer to come from us.
In other words, true prayer comes from absolute confidence that God has everything answered and
dealt with in Jesus and that in a sense nothing more needs to be done. And from that there issues
true prayer. And true prayer starts with one person, that person you’ll find clearly indicated in
Romans 8:34. “Who is to condemn? Is it Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised from the dead,
who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us?” True prayer begins with our Savior
who is at the right hand of God interceding for us.
And that’s really the only prayer that is real and that has any meaning in it, the prayer that Jesus
is praying now at the right hand of his Father. The only prayer that is worthwhile in us is the
prayer that he prays within us. We abide in him and he abides in us and in us he wants to pray the
prayer that he prays at his Father’s right hand. In other words, prayer is really, so that you
remember it vividly, prayer is really Joe with his cool sunglasses on and standing on the ironing
board. Do you remember that? Catching the wave, the surfer catching the wave — we catch the wave.
We catch the wave — the heartbeat of Christ. We drop a stone into the pond there in the middle
and then the ripples ripple out and we out here catch a ripple, and somebody else catches a ripple.
That’s what prayer is.
So prayer comes from a great contentment, a life that is content and at rest. It cannot come from a
life that is discontented, or is worried, or is anxious. It cannot come from a heart that is trying
to do great things for the Lord, and Lord help me to do great things for you. It cannot come from
that. The heart of the eternal is wonderfully kind and the heart of the eternal is utterly at
peace. The heart of Christ is utterly at peace because all has been done, the battle is over, the
victory has been won, all the lives have been reconciled, all the complex circumstances at Bosnia
and Herzegovina, all the complex circumstances of our own lives have been reconciled in Jesus and
brought together and culminated in him and he is now at the right hand of his Father and he
intercedes there for us in the only way that is right and proper and real. And we catch the wave of
that prayer.
And that’s the all important thing. In other words, the important thing to the Father is that you
know his heart, that you know his heart and understand his heart, and feel with him, feel with him.
So arrangements have been made for Christmas day, or for the play that we’re going to see, or the
outing we’re going to have and then if you keep asking me, “What’s going to happen Pastor? What are
we going to do? What are we going to do? What are we going to do? Could we do this or could we do
that?” I know you know nothing about my love for you, you know nothing about what I’ve arranged,
you know – don’t you know that all that is settled?
So it’s only insult to God to keep on, “Well, could you do this? Could you do that? Could you do
this?” He says, “My children, it’s all done. It’s all done. I want you to rejoice in that. I
want you to enjoy the wonder, and the peace of that that is not only in my heart but that was done
so that it would be in your heart. I want you to enjoy that. I want you to enjoy that.” So there
is a place sometimes the Savior will prompt us to thank God for something that he has done but it’s
not that game we used to play with the man’s doctrine of praise, you mean power through praise. You
know, where we thought, “Oh if we thank God that he has done it then that’s a real prayer then he’ll
answer that prayer.” It’s dreadful. It’s dreadful.
It’s manipulation of the most wretched insulting kind to the Supreme Being of the whole universe.
It’s not that kind of thing. It is a joy, a contentment that wells up within you that is just
enjoyment. And yet it is not just choosing whatever you want to thank God for, it is the Savior
that brings that within you. Now, I venture to say if you’re not content enough or at peace enough
with him for him to beget in you a true prayer from his own heart, I venture to say we’re heaping up
phrases and we’re just filling – in fact, often – sometimes it can be worse than filling the air
with noise. We can often by our noise be distracting others from something they actually might be
getting from Jesus’ heart.
Now I understand absolutely with you that whether it’s the things, some of which are true I’m sure
and some of which are untrue, whether it’s the things that are reported in the Renewal Magazine
about people roaring and crying and rolling on the floor, and I’m sure some of that may be right,
but whether it’s that or whether it’s us with our ideas of what a good prayer meeting is, or what a
lively prayer meeting is you can see all those things have nothing to do with prayer. Nothing at
all, they’re just noise; they’re just filling the air with wind.
Prayer only comes from one heart and that’s from Christ. And Christ’s heart prays to his Father in
the light of the fact that all has already been done and all is accomplished. So if you say to me,
“Then probably a lot of prayer would be kind of really praise, or thanks, or just rest?” Yeah, I
would suspect it is. I’m hesitant to say because the last thing we want is to set up a set of laws
where we kind of tick off okay Thomas’ prayer was okay, that had the right words in there. Marty
said, “Help Dan to do something,” so that’s wrong.
Well then that’s a killer, you know, then we all clam up and get paralyzed with fear and self
conscious and preoccupation with ourselves rather than with God which is the whole point of coming
together. But as far as I can see, prayer is something that comes from the Savior’s own heart to
our heart. It first exists within our heart and then we express it. But, it comes from within it
has nothing to do with what Christians ought to do or how we ought to pray, or what this prayer
meeting needs to really liven it up. It has nothing to do with all that stuff. All that is just
idle worship and is just waste of time and worse than that is a dreadful insult to our Father.
So if you say to me, “What do you think the heart of prayer is?” I suspect the heart of the prayer
is our Father’s heart. I suspect that the heart of prayer, the heart of prayer is a delight that
comes to him as we come into this parallax, we call it in a camera, you know where if you have one
of those things on your camera where it tells you whether you’re exactly in focus, the parallax the
two images come together, I suspect that is what it’s like. That prayer is really two hearts coming
together, your heart and God’s heart and it’s there that the peace, and joy, and harmony that he
longs for is felt and that prayer is mostly that. Prayer is mostly a love affair. It’s mostly a
love conversation with our dear Father through Jesus. I would rather say it’s Jesus in a love
conversation with his Father in our name. That’s what it is. It’s Jesus loving his Father in our
name and that’s the heart of it.
Now I am sure there are more and more and greater and greater depths to it, but I think there’s
enough there to rescue us from just light verbal prayers that obviously are telling God things he
doesn’t need to know. And then you may sit here you know, particularly if we just begin to move in
this direction, at the beginning you may sit there and think, “Well, I haven’t a thing to say.”
Maybe you shouldn’t have a thing to say. Maybe it’s right, maybe we’re too self righteous to say,
“Well, I know I’m a good prayer and now this makes it impossible for me to.” Well, maybe you’re not
a good prayer. Maybe it’s time to be still and know that I am God.
I agree with you, there’s a silence of death and there’s a silence of worship. You can’t do much
can you? I mean, you can’t sit there and decide this is the sounds of death so we whoop it up with
a song, or this is sounds of death so I better pray, or why aren’t some of the others praying. I
mean, if it’s the sounds of death it’s the sounds of death. Let’s accept it, let’s face it and
let’s start there. Presumably God can show us how to get up from the grave eventually.
But I do think there’s no sense in bringing superficial band-aids to the situation. If there is a
great gaping wound there is only one who can heal it and that is Jesus himself. It does seem to me
that we should think about those things. I’m not asking you to accept it all, I’m asking you to
think about it, to consider these things, and to consider it in the light of scripture and most of
all I think to see our lives are already solved and reconciled by God. That all is done. That’s all
done.
And it’s from your faith and confidence in that that prayer issues. Prayer cannot issue from a
heart that has not really come into rest about itself. Prayer, true prayer, comes from a contented
heart that is at peace. So probably one of the early things is to settle, “Lord, you mean you
really have solved all the things in my life and it is all really settled, and all this has been
reconciled and worked according to the counsel of your will? And I’m on track and you have me right
in your sights and you have me ready to come through the gates into your home? Is that reality,
Lord?” And then when you rest in that then out of that the Savior who is within those gates is able
to pray through us. Let us pray.
Christ Living in You - LIVING FAITH
Christ Living in You
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Many of us have got used not only to this abbreviation. It is really what we were taught in seminary
but many of us have not only got used to it. We have made it a kind of metaphor for our own
Christian life, “Christ in you.” And I think up till recently probably, most of us have not seen
any difference between thinking of it metaphorically and thinking of it actually. In other words,
if I had said to you, “Christ is in you and you are in Christ.” You would have said, “Yes, that is
the basis of all Christian faith. We know that.”
But it seems to me we’re not beginning to see that this is true in actual fact. That in fact, these
verses state very clearly that we were created in Christ Jesus. And this verse states very clearly
that we are actually Christ’s body. You, yourself, are here so that Christ himself could live a
life in you that he will not live in anybody else and that you were thought of by your Father before
the foundation of the world because he had a certain glory of his only begotten Son that could be
expressed only in you. And that’s why you exist.
So, I think we’re all beginning to sense that there is a difference between thinking it
metaphorically, “Oh yes, we’re in Christ,” that is, we think about the things that Christ thinks
about and we look at politics, and we look at finances, and look at business in terms of Christ’s
philosophy and therefore we’re generally in Christ. That’s the metaphorical way of looking at it.
But I think many of us are beginning to grasp, no, this is not a metaphor. This is not just a nice
thought but in fact Christ is in me. In fact when Paul said, “I live, not I but Christ lives in me.”
He was not simply making a dramatic point but he was stating very clearly this is not my life. I
have been bought with a price. This is not my life to live the way I want to. In fact, I have died
and my life is hid with Christ with God [Galatians 2:20] and now Christ in his Spirit is living a
life that he had planned to live years ago. He’s living it in me.
And you remember, I tried to use the term that we so often use, we say that we do this in Christ’s
name rather it is Christ is living in our name. Christ living in the name of Irene O’Neill. Christ
living in the name of Ada Luo. Christ living in the name of Thomas. Christ living in the name of
Joe. That is it. It is Jesus himself living in us.
Old Barth puts it this way, he is of course what we call a reformed theologian or is certainly
thought of as that. As I would often deal with Wesley, of course, he would often deal with Luther.
So he quotes Luther in this little book. It is not the greatest, I think. It’s alright but I think
really his, I know you won’t like it, but Barth’s 12 treatises in volumes, I think are better if you
can struggle through them. But he says, “For a Christian life,” this is Luther, “For a Christian
life exists wholly in practicing and experiencing the things that one hears and reads from God’s
word daily.” And so that kind of makes you feel good because you feel, “Oh yes, so we read the
word. We study the Bible, and we study its principles, and we study the things its saying and then
we live by those.”
Except it goes on, “Therefore if thou does so seek to know properly and hit upon and give the
definition of what a Christian may be or whence a man may be called a Christian, then there must not
tramp across to Moses’ law, papal rule, or to any man whatever, not even to the holiest saints, life
and sanctity.” It’s quite interesting, he says, “No wait a minute, when I say you’ve to live daily
by God’s word, I don’t mean you’ve to study Moses’ life or study Moses’ law, or even so much just
study Christ’s life or study Paul’s life. And you’ve certainly not to study the rules of the
Benedictine order,” who I’d like to mention this evening. “And you’ve not to study the life of
Hudson Taylor, or the life of John Wesley, or the life of Martin Luther, or George Mueller, this is
not how to live the Christian life.”
“Or to any man whatever, nor even to the holiest saint’s life and sanctity but only to Christ’s word
when he says, ‘My sheep hear my voice.’ In short, nothing that can happen in and by us makes a
Christian, only this does it, that this man is known. That one holds by him and turns to him for
what one wants to have of Christ. That he is the good shepherd who lays down his life for the sheep
and knows them. Therefore I say on no other way does a man become a Christian except he hears this
voice alone.”
In other words, you don’t live like Christ by studying the Bible. He himself said that, “Search the
scriptures; it is they that bear witness to me. If you think you’ll find an eternal life but you
will not come to me for it. You will not live the Christian life by studying the Bible, or by
studying the lives of the saints, protestant or catholic saints, or by thinking through the
principles of Christ. You will only live a Christian life if daily you hear the voice of Jesus
within you. If daily you hear the voice of Jesus. If daily you wait upon him until his Spirit
becomes clear to you. If daily you quiet your heart, and your mind, and your emotions, and your
spirit, and your body and you wait long enough not for the time that you have set apart for him, the
quiet time, but if you go before him early enough or late enough, whichever is your time, and you
wait upon him to catch his voice in you.
He actually quotes Arius who said, “Who us fits to God,” who adjusts us to God. The Holy Spirit
adjusts us to God. If you would wait upon the voice of Jesus, the Holy Spirit, he will adjust you
to God daily. Daily and that is the only way to live a Christian life. You have to throw away that
phrase. That is the only way for Christ to live each day in you. In other words, Christ lives when
your tongue speaks what he speaks. Christ lives in you when your hands do what his hands are doing.
That can only come if daily you are touching him. If daily your spirit is being adjusted to his
Spirit. And that is the Christian life.
Now you can see the life that we are living now. It’s a coarse approximation to that. It is
coarse. It is a joke because so often we study the Bible to get some good thoughts, get some good
insights. “Oh, I never saw that before.” But so often it is something that we take upon ourselves,
we are the masters of it. “Ah, I’ve seen that. Now, I have to apply that here, and here, and here
in my life.” And that may produce a virtuous life, and may produce a religious life, and may
produce an ethical life. But it will not produce a fragrance that Christ himself produces in you as
his Spirit pervades your spirit as you catch the fragrance and the sweetness of his own heart. And
that only comes, and you know it’s – well, it’s good authority, the best authority is scripture but
it’s good authority for saying it, but the only way the Christian life can be lived is if we are
daily touching Christ’s own heart and spirit. Then, somebody then knocks at your door at 5:30 or
4:30, or 3:30, or whatever time you get up and calls, “Joe, are you ready?” And then instead of oh
going out of the door, out of your ears, and out of your head, and thinking, “Oh, that’s Trish,” or,
“That’s Marty. Oh, okay I’m coming.” Instead of that, Christ can respond and you experience that
and you feel his peace, and you feel it is him responding and you feel his heart.
Then as the day goes on it becomes so much a part of you that you’re not thinking, “Oh this is
Christ.” It’s you yourself have been taken over by him and it’s his voice, and it’s his fragrance,
and it’s his Spirit that speaks forth from you as the day goes on. And of course, the important
thing we all know is when the day gets hectic and paperwork is flying in all directions at the
office, it’s him, it’s him and his Spirit that prevails miraculously. And if there’s a second when,
you remember, Greg used to produce the theology of “losing it,” whether you lose it three ways and
when you begin to lose it, it’s recollection, a moment of recollection, “Savior, you alone matter.”
I’ll go to the bathroom or wherever so the crew will not just think I am sleeping, but I go
somewhere and I come back and I retain the fragrance that Jesus gave me in the morning. But that’s
the life of Christ. It’s the touch of his Spirit, it’s waiting upon him. Please, I understand many
of us have got so coarse in our spirits that we hear this, but you’re like the man that Jesus
touches. You say, “Yes, pastor I see men but as trees walking. I can kind of hear what you’re
saying and I can kind of catch at it but I can barely catch at it.” I don’t blame you because our
spirits have got so coarse and we are so utterly convinced.
But the Christian life is something that we live with a little help from our friend, Jesus. We live
with a little help from the Spirit. But it is us that does it, and for many of us it’s just an
elevated kind of ethical life. So, I understand that our spirits have gotten very coarse and very
strong so that we can hardly distinguish between our soul and our spirit and we can hardly determine
when we’re running the thing for Christ and for God’s glory and when it is Jesus. So, I know that
but the Holy Spirit, if you begin to yearn for this, will fill you as Jesus said, “That you are
blessed if you hunger and thirst after this for you will be filled.” [Matthew 5:6]
This is the Christian life and the purpose of our businesses is not simply to give honest value for
money in the food we cook in the restaurant, in the oranges and apples that we sell. It is not even
to be kindly to people, or to be mannerly. It is not even to be people who simply don’t swear at
each other, or don’t lose their temper, or seem even to love each other. It is not that. The
purpose of the business is nothing short of this — that Christ himself would serve each person who
comes into the café. Not in the sense that you would do it in Christ’s name. Not in the sense that
you would do it as patiently as Christ would do it. Not in the sense that you would do it as
lovingly as Christ would. Not in the sense that you are doing it for Christ’s glory and not for
money. Not that at all, but Christ himself, his own Spirit would serve people so that they would go
out of the door and would have touched something that they can’t even define themselves because it
is a spiritual thing that is perceived spiritually.
It is probably true that just as the only authentic part of a painting is that which cannot be
expressed in words. Also, the only authentic part of a sculpture is that which cannot be expressed
in any other art form, and the only authentic part of a piece of music is that that cannot be
expressed by any other means. It is probably true that the touch of Christ and his life can probably
not be expressed in words. And he’s probably the reason why often you might feel, even about a
preacher, and we would certainly feel it about each other in conversation. Stop. Stop, you’re not
speaking of anything real. You’re losing it. You’re just filling the air with words. This is not
true spirit. Just let’s be quiet.
So, in our businesses the purpose for them is that what you would say is true that the man or the
woman would fade and Christ himself would step forth and touch the person. That will not come about
by a simple discipleship approach to Bible study, or a simple picking out of principles from God’s
word. Or even from the life of George Mueller. All that itself is a dead Colleen. Only Christ
himself, his own Spirit can bring life. Only if you and I touch Christ daily will Christ himself
speak with our tongues and act with our hands and that is the Christ life.
I have used the term to you that Martin Luther said, “The aim is to have new Christs.” I thought,
“That’s a good way to put it.” Old Barth of course is always splitting hairs until you see the hair
is trimmed and smoothed after he’s finished with it. And he says, “No, there’s only one Christ,
there cannot be many Christs. There is only one Christ.” But that Christ is going to live a unique
life in you. So, there are many expressions of Christ but it is Christ himself in you, it is not
you as another version of Christ. It is not you as another picture of Christ. You are not just an
“It”. That’s the incredible thing. You are not actually just a channel in a sense, you are Christ
himself in a way that no one else is.
Of course, it can only be that as you hang on him daily. I don’t need to elaborate why it’s
necessary to hang on him daily, because the pressure of the outside world is so strong that we are
always slipping into the half life that is lived here on earth. So you cannot afford to go a day
without waiting upon him. I know we’ve all had our struggles with quiet times. Please, it is not
something that we have to do to be in Christian Corps. It is not something you have to do if you
are a Christian — it is not something you have to do if you want to be in good spiritual health.
It is not something you have to do if you want to get to heaven. Quiet time is quiet, a time of
quietness when you can wait on Jesus’ Spirit himself and let him fill you and fill your personality
with himself. And as much as we say, Mary, Jesus’ mother, was there at some moment and at some
moment the Holy Spirit came in.
But who can tell when that moment is. Who can tell when the Holy Spirit came in and began to create
something inside you? No one can tell. No one has ever attempted to tell when that occurred. So
it is with Jesus, himself, in our quiet times. All we can do is wait upon him and be aware that this
is what we were made for and this is the only thing that we need. Then as we hunger and wait upon
him, then we know he comes in.
I believe at several elders meetings and I think we knew, I mean, one time it was after three hours,
but I think we knew when Jesus comes and when we cease from our own works and we cease from our own
thinking and our own strife and the quiet Savior comes. And it’s in that, that God has given us the
privilege of living and that’s what the Christian life is. That’s what we have been giving this
year for, so that Christ Luo, Christ Overby, Christ Poehler, could live so that Jesus himself would
live in places we find ourselves through the days of this year.
I would just say that cannot be unless we ourselves refuse to begin our daily lives unless he is
here, unless he’s here. And I would say every day we go forth without him is a day that may as well
not have been. Because it’s him and his Spirit that lives the life of God here on earth and gives
us a sense of fulfillment in our own lives. So I’d ask you to deal with him this day and especially
to look out on this year and decide is it going to be “you” again? Is it going to be you again
fitting him in where you can? Or, regarding your main job as doing what you are supposed to do here
in Christian Corps. Or, is it going to be you saying, “Savior, not a step today without you — not
a step. Lord, if I have to wait here all day, not a step until you are here and until I have
stopped myself and you have begun to live.”
Let us pray.
Fatherhood of Jesus - LIVING FAITH
Jesus is our Real Father
Colossians 1:15-29
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Please turn to Colossians 1:15-29, “He is the image of the invisible God, the first-born of all
creation; for in him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether
thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities – all things were created through him and for
him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold together. He is the head of the body, the
church; he is the beginning, the first-born from the dead, that in everything he might be
pre-eminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to dwell, and through him to reconcile
to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making peace by the blood of his cross. And
you, who once were estranged and hostile in mind, doing evil deeds, he has now reconciled in his
body of flesh by his death, in order to present you holy and blameless and irreproachable before
him, provided that you continue in the faith, stable and steadfast, not shifting from the hope of
the gospel which you heard, which has been preached to every creature under heaven, and of which I,
Paul, became a minister.
Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I complete what is lacking in Christ’s
afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church, of which I became a minister according to
the divine office which was given to me for you, to make the word of God fully known, the mystery
hidden for ages and generations but now made manifest to his saints. To them God chose to make
known how great among the Gentiles are the riches of the glory of this mystery, which is Christ in
you, the hope of glory. Him we proclaim, warning every man and teaching every man in all wisdom,
that we may present every man mature in Christ. For this I toil, striving with all the energy which
he mightily inspires within me.” May God help us to understand these words.
I’d like to share about the consequences that I can see of the things that we’ve shared over the
past few weeks and the first is this – I’m sure none of us have any trouble thinking of our dads or
our mums and immediately their dear faces spring to our eyes, and we know exactly and I can smell my
dad’s tobacco and so we all have no trouble thinking immediately of our dads and our mums. And that
governs a great deal of our living even after we’ve married and we’ve our own children and all that
kind of thing. Still, that governs a lot of our lives and what I can see is that that’s not
reality. That isn’t reality.
So I’d just point you to some of the verses that we’ve already dealt with in the past but Ephesians
2:10 is an obvious one. Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship,” that’s God’s, “Created in
Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” That’s
the reality. We were not first created in our mum’s womb, but we were created first in Christ
Jesus. And please, I’m with everybody here that things, “But that’s metaphor, metaphor, metaphor,
that’s just a metaphor.” Well, you know, as we’ve studied it, it isn’t just a metaphor.
Right throughout the Bible you read, “All things were created by him and without him was not
anything made that was made. In him was life and the life was the light of men.” [John 1:4] So
repeatedly in the Bible we see that it is true, everything was created in Jesus, not least of all
us, ourselves. It’s very easy for us to take the attitude, “Oh yes, you mean the first little
amoeba on the first little pond was created in Jesus, and of course, we eventually came from that
somehow.” Well no, according to what God has told us, it’s a much more personal thing than that.
And it’s back in Psalms 139 which we looked maybe about a month ago almost most. Psalms 139:13-16,
“For thou didst form my inward parts, thou didst knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise
thee, for thou art fearful and wonderful. Wonderful are thy works! Thou knowest me right well; my
frame was no hidden from thee, when I was being made in secret.” You know which is obviously
different from my mother’s womb. “My frame was no hidden from thee, when I was being made in
secret, intricately wrought in the depths of the earth. Thy eyes beheld my unformed substance.”
Not talking about embryo or anything but an unformed substance, “Thy eyes beheld my unformed
substance; in thy book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as
yet there was none of them.”
And you can see the whole thrust of that is that God saw each one of us long before we appeared in
our mother’s womb and long before we appeared on this earth. God saw us and saw us made and it
should be no surprise to us with the computers and our own ability to foresee things that he foresaw
what was likely to happen. It’s quite interesting I found a bit in one of the old church fathers
that Barth quotes. It is Athanasius, whom some of us know him from church history studies, and he
says, and puts it really as some of these old guys do very simply, later on I’ll read his complex
abstract statement first, “The God of all things who created us by his word knew what should befall
us better than we ourselves. And he foreknew that after our first righteousness which should
transgress his commandment and that because of our disobedience we should be expelled from paradise
for that reason in his loving kindness and goodness he prepared beforehand in his word by which he
created us, a provision for our salvation. He did this so that even if we fell deceived by the
serpent, we should not finally be destroyed but possessing the redemption and salvation prepared
beforehand to the word should rise again and live forever.” [The Incarnation of the Word,
Athanasius]
And then he has this little example, “Now wise master builder when he undertakes to build a house,
considers at the same time how he may repair that house should it fall into decay after its
erection. And weighs up what preparations must be made for that purpose, supplying the foreman with
the materials necessary for such repair and thus making all the preparation for renovations even
before the house is built.” And we know fine well ourselves, you prepare, Yeah, “I’ll fly to the
States in June, but if Continental goes bust I’ll…” and we line up the contingencies. And so it’s
not remarkable that our God who has an infinite mind, who can see far beyond where we can, that he
would, when he first conceived of his only begotten Son and conceived at that same moment of
bringing about our existence in his Son and created us in his Son that he foresaw that if he was
going to give us the same freedom that his Son had then we could abuse that freedom and then all
would have to be done again. Then he determined that his Son, and his Son was pleased to agree with
his Father, that whatever we did he would hold us inside himself whatever the cost. Even if it
brought about the agony that was expressed on Calvary.
You know I have likened it to us having a virus inside our own bodies or a cancer eating away inside
all the time. That’s really what he bore. It’s in that sense that he bore our sins, he kept us
inside himself whatever the costs and he still at this moment does. Even for the guy that murdered
somebody yesterday in New York, he keeps him inside himself and bears that in order to do everything
to give him a chance of coming into heaven with him. But, God foresaw that and he created us in his
Son. You can see what I mean — you’ve guessed it at times yourself — I’m sure you’ve thought as I
have thought, I mean my dad and mum are dead now but I did think, “What would happen when they die?”
I thought the world would end when they died but then when they die and then their memory is very
vivid. Then I used to think of my dad when he was my age, how did he forget his mother and think of
me so much. And of course, it’s just a fact that as the time goes by they fall into the right
place. They fall into the place that God gave them. They were God’s method of bringing us to
earth. That’s all they are.
And when we see them again, well we’ll still know them as dad and mum but we’ll all be the same age,
or we’ll all be beyond age and so in that sense, just as there’s no marrying or giving in marriage
in heaven, so there will be in a sense no father, and mother, and son, and daughter. We will all be
the children. Ridiculous though it sounds because you’re – well, you know better than to say, “Yes
of God,” we will all be the children of Jesus. We will all be the children of Jesus . I’d just
remind you of the piece there, I think it’s in Isaiah isn’t it, it’s Isaiah 9:6, that remarkable
piece of Isaiah that is used in Handel’s Messiah and we all sing it confidently, gaily ignoring its
meaning, of course.
Isaiah 9:6, “For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government will be upon his
shoulder, and his name,” this is Jesus we all know that, he is the son that was born. “And his name
will be called ‘Wonderful Counselor,’” and we agree with that, “Might God,” and we agree with that,
“Everlasting Father.” No, no, God is our everlasting Father. But no, in God’s inspiration of Isaiah
he expressed the reality that Jesus is the Everlasting Father. You know, wherever God is Jesus is
and wherever Jesus is God is wherever the Holy Spirit is God is. You know, the trinity means that
wherever one is present they are all present. Of course Jesus is our Everlasting Father because we
were created in Christ.
So that’s a different way to think. If you, and I know you do want to live in reality and I want to
live in reality, I can see that I have to live in that reality that Jesus is my Father. That Jesus
is my dear parent. That he is the one who has begotten me and the things that I have are the things
that he has. They are not the temporal things, some of them weaknesses that we inherited from our
dads and mums. They are not even the strengths, some of which we inherited from our dads and mums,
but we are Jesus’ children. He is our dear Father, we owe him everything.
So, I don’t know about you but I certainly always wanted to please my dad, you know, and I wanted
him to be proud of me and all that sort of thing and I’d imagine you’re the same with mum or dad.
And please, I’m not saying that the Savior did not show some of himself through them, I’m not saying
that they aren’t as precious as we are, but they’re precious because of Jesus in them and Jesus is
our Father even above them. I remember, having a real struggle, I was a dumb guy, I mean, I was not
as mature presumably as I should be, but as I came up into the teens I felt it was a real
competition to have a girlfriend. I mean, how could I love my mother and have a girlfriend at the
same time. I was not a mommies’ boy by any means, I was dad’s boy probably if anything. But I felt
great loyalty, you know, to my parents.
Well, now you couldn’t divide your loyalties and so when I began to try to think of God and my
parents then I saw, “How can you divide your loyalties?” How can this be your dad, your dear father
and how can Jesus be your dear Father? But in reality that is the truth. Jesus is the one who has
begotten us he is our real father. He is the one to whom we owe everything. And can you see what
I’m saying that he in a way, it is reality that he takes the place of our Father in not only our
affections if you’d like to put it, but in our efforts in this life. It’s to please him. It’s to
make him proud of us. It’s even more than that and I’ll try to come to that in a moment, but he is
the one under whose influence and care we live, and under who’s upbringing and education we exist,
and he is the one who’s praise we want, and he is the one whom we want to be proud of us, and he is
the one we want to please. And that is actual reality.
Please, I’m not advising you to do this. I’m just telling you the best that I can understand of this
book [Bible] and of this presentation of reality is that that is reality, that we are actually
Jesus’ children and every moment of our life is lived in reality if it’s lived with him as the over
shadowing over sheltering surrounding person who loves us. I still remember, I mean, we all have so
many funny little things about our dads and I think I’ve told you before, it was wonderful to fry,
fry in Ireland, everything was fried. And of course that fried breakfast I told you – oh Shelia I
should remember that there’s someone here to corroborate or contradict me now because my wife
wouldn’t dare.
But we used to have for Sunday morning fried soda bread, fried pancakes, fried potato bread, fried
plain bread, fried pan bread, fried vita, everything fried plus the bacon and the eggs. But to me
there was nothing as wonderful my stuff was okay, but if dad, you cut soda bread you’d cut it in
strips and then we would put bacon on it and tomato ketchup and it was just wonderful and to eat my
dad’s sandwich was more wonderful than mine could ever be. And so I know what we all probably have
felt about our mums and dads, we have all kinds of dear things that we respect them for tremendously
but after all that’s said and done I know that those of them who are in heaven at this moment are
saying the same thing to us, “Yes, Jesus is your Father. He is everything to you. He is the one
who gave you life. It is his blood that flows through your veins. It is his air that you’re
breathing. It’s him that holds everything together at this moment.”
And that seems particularly strong to me in that piece in Colossians where, “In him all things hold
together.” [Colossians 1:17] In him at this moment our bodies hold together, our brains hold
together, the air around us, the bricks of this chapel, everything holds together in Jesus. It is
in him that everything has existence and so reality is living with him as our dear Father.
Now, the other side that I saw was that we have not only thought of our fathers and our mums as the
people we should please, but of course, ourselves. And indeed they in their innocence often
encouraged this because they said, “Now son,” or I don’t know that they called you daughter but they
called us son, “Now son, you’re going forward into life now it’s up to you to make of it what you
can and you’ll have to plow out there yourself, get a good education, good job, and do well. But
you’ll have to stand up for yourself and you’ll have to make something of yourself.” And they did
that in good faith.
But of course, after we get through our high school years and our teenage years we have converted
that all into me, me, me, me, me, me. I mean, everything is judged on the basis of me and how it
affects me and am I going to fulfill myself in this job? Am I going to be totally fulfilled? Are
my brilliant talents going to be used properly to the benefit of society and me and we all think in
terms of me, me, me. And even those of us who think of ourselves as unselfish find that our
thoughts are always judging how do I feel this morning? How will I enjoy this day? What am I going
to do this afternoon? It’s all from the point of view of me.
Now of course, what we’ve been seeing is that in a way there is only one human being and that’s the
importance of that, what to me seemed a ridiculous verse, I would just ask you to look at it again
because I ignored some of these verses for years. I just ignored them because what could you make of
them? They didn’t make any sense. It’s Colossians 1:15, “He is the image of the invisible God,”
and that was no trouble because I was always taught Jesus was the son of God and was the revelation
of God. But the next phrase, “The first-born of all creation.” I just couldn’t make sense of it at
all. Jesus, the first-born of all creation? First of all, if you think of him born as a little
baby and 4 BC or 6 BC or not BC, whatever it was, that wasn’t – he wasn’t the first born. There
were thousands and thousands of years of humanity before him so, how could he be the first-born of
all creation?
Yet that runs right through you know, in Verse 18, “He is the head of the body, the church; he is
the beginning.” He is the beginning. “The first-born from the dead, that in everything he might be
pre-eminent.” And so you’re eventually driven to see that, if you like there was a millisecond when
God was, then the next millisecond he conceived of his Son, his only begotten Son and that same
millisecond he conceived of him as being a man. As being a man who would live on earth and not a
man who would live on earth for a short time as we all kind of thought but a man who would continue
to be a man even after he came back from earth. So that when the Bible talks about judgment day it
says, “Not when the Son of God comes in his glory and all his holy angels with him before him will
be gathered all the nations and he will separate them as the shepherd separates the sheep from
goats.” But, “When the son of man comes in his glory and all his holy angels with him.” [Matthew
25:31]
So, obviously, Jesus is a man forever. He’s the son of God he’s the complete and only begotten son
of God in a way that you and I never can be but he is a man forever. He is a human being. He
doesn’t just come down visit us, and then go before his Father and say, “I represent these human
beings.” But he himself is the human being. He was the first-born human being. Abraham was not
our original father, Jesus was our original father not only before the creation but as the first
human being. It was in him that all human beings were born on earth.
I agree with you, he appeared not to come to earth until 6 BC but even that is questionable because
you remember Daniel walking in the lion’s den they say, “We beheld somebody that looked like the son
of man.” So often we talk in the Old Testament of times when there are these appearances of God
that are unknown. There are these remarkable figures that we cannot identify. So Jesus himself was
the first-born of all creation and out of him came all human beings. In a sense God sent his son to
complete the creation that he and his son came first as whoever Adam was and then came as Adam’s
son, and then came as Adam’s grandson, etc., etc. Then he showed who he was by coming as himself in
Galilee for 33 years and then left the earth and continued to live in different men in his spirit.
But he is the great human being and we are his body. That’s it.
That’s what the Bible says so clearly. You are the body of Christ and individually members of him.
Individually limbs of him. And I sympathize with everybody here that has been taught as I was
taught a kind of a team idea. We were taught the body of Christ is a kind of community, it’s a kind
of a church, and it’s a kind of team. We’re all on a team, that’s the way you’re the body of
Christ. You’re part of not this club or that church but you’re part of this club which we call the
body of Christ. Except that’s not what the Bible says. If it does say that, it’s ridiculously
literal in its interpretation of the metaphor because it goes on in detail in 1 Corinthians 12 to
say, you know, “The eye can’t say that it has no need of the hand and the hand can’t say it has no
need of the foot.” Well, if this was just a general kind of metaphor then of course it wouldn’t
deal with it as literally. But in fact, it’s very clearly stated that Jesus himself is actually in
each one of us.
You know that’s in several places but you can find it certainly in John 17:23. Jesus talks about
his life before the world was. Verse 22, “The glory which thou hast given me I have given to them,
that they may be one even as we are one, I in them and thou in me.” “I in them and thou in me, that
they may become perfectly one, so that the world may know that thou hast sent me and hast loved them
even as thou hast loved me.” But that Jesus is in each one of us and we are his body here on earth
and that’s it.
That it’s not you plowing out trying to prove yourself or trying to do something worthwhile that
will make your wife proud of you or will make your mother proud of you. It’s not you here on earth
trying to fulfill yourself. Each of us is part of Jesus. It is him who has a work to do here on
earth that can only be done through each of us. What makes sense to me is I can see why we are all
different. We can see why we’re all different. I mean, it is quite remarkable that even identical
twins are different from each other in some way that even their mother and father at times can’t
see, but everyone of us is different because Jesus himself is so glorious and so many faceted that
he can only show himself as he is which is what showing his glory is. It’s showing him as he is.
He can only show himself as he is through millions of people like us who will express a part of him
that nobody else can express. So, of course, reality is that Jesus is in each of us and that we are
here to do works, actually that that Ephesians passage says, “He has prepared beforehand for us to
walk in. For you are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which God has
prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.”
And so you and I come here with an agenda that Jesus has and things to do that he has planned to do
from before the foundation of the world. Of course it transforms all we do because if all you do
throughout your whole life is brush the floor of this chapel, that is a work that God prepared
beforehand for you to do. That’s why it makes sense to me, Apinya or Ada, when I think of the
millions of little ones, they’re here in England too but it’s just in China or in Asia we think of
them more. There are millions, and millions of little ones but nobody knows what they’re doing and
they’re doing all kinds of things, they suffer all kinds of things, they bear all kinds of things
that nobody knows, that nobody talks about. There are no psychologists to ask them if they’re being
fulfilled, or there are no sociologists that are tabulating them. There are all kinds of little
hearts all through the world that live and die and nobody seems to care or know them. But they have
fulfilled a work that God prepared beforehand for his son to do.
And so each one of us are in that situation. That we’re here not for ourselves and it’s not me, and
it doesn’t matter actually anything about me. Would I rather be me, a miserable little creature
that does some of the things that thousands of others could do or would I rather be a tiny little
cell in the one unique person in the universe? Well, I know what I’d rather be. It’s obvious you’d
far rather be what God has made us, a vital part of his own son.
I’d just say one more thing, I think it’s very easy for you to sit, and me to sit, and me to stand
and listen to this and think, “Oh yes, you mean I kind of do something that Jesus wants to do?” No.
You are something that Jesus himself is. You are a part of Jesus. You are not just a tool, an
extension of his hands, you are a part of him. That’s what it says. He says, “Abide in me and I in
you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself neither can you unless you abide in me. If you do
not abide in me you have no life in you.” Barth says, “He lives and I live also.” That’s it. Jesus
lives and because he lives I live also. If he would cease to live I would cease to live. I am part
of him.
If you say, “A cell in his body?” Well, that’s the way I’ve put it but that’s not enough because we
are not conscious of every cell in our bodies. So it gives you a wrong idea. We are – more if
you’d like to say an eye because we’d know if we lost an eye. In other words, we are dear in Jesus.
We are a dear part of him. Indeed, we are more than that because we can think a cell doesn’t
apparently have a brain or emotions but each one of us have all that Jesus has. So we are in a
sense a full replica of Jesus and yet we’re only part of his beauty and part of his wonder. But it
means that each of us here exists for him to speak and do what he has planned to speak and do in us.
So, of course, it just, it just blows you out of the whole egotism stuff you know.
All I could say to you is the best that I can see is that is reality and all I can see is each of
us, if we want to live in reality, need to be willing in every little detail no longer to think of
ourselves but only of him. And though we have kind, and loving, and grateful thoughts towards our
mums and dads, in a sense see that they are older brothers and sisters, but that he is our dear
Father and we owe everything to him. And reality is living like that. Living in that certainty
that he is our dear Father and he is watching us and looking down upon us, proud of us, watching
every step and providing all that we need and he himself is in us and has things to do today that we
alone can do.
Let us pray. Holy Spirit, without you we see no hope. Our minds are so small, our habits are so
engrained, and without you we see no hope of living in this reality. But with you, we know that
that is possible. We know Father, blessed Lord Jesus, we know that you do not mock us, you do not
create a reality in which we cannot live. We know you are all wisdom, and reason, and order, and
whatever you have created as reality you’ve created it so we would live in it.
Holy Spirit, we can only throw ourselves before you. We can only open our hearts and our whole
lives to you and say, “Holy Spirit, you who are Jesus, because we know the Lord is the Spirit, you
are our Lord Jesus in us.” Holy Spirit, will you lead us into this life of reality so that we live
it every second of every day and through the night hours as we begin to discover the wonder and the
safety of having you as our dear Father Lord Jesus. You who have begotten us, you have borne us
inside yourself at great pain and you who continue to lovingly keep us in your arms even as we smash
you in your face. And then Lord Jesus, that we begin to live in the reality that this is your life
not ours. That this is your body, and your fingers, and your eyes, and not ours. And that you have
something to do through us in our life here on earth and something to be that you cannot be or do
through any other person.
Now the grace of our Lord Jesus, the love of God and the fellowship of the dear Holy Spirit be with
each of us today and throughout this week. Amen.
A New Heart — Pastor’s Hospital Miracle - LIVING FAITH
A New Heart – Pastor’s Hospital Miracle
Ezekiel 36:26
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Would you take a Bible and look at Ezekiel 36:26, “A new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I
will put within you; and I will take out of your flesh the heart of stone and give you a heart of
flesh.” I want everybody to know I’m actually kind of playing games with that verse but reminding
you that that is God’s promise. He will give us a new heart. That is, he would change the attitudes
and the feelings we have towards each other and the motives that govern our lives. He would change
how we feel inside about things. He would take out of us the selfishness that governs us apart from
Jesus and he would put in us the pure heart of Jesus. In other words, he would give us the whole
truth of the clean heart that God has promised us.
And then what I’d like to try to do in a realistic way this morning is to relate it to a blessing
that God has brought to us. If I cry at all it’s not because of any sorrow but it’s just because of
the wonderful thing that God has done in me and I think in us as a family.
This is about the 19th of March. Just about a week ago God just gave me a new heart and I’ll tell
you about it. I’d like to point out to you why I think it happened. And I hope that it’ll bring
home to you God’s ability to give us not only new physical hearts but new spiritual hearts. He is
able and had already done the same work in Jesus for us. He is able in the same way to make that
real in us as he did in fact make real the physical heart that he gave us in Jesus, and specifically
in me, these past few days.
So I’ll try to tell the story quickly without a whole lot of detail and fuss. If I falter at all my
wife will have to step right in and tell. I know those of you who love me must have thought when
you heard what happened to me, “Is that poor guy still alive at all?” And you can see I’m very much
alive and Jesus has done a great work.
I think you all knew I had trouble sleeping over the past year or so. I attributed it to jetlag.
After 30 years of back and forwards to England and then to Thailand I thought that the body was
getting out of synch with itself and never knew when to sleep. So often I would waken up in the
mornings with a kind of restlessness. I would say it was a restlessness rather than strain or pain
— just a restlessness. But admittedly in past months I would have felt just a little strain. At
times Irene would waken up and I’d be kneeling at my bedside about four o’clock in the morning and
she’d say, “Are you praying?” And I’d say, “Yes, I’m okay.” And I would get into bed and say,
“Yes, God has given me release.” Then I’d often sleep the rest of the night.
So that was going on and I was very tired. I came back from England this last time still tired and
disappointed at feeling so tired after what was really a vacation. So Irene of course in her great
kindness said, “Why don’t you go down to Florida for a week or a couple of weeks.” And that’s what
I did. I had a nice quiet time there and came back here probably two weeks ago. I was preparing to
go and visit you all in London and felt, “Yes, I’m ready for it and that’s good.”
I admit I still was not sleeping wonderfully but I thought, “Yes I can handle it.” So I was looking
forward to going to England. But last Thursday morning I woke at four o’clock and felt some pressure
in my ears, my chest and in my head. I prayed and Jesus gave me relief. I got into bed again and
Irene realized I had got in but then she found me out again on my knees at about a quarter to five.
She asked me what was wrong. I said, “I still feel that pressure in my head and my ears. I suppose
there’s a little pressure down my arms but I’m not very aware of it. I don’t seem to be able to get
relief now. It seems to be getting worse and it seems to be getting out of control.” And that’s
when I felt it was a pressure (I could hardly even call it pain) but a pressure or a strain that was
beginning to build out of control. Over the past years even though I had approaches to this kind of
feeling, I hadn’t had it as bad as this.
So Irene said, “Do you think we should go to the hospital?” And I was ready to go to the hospital
by that time. I said, “Yes, I think we should.” We got into the car about 5:30 AM. The roads were
pretty clear as we headed down to the hospital in Raleigh. At one point I remember Irene said to
me, “Why did you do that?” I had put the hazard light on in the car and she said, “Why do you do
that?” And I said, “Because I can’t wait any longer we better get there fast.” We were stuck at a
stop light.
Anyway, we ended up at the Raleigh Hospital, and went in. They’re dear people and they welcomed us
in. I explained the situation. The doctor gave me a nitrite which is apparently for angina and
heart strain. That eased it a bit and so we began to feel that maybe this wasn’t anything big. He
took a few more details and they then did an EKG which is putting little plugs on you all over to
check the heart, the activity of the heart, the electrical activity of the heart.
The results looked alright, dead on. And so they generally felt, “Maybe this is just a little
angina you’ve had and it isn’t very serious. We’ll give you something for it, you’ll have to take
care a little but you’ll be okay.” And so that’s the way it was set. And that’s where I’d like to
make plain to all of us the miracle of timing. It was a miracle of God’s timing because at that
moment we could have just as easily gone home. I was there on the bed in the Raleigh Hospital and
they had the EKG on me.
The tension or the strain rose again inside me and at that time I think a cardiologist had come by
because the doctor said, “Well, you could go home but we have a cardiologist who will be by here in
an hour so you might as well stay on.” And so I stayed on even though I could easily have gone
home. The doctor sent the cardiologist over and he is watching the EKG at the very time that this
pressure or tension rises.
He contacted Irene who had gone back to the office to open things up and get the business going. He
said, “I think you should come by because I see something strange on the EKG and it doesn’t look
normal. Come by and we’ll talk it over.” So Irene came by and they talked it over. He said, “I
would normally say, ‘let’s watch him all day.’ But, it is coming to the weekend and I hate to do
that because on the weekend there’ll be nothing we can do and I’m going off for the weekend. So I
think we should do a catheterization.”
Catheterization is putting a tube in your thigh area with a little telescope. It goes up your artery
and into your heart. They can actually look and see what’s happening to know what the situation is.
The doctor said, “Normally you have to line up for this thing but it so happens that there’s an
opening right now at the big hospital he calls it – The Wake Heart Institute across the state.
There’s a spot and we could get you in right in now.” That’s why I think it’s the Father’s timing.
So before I know it, we’ve agreed upon that and I’m on a trolley into another ambulance. Three
people are monitoring me and the heart is now beginning to defibrillate — which is a fluttering
like that.
They were calling to the other hospital and saying, “The heart’s in defibrillation, da-da-da.”
After about 20 minutes we got there and the catheterization team was ready to go right away.
Everything was going like a ballet. In fact, the cardiologist said several times to us, “It doesn’t
normally go like this. It doesn’t normally go like this.” But everything just went smoothly. I
went straight to catheterization. They had that ready.
They started to it, while Irene met with another cardiologist there at the Heart Institute. He said,
“This is probably nothing. We’ll probably go in, have a look and we might see maybe a little
occlusion. You know the way the cholesterol closes down the arteries. We might see a little
occlusion in one of the arteries that supplies the muscle of the heart — not the heart itself
because the heartbeat seems strong. But we might see something there, have to put a balloon up so
as to open it out and then you’ll be home by the weekend.”
The cardiologist came out after 15 or 20 minutes and he said, “O’Neill”? And of course Irene stood
up. He said, “This is very serious. One artery is 95% blocked another artery is 90% blocked and the
third is 85% blocked. The back one is clear, it’s clean but it’s very serious. There could be a
catastrophic heart attack.”
So he said, “We have to do something right away.” Irene is sharp and knows about medical things and
she says, “Bypass?” And he says, “Yes, we’re prepping him now. There’s a surgeon standing by. ”
This was miraculous because he was set to do an operation but that operation was cancelled.
God’s goodness is what amazes me. It was God’s kindness because the whole thing was just set.
Irene said, “Yes, let’s go for it.” Then of course they go immediately into action. He had great
love and sympathy for Irene and said, “If you want to see him he’ll be going by like the queen.
He’ll be going by at this corner.”
Irene saw me as I was going by and said, “It’ll be okay. Everything will be okay.” And I said,
“Yes this side or the other.” But Jesus gave us great peace and great rest.
It is the enormity of the situation that day that makes me weak now rather than any sorrow, or fear,
or terror — because we didn’t have any. Jesus just made everything so dead easy. I went into the
operating theater and shifted myself over from the table because I felt for the nurses trying to
lift me.
They put a catheterization tube in and showed me my own heart on a little screen. They showed me a
photograph of my own heart and I could see the thing. I think the amazing thing was it wasn’t the
heart itself. The heart itself seemed to be in good shape and all through it he said, “You’re in
good shape. Your breathing is great, your lungs are great. But the muscle of the heart is fed by
four blood vessels and one of them is absolutely great but the other three are almost completely
blocked. What we have to do is take an artery out of your leg with two round the back of the heart
and replace those three. And that’s what we’ll do and it will take four hours.”
And so they just went to it and that was it. That’s all the fun and wonder of it because all the
rest is just the misery of the post op thing. Anyway that was Friday night. So I was out on Friday
night. I couldn’t talk because they put tubes down your throat which is why I’m a little horse.
They put tubes down the throat so you can breathe and then you’re full of all kinds of other tubes.
They obviously split you open so you have to drain all that. You’re obviously quite a mess with
pipes coming out your plumbing. I think a miracle after the operation.
But anyway Irene saw me on Saturday and we could talk to each other. Then Sunday she brought the
computer up and I did some computer work. And Monday we got a little better. Monday I was walking
around the hospital. Tuesday was the last day and Wednesday I came home. And here I am gloriously,
almost within a week.
I’m walking a mile three times a day. Oh yes, and those of you who wonder, “Yes, but will the poor
old guy make it for much longer?” We asked him. I said, “Well, in a way I suppose it’s as good as
new?” And he said, “It’s better than new. It’s better than new because the arteries you had were
filled up with cholesterol and had been filled up over years and years. Now you have three
absolutely new ones, clean ones, and you have the other one that was not blocked at all.” And
that’s why I say, “And I will give you a new heart.”
If you say to me, “Well, the pastor didn’t come and lay his hand upon you and say, ‘In the name of
Jesus be healed.’” No, but would I be alive today if everything had not worked exactly as it did?
I don’t have any doubt; no doubt, that if the timing had not gone as it did I would not be here. It
was God’s miracle. Finally, you must admit that what this man did was sew the arteries around on to
the heart. He sewed this up, that’s all he does. It is the Savior’s heart and whole new body that
fills in here.
I go back to him in two or three weeks time and he’ll hardly be able to see my stitches. He’ll
hardly be able to tell that anything has been disturbed in here and yet he hasn’t done anything to
it since he operated last week. He hasn’t done anything. It is Jesus’ body that has filled in
here.
I wanted to share this because I want us to be real about our attitude to Jesus and our trust in him
to every practical situation. But I wanted to share this especially so that you might be able to see
what I was beginning to see that it’s a miracle whether the surgeon does it and we happen to
understand it or whether it is done by God and we don’t even know about it. It is God that does it
all the time.
I can understand John Wesley through all kinds of heart aches and pains — we don’t know what kinds
of miracles God did in him when the surgeons did not know enough to do it. Now the surgeons know a
little more and they are able to do some of the things that God has taught them. But it is still the
Father that arranges everything so that things fall in line exactly.
I’m very aware that God intended us to continue as a family together, and with me as part of it. As
long as God wants us to be here and to be together, we will be together. He will insure that,
however he has to do that, however he has to manipulate this operation that has to be done or this
surgeon that must be on hand, or this man that happens to notice a little thing or this person that
happens to say that little thing. God will insure that all falls right for our sales, and for all
hundreds of things needed.
God will be faithful. He will continue to apply the miracles of Jesus to us in a way that we need at
that time. He will do that not only for our physical hearts and health but he will do it for our
clean hearts – so that we are clean inside, so that we can love as he loves and obey as he obeys. He
will do this so that the Lord Jesus will be lived fully in you and me.
It’s just a wonder, a great joy and delight, with all the fuss here – it’s a great reassurance for
all of us in Christian Corps that God is saying, “I know you’re there, I know what you are doing, I
know what you need and it will be there. Everything you need, every miracle that you need I will do,
on time and without fail. You can depend upon it.
And you know, I don’t have to do anything except take 2 baby aspirins a day and go to lots of movies
my wife says. I’ve been back swimming and I seem to have no limitations. I’m hoping now that the jet
lag will be no problem as I think the sleep problem came from the deteriorating heart rather than
from the jet lag. So, I’m looking forward to being with all of you. Let us pray.
Rest Of Faith – A Plan - LIVING FAITH
The Rest of Faith: Pastor’s Heart Operation
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
I don’t want to drag this one out or get every ounce out of the exciting operation that I had, but I
did think there were things that came to me. I would have to say there are confirmations of reality
that are so clear to me in this whole experience that I felt it was worthwhile mentioning them again
together.
I should say to you who are watching, that this is the 26th of March and it was the 10th of March
that I had the exciting triple bypass. So I’ve been home about 11 days. You can see I’m feeling
much better. I should say that I can’t thank God enough for Jesus, for all of you, and then for the
four dear ladies that live with me.
I need to say that not only about my wife but Sandra has just been a strength. Yesterday, I rode
the new tractor lawnmower, and Sandra and I cut the grass. She did most of the hauling of grass and
the hard work, I just drove the tractor. And we’re walking two miles a day every day. And of course
I couldn’t say enough about Colleen, the dear card she sent me beyond what anybody could expect. And
then Lucy comes in with $7,600 in sales last week. And she made me chicken soup.
Jesus has just surrounded me with more love than I could ever expect. I’m feeling good and
organized again even though it was only two weeks ago since the operation. There were some things
in this that I thought are an encouragement to all of us in the family that I thought it would be
good just to mention them very clearly. And the first one is in Psalm 139.
And Irene read it for the scripture reading. It’s Psalm 139:16, “Thy eyes beheld my unformed
substance,” and then this part in particular, “In thy book were written, every one of them, the days
that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.” “In thy book were written, every one
of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none.” And I know we’ve talked
about that verse before but I’d just remind you what Jesus in his kindness did for me and for us.
On the 10th of March at 4AM God awakened me and 16 hours later he had replaced three blocked
arteries in my heart muscle with the aid of the surgeon that he had already prepared for the
operation before any of us knew it was going to take place. And that’s the reality of it. I woke
4AM on the 10th of March and a matter of 16 hours later that day, about 9PM Friday night, the
operation was all over. I had three blocked arteries replaced with parts from my leg and the rest of
my body by a surgeon that God had prepared and appointed.
And I’d just ask us each one to look at the miracle of the thing. I’m sure it was two or three
years ago that I fainted on a plane going to Paris. Some of you may remember it. I fainted, fell,
hit the seat and cut my head open, that little gash up there. And Irene thinks of that as one of
those times when I would have said I had a sinking feeling, as if all my blood pressure was just
draining away. And she thinks that long ago back then there was something a little strange
happening.
And I’ve told you all that for years I’ve attributed the difficulty with sleeping to jet lag. And
I cannot tell you the difference it is now. I breathe a breath and I get air. Now my lungs were
good — I was always breathing plenty of air in but the oxygenated blood was not getting through to
my heart muscles because these three arteries were blocked. So my heart was strong, my lungs were
strong, but the heart muscle itself was not getting enough oxygenated blood because of these three
blocked arteries.
Well obviously, we can all see that has being happening for years. I don’t know how many years, but
at least as far back as that flight to Paris, if not before. And yet, God awakened me at 4AM on the
day when I was going to die. That’s it. I know it sounds a bit dramatic but I think that’s what
the cardiologist virtually said to Irene, “He’s on the edge of a catastrophic heart attack.” Well
you and I know how those pencil thin arteries, how long it took them to get thinner, and thinner,
and thinner until the blood could no longer get through and the muscle was about to stop controlling
the heart. And yet God was not a moment too late.
So I think it’s very important for us to see that. “In thy book were written, every one of them,
the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.” That’s the only explanation
I could give you. If God had not awakened me at 4AM; if God had not got Irene to take me to the
Raleigh Hospital; if God had not had there a cardiologist who even though he had not all the
equipment to do it saw me at that time; if God had not prompted my system to go into spasm again so
that he was able to notice on the EKG something strange; if God had not arranged a gap in the group
that was being catheterized that day in the Heart Institute across the city; if God had not governed
the three dear hearts that took me in the ambulance and noticed that my heart was going into
defibrillation again and called ahead; if God had not after the catheterized was done and they saw
that there were three arteries blocked and that immediate bypass was needed; if God had not had a
surgeon who had had a cancellation and was ready to go into action immediately; well, you can see if
God had not, if God had not, if God had not. I don’t know what all you think. I don’t think it’s me
that God is saying this alone, I think he’s saying to each one of us, “I have your days arranged
each one of you. I have your days arranged. Nothing will stop the plan I have for your life. You
will not come to me here in my home before it’s time. You will not leave there before it’s time.”
I think there is great encouragement for us to rest in faith, just to rest in faith. Our Father will
not let anything happen to us that he does not include in his plan. And he is able, by hook or by
crook, to look after us. I think you can all see that. And I would go on even to the next stage. I
know Myron, Irene and Sandra know, and maybe many of you know — that though I wasn’t feeling great
coming back from England after a great Christmas time I had decided that I can’t wait around for the
jetlag to disappear. I’ll just go for it and trust God to give me strength for this. So I said to
Irene one day in February, “Let’s set the thing up. Let me go to England for three weeks and let’s
get going on this Internet, and some of the things Myron and I wanted to do together. Let’s go for
it. Let’s just buy the plane fare and set it up so that three weeks later I go to Thailand. And
that was the arrangement.
It was Friday that the thing happened and I was to go to you all on Monday. Well, don’t you see the
same thing as I see? Couldn’t it have happened on the plane on Monday? You don’t know it but in
trying to get myself kind of built up for the English trip, Irene suggested I go down to Florida for
a couple of weeks and so I did. I was down in Florida and came back on the Tuesday before the thing
happened on the Friday. Couldn’t I have been in Florida on my own? Couldn’t I have been on the
plane to London? Couldn’t I have been on the plane to Thailand?
Dan McCarty and Amy know what it would have been like if I had been in Hong Kong or Bangkok. I would
have been a goner. God will not allow even the plans that we have made in good faith, if they’re
made for his glory, God will not allow those even to prevent his will being done. I mean I didn’t
believe I would be the person who would be able to prove this so clearly. And I thank God for
allowing me to be that person but it is so clear to me, that Romans 8:28 is right.
Romans 8:28, “We know that in everything God works for good with those who love him, who are called
according to his purpose.” “We know that in everything God works for good with those who love him,
who are called according to his purpose.” Or we all know it from the King James Version, “All
things work together for good to them who love God.” It’s just so plain. Or you remember, the
other verse, “God works all things according to the counsel of his will.”
Well it has to be obvious to all of us who know and love each other, who know these facts that
that’s what God did. And all of us can see it, that there was a very, very small window of
opportunity. There was a very tiny window of opportunity to save this old Irish guy from death, a
very, very small window. And I didn’t know any more than to kind of move all kinds of things around
it. I had all kinds of flights arranged, all kinds of plans made that would have put me in positions
where if that rising up that took place inside my heart (I suppose it’s angina that gave me that
pressure and tension in my head, my ears, and my arms), if that had happened on the London flight
there would have been no chance.
You can see that from 4AM until 9PM on Friday are really only 16 or 17 hours. And that would have
been enough to finish me. During that time they even gave me nitrite to kind of hold the thing in
order. So God does what God thinks according to the counsel of his will.
I think of all the things that we’ve all talk about. Both brothers and sisters have often talked
about marriage and said, “Oh yes, it doesn’t matter if you’re in one country and another person is
in another country. If God wants you married he will bring it about. You don’t need to make sure
that you’re both in one spot at the same time.” And this seems to be so plain now.
And what about all the other ifs and buts that we arrange? “How can this happen in my life if I’m
leading this kind of life? How can I achieve this if this is happening? How can I have good sales
if this is the economy that we’re operating in? Or, how can we succeed if this is the stage at which
this product is in its lifecycle? How can this happen if this is the case?” Answer: “God works all
things according to the counsel of his will.” Answer: “All things work together for good to them
that love God.” Answer: “God is working his will for good for those that love him.” God will bring
it about.
And if we doubt it look at this creature. Look at this creature alive after he should be dead two
weeks ago. This is proof. Our Father has everything planned to the very last detail. He has
everything planned and he will not let us drop. He does know when a sparrow falls to the ground and
we are of much more valuable than many sparrows.
So for me, there’s a clear word from God. It’s Psalm 37:5. Psalm 37:5, “Commit your way to the
LORD; trust in him, and he will act.” “Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act.
He will bring forth your vindication as the light, and your right as the noonday. Be still before
the LORD, and wait patiently for him.”
“Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act.” It just seems to me so plain in this
situation. You commit your way to the Lord. We give our lives to him with all our hearts for him to
do what he likes with. We lay out our life and our plans as we see he wants done. And then we put
our trust in him. And do you doubt that he will act? I don’t. I don’t doubt it. He will act.
Whether you’re asleep, whether you’re half dead, whether you’re in the right place or the wrong
place, “Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act.”
It’s interesting what comes home to you at a time like this. I feel, “Sure I’m an important part of
the family of Christian Corps and yes, I’d be kind of missed as many of us would be missed.”
There’s a great temptation to feel, “Yes, yes, I must stay alive to do the things that God wants us
to do. I must keep going.” No. No striving, no straining, it is Jesus in us. All we have to do is
commit our way to the Lord, trust in him and he will act. We don’t need to try and make sure that
this or that is done. It is not us but him that works within us. It is Jesus.
What we’ve to do is to commit our way to the Lord, trust in him, and he will act. So it is a
wonderful time, it is just a wonderful time. And then it’s a great opportunity for us together to
look up and thank our Father for reassuring us that he knows we’re here and the he will not let
anything happen to us that is not inside his plans and that our joy and privilege is to delight
ourselves in him, to commit our way unto him, and trust in him, and he will act. We don’t need to
strive. The Lord Jesus is in us and he will strive for his Father. But his striving is just loving
his Father. That’s what God has called us to do.
Let us pray. Dear Father, we thank you. We thank you now Lord, for the glorious way that lies
before us. We thank you Lord, for speaking to all of us. Thank you for making us dear to each
other so that if one member suffers the whole body suffers and if one rejoices the whole body
rejoices. But we thank you especially Lord that you’ve brought us close enough to each other so
that what one of us experiences we all have experienced. And where one of us receives from you a
clear assurance that you know we’re here and that you act to deliver us, we all know that.
What you’ve done for one you will do for all of us. Indeed you, who have not spared your own son,
will not fail to give us every good gift. Father, we thank you. We thank you for the wonder of
these days and for your own dear kindly heart, and for giving us the courage to rest in you — to
rest deeply in you and to trust you every moment of our lives knowing that you will not let anything
drop. You will not let our hearts miss a beat. You will prepare the way before us so that we will
walk every step in peace and rest. Thank you Lord, thank you.
And now the grace of our Lord Jesus, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be
with each one of us now and ever more. Amen.
Who Is The Center Of Your Life? - LIVING FAITH
Is Jesus Preeminent in our Lives?
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Philippians 2:1-13 says, “So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any incentive of love, any
participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy, complete my joy by being of the same mind,
having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind. Do nothing from selfishness or conceit,
but in humility count others better than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own
interests, but also to the interests of others. Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in
Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be
grasped, but emptied himself, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And
being found in human form he humbled himself and became obedient unto death, even death on a cross.
Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name which is above every name, that at
the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every
tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more
in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling; for God is at work in you, both
to will and to work for his good pleasure.”
May God help us to live like that.
Shall we try loved ones the hymn #166. You kind of look at that hymn and you think, “Oh, he must
have been a very childlike simple man.” And one of the most advanced books we studied in English
literature in university was “The History of English Literature” written by Stafford Brooke so he’s
a very sharp guy. But it’s interesting that he had that relationship with Jesus.
It’s very easy I think, to keep thinking that our life here on earth is to do things for Jesus.
It’s very easy to think that. And we think, “Of course that’s what it’s about. Of course we’re
here to do things for Jesus. He has done everything for us and now we’ve to do things for Jesus and
that’s what we’re about here. We’re trying to do things for him in his service.”
In particular analysis in English, “we” would be the subject. We “do” would be the verb, the
predicate, and the “things” would be the object. We do the things. And that’s what’s wrong about
it all. I know it’ll sound terrible to you but that is sin. WE are the doers. And you can see it
among ourselves that we tend to be preoccupied with what we are doing for Jesus. Actually, it leads
to something that is really threatening for those of us who try to lead. Because as WE are important
and do the things so the “WE’s” in us (that make a lot of the decisions), we become important and so
we lionize each other.
We lionize especially our leaders but we even lionize each other. And it’s not long before the
whole air is filled with “us” in spite of the fact that we say, “The Lord of all, the one who is
preeminent among us is Jesus.” Somehow or other we still end up rather concerned with what WE are
doing for Jesus and what we think we should do for Jesus, or what we think our leaders should have
us do for Jesus.
But somehow or other we end up like the little fellows in Belfast, at the holiday home that we use
to run for the children from the slums. There were two little fellows playing soccer. And one of
the guys was mowing through everyone else, kicking everyone else around, and just blasting through.
The other little fellow said, “He thinks he’s the fellow in the big picture.” The big picture for
us was the main feature in a movie show. The fellow in the big picture was the main actor. So he
thinks he’s the fellow in the big picture.
We don’t want to be the fellow in the big picture. We want to be servants of Jesus. But somehow or
other we tend to end up the fellows in the big picture, or the girls in the big picture. We tend to
end up rather preoccupied with what WE are doing for Jesus.
I think it goes back to us not understanding the whole set up at all. I think it’s because from
when we were born, we were brought up to believe that we are separate entities. We are separate
entities. Our moms love us, and we were all the world to them. We were all the world to our
parents and they thought the world of us.
Of course everybody makes a lot of a little baby. Then the little baby grows a little more and
you’re proud of him. In North Carolina we have a bumper sticker that says, “I have the most
terrific kid in our high school.” Yes, we put that on our bumper. I would feel kind of dumb if I
saw my mother with that on our bumper.
It’s for the best reasons. We all want our kids to grow up balanced and not with inferiority
complexes. We want them to feel they’re whole people — competent and capable. But somehow the
result of it all is that we tend to think of ourselves as separate entities who are here to do some
great things.
We get some of that knocked out of us as we go through school, university, and we go to work. But
still we’re generally left with the feeling that we are here to do something. And when we give our
lives to Jesus, then we’re here to do things for Jesus. And the fact is it’s not true, it’s all
upside down.
I’d like to show you the first clue to it in John 8:58. John 8:58, is one of those baffling
sentences that we have all read at different times but tend to just set it aside because it’s a
baffler. What does it mean? It just is senseless. Either the tense is wrong or Jesus is saying
something far deeper than we know.
John 8:58, “Jesus said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, before Abraham was, I am.”
And it looks silly grammatically, “Before Abraham was, I am.” “No Lord, you should say, ‘Before
Abraham was, I was.’” But of course Jesus is saying, “I am here. My Father conceived of me in one
second in eternity. And in the second second, (the number two second), he conceived that within me
Abraham would be created. And so I didn’t cease to be the moment Abraham was created in me, I am
here and I saw those two seconds. So I am this second and I am this second. Before Abraham was,
(and I’m talking about 20 AD), because he was back there and we are here, Jesus says, before Abraham
was, I am. I am there.”
It’s a bit like that illustration you remember, of the procession through the little town and there
were two brothers watching it. One was a little guy, six or seven years of age and he could just
see through a little hole in the fence. He could stand at that hole, look through and see just what
was passing in front of his eyes. The band was passing so he could see the drummers, then he could
see the ones that were playing the pipes, and then he could see the marchers that came after. But he
could just see the little bit in that hole.
His brother was older. He decided he would climb on to the roof of the shed in the garden. So he
climbed onto the roof and could look over the fence. He could see not only those people who were
passing, but he could see the ones that were still coming way down the street. He could see the
ones that had past, and the ones way out that way, where the little guy could just see those
passing.
So Jesus, in that one second in eternity, sees all of time, just in one great moment. And not only
did he exist there, not only did Abraham exist, but look at the verse that we looked at before it’s
Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God
prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”
Because, we were created in Christ Jesus and so not only did Abraham exist in Christ, but we existed
in Christ and we were created in Christ. And when God conceived of his son he conceived of him also
as someone who is of all things – well, you can see it in Colossians 1:15. Colossians 1:15, “He
(Jesus) is the image of the invisible God, the first-born of all creation.” And so the first second
God conceived of his only begotten son and the second second he conceived of him as the first-born
of all creation.
We always think of Jesus as being just the divine son of God that had nothing to do with earth. But
here God is saying, “I conceived of him as the very first man, he was the first-born of all
creation, he was the father of all of you.” Because that’s what that verse says in Colossians 1:16,
“for in him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones
or dominions or principalities or authorities – all things were created through him and for him. He
is before all things, and in him all things hold together. He is the head of the body, the church;
he is the beginning, the first-born from the dead, that in everything he might be pre-eminent.”
The truth is that all of us were created in Jesus. We were created in him so that he would be
preeminent. But we have the idea that even though we were in Jesus, he threw us off almost like a
planet throws bits into space. So, he threw me off here and now I’m out here trying to do something
for him. And someone else is out there trying to do something for him. And we’re cast off into time
to fiddle around for 70 years or so and we do our best for him. Then somehow we get back together
with him. No. There’s nothing in the Bible that says that.
In fact, the Bible says the opposite. The Bible says, “You are individually parts of the body of
Jesus. You are the body of Jesus. You’re Jesus’ body now. “I created you in my son and you are
his body here on earth.” Jesus himself stresses that. He says, “Just as my Father is in me, I’m in
you. I’m in you and you’re in me.” And then he says, “Now, stay in me, abide in me. I never threw
you out, I never cast you out, you’re part of me.” But we have missed that.
When you think of it the church tried to get that over to us in some way. It wasn’t just chance
that they baptized babies. It wasn’t just because they’re not evangelical enough that they baptized
babies. We baptize babies to make it clear that this person was in Jesus. Now, sooner or later
they either accept that and live like that or they reject it and don’t live like that. But the
truth is they were created in Jesus, they were part of Jesus, and that’s where they are. I agree
with you that in the church we baptized the baby but then we fell into living the way the rest of
the world lived.
We than began to treat them as individual little creatures that had their own rights. And indeed,
some of our own pride and our own independence got into it. We wanted them to succeed. In fact, we
wanted all kinds of things that we didn’t know whether Jesus wanted or not. But the fact is, you
don’t have an independent existence. The only way in which you and I exist is that we’re part of
Christ. And the truth is that we are part of God’s son whom he has sent to earth to bring the world
into order.
And that explains the rest of that verse, “For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for
good words, which he has prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” In other words, God has
an infinite mind and he doesn’t have to see you born and then pass through adolescence and then come
into some kind of adulthood before he knows the kind of person you are going to be. We’ve said it
before that even our computers enable us to foresee what our needs for gasoline will be 20 years
hence. Even our computers can tell us what the population of the world will be in the 2000, or the
year 2020.
Well, how much more can the infinite mind of God see everything in a second so that he foresees and
can see all that will take place? He himself has seen all that in his son. He has foreseen the
creation of each one of us in Jesus. He has foreseen the creation of the world. He has seen how the
world will go. He has outlined the whole thing. It is laid out and there are good works prepared
beforehand that we should walk in. And all the time it’s one person walking. It’s Christ himself.
He has walked this road already. In two seconds he walked it.
He bore all the pain and the agony in two seconds and now for our little minds he lets that be
played out from whatever it is — 4000 BC or if they want to say 25 million BC to what it is going
to be in 2000 AD or 5000 AD. But to them he’s playing it right out. It’s all set for us and it’s
Christ himself who will walk that way. And so you and I are part of Christ and that’s our meaning.
That’s the purpose of our lives.
So you can see how ridiculous it is when we have this attitude that we are here to do something for
Christ when we are part of Christ and it’s Christ in us that is doing the thing. We are not here to
do something for Jesus. We’re not here to try and set out some kind of life for ourselves that will
be fulfilling or will leave the world a better place than we found it. We are here only for one
reason, for Jesus himself to live the life that he planned to live in us and to do the works that he
has already done. We simply walk in those works.
But it changes everything, and sets everybody free. It sets us free. I mean, it’s not Marty Overby
trying to work out, “Well, I hope Myron Kliewer, Pastor, and my wife care about my abilities and
what I can do. I hope they sense the kind of hopes I have for my life. I hope I can find something
that I can do that’s useful for God and I’m going to try.” No. The Savior knows what he has
already done in your life and through you and he will reveal those works to you so that you can walk
in them.
And I think that’s the wonder of it. It’s not Ada this little Chinese girl and I’m Ernest O’Neill
having to think out how she can be used to expand Christian Corps or to do wonderful things for
God.” That’s such an insult. It’s an insult to you, and to me too. It’s such an insult that we
try to run each other’s lives. No, no, the wonder and the dignity, why I’m excited that you’re
here, is that Jesus has a life that he has already planned to manifest in you and he will show you
each step. And so there are things that the Savior can do through you that I have no idea of, Myron
has no idea of, Marty has no idea of, and Joyce has no idea of. It’s exciting to see those things
being unfolded. And it gives you a freedom and a liberty in Jesus that is far beyond being a worker
in some little company or some little missionary organization.
It’s the wonder of Christ himself living a life in you that he has already planned, has already laid
out, and the thing is already achieved. You have all the excitement and the wonder of manifesting
it here in time. That’s what it’s about. That’s why in the early days after Jesus’ resurrection
there was that sense of excitement.
I always think of it in a funny way, “They seek them here, they seek them there, they find them
anywhere,” — Scarlet Pimpernel. I sometimes think it’s like that. It was like that with Christ.
He came through that wall last night in our time and he appeared to the disciplines on the
lakeshore, where will he be next? And so there was an awareness that Christ was right there, right
there.
And that’s what God’s will is for us, that we would be a community that would hang on our Savior.
That we would be motivated by him and would worship him, so that as the Bible says, “He would be
pre-eminent.” There would be therefore an awareness, a restraint, and a faith. It would be the
obedience of faith. Not just obedience, but the Bible talks about the obedience of faith. That is,
the obedience of faith that knows that Christ is in me and that I am part of Christ and that Christ
himself has things to do through me today and I obey him. Because, you remember, the Bible says,
“The Lord is the Spirit. The Spirit within us is Jesus alive.” And that’s the obedience that we’re
called to.
If you say to me, “Does that result in obedience to one another?” Yes. It results in being mutually
submissive one to another in Christ. So there’s a mutual submission to one another in Christ but
that isn’t the big submission, that isn’t the big obedience. The big obedience is not me obeying
Trish, or obeying Mary, or them obeying me. The big obedience is to this dear Savior of whom each
of us is a part. That’s the obedience that counts. And I’d just put it to you a bit as I’ve put it
to others at times. Is Jesus the big person to you? Is Jesus the big person in your life? Or is
somebody else the big person in your life?
When you think of what you should do who immediately do you think of? Well there is only one.
You’re part of one person and he’s the only one that knows what he wants to do through you and none
of the rest of us really do. Do you know that’s why Paul said, “The spiritual man is judged by no
one.” That’s why he said that. The spiritual man is judged by no one because he’s responsible to
one preeminent person, the person in whom he was created, the person of whom he is a part. And
whenever we live any other way but that, there comes a deadness and a sense of coldness into our
lives because it’s unreal. Because, that’s a whole life that has been destroyed and crucified and
cast out forever.
And so, whenever you live like that you feel a deadness, a lostness, an anxiety, and a worry,
wondering what you’re going to do, and how you’re going to get through the day. The reality is that
you’re part of our Savior; you’re part of Jesus himself. You’re part of God’s only son. You’re a
part of his son that none of the rest of us is. So actually our moms and our dads were right. We
are very important but not in the way we all thought. But you’re invaluable.
Do you realize that God himself thought of you a second after he thought of his son? God thought of
you, he saw your life a second after he conceived of his son. I agree with you it’s almost
inconceivable, but that’s the truth. God thought of you. That’s how much you mean to him. That’s
how intimate and inherent a part of his life and mind you are. That’s how important you are. It is
overwhelming.
There’s a line of poetry that we use with each other and it’s, “Tread softly; I shall layout my
dreams before you.” He says that I suppose to his loved one, “I shall layout my dreams as carpets so
tread softly because you tread on my dreams.” So that’s why we walk carefully with each other,
because when I touch you I touch the Savior. If I touch your life, I’m touching Jesus. So it’s
very important that I don’t make you a robot. It’s very important that I don’t make you preoccupied
with me and what I think you should do. It’s very important that I do not for a moment draw your
attention off the blessed Savior because it’s you and it’s him that I’m touching.
So it brings a great holy reverence and respect for each other. It brings a gentleness and a
restraint with each other that then in its turn encourages each of us to look to Jesus himself.
Then, that sparks renaissance. That sparks the exciting creativity of the body of Jesus. That
sparks all the life that produced the Shaker’s furniture, all the life that produced the Quaker
village that became Welwyn Garden City. That sparks all the life that was in the old Mennonites,
all the life that is in Ignatius and St. Theresa when they founded the settlement houses. That
sparks the creativity of whom? — The blessed Savior himself.
Every time he comes the lake lights up with the sunlight that he brings and is turned into gold.
Everything that Jesus touches turns into gold. And so when you get a body of men and woman who live
in reality you get the life of Jesus multiplying. And that’s actually what happens when revival
comes, the life of Jesus multiples the loaves and fishes. What have you to do? Oh just have this
mind in you which you already have in Christ Jesus. You have this, you’re in Jesus. You’ve been
created in him and he’s in you. Live that gloriously. Live that and let him reveal to you and
through you to us what he’s doing and what he wants to do. And that’s life, and that’s the wonder
of it.
But you do see that he then becomes preeminent. And you’re no fools, you know fine well we’ve only
to look at a lot of the religious operations and religious movements to see they’re lionizing like
that. They lionize this leader, and that leader, and this preacher, and that preacher. They
lionize him, make him great and then in the shadows there is a one who says, “I am meek and lowly of
heart and you shall find rest unto your souls.” He’s in the shadows and we are out there, the
supermen and superwoman. No, he is the king of kings, he is the Lord of lords, he is all of us.
All of us are in him; we can’t breathe if he didn’t breathe today. We couldn’t see if he had not
eyes today. We are him, we are in him, and we have no existence apart from him. Because he lives,
we live also.
Let us pray. Dear Savior, we are ashamed how we have thought of you as the third person, a he, a
him, up in heaven at our Father’s right hand all the time we have been this little cell inside you.
All the time you have been bearing us, feeding us with your breath, giving us life with your blood,
giving us ability to see with our eyes. All the time Lord, we’ve been in you as you’ve been in us.
Savior, we see how we have sunk into ourselves and sunk into each other so that everything has
become important but the one who is important, you yourself.
Oh Savior, we would embrace you today and enter into life and let you unfold the good works which
you’ve already done and which you want us now to walk in. Holy Spirit, will you lead us in this?
Our habits have been long established and they have a grip on our minds and emotions, and on our
very bodies, so will you lead us out? Lead us out of this wilderness where we’re preoccupied with
ourselves, and with each other, with everybody but the one of whom we are part, the one whom is our
life.
Oh Holy Spirit, lead us back now to the loving Shepherd in whom we have been created and in whom we
now live and have our being. Holy Spirit, lead us now into reality. We hardly know how to change or
what to do so we ask you Holy Spirit to show us. We don’t know what changes these things will bring
about in us but you know. You, our Savior has told us, will take of the things of Christ and impart
them to us. Holy Spirit, will you do that? Will you take of the things of Jesus and impart them to
us so that we can turn this into actual actions, and words, and thoughts that will enable you Lord
Jesus, to manifest the life that you have already lived.
We do thank you Father, for assuring us that you have numbered all our days. Before there were any
of them you have numbered them all. You have seen them all. And so the way is sure before us and
is plain, and is seen by you, and has been lovingly planned by you. Lord Jesus, take back the life
that we have wrenched from your grasp. Take back the life Lord Jesus, that we have often
unknowingly but sometimes knowingly, the life we have grabbed to ourselves and turned into
nothingness.
Lord Jesus, come and live the life that you have planned to live, that rich life that has your
creativity and your direction in it. Thank you Savior, thank you that we each one have a life that
is rich and full that you have planned. Thank you Lord that it’s far beyond anything that we have
seen with our own little human eyes. Lord Jesus, come and live now in us and live in us together so
that we not only have your mind Lord Jesus, which is already ours because we’re in you. We don’t
only have it in ourselves and think of things the way you think of them, but we also have this mind
among ourselves so that we live this way with each other and you yourself are exalted.
Above all you are lifted up and you will draw all eyes unto yourself. Lord, we thank you for this
day. Thank you for all the wonder that lies before us and for all the enjoyment of these next few
weeks. Above all Savior, we look forward now to you living your life in us as part of you for your
glory. Amen.
Communion — Jesus in you and in me - LIVING FAITH
Communion: Jesus in You and Me
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
We went to see the museum at Olney where Cowper and John Newton lived and it’s very good. There’s
this garden where he wrote the hymns and a desk where he wrote certain ones that we know well. He
seems to have been a dear man. They pronounce his name Cooper and not Cowper.
There’s a tendency for us all to come back from holiday and think, “Great, let’s get at it and let’s
do all the things that we’re able to do.” And I think it’s just good to see that that isn’t what
we’re about at all. It’s not about you using your talents and me using my talents and us all doing
the things that we think we should do. It’s far more exciting than that.
And the truth is, left to ourselves like that in the midst of our own hearts we’re kind of boring
people. We don’t think of many new things. We just keep going through the motions. And the fact is
that it’s not that at all. It’s that each one of us here is in Jesus and he is in us. I can’t even
apologize for the boredom of these sermons where I keep saying this. That’s it, that’s all of it.
He was the first born of all creation and everything that is made was made in him and everything
that is created hangs together in him and he was before all things. And that’s it.
We don’t have any existence apart from Jesus. We don’t. We’re all little bits of Jesus. And it’s
not that you’re not an important bit because no other bit of Jesus is like you. Jesus has things to
do in you and through you and through me this coming year that nobody on earth knows. That’s the
great thing, nobody actually knows except that he does. He knows what he wants to do through you.
And I could share all kinds of thoughts I have about the Internet and about radio and the businesses
but really it will all come about if you do just one thing — honestly see that you are in Jesus and
Jesus is in you. He has thoughts and ideas to impart to you, things to do through you, and words to
say through you that he cannot say, or do, or think through anybody else.
I do believe if each of us would tackle every day like that you’d begin to see beauty coming up
where you never expected to see beauty. We’d see things happening with some of us on the Internet,
some of us in business, some of us on the radio, and some of us in the newsletter, that would just
surprise us. I don’t think for instance that Martha would have to prod us for the newsletter,
including me. I don’t think that would happen. I don’t think Myron would have to say to this
person, “Now will you do that, or will you do that, or will you do the other?” I think that the
anointing that Jesus gives enables us to move according to his Father’s will spontaneously and yet
somehow miraculously together.
And that’s the greatest thing that I’ve to say to you. You don’t need to look at it but it is that
verse in Colossians 1:15, that Jesus is the first born of all creation. When he became God’s son he
became the first man at that same moment and at that moment God foresaw all that would take place.
He foresaw every action that his son would have to do, every pain he would have to bear, every
resurrection that he would have to experience, and he saw all that happen in him. That’s why you
come across a verse like that one in Psalm 1:37 that says, “God has everyday of our lives numbered
in his book before there were any of them.”
That’s why you get those strange verses that we’ve joked about as being the wrong tense you know,
“God who is rich in mercy out of the great love with which he has loved us even when we were yet
sinners made us alive together with Christ and raised us up with him and made us sit with him in the
heavenly places in Christ Jesus.” And you think, “Well wait a minute, that hasn’t happened yet.
Isn’t that all to happen?” But that’s why that kind of verse occurs because it has all happened.
Christ has already been raised and us with him.
And if you say to me, “Well why are we still here?” We’ve said it before, so that God who conceived
the whole thing in one millisecond could make it clear to us over years, and years, and years. It’s
so that we would see it, understand it and know why we were here and why we were his children and
what we were together for. God lovingly created time so that we would have time to realize all
that.
What Satan tries to get us to believe is that time is just a long, long, long endless train of years
where we have to struggle as best we can with this world and make something of this life. And of
course that’s not it at all. The fact is that God has already done it all. He has already seen it
all done. The works are prepared before hand and we have only to walk in them.
So really what I’m encouraging you to see when you come back into things now is all we have to do is
walk in works that God has already done in his son. That’s all we have to do. We don’t have to
strive and strain. We just have to walk in the works and do a work of faith. A work of faith is a
work that you do because you know it’s already been achieved by Christ and so you’re just walking
through it. That’s a work of faith.
We think a work of faith is that I exercise my mighty faith like George Mueller and I bring about a
tremendous revival. It’s effort, and striving and straining. That’s not a work of faith. A work of
faith is something that you do that God has already achieved in Christ. He has already overcome the
world; he has already reconciled the world to himself. It’s the kind of thing that Moses did when
he stretched out the staff over the sea. He stretched it out but that didn’t cause the sea to go
back. The sea had gone back in eternity in Christ Jesus and he was simply walking in a work that God
has already done. That’s what we’re called to do.
So I don’t want it to come as a law or a burden to you. I don’t want this to be a cause of
condemnation for you, but really there’s no reason why we shouldn’t walk gaily through life and
through each day. There is not. There is no reason why we shouldn’t walk through a day and be as
tireless at the end of it as we were in the beginning because the works have been done. Why we get
tired is because of the anxiety. The self likes the feeling that we’re achieving something. We’re
doing something usually because we want to exalt ourselves or we want to make ourselves virtuous.
Let’s cast it all away and let’s see we’re a little bit of Jesus, Jesus has already done it all and
we have the fun of walking through it — cutting the grass here, arranging the apples there, hitting
the computer keys there, and at times apparently lifting mighty weights which aren’t mighty. God
gives us the ability to do what we have to do. So I’d encourage you to see it differently, maybe
it’s the way you’ve always seen it, but to see it differently when you get back into things now.
This is Jesus’ work. This is his work, his business. He has already achieved all that needs to be
achieved. He’s giving us the fun of walking through these things. And if you want the scripture
for it here it is, Ephesians 2:10, “We were created in Christ Jesus for good works, which he has
prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.”
And that’s all he calls us to do, just walk through those works listening to him. Listen each
morning, “Lord, what is it today?” The glory and the wonder of it is that he won’t even give you
the burden of a list at that moment. He won’t even say, “Yes, number one you have to do this,
number two….” He will take you at your word and you’ll get up and you’ll walk out in him and his
life will begin. So it’s a wonderful thing.
Let us pray.
Sin is Slothfulness - LIVING FAITH
Sin is Slothfulness
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Loved ones, we are in the position that we sin and we don’t realize that we’re sinning. That’s
because, we have a very definite idea of what sin is. We think of it in the way the old classical
authors thought of it. You remember, they told the myth of Prometheus snatching the lightening out
of the God Zeus’ hand and asserting himself, and his own power, and his own rule, and his own will.
And I think it’s very easy for us to think, “That’s what sin is. It’s what is spoken of in Genesis
3 when Satan said, ‘When you eat of this you’ll be like God knowing the difference between good and
evil.’” And we then tend to think of sin as something assertive where we assert ourselves, we
assert our own wills, we reject God and we say, “We’re going to do what we want to do.” And we
think that that is the only thing that sin is.
And all the time we’re being held captive by sin which is also the very opposite of that. The
reality is that you are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works which he has
prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. The reality is that when we all turned against
that, God crucified us in Jesus and our old self was crucified with Christ. The further reality is
that God who is rich in mercy towards us out of the great love with which he has loved us even when
we were yet sinners made us alive together with Christ and raised us up with him and made us sit
with him in the heavenly places.
So that every morning when we open our eyes we know that the day has been planned for us, all the
crooked things have been made straight. There are works that are prepared beforehand that we should
walk in them. The world has been overcome and all we have to do is get up and rejoice in that. And
to that spirit of truth and reality we say, “Let me alone. Let me alone. Let me alone. I don’t
feel good today and I have a right to my own feelings. I know what the day holds and it’s filled
with burdensome tasks. Let me alone.”
Carl Barth says, “Sin is sloth.” It was so strangely put when I first read it that I almost didn’t
take it seriously until I began to see that this is exactly the sin that holds many of us captive.
The sinner is not merely Prometheus or Lucifer, somebody rising up and exercising his own will
against God. He is also, and for the sake of clarity, and to match the grossness of the matter, we
will use rather popular expressions. He is also a lazy bone, a sluggard, a good for nothing, a slow
coach, and a loafer. I never thought of it that way, but that’s it.
The reality is that we have not only been created in Jesus but we’ve been crucified with him, and
we’ve been raised with him, and we’re sitting at the right hand of God with him far above every rule
and authority and dominion and power and above every name that is named not only in this age but in
that which has yet to come and he has put all things under his feet and he has prepared the way
ahead for us each day. And we say, “Let me alone. I don’t want that. I want to look into myself
and I want to look at my melancholia and I want to look at my own self centeredness and I want to
think what I’m thinking and what I really feel about this world. Let me alone. I don’t want to
rise up into that. I don’t want to be raised up and made to sit at God’s right hand. I don’t want
to be victor over all these things. I don’t want to have authority over this and that. I want to
huddle myself down here and think about myself and dwell in my own thoughts, and work things out for
myself.”
I think that some of us maybe doing that and not thinking of it as sin at all. And all the time we
think that sin is evil action and we don’t see that sin is also evil in action. It’s a failure to
live in the reality of our position in Christ. It’s not only a failure but Carl Barth points out
that it’s actually unbelief. It’s not just a failure to live in that but it’s a rejection of that.
He says, “At every point this is the strange inactive action of the slothful man. It may be that
this action often assumes the disguise of a tolerant indifference in relation to God.” So you may
think, “Oh no, I’m just indifferent to that today. That’s what’s wrong; I just don’t feel it as
strong as I usually feel it.
But in fact it is the action of hate which wants to be free of God, which would prefer that there
were no God, or that God were not the one he is. At least for him, the slothful man, that God was
not this act of Christ that has overcome the world and has taken us with him in his overcoming and
now has things that he wants to do through us that day in joy and delight and freedom. This hatred
of God is the culminating point of human pride too. The over winning pride of man which consists in
the fact that he wants to be and act as God may it a pinch be understood and this is perhaps the
reason for its sinister beauty, as a perverse love of God who’s frivolous encroachment and
usurpation, who’s illegitimate attempt to control its object do of course culminate in a desire that
the object should disappear as such. That there should be no God or that God should not be God.
That man should be able to sit unhindered on his throne. But sin as man’s subservient and obsequious
sloth is from the very outset his desire not to be illuminated by the existence and nature of God.
Not to have to accept and be without God in the world.”
There is something in us that on the outward thinks it’s wonderful to be in Christ, it’s wonderful
to be raised up. But inside there’s a whole of our own being that doesn’t want to be bothered with
it. We want to be able to creep into the day on our own terms, to look around and see how we feel,
to get what we think we need to get, and to try and tackle the difficulties as well as we can. But
we don’t want to be out there in that fresh spring like air at the right hand of God with authority
over all things and joy in our hearts.
We’re slothful. We don’t want to be wakened up from our sleep. Some of us feel, “Yes but I really
love God. I like worshiping God.” And Carl Barth points out that that’s often the situation. “He
will never seriously or basically reject altogether religion or piety in one form or another. Nor
will he finally or totally cease to exercise or practice them in an open or disguised form. On the
contrary, an escape to religion, to adoring faith and a congenial higher being is the purest and
ripest and most appropriate possibility at which he grasps in his sloth, and cannot finally cease
from grasping it as a slothful man.”
But it’s his God; it’s the God that he wants. It’s an idol that he makes in his own image. It’s a
God who rules the world and provides for him at times but above all, a God that does not demand that
he reign with Christ, this warrior, this victorious Savior who has overcome the world. He does not
want to be disturbed so that he has to reign with him and walk with him.
He loves worshipping God as long as it’s a God who doesn’t bother him, who doesn’t require him in
the morning when he’s just wakened with the sleep in his eyes to suddenly rejoice. And rejoice and
again I say rejoice and rejoice that he is in Christ and that he is above the world and that today
is a wonderful day with works prepared beforehand that I should walk in them and will victories that
are already won so that I just have to walk forward. He doesn’t want that God.
That God he does not like. That Christ he wants to get rid of in his sloth. And so it is
consistent with worship but it is totally inconsistent with the way the person lives. And so he
worships the God that will leave him alone and he prays to him, and he sings hymns, and he reads the
Bible, but in his own life he lives inside himself like a prickly hedgehog that will not let Christ
rule in victory and joy.
In that situation you can pray for revelation your whole life. You can pray that God will give you
revelation but the Father is saying, “Revelation — my son bleeding and dead, my son raised from the
dead, my son that has already done miracles through thousands of people down through the years, and
you want revelation? What more can I give you than I have given you?”
And that’s why Barth says, “It’s the sin of sloth.” It’s a refusal to live in Christ night and day.
It’s a desire to keep this little bit of yourself for yourself — where you can get angry, where
you can get offended, where you can feel self pity, where you can worry through the massive task of
trying to find the truth in this world. It’s dreadful and filled with sloth, filled with self,
filled with egotism, and nothing to do with reality.
I think often you’ll say, “I’ve been slighted.” Or, “I’ve been criticized.” Or, “I’ve been
offended.” And the reality that you’re in Christ says, “No, you’ve been loved and you’ve been
exalted and you’ve been favored and blessed.” But you keep saying, “No, I’ve been criticized and
I’ve been offended and I’ve been ignored.” And reality in Christ says, “No, you’ve been loved, and
exalted, and accepted.”
“I face a burdensome life this day filled with tasks that I cannot see how to do.” No, in Christ
those tasks have already been done. The world has already been overcome. The works have already
been prepared beforehand that you should walk in them. “No, I have things to worry through this
day. I have things that I don’t know how I’ll do them. I don’t know how I’ll get through the day.”
No, those things have been done in Christ.
See, it’s a constant rejection of reality. The sin of sloth is a constant withdrawing back into
self and keeping all of reality out there and saying, “I wish I could believe it. And when God
gives me revelation of it I’ll be able to live in it.” And Barth says, “No, that’s the sin of
sloth. It’s a refusal to enter in to what reality is this day for you.” I wonder if any of us are
involved in it — involved in just the simple sin of sloth.
I don’t know about you but so often you’ve probably thought as I have thought, “Oh when you talk
about sloth you’re talking about laziness, you’re talking about somebody who won’t get up in the
morning, somebody who won’t work, and all that kind of thing.” But this you can see is the real
sloth. The real sloth is not living this very moment in the joyful reality that you are in Christ.
God created you in Christ. He crucified you with Christ. He raised you up with Christ. He made
you alive together with Christ. He’s put you at his right hand in Christ far above all rule and
authority and dominion and power. That’s where you are, now live in it. Live in it.
And it’s a bit what Huldrych Zwingli said, “For God’s sake do something brave.” Stop thinking about
it, stop meditating about it, stop looking into yourself to see if it’s true or something. “For
God’s sake do something brave.” Be what God has made us in Christ. Live in the glorious freedom
that we have in him. And you know we each face it every morning, as soon as that alarm goes off.
At that very moment you make your choice; you either sink into sloth, and please I know you
eventually get up I understand that, for all kinds of reasons you eventually get up. But the battle
is lost because you’re already operating in sloth.
There is only one clear act the moment our eyes open. It’s not just our lips that speak as they did
in the monasteries when they said, “Rejoice in the Lord always and again I say rejoice.” Or, “This
is the day that the Lord has made” and up pops a monk. No, it’s not that. It’s the heart rising,
springing up and immediately acting in accordance with reality that you are actually in Jesus and
Jesus is in you. He has a day to live that he has already prepared for you. The crooked things
already have been made straight, the rough places are already made plain and all you have to do is
walk gloriously forth.
Anything other than that is sloth. I wonder if there are any of us who are actually living in the
sin of sloth. And that’s why we’re not enjoying all the glory of this life. Because God who is rich
in mercy out of the great love with which he has loved us, even when we were yet sinners, Christ
died for us and God made us alive together with Christ and raised us up with him and made us sit
with him in the heavenly places far above every rule and authority and dominion and power. That’s
where we are at this moment. Let’s live in it. Let us pray.
Purpose to Our Lives - LIVING FAITH
God’s Theatre and His Players
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
If you know anything about Shakespeare you probably know what the Globe Theatre is. The Globe
Theatre is the theatre that Shakespeare built for his players in Stratford-upon-Avon. They are
building a new Globe Theatre at the moment in London. The Globe Theatre was built like a round tower
that had a proscenium stage that stuck out into the middle. It was planned for his plays.
Shakespeare obviously spent some time designing the Globe Theatre and having it built.
Now can you imagine what would have happened if he had designed the theatre, supervised the building
of it, at last got it built, and then gone back with Anne Hathaway and lived the rest of his life
quietly and done nothing more. You would say, “Well, he wouldn’t be Shakespeare. We wouldn’t know
of him, we wouldn’t have his plays. He would have missed the whole point of his life if all he had
done was build that theatre. That theatre is only a place where his plays could be acted and all
civilization would have missed the whole gift that God gave to us in Shakespeare if he had only
built the theatre. The only reason for the theatre is that it was a place where his plays could be
acted out.”
It’s very easy, to think without business Christian Corps wouldn’t exist. That’s right. Christian
Corps in a way is business. Business is our ministry. But it’s very easy then to think, “Ah,
that’s why I’m in Christian Corps. I’m in Christian Corps to do the things that Christian Corps
does. I’m in Christian Corps to carry on business. I’m in Christian Corps to help run things here,
to keep the garden organized, to keep the house clean. I’m in Christian Corps to design jewelry and
sell jewelry. I’m in Christian Corps to take part in prayer times and take part in services. I’m
in Christian Corps to do all the things that Christian Corps does.” If that’s what you think, then
that is like Shakespeare building his theatre and then going home and doing nothing else.
It’s very easy to fall into that trap. Because I think we all like to control (and I know it sounds
ridiculous), but we like even to control our own service of God. We like to be able to control our
own discipleship and in a way that’s what we can do if we make the main purpose of our life doing
the things that Christian Corps apparently does. That is, if the big thing in our minds is, “Well,
I have to sell Jewelry today in Edinburgh.” Or, “I have to sell Jewelry today in London.” Or, “I
have to get to the warehouse and get out this amount of shipping.” Or, “I have to get to the Garden
Café and make these dishes to serve these people, and then I have, and then I have, and then I
have.” And if my whole mind and heart is filled with those things then I’m like Shakespeare
building a theatre and never putting on a play. Because that’s not what you’re here for at all and
it’s certainly not what I’m here for.
If you say to me, “Isn’t it vital for Christian Corps that we have businesses?” Yes, it is. If
you say to me, “Isn’t part of the Christian Corps ministry the newsletter?” Yes, I agree. If you
say to me, “Isn’t part of Christian Corps prayer times and chapel?” Yes, it is. But after you’ve
done all of that you still have not begun the real purpose for which God made you. He did not make
you to be fodder for Christian Corps guns. He did not make you to be workers for Christian Corps or
for Fish Enterprises. He did not make you so you could run the radio programs in China. He did not
make you so that you could run the jewelry operation. Each one of us here in this room have been
created so that a certain person could live a life that he cannot live through anybody else. That’s
the whole reason for us being together. All the rest of the things we do, they’re just a framework,
they’re just a Globe Theatre.
But the whole purpose for your existence and for my existence is so that the Savior could actually
live his life in your name here on earth and that’s a very different task. You may say, “Well yes,
that sounds great and I’m really for it.” But I think deep down we’re not so much for it as we
think. It means you letting Jesus speak what he wants to speak and think what he wants to think
through you. I think there’s a danger of us listening to that and saying, “Well yes, you’ve said
that before and I know that. I am to live by the principles of Christ. I understand that it’s not
just coming to prayers, it’s not coming to chapel, it’s not running the businesses, it’s not keeping
the garden organized, it’s not keeping the house clean, and it’s not having meals together. It’s
that I must live the way Jesus wants me to live.”
Do you see that that’s why Paul said, “I live yet not I, but Christ lives within me.” It’s very
easy for us to say, “I live,” and not to say, “Yet not I.” It’s very easy for us to say, “I live by
Christ’s principles, that’s what I have to do here. I have to study what Jesus wants to do with a
guy like me, or what Jesus wants to do with a woman like me, and that’s what I’ve to do.”
No, no, because that’s still you. It’s still you trying to do it. It’s you trying to work out,
“Now, what would Jesus do?” In our teenage years in Belfast, we used to say, “That’s how I decide
whether a thing is right or wrong. I ask, “What would Jesus do?” That sounded so solid and so right.
But it’s not that because it’s still you in the middle. It’s still you thinking, “Now, it’s really
my life here but what would Jesus do if he were me?” It’s still that kind of attitude where we need
a consultant. “Lord, come in I need your help here. What should I do in this situation?”
I don’t know if that’s present in your life but I was surprised how much of that attitude was in me.
That’s really what we mean by living by the law. A lot of us think that living by the law is
living by the 10 Commandments in fear of a mighty God that is going to strike you down if you
disobey. Or, living by the law is trying to live by all the laws of evangelism, or all the laws of
the Jewish Torah. No, living by the law is you yourself doing the living — trying to live by
whatever advice you’re receiving either from the Bible or what you believe you’re receiving somehow
from Christ. But, it’s you doing the living, it’s not Jesus.
In other words, letting Jesus live in you means a very intimate immediate awareness of the Savior,
an awareness of Christ. Indeed, it’s such an awareness that you forget yourself. It’s such an
awareness that he’s the only one you’re thinking of. You’re forced to say with Paul, “For me to
live is Christ.” That’s what living is, to Christ. Thinking is Christ, breathing is Christ,
speaking is Christ, talking is Christ, working is Christ, walking is Christ, driving is Christ. To
me to live is Christ. That’s what living is. Christ is everything to me, he is my whole world. He
is the world within which I exist. He is the atmosphere in which I move.” That’s what it means —
a very intimate, sensitive closeness. You can’t say closeness because it’s closer than breathing.
It’s the fact that he’s here, he’s all around me. It’s him when I put out these hands, I’m putting
out his hand, his hand is there. That’s what affects our living together.
The reason we can say something critical about somebody else, or what is worse is thinking something
critical because the mind is where the real problem is. The real problem isn’t thinking. The acting
and the speaking is just a consequence of the thinking and the attitude. So if the attitude is
critical, or the thoughts are critical it’s because at that moment we have said, “Get lost. I think
this is about this person and I have the right to think this about this person and this is my
considered opinion and it makes me feel good anyway to be able to see some fault in somebody else
that I apparently haven’t got and so that’s what I’m going to do.” And for that second, even a half
second, Christ is crucified and he does not live in you. It’s you that’s doing the living.
And that’s what makes life so old and heavy. You crawl out of a period of discouragement, because
discouragement or depression is the same as being critical. You crawl out of a couple of seconds of
discouragement or depression and then you start trying to live in Jesus and then you fall down into
another couple of seconds of discouragement, or of pride, or of jealousy, or of self pity and then
you crawl up again and you live another day. That’s what makes the life so heavy.
Whereas when it’s Christ’s life he’s up all the time, he’s rejoicing in his Father every moment.
The birds that he’s made are only singing delight and joy that is filling his own heart and you’re
buoyed along by him and indeed, he’s the only one you think of. And so you think, “Lord, what do
you want? Ah yes, you want that.” And the moment a thought comes into your mind from Satan it
comes in and you see it as an alien and a dark thought and you have no time for it because
everything is the Savior. It’s Christ only that matters and he fills every one of your thoughts.
And you have no time for yourself. You have no time for yourself, you have only time for him because
it’s his life and he has said, “Abide in me and I in you. Just as you Father abide in me I will
abide in them and it will not be them that live but it will be me that lives.” That’s what we’re
called to.
That’s why I think it’s interesting. I think it’s exciting. The moment one of you begins to see,
“This is your life Lord Jesus. It’s not me, it’s you. What do you want to do today?” The moment we
begin to do that the whole thing begins to be exciting and something that you cannot foretell what
will happen. I know we’re not the same as Christ but it’s like 15 Christs. It’s like 15 versions of
Jesus living and doing all kinds of things that the poor old creatures, the poor old Leitschuh’s and
the O’Neills, the poor old Overby’s that were born into that old dead world would never have thought
of doing. It’s these exciting new people with Christian names, as they used to say, because we were
given new names because we were new creations.
It’s these new exciting Christs. That’s why I’ve said to you at times it’s Greg Christ or it’s
Joanne Christ. That’s what it is and that’s why we’re here. If you say, “Is the Internet exciting?”
Well yes, in the sense that the world gets excited about things, it’s exciting. But what’s really
exciting about it is we don’t know yet what Jesus wants to do in the Internet through each of you.
Is the newsletter is exciting? Well everything’s exciting today. Everybody says, “Oh it’s
exciting. That’s an exciting dessert. That’s an exciting movie.’” It’s exciting in the sense that
everybody says everything is exciting. But what is exciting about the newsletter is what the Savior
may think up and have in mind to write through you in the newsletter. That’s it.
I think it’s dead easy for you to hear that and say, “Oh yes, I know what you mean Pastor. You mean
that my mind is going to try to think the thoughts that Jesus thinks and now I’m going to try to
write.” No, no, it’s going to be Jesus himself. You’re here to step back out of the life and to
let Christ live in you.
I think this guy is right, he says, “Human beings don’t really like that. They don’t really like
that idea.” He says, “Man does not want this Christ to live in their place. He loves piety, he
loves being pious, he loves doing religious works, he loves being part of a religious organization,
he loves trying to do the things that God wants him to do but he will not have this Christ live in
his place. He does not want that.” And I think you see, unless you see something of that I don’t
know that you’ve really seen what it means for Jesus to live in your place.
But in fact, I think there’s something in us that does not want that. We talk about the carnal
nature. You remember, Watchman Nee said, “An errant passion is worse than hatred.” We used to talk
about it in sexual relationships. An errant passion, a wandering passion, a passion that is out of
control or an affection that is not under the control of Jesus’ Spirit is worse than hatred itself.
The reason for that is that the carnal nature actually doesn’t want Jesus to have his way in that
situation. The carnal nature actually doesn’t want Christ to be able to do whatever he wants. The
carnal nature wants to give over 99% of its life to Christ but not 100% of its life to Christ.
So when you’re talking about letting Christ live instead of you, it means everything. I think
that’s something that many of us have come up against. “I have no time to myself. I can’t get any
time for myself. I have no time to do the things that I want to do.” But wait a minute, you mean
Christ has no time in you to do the things that he wants? “No, no I have no time.” Oh, YOU have no
time. You have no time to do the things that Christ wants you to do? “Well, yes, it’s kind of
that. But I don’t feel I have any time. I don’t feel my time is my own.” But you are not your own,
you were bought with a price. “Yes, I know.”
See what I’m saying? The carnal nature doesn’t like the idea of Christ alone doing the thinking. If
you say to me, “How do we get into trouble with our thought life?” Because a thought pops into our
mind that is wrong, “Why do you ask me to do this? Why am I always asked to do this? Why doesn’t
somebody else have to do it?” Or, “Why does this person always keep telling me to do this thing?”
Or, “Why does Marty drink his soup so noisily.” I don’t think he does, but these are the ridiculous
little things that you think, “Why? Why?” Because at that moment Christ is nowhere in your
thoughts. He’s nowhere in your thoughts because you’re back in charge. You’re not letting him live.
He hasn’t a chance of living, because your mind and your thoughts and your will is governing
everything.
But the reason for us being here is so that Jesus could live and paint a picture of his Father here
on earth in you that he cannot paint in anybody else. That’s why you’re here. You’re not here to
run Christian Corps, and you’re not here to bring people into the kingdom. You’re here for a far
more glorious purpose than that. You’re here to let Jesus live, be himself in you, speak the words
he wants to speak through you and give the thoughts out that he wants to give through you. Together
in his name doing that, you get the Holy Spirit moving in joy and delight in that fellowship, and in
faith, and in buoyant love.
Commit sin? Forget it, it has no chance. Who would have sin when we have Jesus? And it becomes
like that. But that’s why we’re here. I think it’s very important to be very clear in our own
minds, yes the business, the house, the chapel, the garden, Myron, Joanne — all those things are
like the Globe Theatre. But the purpose for them all is that you yourself would allow Jesus to live
in your space and to create a whole new life that nobody has ever seen here before.
That’s why Paul talks about it in those terms. It is a remarkable thing when you see a little baby
come from a mother’s womb. It’s remarkable because it’s a whole new little life, fresh and new and
clean. It looks as if it has nothing inside it but newness, youthfulness, and young life. And that’s
what Jesus has in mind for you and for me. Let us pray.
Lord Jesus, we see that it’s like trailing one leg that is crippled when we try to live like you,
when we try to serve you, or when we try to do all the things that everybody wants us to do. It’s
like trailing behind us a cripple leg. It’s like having a heavy weight that we have to carry with us
everywhere. We see Savior, that you’re saying, “Come to me, all that you that labor and are heavy
laden and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn of me for I am meek and lowly of
heart and you shall find rest unto your souls.” “So lay aside every weight and the sin which does so
easily beset you and run with patience the race that is set before you looking unto Jesus the author
and comforter of our faith.”
Oh Lord Jesus, we would open our hearts to you and not only our hearts but every moment of our days
and our thought life. Lord come. Come Savior and sweep clean all the murkiness, all the grayness,
all the places where we have delved into unlawful thoughts. Lord Jesus, come now. Come dear Spirit
of Jesus, and fill the whole room of our heads and our hearts with the beauty of your own heart,
your own mind, and your own life. Savior, come and live in us. Take this life now and be yourself
and bring your own brightness into this family and into this business. Wherever we go Lord, even
where we’re lying in bed just alone with our own thoughts, let the whole mind be enlightened by you.
Let our hearts be lifted up even as we go to sleep at night with your heart.
Lord Jesus, we feel dreadful that we proud little beings would thrust ourselves in front of you and
make our concerns more important than yours. Savior, we have no time but the next second that you,
out of your love, chose to give us. We have no time Lord that is our own. All the time that we have
is your time that you’ve given us. Savior, we have no right to think thoughts that are not your
thoughts. Our minds have been given us by you. The only mind we have is the mind that is in you
Lord Jesus. We would no longer pollute it. We would no longer crucify it. We would let your mind
dwell in us Lord Jesus. We would let your peace Lord Jesus, rule our hearts.
Savior, we thank you for the family. We thank you for the operation. We thank you for the
businesses, and the chapel, and all the other things. But Lord Jesus, most of all we thank you for
the chance that you have to live in our name here on earth. Oh Savior, live now from this day
forward and be yourself and teach us this very day second by second through your dear Spirit. Teach
us what you want to say at each moment so that our words may be filled with the fragrance of our
love and the optimism of your dear heart. We ask this for your glory. Amen.
Jesus Before Time and Space - LIVING FAITH
Jesus Before Time and Space
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
The center of a dark hole is very dark. Its solid solid matter that has shrunk into itself until
it’s more dense, the scientists say, than anything else in the universe. So it’s as if there’s a
whole lot of matter out here and then it shrinks, and shrinks, and shrinks into a dark hole. And
that in a sense explains all the analogy of that. Explains better the whole creation because in
fact, the whole creation came out not so much out of a dark hole, but of the infinite mind of God
where everything was concentrated into – well you know, it’s silly to talk in temporal terms, but
into one second. But obviously it wasn’t even one second it was a millisecond and obviously, when
we begin to talk about that with our childish minds, we almost make it a circus. But in some sense,
in order to understand the stability of our lives, we need to see that because if we keep on looking
at it down here from our little temporal viewpoint, you have the feeling more and more that your
life is like a fiddler on a roof, you know, you’re not – well, we’re not sure, “Yes, well we could
go this way, we could go that way,” and it’s all decisions that we’re making for the first time
ever, and nobody has any control of it, and we don’t know where it will end up, “Who knows what will
become, whether we will go to heaven or hell, whether we’ll die or live.”
And the whole of life become meaningless if you look at it just in the little particular few seconds
that you and I live. Because of course, it is true that even as you – I don’t know if many of you
have read any of the authors that have written books about time, along the lines of course, of the
Hawking’s articles, where they bring it out very clearly that it’s almost – I mean, it’s almost like
a fire there and a spark. That spark exists for maybe 20 seconds and during that 20 seconds it
flies up there and disappears and another spark and that’s Lucy, and that’s – that our life is more
like that. It’s more like a spark that just is alive for a matter of seconds and then it’s gone.
And of course, if you look at it from that point of view then life almost becomes meaningless and
you become very unsure, and very uncertain, and very insecure, and actually very irresponsible
because you tend to take the attitude, “What can I do? I’m around here for a few seconds and I’m
out.” And it’s very important to see that that’s not it at all.
You begin to get a hold of it when you think about Christmas and you read that piece in Matthew, the
birth of Jesus Christ took place like this. And you read about Joseph and Mary in what, 4 BC or 6
BC and them having their little baby boy. And of course, if you see it only as that it really makes
the Bible more and more meaningless because there are all kinds of things in the Bible that imply
that this baby boy did not just originate at that moment at all. And he himself in his own prayer
says, “Father, restore to me the glory which I had with you before the world was made.” And it’s
then that you start to realize what we’ve talked about before, that Jesus did not just start in 4 BC
or 6 BC, but in fact, he says, “Restore to me the glory which I had with the before the world was
made.” Before there was ever any world, Jesus was alive.
He existed with his Father before there was even a world and it’s there that you begin to see, “Yes,
yes, there’s something back here that took place that is governing all that’s being shown on this
screen,” because of course, that’s very much what it’s like. It’s very much like the projector back
here and the operator Marty, there he is, and here is the screen and it’s projecting on the screen
what is in some tiny little reel of film or little cassette there. And that’s really what we have
on this timeline of history. And this is I suppose infinity, and this is as far as we’re concerned,
infinity, and then you know, maybe we’re maybe 1995 is somewhere about there. And everything that
is taking place is projected out here so that we little time creatures can understand it.
Everything that takes place there took place here in a millisecond and you begin to get a feel for
that when this man Jesus says, “Father, restore to me the glory which I had with thee before the
world was made.”
And then you begin to think, well then he pre-existed. He pre-existed Jesus of Nazareth. He says,
“I before you made me,” so it’s obviously him he’s talking about so in a way Jesus himself existed
in his Father’s company before he existed here on earth. And you start to realize, “Yes, so there
was an existence that he had before he came into time.” And it’s then that you look at some of the
other quotations that you get in scripture and you can see that in John 1. It’s one that we all
know very, very well John 1, and it just states what Jesus stated in his prayer in John 17 where he
said, “Restore to me the glory which I had with thee before the world was made.” And John 1:1,
runs, “In the beginning,” in the very beginning, “Was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the
Word was God.” And of course, further down you know, in Verse 14 it’s obvious who the word was.
Verse 14, “And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, full of grace and truth; we have beheld his
glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father. (John bore witness to him, and cried, ‘This was he
of whom I said, “He who comes after me ranks before me, for he was before me.”’)” Well, that’s
obviously Jesus. The Word is Jesus.
So back to Verse 1, “In the beginning was the Word,” in the beginning was Jesus, “And the Word,”
Jesus, “Was with God, and,” Jesus, “Was God. He was in the beginning with God; all things were made
through him, and without him was not anything made that was made.” And you see that Christmas is
only the temporal expression of something that happened in what we call eternity which is the name
we give to the place beyond time and before time. Then you know, it doesn’t end there, you know
that. Then there is that just bewildering verse that Jesus was the very fullness of God and he was
the first-born of all of creation. And it just throws you into mental summersaults. “Wait a minute
Jesus existed before the world was made. Okay, but he was the first-born of all creation? But I
thought he was the only begotten Son of God?” “Yes.” “But he was also the first-born of all
creation? But there was no creation when God begot him no, that’s right.” So he was the only
begotten Son of God before there was a creation but then when there was a creation he was the
first-born of all creation.
In other words, this Jesus was not simply the heavenly only begotten non-human Son of God, but he
was actually the first-born of creation itself. That is, he was the first-born human being. And of
course, you almost get lost in it because you think, “Oh, oh, he was the only begotten Son of God
there and then down here he was born of all creation.” But, no the Bible says he was the first-born
of all creation and you start to see that Jesus, when he was begotten of God, was at that same
millisecond conceived by God as the first-born human being.
In a way it helps us because you can see a little more what it means that we were all made in Jesus,
because you can start to see, “Oh yes, so the whole human race did come not just from two people as
we argue in our creation debates, but the whole creation came from one person, from one human being
and that human being was Jesus.” And of course, that makes more sense too of the verses like, “When
the son of man comes in his glory and all his holy angels with him, then we’ll be gathered before
him all the nations and he’ll separate them one from another as they separate the sheep from the
goats.” And you see that that refers to the son of man and you start to realize, “Oh, that’s Jesus.
Jesus will be the judge of all the nations as the son of man.” In fact, he is the son of man
eternally. He became a human being eternally and that’s what we have trouble grasping because we
keep on thinking, “Well, Jesus is the only begotten Son of God and he’s very different from us, and
he did become a man like us for a short time, and now he’s gone back up to be the only begotten Son
of God. And we’re really grateful to him for helping us in that way, and he did suffer for us and
die, and we’re grateful to him for giving up all of heaven so that he could do that.” And then it
just strikes you like a thunderbolt, but he didn’t just do that. He actually became a human being
as well as the Son of God he became a human being eternally. He became a human being forever.
He has – he has in a sense, you could say, sacrificed eternally. He has determined – not you might
say, “Well, do you think he gave up some of his divinity?” No, he didn’t give up some of his
divinity but he did take upon himself the incredible burden of not only being a human being but of
all the human beings that then were created in him and he has taken on that burden eternally. And
so then, that’s where you start to see that Christmas is your birthday. That Christmas is not just
the birthday of Jesus. And you know the reason we say that, it’s Ephesians 2:10, and it’s just
maybe good just to have it open anyway. Ephesians 2:10, “For we are his workmanship, created in
Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Because
you see it says, you, Martha, you Ernest, you Marty, you are God’s workmanship, created in Christ
Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that you should walk in them.
Each one of us was created in Christ Jesus. In Christ Jesus the great human being, we were created
in him. And you know, it makes sense of things like, “We’re the body of Christ and individually
members of it.” It makes sense of, “Without me you can do nothing,” you know, because it implies
that you have no existence apart from Jesus. That OJ Simpson has no existence apart from Jesus;
Hitler has no existence apart from Jesus. Not just the saints but nobody has any existence apart
from Jesus because we were all created in Christ Jesus. And as we’ve said before he is in fact our
everlasting Father and all this – and here’s – here’s what just startled me, all this took place
then.
I know it doesn’t make too much sense to us because we’re in time at this moment, but the fact is
this all happened in God in a millisecond. And I hope you understand why I say that. You know, God
doesn’t have to work it all out with square and with little objects. He doesn’t have to work it out
– he doesn’t have to, “Oh, I wonder what will happen in 2000 BC? Oh well, it’s going on, I see. Oh
now, it’s 1500 BC. Now, I wonder what will happen now. I wonder what Caesar will do. Now, he’s
charging against the old Gauls. Oh, there he did it.” You know, it’s obviously; it’s silly to
think of it that way.
God does not – God conceived the whole thing in a millisecond. In one millisecond he sees all the
things that will happen, sees your grandmother, sees your grandchildren, sees everything, he sees
everything in one millisecond. It’s all in a moment, even we – you must admit even we with our
silly little minds have that ability. I mean, that’s what drives us crazy at times in worrying at
night, isn’t it? Isn’t that what worrying does? “Oh, I’ll do that, do that, do that, do that,” and
it’s you know, the nightmare – you remember, I always think of – there’s a funny opera, you
remember, and there’s a very funny song, we must play it sometime so that you hear it but the fella
goes on, “Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da,” and the mind is turning, and turning, and turning, and it drives
you crazy because you have the ability, it’s interesting, isn’t it so kind of God because we’re made
in his image, we have some of his abilities, you know. We have the ability to conceive 20 years in
one second and actually, when you think back, “Okay, think a five year old, think a seven year old,”
pictures flash into your mind in a moment, well how much more the Father – the Father sees all of
that in a second and he sees us created in his Son, and he sees – does he need to wait to see what
we’ll do? No, he can see it all.
The miracle is not that God can see it all, the miracle is that the Father has so worked things,
beyond our understanding, has so worked things that in spite of the fact that he can foresee it all
he has given us free wills and he has ensured that our free will truly does operate as free will
even though he can foresee it. We of course, have trouble with that because when we can foresee a
thing, we’re determined to stop it happening. We’re so dominating in our own attitude that we can’t
think of being able to foresee a thing and give a person the freedom to put a knife in us. God, out
of his great love, is able to foresee everything that we will do in our life and yet is able to so
restrain his own omnipotent powers that we still have the free exercise of our free wills. It’s a
miracle that we can’t completely understand.
We can understand it a little. We do understand it a little because the whole of computer technique
is based on the ability of the programmers to foresee some of the choices that each person will make
so to a certain extent we do it. We can say, “If you choose one it will go that way, choose two it
will go that way, and I can kind of warn you on two what you’ll come up against. So I can kind of
foresee and help guide you.” That’s a crude form. God in his great infinite wisdom is able to give
us complete freedom even though he created us in Christ Jesus and at that second saw our whole lives
line out before us and of course, you and I know, saw what would happen. Saw what we would do. Saw
that in fact, in some sense not that we had to do it, but in some strange way we had to be able to
conceive of it, we had to be able to conceive what life would be like if we rejected the whole show.
If we rejected all of reality, if we rejected the fact that we were made as part of his Son, if we
rejected that we had no life outside his Son, if we rejected any belief at all that he existed or
that he had made us for certain purposes for Jesus to fulfill in us what would happen. In some
sense we had to see that and so he actually made that possible. But he saw also that if he made
that possible everything was lost. Everything was lost.
We’d destroy ourselves, we’d become nightmarish maniacs who would consume each other and we’d
eventually destroy the whole universe, certainly the world or the planet that we were on. And do
you see that if this is all real, if God actually did conceive us in his Son Jesus, do you see that
he couldn’t just say, “Oops, well I don’t want that to happen. Okay, back it all up, back it all up.
We’ll play it again the right way and we’ll ensure that it goes right.” If this was all taking
place actually in our Father and in his Son, he had to experience all that.
Now we know a little of that sense of responsibility ourselves. We know a little bit of it because
sometimes we’ll say to each other, “Well, you did it, you have to pay for it.” And in a sense we
feel that’s right, you know, we feel, “Yeah it makes life meaningless. We would all become utterly
irresponsible, life would lose it’s meaning if we could just do something, see something disastrous
happen and then just change it around and go the other way as if it didn’t happen.” In some sense
we feel, “No, if there’s to be any sense of responsibility in the world at all we have to pay for
our mistakes and we have to bear them. We have to bear the consequences.”
In other words, life becomes meaningless if the cause/effect relationship is broken. If you once
stop a cause having effects then there’s no sense to life at all. So in a deep sense, God himself
had to bear the consequences of giving us the freedom to do what we wanted and that’s why we hear
those verses in scripture, “The lamb was slain from before the foundation of the world,” because at
that millisecond, God saw all that and then saw, “Then the whole human race has to be destroyed and
I have to bear the pain of that destruction and have to bear it all inside myself and my Son, and
has to be recreated.” And that’s why that verse runs, “God who is rich in mercy out of the great
love with which he loved us even when we were yet sinners” even when all that had happened “made us
alive together with Christ and raise us up with him and made us sit with him in the heavenly places”
and all that took place in the Lamb that was slain from before the foundation of the world. The
Lamb who had glory with the Father before the world was made. The Lamb in whom we were all created
for good works which he had prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. And all that took
place there.
That’s why we say Christmas is our birthday, because you and I as human beings actually came into
existence in Jesus before the world was made and when his birth was manifested here in 4 BC, 6 BC,
whatever it was back then – actually you could say that that was when we were born upon the earth
too. For us, Christmas is a wonderful time because it’s not just the birth of Jesus, it’s God’s
gracious conception of human beings. It’s God’s gracious conception of humanity. It’s the
expression in time of what God did back there away at the beginning.
Even as I think of even though I love you and I use your name I think, it’s almost bewildering to
say that Peggy Coleman exists – well, you hold back because your lips will hardly pronounce the
words, because who are we? What pitiful pathetic specks of dust, little sparks that go out in a few
seconds and we’re saying that there you were – well – but of course, you see what it does, it
doesn’t matter how short you are, it doesn’t matter how small we are or how pathetic we are, we were
part of the Father before any of this. And what we’re seeing here is just the little few seconds of
life that we have, but our own life is there permanent forever. Our life is there. Here we have a
few seconds.
So, are these few seconds – it’s what 2020 or whatever it will be, but these few seconds, they are
full of meaning. The Father’s eyes are upon that little speck, that little Irish speck, that little
Chinese speck, little French, little Ukrainian speck, the Father has all that planned. He has works
prepared beforehand that we should walk in. He has done it all, we now are to walk. And then tying
up with what did he do, how did he show physically the choice that we had, because he gave us a
choice, how did he manifest that choice? He let us live this life on earth. And so this life on
earth is a picture of what our life would be if there were no God, if we were not in God, if we were
not in Christ. If we were not made in Christ for certain works that God has prepared beforehand
that we should walk in them, this life is that.
So my wife read out yet another of those meaningless events that take place that the newspaper
reports, just more of the general meaninglessness of life, the ridiculous confusion between right
and wrong, all that kind of thing. Well we say so often, “Isn’t it a meaningless world?” Of course
it is, because it’s a fallen world, because it’s the picture that God gives us, it’s the choice.
It’s him saying, “You were made in me and in my Son. If you reject that this is the life that you
will live. This is the life that you will live.
Now of course, all of us will – those of us in Northern Ireland know we didn’t say que sera sera
because we didn’t know Spanish, but we did say, “Well, it was meant to be,” you know, “Well, it was
meant to be.” In Belfast, many of us – I’m sure maybe Sheila didn’t, but many of us said, “Well,
it’s meant to be. You know, if it happened it was meant to be.” And in Asia we have the same
thing, “Well, it’s fate. It’s fate. Fate just dominates my life I can’t do anything about it
that’s it.” And of course, that’s the trick Satan has played. He’s taken this picture of what is
the second choice of what God is showing us would be the situation if we were not actually in him
and in his Son crucified and raised in him and he’s saying, “This is what would happen.” And of
course, the fatalist people take hold of that and they say, “Yeah, this is meant to be. You can’t
stop this.” So it’s a trick of Satan and a lie that gets hold. But it gets hold of all of us.
You don’t have to be Buddhist, you don’t have to be people that speak Spanish/French/Spanish to do
it, you can just be an ordinary person like us who say, “Well, I mean, I was born that way and I
can’t do anything about it. This is my life.” And it’s such a lie of Satan but we all get into it
and we almost – to back it up we point, “Well, see I’ve been doing this for years. I’ve been doing
it for years. My father did it before me, my mother did it, I was born this way, this is it I can’t
do anything about it.” And it’s Satan taking what God has set forth – what God has said, “This has
already been destroyed in my Son. I’ve already dealt with this miserable existence that you try to
live as if you’re separate from me. This I have destroyed. This is the life that I made. You were
created in my Son Jesus for good works which I prepared beforehand that you should walk in them.
That’s the real life.” And so he’s saying, “Walk in reality.” Satan comes in with his fatalism and
says, “No, no, the life that you have now that’s fate. That’s determined for you from before the
beginning of the earth.” The Father says, “That’s a picture for you to see what your life would be
like if I had not made you in my Son, crucified you in my Son, raised you up in my Son, and set a
life before you of works that I have prepared that my Son would do in you.”
So loved ones, Christmas day is a big thing for us. And of course, you see what it is for all of
us; our life is not the life of a fiddler on a roof. Our life is not a little life comme si comme
ca, you know, oh it may go this way it may go that way, or it doesn’t matter. Our life is something
that God has planned in his own Son and he has a way for us to go that we can walk in. So, I’d
encourage each of us, especially when that fatalism gets a hold of you and you think, “No, I can
never, I can never,” remember it’s the enemy of your soul that is painting that picture to you.
It’s the enemy of your soul that is saying, “No, no what you are, is what you’re supposed to be.
That’s it you cannot change it.” And God is saying to you, “That is the absolute opposite of
reality. What you see unfolding in your life so far is the life that you would have lived if I had
not changed you in my Son and put my Son within you. But my Son is within you and he has a whole
series of things that he wants to do and say through you that will enable you to enjoy what he
enjoys with me.” And that’s it.
So Christmas is a – if you’d like to say it’s a new beginning for all of us. It’s our new
beginning. It’s the reality that we have been created in Christ Jesus and that God saw each one of
us even before we were in our mother’s womb, before we had any living substance, God saw us and he
had every day of our lives written in his book before there were any of them. So, does it matter if
your mother forgets you? No. Does it matter if your father forgets you? No. Does it matter if
all of us forget you? No, because there is one place where you cannot be forgotten because you are
part of his very heart. Let us pray.
Using our House of Clay - LIVING FAITH
Using Our House of Clay
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
In a poem there is a line “mildly he lays his glory.” John Milton was a poet, a 16th Century I
think, one of the greatest English poets that was produced in this land. And one of his early poems
– he was a great Latin scholar and Greek scholar and so his English is full of those compound
sentences that it takes your mind to stay very alert to understand. And one of his early poems runs,
“That glorious form, that,” talking about Jesus, “That glorious form, that light insufferable, and
that far-beaming blaze of majesty, wherewith he wont at heaven’s high Council-Table, to sit the
midst of trinal unity, He laid aside; and here with us to be, forsook the courts of everlasting day,
and chose with us this darksome house of mortal clay.”
And you probably got the gist of it, that Jesus laid aside all the wonder and the brightness of
sitting with his Father and the Holy Spirit in heaven in order to take unto himself this darksome
house of mortal clay. And that’s we know what actually happened. We were born in him, he was born
in us. From the very beginning he took upon himself the darksome house of our mortal clay, not only
the darksome house of our physical body but you know where you’ve been and I know where I’ve been.
We’ve all been places we would hope that nobody else here knows about. We have all been places in
our minds, and our feelings, and our bodies that we hope nobody else knows.
He took that upon himself. He dwelled in that. He has experienced that. He came to dwell in the
darksome house of our mortal clay. The worst thought that you and I have had he has borne. The
worse imagination that you’ve had, the most miserable that you and I have ever been, the most
wretched, the lowest place that you and I have ever got to in our experiences, or in our minds, or
in our feelings, or spirits, he has been there with us. He has gone down into everything with us
and that’s what it means.
And it’s important at Christmas to see that it was not just the stable, and the straw, and the dirt,
and the cattle, it was us he was born in us and he has endured the very worst in us. So we owe him
great gratitude. No one else, even our dads and mums, no one else has been with us in everything.
No one else has seen the bottom of our hearts the way he has so we owe him a lot. And of course the
reason he came and endured all that was for one thing, because he has a life that he wishes to live
in you and me.
And so he has borne all that. So often he has stood not even being recognized by us, not even being
given a word of acknowledgement by us, he has stood inside us and borne, and borne, and borne, and
waited, and waited, and waited. And what I want to say to you and to myself is, let’s now end the
waiting for him. And I’ll tell you what I mean.
He has things to do through each of us. We can see some of the things pretty obviously, some of
them are plain. We’re going to call the newsletter the Christian Business International. There are
articles that he has to write. I’m speaking to you for a moment just as an ordinary school teacher.
I know from experience that if you have above average intelligence you can do most things. You
won’t discovery the theory of relativity, perhaps but you can do most things if you’ve above average
intelligence. All of you have.
There are articles that Christ wishes to write in the Christian Business International that he can
write through you. I’m asking you will you give yourself to learn to write. Will you stop saying,
“I’m not very good at writing.” I know you’re not very good at writing, I understand that. But
it’s not you that’s going to write. All the Savior is asking is will you fit yourself; will you get
the equipment so that he can write those articles through you? Will you use Word in the computer
and use the thesaurus, that is the little list of words that give you synonyms, you know, other
words that will say the same as the word you’re thinking of and will give you variety in your
vocabulary, will you use that? Will you give yourself to making yourself not a great writer; you
don’t need to be Shakespeare but a good writer? And I’m saying will you let Jesus write through
you?
I think that’s one of the places you may say, “Oh, listen this is more like a commercial.” No, this
is fact, Christ is in each one of us and we have certain ways here that we can express him to the
world. One of them is that newsletter. And we do need a variety of us to be doing it every month
because we saw the way it works when you don’t do it every month; it almost disappears from the
earth completely. We had three publications last year.
But I’m saying to you, forgetting about whether we publish or not that’s not the issue, the issue is
will you let Christ live in you. You have things that he can say through you that he will not say
through any of the rest of us. There are little articles in the newspaper and in the magazines that
you will spot just because you come across them and nobody else will. Cut them out, put them in a
notebook, and ask Jesus to give you light as to how you could use those to express to some business
people in the world some of the ways in which God and faith in God and trust in him and respect for
his commands actually enables business to be operated more effectually.
But will you let Christ live in you? That’s it. I think you understand that even though it kind of
shocks you a bit me hitting you on the Business International, I think you know in your heart that I
couldn’t care less about the Business International. I couldn’t care less about the newsletter.
What I’m saying is Jesus has chosen the darksome house of mortal clay in each of us and has borne in
us all the dreadful things that we know he has borne. I know certainly in myself and I’m sure
you’re not so very different from me, I know the things he has put up with in me and borne in me.
And it was all so that someday I would stop thinking of myself as Ernest O’Neill with these
inadequacies or these limitations and I would stop all this stuff about I don’t know how to do this,
I can’t do this and I would say, “Lord, I will make myself available. I will fit myself as well as
I possibly can.”
And I would say to you that you’ve probably found the same as many found in the early days in
Bethany Fellowship. I remember asking Paul Strand who was one of the first children there, “Well,
were you a good singer?” And he said, “No, none of us were good singers but we all became good
singers because we were the only ones to sing.” And that’s it. You become whatever you need to
become. Christ enables you to do what needs to be done. I remember Carol Brown a little Minnesota
lady who had that little phrase, “We do what needs to be done.” And she really had very little
education of any kind but she did what needs to be done and that was the attitude. And that’s what
I’m saying to you, will you let Christ begin to live in you, begin to do the things – you don’t need
to think a lot about, “Well, I wonder what he wants to do? Does he want to go to Mars in me?” Well
he obviously doesn’t want to go to Mars in you because you’re not a space person and you don’t know
how to get up there yet.
But you do have some obvious things that you can do and the Christian Business International is an
obvious one. And you are in the midst of London, you’re in the midst of one of the financial
centers of the world, and one of the business centers of the world. You’re in a situation with lots
of libraries and lots of newspapers with lots of businesses going on, with the financial news coming
out every day. You’re in the middle of it all and you can get the information that is needed even
if you say, “I don’t know anything about business.”
You know a lot more about business than most people just because of practical experience. But the
big thing is Christ can guide you to the right information and he can enable you to write clearly.
And if you don’t know grammar you can get to know grammar. That is one thing.
The radio is a great opportunity for us. I can’t do all the speaking, it’s very obvious. For one
thing I don’t last forever, but I can’t do all the speaking even if I do last a long time. That’s
why I urge you and encourage you in the Homiletics class; we’re going to run it again this next
quarter, let Christ live in you. Sure you can’t speak, none of us can speak, we’re all like Moses,
and we all have our excuses. I stammer, I can’t speak loudly, I can’t speak clearly, I haven’t the
flow of language that this person has or that person has. No, but you have a voice and you have a
good mind, and you have a basic education and Christ is able to make you better and better because
speaking is a matter of practice. It’s a matter of doing it again, and again, and again.
And if you say, “Oh, but aren’t there outstanding speakers?” Well there may be some outstanding
speakers but frankly, I think most of us are in the same boat, we’ve become what we are by doing it.
There’s great opportunity for each one of us not only to prepare so that we can make presentations
on radio but also so that we can make presentations to other people about living in Jesus in
business. There are great opportunities there.
If you keep on saying, “That’s for Myron to do, or that’s for pastor to do, that’s for Greg, or
Marty to do.” Christ cannot become himself in you. You will forever live inside your own
inadequacies. So please if you’re saying to me do you think I can do all those things? No, but I
think you can do all those things through Christ who strengtheneth you. And most of us are in the
same boat, we’re very shy, we’re very uneasy with public performance. Most of us would rather sit
in a corner and be not noticed. But Jesus requires a face. He needs a face, he needs eyes, he needs
a tongue and you have all those and he says, “Will you lend me these? I have given you everything I
had; will you lend me these while I’m here on earth in you?” That’s it.
So Christmas for us is a very personal thing. It’s will you let Christ do what he wants to do in
you? Will you let him live in you? It ties up with our time. I feel very strongly that we ought
to be guided by the inner light of Jesus’ Spirit within. I think that’s right. I don’t think we
should be some corporate body that moves according to certain corporate principles and moves when
the general says we should move. I think that each one of us should be moved by the Spirit of Jesus
who always of course moves in harmony in his body but we should be moved by the inner voice of
Jesus.
But our time is not ours to harvest, and to keep, and to protect, and to defend so that we can hear
that in their voice. Our time belongs to him. If he wants us to pray then we need to pray. If he
wants us to be alone in our room we need to be alone. But it’s not for us to determine, “Oh my
time, I need to protect my time. I need to keep my special private time. I need to get away from
everybody else.” I’ve always felt this, you can say it’s just the discipline of the ministry, but
I’ve always felt if Jesus has a prayer time going, or if he has a meeting going, or if he has
something where everybody else is there and they would like me to be there, I’ve felt that’s where I
should be.
You may say, “That’s dreadful. That’s a dreadful way to run your life.” Well, that’s what I’ve
always felt our life was in Jesus. Our life was at his disposal, it wasn’t for us to do what we
wanted with it was for him to do what he wanted with. I’m sure I might prefer to be alone in my
room at that moment but he wants to be out among the others in me and that’s where I should be. So
our time is his it’s not ours. Our time is not ours to do what we want with it belongs to him. He
has given up, he has forsaken the courts of everlasting day and chose with us this darksome house of
mortal clay so he has given up all of eternity, constant brightness around him all the time and
dwelled with us in all kinds of little shadowy places.
So it’s nothing to say, “Lord Jesus, this life is your life. This time is your time.” If you say
to me, “Oh, we’ll become a nothing” that’s right you lose your life and you’ll find you’ve saved it.
You’ll find that there is rising up within you a new person that is different from you and that is
more glorious than you. And yet, you find that you are becoming your real self in the midst of him.
And that’s what that verse means you remember, we are most truly men when we are him and he is us.
So you can think of other things you know, you can work out other things. But I think that’s what
Christmas day means. Jesus is saying here in this chapel in different ways to different people
here, “May I?” And you have to answer. Let us pray.
1996 Communion Service - LIVING FAITH
1996 Covenant Service
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
We all know the numbers of times we have thought, “Well, this is certainly one of the stops on the
road of life.” You think of marriage as one, you know, you think of a funeral as another, some of
us think of a birth or a baptism as another, some of us think of our graduation from high school or
university as another. But at different times we feel this is an important moment and often we feel
this about the new year, we feel this is an important moment for us and we try to rise to it.
And I just want to make the point without sentimentality without emotionalism because you can see I
feel better than I’ve felt in my life for a long time, but I just want to make the point very
clearly that it was let’s say interesting to me to see how quickly the end comes. And that it’s
quite important for all of us even at the relatively young ages we are, it’s quite important for us
to see that it ends very, very quickly. That it just comes and it’s gone and you don’t realize it.
And I think we have a tendency to think it’s going to go on forever and ever. And we have a
tendency to think, “This year we made resolutions, we made decisions, and we kept some of them and
some of them we didn’t, but we’ll have another year, and another year.” And I just want to make the
very plain and obvious point that at March 10 as we sat at the stoplights and I said to, “Irene I
think love, put the blinkers on and let’s blast we don’t have a lot of time.” It goes very fast.
And the same time will come for you. And it maybe March 10th and not at the beginning of the year
it would be nice if God arranged it, just the 31st of December and you’d be ready for it. So it is
very important that we stop messing about. That is it is very important that we stop saying, “Oh
yes, yes, yes I should come to breakfast every morning with Lucy,” or whoever might be the guest.
Or, “I should be pure in my heart, and my thoughts, and my body.” Or, “I should be disciplined.”
Or, “I must start to pray every day.” Or, “I must get back to my disciplined bible study.” Or, “I
must stop being cutting in my words to this person.” Or, “I must…” and it’s on, and on, and on.
There comes a time when we have to see plainly that we are wrapping Christ in such tight swaddling
clothes that he is not able to be seen. And what people are seeing is us, us with all our failings,
with all our inadequacies, with all our disobediences, with all our eternal resolutions. You
remember, what we’ve often quoted, that it’s no use having a good intention if it does not translate
into action and the life then Christ is not seen. He is wrapped in swaddling clothes or he is
wrapped in a shroud, in grave clothes.
And so often I think we would all say that what people are seeing in us is not Christ in all his
beauty. It’s not Christ in all his liberty and his freedom; it is Christ bound up in our repeated
failure to take action in this bible study, our repeated failure to take action in this practice or
habit that we know is not expressing him. Well I’m saying you can see is you’re going to find
yourself in the spot I was in last March but without the right surgeon at the right moment, or with
God deciding that’s enough that is it. Come and join me. And that will be this life over.
And that I thought was the great benefit of that thing in March. Nothing sentimental, nothing
emotional about it, but just that all of us here we’ve had it – some of us have had it with our dads
and mums and here it was our very own family you know, one of us. I mean, I say it was me in this
case but if it was Marty it would be the same thing, one of us who is blood of our blood, bone of
our bone, and is as far as we know with us forever. And suddenly that life ceases and that’s what
it will be like for each of us.
So I bring that before you to stress to each of us that there is only one way to live and that is
that verse of scripture Philippians 1:21, “For to me to live is Christ,” because really what we are
doing is we’re wrapping Christ in swaddling clothes, we’re wrapping him in grave clothes and we’re
saying, “Me first.” You know that, you know that, that’s what we’re saying. When we say I prefer
this rather than that, we’re saying, “Me first.” You can see it in this pitiful creature, I mean,
did I like chocolate mousse, you know. Does a bunny hop as they say? So you know all that and we
all know the story, we told the same story about Perry Mason’s side kick you remember who smoked all
his life until of course it was declared that he would die in a few weeks or months of cancer. Then
he went on television you remember, speaking about cigarettes. Of course we know it.
Can we stop? Of course we can stop. The examples are all around us everywhere with this chocolate
mousse lover, or bacon lover, or whatever. Of course we can stop. The issue is not will we stop,
the issue is, is it to life is Christ is that living for us? Or is living me first, me first, and
my pleasures, myself indulgence, my enjoyment, my life? Is that first or is Christ? That’s it you
know.
We ought to just be sane and sensible about it, that will Christ’s life be ministered in the Garden
Café, will Christ’s life be ministered in the store when you go in? Of course, if Christ is
bursting out from you and Christ will burst out from you if he’s the only one that counts, of
course. You won’t have to think of ways to bring up Christianity or ways to share the gospel, or
ways to talk about the bible, or talk about Christian Corps. You won’t need to there will be such a
life, such a rising joyous life of Christ that will enter that store, there’ll be such a spontaneous
spirit of victory in the Garden Café that people will sense it, they’ll know it because it will be
Christ.
And what they’re seeing is a pitiful shadow imitation of Christ in us, or they’re seeing Christ
wrapped in swaddling clothes so that they cannot recognize him. That’s what it is, it’s not better
ways, it’s not more knowledge of Schaeffer (a theologian), it’s not more understanding of Barth (a
theologian), it’s not more cleverness with our words, it’s not all those things. It’s Christ living
glorious instead of us.
And what I’m saying to us is what prevents that is all the little things that we’re playing games
with, because that’s all we’re doing. That’s what I’m saying, we’re playing games, you know. Once
a guy takes a knife and cuts you down there and then you say, “Are you going to stop eating
chocolate mousse?” “You better believe it, yes, yes because I don’t want any more staples down
here.” But I’m not doing anything you wouldn’t do, you’d do it. What I’m saying is we are able to
do it by God’s grace. We are able to change, we are able to stop doing the things, we are able to
lift out of this stupid crawling mole like life. You remember the guy who says, “We burrow like
moles through the ground and we should be flying like eagles over the mountain tops.” And we are
able to exchange that bluff, oh great discipleship life you know, great Christian life. “I’m a
disciple, I’m trying to follow.” Its foolishness, just foolishness and you know it and I know it.
And I’ve said it to you before. “Lord I’m stopping, I’m going to stop. I’m going to stop Lord; I’m
going to stop Lord. I’m going to stop, stop thrusting the sword into your side. I am going to. I
am determined.” It’s madness you know, it’s just sickening, it’s just – we just know we’re
hypocrites pretending. So that’s why I bring this before you.
It’s covenant service. There are transactions to be done between each one of us and our Lord during
this service. And then there’s a life, a glorious life to be lived. Will you decide does my
physical satisfaction either in food or in lust, or in passion, or in friendship, or in happiness,
does that come first or is it for me to live is Christ? Lord, you go for it, forget all, forget
even that I exist, forget even that I feel tired this morning, forget that I don’t like that or that
thing is dead. Lord, it’s you, let’s go. And go for it with all our hearts, that’s it. That’s
what he’s saying to us today. So really, it’s a very easy, simple, straightforward, honesty between
you and the one, who has not hesitated, has not hesitated for a moment.
Let us pray. Lord Jesus, we hear the words now of your invitation. Dearly beloved Christian life
to which we are called is a life in Christ redeemed from sin by him and through him consecrated to
God. Upon this life we have entered having been admitted into that new covenant of which our Lord
Jesus Christ is mediator and which he sealed with his own blood that it might stand forever.
On one side the covenant is God’s promise that he will fulfill in and through us all that he
declared in Jesus Christ who is the author and perfector of our faith. That his promise still
stands, we are sure for we have known his goodness and proved his grace in our lives day-by-day. On
the other side we stand pledged to live no more unto ourselves but to him who loved us and gave
himself for us and has called us so to serve him that the purposes of his coming might be fulfilled.
From time-to-time we renew our vows of consecration especially when we gather at the table of the
Lord. But on this day we meet expressly as generations of our fathers have met that we may joyfully
and solemnly renew the covenant which bound them and binds us to God. Let us then remembering the
mercies of God, and the hope of his calling, examine ourselves by the light of his spirit that we
may see wherein we have failed or fallen short in faith and practice. And considering all that this
covenant means, may give ourselves anew to God.
What Wears You Out? - LIVING FAITH
The Joy of the Spirit
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
I’d like to try to talk about the joy of God that he has for us, the joy of God. And I thought a
good place to begin was Romans 14:17 or God thought a good place to begin. Romans 14:17, “For the
kingdom of God is not food and drink but righteousness and peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.” Joy
in the Holy Spirit. And the introduction is useful for us to notice, “The kingdom of God is not
food and drink,” Paul is talking you remember, about one person eating meat, another person eating
vegetables, and all that kind of thing and that you should not do anything to make your brother
stumble so really it didn’t matter on the whole because all things were clean.
I think it’s quite important to see that the kingdom of God is certainly is not food and drink and
the kingdom of God is not just a matter of an efficient business community. Or, the kingdom of God
is not just a nice home such as we have with nice cars. The kingdom of God is not even living with
dear people that we love and good friends. The kingdom of God is not that plus nice holidays and
able to go out to shows, and have really all the things when you think of it that the people of the
world want and regard as good. The kingdom of God is not that.
And I think it’s important maybe to say that because it is very easy, I think anybody here would
agree, it’s very easy to slip down into that and for your whole mind and all your life to be taken
up with those things because you can be. You and I know that, we can go – you waken in the morning
and from the moment you awake there’s something to do, at least brush your teeth, or put your
clothes on and have your quiet time and then you have to get breakfast and you have to – you know
it better than I do here. Then you get out into the car, and you have to get downtown at a certain
time, and you get in – well, is there a moment, once you arrive at work is there a moment when you
can even reflect? No, you go right to it and then people start coming into the business and you
start serving them, and well you know. But the kingdom of God is not that and it’s very easy for it
to slip into that.
And it varies a little in the stores, in the life in the stores, and to a certain extent you have a
little more freedom in some strange ways than we have back in the office and back at home. But
actually it can be the same thing, you get up in the morning, immediately your mind is working,
you’re getting your breakfast, and you’re getting out and you’re meeting people all day and it is
very easy for the kingdom of God to become that for us. That is the kingdom of God in the sense of
quite a satisfying life. Quite a satisfying life not totally satisfying but quite a satisfying life
in that it uses our abilities quite well and we work in pleasant circumstances and we certainly work
with pleasant people who care about us and it’s very easy to say, “Well, we have so much more than
the world has,” and of course we have because the world often is filled with loneliness and often
has people that they’re competing with in their jobs and businesses.
So it is very subtle and very easy to begin to regard the kingdom of God as the good situation that
we have here and that’s not the kingdom of God. And we need to awaken at times and see that. The
kingdom of God is not food and drink and I think you would agree it can even deteriorate further
with us; it can deteriorate into our little treats. “Alright, well the kingdom of God yes, it isn’t
that but it’s that plus treats because after all you need something to lift you a little and if you
can get a little chocolate chip ice cream and have a little something else then it makes life
worthwhile.” But it is surprisingly easy for life to slip down into the kingdom of God being that
pleasant kind of life.
All the time of course you feel there is something empty about it and indeed, I think we have often
talked – certainly Myron and I have talked a lot and I’ve mentioned it here and I think we’ve all
talked about it, that it is very easy for life to become just a constant drive. It is very easy to
be part of a team that is obviously very successful. Anybody in the world would say, “You’ve got a
very successful team here, a very successful family, a very successful business, a very successful
community.” It’s very easy for that to be the driving force so that we are driven all the time by
the needs that we have and the purposes and the goals that we fulfil every day. So much so that I
think at times we’ve all felt probably a little frayed a times. Just felt a little, “This is
driving, driving, driving and how do you slow it up? How do you stop it? It’s successful, it’s
obviously successful, and it’s great.” But, there is s drivingness about it that makes it quite
difficult to have fresh ideas. Indeed, we haven’t much time fresh ideas for you to come in we’re
too busy; our attention is utterly and completely on what we’re doing.
Now, what we need to see is the fault is not with what God has set up graciously. The fault is not
with success. The fault is not with all the wonderful things that we have. The fault is actually
with our eyes. Our eyes have started to get used to those things as the kingdom of God. And when
somebody says to us, “The kingdom of God is not a matter of food and drink but it is righteousness
and peace and joy in the Holy Ghost,” we say yes well we do have some measure of peace, and we
certainly have joy. We have joy in all the things that we do and all the things that we’re
achieving, and we have joy too at times when we get little treats and we have joy at times when
we’re with each other. We do have joy. Joy in the Holy Ghost, well I think that will come to us
probably in our later years and as we get on we’ll have more joy in the Holy Ghost.
But it is joy in the Holy Ghost that is everything. It is the key to everything. It is the source
of all God’s creativity and life and I think often we leave no room for the joy of the Holy Ghost
because of course the joy of the Holy Ghost is something that the Holy Spirit himself brings into us
from Jesus’ heart. We do not create the joy of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit brings that joy
from Jesus’ heart into us. Sometimes it’s a serenity, a deep quiet serenity. Sometimes it’s a
bubbling thing that is just bubbling inside us. It bears some relationships to animal spirits but
it isn’t animal spirits. I don’t know if little Irish boys are always like this but of course,
eight, nine, 10 year old I would delight in coming down and clunking my mum you know and then
pulling her apron strings, “Hi, mum.”
Well, those are animal spirits, it’s nice and you can’t hold it back you know, it’s just there. You
can’t think what to do to let it go except tell her to shut up, but there’s just delight inside.
But that’s not joy because actually all of us know that isn’t under control often. Often it isn’t
even under our control but if it was under our control it’s certainly not under Jesus’ control and
there’s nothing – there’s something in it that’s fun but it hasn’t the sweetness and the fragrance
of the joy of the Holy Spirit. And so when I say the joy of the Holy Spirit is bubbling underneath
all the time it’s like a power and a life that is coming from somewhere else. So it’s the gift of
the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit brings joy, brings joy into us.
I didn’t go too far in the meaning of it at all. I didn’t look up much it’s chara but it’s chara
mia mine and it’s obviously it’s chara – then if you did charismatic so it obviously ties up with
the gifts and of course, if you look into the saint’s lives the key mark of the saint’s life is joy.
Joy that is just there all the time whatever you’re doing whatever your situation is, whatever your
circumstances are, there’s just joy that you don’t know where it’s coming from but it’s just there.
It’s a delight in all of everything in the bad and the good. It’s a delight in God.
You can’t just say in God as if he’s just an invisible being, it’s the whole thing. It’s somehow
the classic philosophers used to talk about the spheres as having a music you remember, and you get
it in John Milton you know, his poetry, the music of the spheres and the whole belief was that there
was a harmony, such a harmony in the universe as the spheres as the different planets and stars
turned and orbited. There was a music they created, a harmony in the universe. It’s something like
that. There’s a joy and very harmony of all that God has done and that is given by the Holy Spirit.
To whom is it given? Well, Matthew 13 gives – there are some of these clues that we know from
Sunday school days but we somehow forget them or think we’ve gone past them. Matthew 13:44 “The
kingdom of heaven,” you see the kingdom of God, “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a
field, which a man found and covered up; then in his joy he goes and sells all that he has and buys
that field.” The Holy Spirit gives joy, now we learned this from Sunday school days, the Holy
Spirit gives joy to the person who finds treasure hidden in a field and then sells all that he has
to buy that field. And I mean, we all remembered that and we say, “That’s what we did when we gave
our lives to Jesus. We saw that we’d to give everything up for him only.”
But I think as we walk on after our Savior we get distracted with all kinds of other things and we
forget that and it’s so easy to fall into all this and heaven too. And then all this becomes more
important than heaven and before you know it you’ve ceased to sell all that you have and you’re
beginning to try and get back some more things for yourself. And the Holy Spirit cannot give joy to
anyone of us that looks for the many substitutes for joy that the world has and that Satan has. And
we need to see it here. It’s easy to think, “Oh, but we’re all traveling to Zion and we’re all
walking together in Jesus, surely we cannot be tempted to some other substitute joy?” Of course we
can.
We live in the world and we live in the midst of these substitute joys. Moreover, because we’re in
business we’re involved in chocolate covered cherries. We’re involved in all the things. We’re
involved in cars, and motorbikes, Fire Blades, and BMWs and all the other things so of course, we’re
walking in the midst of these things. We’re smelling them every day. It’s very easy to step back
from the position you took when you first met Jesus where you were ready to sell everything and you
did sell everything in order to buy that field so that you could have that treasure but it’s very
easy to begin to treasure other things as well as that and then it soon becomes treasure other
things more than that and the Holy Spirit has to withdraw himself and has to withdraw the joy of
Jesus.
And so further along you wonder why life has become dry and that’s the mistake probably we make, we
tend to say, “Well it’s the work. That’s it, we’re working too hard,” or, “Well, it’s too
organized,” or something else but it’s none of those things. It’s that we have taken our eyes off
our Savior and things and really what we need to do is go back – my two ladies were Mrs. Keith and
Miss McDonald, they taught senior infant Sunday school, go back into Mrs. Keith’s class, go back
into your Miss McDonald’s class, whoever yours were, and hear again Jesus telling this parable and
saying that, “You must give up everything in order to have him.”
And I think that is where the joy goes. I think that we begin to satisfy ourselves with our
cameras, or satisfy ourselves with our cars. Just washing the cars, you may say, “Is it the
comfort?” No, it isn’t the comfort of the cars at all, just operating all of these things is fun.
Just doing the things that we do, working the computers, selling the jewelry, it’s very easy to get
satisfied with those treating ourselves as if we’re little monkeys that get our satisfaction out of
hitting little keys on computers, or putting little jewelry pieces into boxes. But that’s not what
we were made for. We were made for Jesus and only when we turn away from those substitute
satisfactions will the Holy Spirit begin to pour into us again the joy of Jesus.
So the next verse here again you’ll know it from your Miss McDonald’s class or your Mrs. Keith’s
Sunday school class, Verse 45, “Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine
pearls, who on finding one pearl of great value, went and sold all that he had and bought it.” And
we all know it, we think that’s what do we call it in America, Philosophy 1 or whatever, but that’s
course number one, that’s a basic class that we all did when we met Jesus, you have to sell all your
pearls to buy the one pearl of great price. But then we begin to – we buy that pearl and then we
begin to see other little pearls and we think, “There’s no harm in picking up those little pearls,”
and we don’t really think we’re getting much of our satisfaction from those little pearls but
bit-by-bit they become satisfying and we begin to be satisfied with either the exercise of our own
powers, and abilities, in an operation as full and as complete and rounded as this one, or we begin
to look for other little things that we haven’t got. That’s often a measure of where we are in
regard to this, are you satisfied or are you dissatisfied?
You know, do you find yourself – you obviously don’t find yourself trying the old marijuana, but do
you find yourself trying to get other little things, “Oh, if I could just get a little something, a
little something that would give me satisfaction. Maybe I’ll try this, maybe I’ll try that.” All
you’re doing is you’re starting to look for other little pearls and the truth is that the Holy
Spirit gives the joy of Jesus only to those who have nothing else, who have made no other
arrangements, who want only the joy of him and that only and they turn away from all other joys. If
you say to me, “Does that mean you have to stop being married? Does that mean you have to stop
going out with each other as friends?” No, no, no it doesn’t mean all of that but it does mean you
settle in your own heart what you cannot do without.
And it’s easy enough to find out that because if you still feel some resentment, some
dissatisfaction, a little bit of discomfort when somebody doesn’t do exactly what you want them to
do, or go out with you when you want them to go out, then that’s indication, alright that unrest
comes because your joy is coming a bit from that and you’re dissatisfied because you’re losing that.
That’s why the next verse is one again, that we know well, Luke 9:62. Luke 9:62, “Jesus said to
him, ‘No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.’” And I
think that’s what happens, we put our hand to the plow and we surrender all to Jesus and then we
look back and we see something and we think – we don’t think that’s bad. I don’t think we would
touch it if we thought it was bad, but we look back and see, “Well, that was quite nice, that I had
before I gave everything to Jesus and it’s not bad so I think I’ll enjoy that a little. Jesus would
want me to; he wants me to enjoy all good gifts.” And so we look back at something that we stopped
thinking of years ago, or months ago, or weeks ago and we look back and we begin to hanker after it
again and we’re turning back from the plow and the Holy Spirit is grieved and withdraws the joy of
Jesus, because, the joy of Jesus is delight in his Father.
Jesus made all the elements that we haven’t yet discovered. Jesus made all the planets that we have
not yet seen. Jesus made the Pacific Ocean; he made the ski slopes in Switzerland and in Colorado.
He made all those things, he knows they’re nothing. He knows his Father is the heart of everything
and all joy and Jesus’ joy is in his Father. And when we turn back to something stupid that we have
turned away from years ago, we’re turning back to foolishness and stupidity away from the king of
glory. And the Holy Spirit cannot of course – you can’t have the joy of Jesus unless you have the
attitude of Jesus. You can’t have the joy of Jesus in his Father if you are treasuring something
that he regards as a little nothing that he turned out in a millisecond. And so when you turn back
from the plow it seems to me the Holy Spirit withdraws the joy of Jesus.
And then do you see Luke 18:16, “But Jesus called them to him, saying, ‘Let the children come to me,
and do not hinder them; for to such belongs the kingdom of God. Truly, I say to you, whoever does
not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.’” And a little child, we’ve said it
often, a little child, when you were a little one that’s five or six years of age you did not care
what John Major did or didn’t do, or what Roosevelt did or didn’t do, or what Heath did or didn’t
do, you didn’t. And you didn’t worry, “Well, I’m worried about where my next meal is coming from,
that’s my problem.” As a five year old or a six year old, you were just delighted. Your dad and
mum took care of everything and the big thing was where are you going out to play today and life was
filled with trust in your dear father and mother, and that’s what Jesus wants. “My joy,” he says,
“Is given by the Holy Spirit to those who treat life the way a little child does. You’re children
of my Father, look at the lilies of the field, they toil not, neither do they reap and yet Solomon
in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Look at the birds of the air, they don’t sow,
or reap, or gather into barns and yet your heavenly Father feeds them will he not much more feed you
oh men of little faith?”
And so when we have that attitude of a little child the Holy Spirit gives the joy of Jesus to us and
I think a lot of our trouble can come from we have enough money but really it’s not the amount of
money you have, sure it’s not it’s whether you’re pressing that to the limit and if you’re pressing
it to the limit then you haven’t enough money. And it doesn’t matter how much money you have, if
you press it to the limit you really don’t have enough money and you’re always hoping for some more.
And a little child is not like that, whatever his dad gives him that’s great, it’s just wonderful.
It’s just wonderful, it doesn’t matter how silly it is in the world’s eyes, if his dad gives it to
him that’s great, that’s just what I want. And that’s part of where the joy of the Holy Spirit comes
from.
I’ve tried to put down a couple of things that I thought made it very clear. The joy of the Holy
Spirit is given to a person who has summed up what life is about who has got to the bottom of life,
a person who has died and whose life is hidden with Christ in God. A person who has summed up what
life is about, who has settled what life is about, and who has got to the bottom of it. This means
a person who does not hope for anything from life but looks to God alone for whatever he is pleased
to give. This means a person who does not hope for anything from life but looks to God alone for
whatever he is pleased to give.
And I think when you are looking for something from life I think you will not be able to be filled
with the joy of the Holy Spirit. I think when you’re still looking for something. If you say to
me, “You mean, when I do a sale I shouldn’t even feel satisfaction that I did that sale?” Well, to
tell you the truth probably even that is dangerous but the big thing is sure, maybe you have some
satisfaction in that but if you dwell on that you soon begin to exclude the joy of the Holy Ghost
and you soon begin to substitute for the Holy Ghost’s joy your satisfaction in making that sale.
And us being human beings as we are, it’s not long after we take our eyes off of Jesus, that we’re
beginning to not only be satisfied with a sale but to think, “Pretty clever I was, pretty clever,
pretty capable.” And it’s not long after that before your eyes go to the figures and the additions
for the week and then for the month and then it’s all downhill after that.
So yes, I suppose there is a momentary satisfaction but it seems that if you let your eyes remain on
that joy it’s not long before Satan has a way of stealing from you then the joy of the Holy Ghost.
This means a person who does not hope for anything from life but looks to God alone for whatever he
is pleased to give. A person who no longer thinks of himself the way his relatives and friends do
but regards Christ only and cares only for his wishes and desires. A person who no longer thinks of
himself the way his relatives and friends do but regards Christ only and cares only for his wishes
and desires.
So it is – you can see it’s a radically different life. You no longer think of yourself the way
your friends and your relatives do or the way even the other people in this family do but you care
only for Jesus and for his wishes and desires. Now, here’s what I want to tell you, to such a
person the Holy Spirit gives this joy and there is nothing like it. It is everything. It is
everything. The joy of the Holy Ghost is everything and it is what we were made for. We were not
made for all these other little substitute things, even how – you know, I have to repeat what that
dear Mrs. Stinson quoted, “I dare not trust the sweetest frame but wholly lean on Jesus’ name.” I
dare not trust the sweetest frame, the Greg Leitschuh that I married. I dare not trust Martha, the
sweetest friend I have. I dare not trust Marty, the dearest man. I dare not trust the sweetest
frame but wholly lean on Jesus’ name.
Not because we don’t love each other but because only Jesus is reality. He is behind everyone.
Martha is just a little – has her beauty from Jesus. Marty has his beauty from Jesus. It is Jesus
that is behind each one of us and when our eyes are on him, the Holy Spirit takes the joy of Jesus
and infuses it into us. Now, out of that comes beauty and creativity, and energy, lightness of
heart, brightness of eyes and mind, tirelessness in whatever situation. Out of that joy comes the
sweetness that takes away the dryness of routine work. From that joy comes the deep satisfaction
that wipes away all the sense of being driven. This joy alone will take away the drive out of our
lives, the driveness.
Do you see that that gentleman does not want the driveness anymore than you want the driveness? I’m
willing to take it on myself, when I drive I don’t want the driveness anymore than you want the
driveness. But only the Holy Spirit can bring into us the joy of Jesus. The peace and joy in the
Holy Ghost that is the kingdom of God. What is the kingdom of God? Well, I mean you know it but
dominus is the Latin word, that gives us dominate. Oh, I’m sorry dominus is Lord, dominate. So you
know, you can see it yourself king dom, it’s the dom of the king. It’s the domain of the king; it’s
the rule of the king. So, the kingdom of God is the rule of Jesus in our hearts and our lives.
And you can see the rule of Jesus in our hearts can only take place where we have stopped ruling
them ourselves or where we have rejected the rule of Satan in our lives, or the rule of candy, or
the rule of human fulfillment or satisfaction, or the rule of pleasure in our bodies or pleasure in
our feelings. Where we have rejected those rules then the king himself comes and rules, the kingdom
of God comes and the kingdom of God is not food and drink but is righteousness, and peace, and joy
in the Holy Ghost. And the joy of the Holy Ghost is what brings a sweetness and a fragrance.
Martha, every one of us, there isn’t one of us here that does not feel at times we get into ways
that we do not know how to get out of. They aren’t even obviously evil ways, they just seem driven
ways and we don’t want them. The joy of the Holy Ghost. So each of us individually has
responsibilities. You can’t bring it about by fear; you can’t change it by just deciding here.
Each of us here, each of us here has a responsibility to get back to selling all our pearls to buy
the one pearl.
Let us pray. Lord Jesus, we fill our lives with teas and meetings, and work, and books, and
computers, and things to do. And we see Lord, that all these things can so preoccupy us that we
have no time for you yourself. And we see Lord, that you are right when you refuse to give us your
joy just because we seek you for half an hour, or because we make an effort and give two or three
hours to meditating. We see Lord that you are right, you always do the right thing, and you are
right not to reveal yourself to us unless we are ready to sell all the pearls for the one pearl of
great price, unless we are willing to put all these things back into their proper place, to do them
but to give our hearts to you, to look to you only for satisfaction and happiness in this life and
the life to come.
Oh Holy Spirit, we ask you to help us now each one of us, we hardly know what we’re praying about
but Holy Spirit, you know. And you know how to lead us into the joy that you bring from the heart
of Jesus into anyone who will give up all substitute joys and seek Jesus only. Holy Spirit, we know
the joy of Jesus is there and is indeed all around us and through us at this moment but we need eyes
to see and we need to open our mouths to receive.
We ask you Holy Spirit, to lead us in so that that word may become true for us, the kingdom of God
is indeed righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.
Picture Perfect – a Life of Trust - LIVING FAITH
Picture Perfect – A Life Surrendered
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
You’ve seen it yourself sometimes, and sometimes it’s just a spring morning in the sunlight and
sometimes it’s a painting and it just takes your breath away. It just surprises you, you know that
all things were made by him and without him there is nothing that was made. And that Jesus and some
little guy, I forget his name, he’s not well known to us all, in some little garret somewhere wrote
those notes. And then I believe its Sutherland, a lady that is not really naturally physically
beautiful, she’s an Australian you remember. Retired now I think from opera singing but so big and
ungainly that they thought she could never be in opera or be on the stage and of course she is one
of the singers, I think it’s called the Flower Duet.
And then when Jesus marries those two voices together with this little guy’s music and creates
something. I hadn’t heard it, I think maybe years ago I heard it, but it just was startling in our
bedroom you know, when it was playing last night. And that was made by Jesus and so were you and so
was I. Because you are and I am; we are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good words
which he has prepared beforehand that we should walk in them. And you are here for the same purpose
as that piece of music, to show the beauty of Jesus, that’s it.
It obviously hasn’t much to do with how beautiful we are, whether our noses are the right
proportion, or our bodies because there was no beauty in him that we should desire him. He was
despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. We esteemed him stricken,
smitten of God and afflicted. So it’s not the outward appearance but it’s your life and my life, it
was made by Jesus inside himself to be a thing of beauty. And I know it’s a cliché you now, isn’t
it Keats (poet), “A thing of beauty is a joy forever” but that’s why you and I were made. To be a
joy forever to our dear father, to be a piece of his son that filled the world with beauty and that
filled his Father’s eyes with pleasure and that’s why we’re here.
And that’s why the little shop is important, or the café, or the cars, or the jewelry, or this
chapel, or the house, it’s all like you it’s just a frame inside which God is painting a picture of
his son that would otherwise not be seen. So there’s a beauty – we were talking you remember about
Pierre Koffmann (famous chef) and La Tante Clair Restaurant and Mary was reminding me this morning
that there is a piece in that that he says, “Why do I think the work of a chef is unimportant?
Because, he spends hours over it but it’s gone in a gulp.” And then he says, “You can never
describe it.” You can never describe the taste as it’s tasted, you can never describe the look of
it, so it’s something that exists in that piece of food for a moment and then it’s gone. And you
feel that, that you can’t paint that, there’s something in that music that you can’t paint. And you
can talk about it but you can’t describe it, you have to hear it.
And you remember, someone has said, “The only authentic part of any art form is that which cannot be
expressed in any other art form.” And so a piece of sculpture can express something to the touch
that cannot be expressed in a painting because you cannot touch it, and it cannot be expressed in a
poem because you can’t touch it. And then of course the other is true with a poem or with a
painting. But that’s what we are; you’re a part of Jesus that cannot be expressed in any other way.
And if you say to me, “Are we meant to be perfect?” Oh, you better believe it, you’re the only
version, you’re the only version we have. Yeah, and you better be perfect.
Don’t argue about, “Oh does this mean I’ll never make a mistake and all that kind of stuff?” But
see that yes, you have just the same responsibility to make it as perfect as you possibly can just
as Pierre Koffmann does. You have a beauty of Jesus that can only be seen in you and that’s the
purpose of our lives. And yet you know you’re right we do have this treasure on earth in vessels,
that’s right. I don’t know if you remember the piece you know, in Philippians that Oswald Chambers
uses, he says, “Work out your salvation with fear and trembling because it is God at work in you
both to will and to do of his good pleasure.” And of course Chambers points out, “That’s it. God
works his son into you but it is your responsibility to work it out through you.”
And I suppose the first step you have to take each one of us here is, well are we ready for that?
Am I ready to admit that I’m only a bit of Jesus? Am I ready to admit that I was created in Christ
Jesus so I’m part of Jesus? And it says in John that I was made of his very own life so I’m made of
him. Am I ready to be just a bit of Jesus? The Bible says, “You are actually the body of Jesus and
each of you is a different part of that body.” And each of us has to decide are we ready to be
that? And when somebody criticizes you, or looks down upon you, or ignores you, that’s a moment of
reality when you have to say, “Amen.” Or you have to stand up on your own hind legs and substitute
all your ugliness and your horror for the beauty of the one who said, “I am meek and lowly of
heart.” And who walked down the Calvary road and allowed them to beat him really to death.
So in a way that’s a very important issue. We often talk about that as the crisis work of
sanctification but the name doesn’t matter, the important thing is that you have to decide are you
willing and am I willing to be just a bit of Jesus not to be myself. Am I willing to accept that my
old self, the way I used to be was crucified with Christ and that is dead and gone in the lamb that
was slain from before the foundation of the world and that I am no longer alive and it is not I that
live but it is Christ that lives within me? Am I willing for that? And that’s very real and that’s
why I present it to us often and repeatedly over the years because it’s a position that you have to
hold to it if it’s going to be real.
And it’s not a bad thing to examine ourselves year-by-year day-by-day, am I willing to be just a bit
of you Jesus? Am I willing not to be treated as different from you at all? Am I willing to be here
and let you paint your picture in me? And it seems to me that’s where our will, because it’s mainly
the will that is concerned in that crisis work of sanctification, that’s where the will repeatedly
is concerned because you have to decide, “Am I willing to let Jesus do what he wants? This is not
pleasant; this is not what is normal. I have a right in this situation to turn, a worm even turns.
I have a right to turn. I have a right to stand up for myself. I have a right to insist that
things go my way.” So repeatedly you have to be willing, if you want to live in reality to say,
“Yes Lord, whatever you want to do.”
Because I think he takes us down pathways that we’re not expecting and that we think are a bit off.
I mean, we think it’s just a bit much. And you must admit, when you think of it the moments when we
get into trouble in our relationships are when we think they’re gonna step too far and we better
stop this. Those are also the moments when the whole thing falls apart. And if you reflect in
those moments, if you bow the head at that moment and say, “Into thy hands I commit my spirit.” I
don’t know what it is, I don’t know that you know what it is, but it’s miraculous. The mighty
providence of God seems to work things out and you don’t lose, or if you do lose you don’t know
you’ve lost and it doesn’t matter to you.
So usually it’s at those moments when we want to take the thing back in our hands and we say, “Yes,
I’m part of Jesus but even Jesus would not put up with this.” It’s usually at those moments that
Jesus would go another step. That’s part of his beauty. The other part that I’d like to mention a
little to you is that beauty of Jesus is within us and that wants to express itself outwardly. And
that’s the part that is talked about you remember, in 2 Corinthians 4 it is, where Paul talks about
our outward man being destroyed and our inward man being renewed every day. It’s the part where he
says, “Death is at work in you but life in them.” It’s the part where he says, “You bear about in
your body the dying of the Lord Jesus.” Of course we’ve talked often that our outward man is
certainly our body and if the beauty of Jesus is to come through you and me every day it has to get
through our body. It has to get through our body. That’s what people see of us, they see our
bodies.
I’m not talking about beautiful body, or slim body, or a strong body, I’m talking about our face and
our hands, the part of us that express our heart and our life, that has to be under the control of
Jesus. I think all of us had good mums and dads but they had all kinds of mannerisms many of which
we look on their face and we inherited that. It’s so funny if you look at the little guy, indeed if
you look at dog, you can see him imitating his master. But certainly a little guy or a little girl
you’ll see him – I mean, it’s very funny if you see a little boy with his dad and his dad does
something and the little boy does it too.
So it is with us, we’ve inherited all kinds of expressions on our faces, all kinds of ways. I’ve
inherited a joke with a joke with a jag. I’ve inherited all that Irish humor that as a little bit
of a dig in it. That isn’t – I don’t think it is good. But you’ve inherited things too. We’ve all
inherited things too. Some of us have inherited loud voices, some of us have inherited soft voices,
some of us have inherited fluent tongues, some of us have inherited stammering tongues, we’ve all
inherited different things. That’s part of the outward man that has to die day, by day, by day, by
day and that the Holy Spirit works out in each of us.
You know I’ve talked about this before because it concerns particularly living with each other. And
that’s where those things show up, the outward man, the body for one thing, the inability of the
body to express the love, or the kindness, or the immediate care of Jesus, or the words, or the
clarity of Jesus’ mind at that moment. That’s what wears us all out. We wear each other out by our
mannerisms, by our inexpedient ways. By the way we move our hands, by our inability – if you like
to think of weep with those that weep, by our inability to weep with those that weep often because
we’re stiff and starchy, or we were brought up never to cry, we never cry, we just bite our lip or
keep a stiff upper lip. And so it goes on.
Or, our fathers were facetious so we’re facetious; we always make jokes at the wrong time. We say
the wrong thing at the wrong time. That whole realm of the outward personality, that’s part of what
Paul is talking about when he says, “Our outward man is dying away day-by-day and the inward man is
growing strong.” The Holy Spirit is constantly working the death of Jesus into us in those things.
What I’d love us all to remember is there’s a beauty that Jesus has to create in you that you
yourself have not seen and that I have not seen but it’s a beauty that he knows how to produce and
to do it he has to change the mannerisms and the ways a lot of us speak and think. And it is not
un-American to do that, or un-South African, or un-Taiwanese, or un-Irish, it is not a shame to do
that it is a glory. So in a way, the progressive work of sanctification is that breaking of that
outward shell. And of course you all know that inside the shell of the body you, is the shell of
the soul with usually we talk about the mind, and the emotions, and the will. And you can see too
that if in here in our spirits Jesus is, “I in them and they in us Lord,” he said to his Father, the
Spirit of Jesus to get out certainly has to come through the body but has to get through the soul.
And the soul of course has all of its mannerisms too. Our minds are used to thinking in a certain
way and our emotions are used to feeling in a certain way, and our will is often used to being an
absolute slave to the body so there’s a whole turnaround that has to take place there. And this is
the realm of course, that affects mostly home living, family living, and businesses. Now, my
countrywoman has not to be embarrassed because it’s just an illustration but Sheila was in the café,
I think one time last year or her first year, and she was cleaning away some stuff and there was
one of those dear customers that don’t care about anybody, and she kind of said, “Take that away.”
Something like that, I may have got it wrong, but I know Shelia felt just utterly offended. It just
makes you feel like a nothing, you’re just there to be ordered around.
But I think all of us have that. I think all of us have that. And some of it, there’s something
good in it when it takes place under the control of Jesus but at that moment the Savior bowed his
head, and so did you actually, you bowed your head. That’s what I mean. The mind is trained in all
kinds of ways, some of which are helpful to Jesus and some of which are inexpedient. That’s what
God is working at continually in us, breaking this outward man so that the mind and the emotions are
directly an expression of the heart of the Savior who is within us.
And of course you can see that when these things are unbroken and Jesus is in there, then it doesn’t
matter you know, what you say but he is buried, he is buried in there. And that’s why in a sense
you remember it’s often said that there is no static state for the spirit. The Father loves the son
through the Holy Spirit and the son loves the Father and that’s how we ourselves are part of that
family. But the Spirit is always moving and where he isn’t moving he’s grieved. And usually there
is a lack of life.
But you can see that unless the Spirit is able to move out through our souls and through our bodies,
there isn’t a movement of the spirit within us and that’s when you find lives, Christian lives that
are static and dead, that are frozen like fossils. In a life that is moving in Jesus there is a
movement within it, every day it is being given up to death for Jesus’ sake. Every day the strength
of the mind, of the emotions are being more and more molded into Jesus’ own heart so that they are
effective servants. And that’s what we call a progressive work of sanctification; that God is
working every day when you deny yourself daily and take up the cross and follow him.
But what I would say to each of us is, our conversation at table, yes the way we set the apples into
the baskets, yes the ways we get into the cars each day, I know it sounds crazy, but the way we
punch the PDT’s, Christ means that to becoming more and more a picture of himself every day. He
means it to become more and more beautiful, more and more gracious. Just the way you remember the
old preacher said, “The Holy Spirit when he comes makes woman ladies and men gentlemen.” The Holy
Spirit of Jesus is working all the time on this picture of which you are the frame and only one dear
person is the picture and he’s working all the time to bring that about.
So what we heard there is what God is doing in you. And that’s why our home life is meant to become
more and more beautiful, more and more gracious. And the way we speak to each other is meant to be
more and more uplifting until yes, until Jesus is wearing your shirt and wearing your stockings, and
your hair, and has my suit, and is coming into this chapel and then that’s glory. But that’s what
it’s meant to be, it’s mean to be that and nothing short of it.
We ourselves, well in Ireland we would say we’re a pack of egets, but we ourselves are a bunch of
hams, but he can make beautiful what is here and that’s what he’s doing. Let us pray.
God’s Generosity - LIVING FAITH
Displaying God’s Generosity
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
You know how many think Jewish people are kind of mean and miserly and grabbing and greedy. But
there is in them great generosity and you find that many of the libraries and many of the public
institutions have received a lot of gifts from Jewish people. And I think it’s because there’s
great generosity in the law. We always think of the law in the Old Testament as very don’t do this,
do that, don’t do this but there’s great generosity built into it. And it’s interesting if you read
it carefully you find that. There’s a kindly heart behind God’s commands.
Deuteronomy 24:10, “When you make your neighbor a loan of any sort, you shall not go into his house
to fetch his pledge.” So he presumably gives you something, “I’ll give you this money and I’ll take
your coat as guarantee.” “You shall stand outside, and the man to whom you make the loan shall
bring the pledge out to you. And if he is a poor man, you shall not sleep in his pledge,” it’s
interesting if it’s his coat, or if it’s his blanket you won’t sleep in it. “When the sun goes
down, you shall restore to him the pledge that he may sleep in his cloak and bless you; and it shall
be righteousness to you before the Lord your God.” Just very kindly, you know.
“You shall not oppress a hired servant who is poor and needy, whether he is one of your brethren or
one of the sojourners who are in your land within your towns; you shall give him his hire on the day
he earns it, before the sun goes down (for he is poor, and sets his heart upon it); lest he cry
against you to the Lord, and it be sin in you. The fathers shall not be put to death for the
children, nor shall the children be put to death for the fathers; every man shall be put to death
for his own sin. You shall not pervert the justice due to the sojourner or to the fatherless, or
take a widow’s garment in pledge; but you shall remember that you were a slave in Egypt and the Lord
your God redeemed you from there; therefore I command you to do this. When you reap your harvest in
your field, and have forgotten a sheaf in the field, you shall not go back to get it; it shall be
for the sojourner, the fatherless, and the widow; that the Lord your God may bless you in all the
work of your hands. When you beat your olive trees, you shall not go over the boughs again; it
shall be for the sojourner, the fatherless, and the widow. When you gather the grapes of your
vineyard, you shall not glean it afterward; it shall be for the sojourner, the fatherless, and the
widow. You shall remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt; therefore I command you to do
this.”
So it’s interesting, God reminds them, “You were nothing but slaves and I lifted you out of it and
really I have been generous to you, that’s the way I want you to live.” Shall we with grace sit
down? Loved ones, will you look at Leviticus 19, it’s another repeat of that sentiment that we read
before Leviticus 19, and it’s to the old farmers. Leviticus 19:9, “When you reap the harvest of your
land, you shall not reap your field to its very border,” so you know there was kind of a field like
that you see, and God was saying, “You know, don’t reap right up to there. Leave this bit, leave
this bit. Don’t reap it right up to the very edge.” So there’s the edge you see, and he was
saying, “Don’t reap it right up to the edge when you harvest your field.”
“You shall not reap your field to its very border, neither shall you gather the gleanings after your
harvest,” and the farmers know it better than me but I take it the gleanings are what is left over
after the first time they take the reaper across the field. Then they go back and pick up the
little bits. He said, “Neither shall you gather the gleanings after your harvest. And you shall
not strip your vineyard bare; neither shall you gather the fallen grapes of your vineyard.” So
presumably you have a tree and you’d have all kinds of grapes on it and God was saying, “Don’t take
it absolutely bare to the branches. No, no, leave some grapes on it and there are grapes that fall
down here, don’t gather them, you see, leave them.” “And you shall not strip your vineyard bare,
neither shall you gather the fallen grapes of your vineyard; you shall leave them for the poor and
the sojourner: I am the Lord your God.” So that’s it you know.
I think it’s easy for us who call ourselves Christians not to do that. You remember there was a
book that came out Kids of the King or The Kings Kids and it was one of those modern slang American
books that emphasize that we’re the kids of a millionaire father, of a very rich father. We are the
children of a father who is very rich. I think it’s very easy for us to miss this whole reality. I
think it’s very easy for Christians to get a name for, “Boy, reap it right up to the edge. That’s
good stewardship. Reap it right up to the edge, that’s good stewardship. Get everything, after all
God has given it all to us and we need to get every bit of it and that’s just good farming, to reap
it right up to the edge. And this business, this is important, these little grapes that fall or the
grapes that we missed on the first time we picked the trees, go back and pick them all. After all,
they belong to God and they’re his gift to us, we ought to get everything we can.”
I’m not sure that we do that because of those reasons. That is, I’m not sure that we really do say,
“Now God has given us all this so we ought to be careful with it,” because in all kinds of other
ways we’re often wasteful. I think we do it because we’re mean. I better say in America we mean,
mean is cruel and ugly isn’t it but I mean, mean in the British sense miserly. I don’t know what it
is Orest (a member of the audience) in Ukrainian, miserly. When you’re miserly with money but you’d
have to think of the word and help Oksana with it. But I think we who are God’s children are often
miserly. That is I think we reap it right up to the edge because we don’t want to miss anything
that God has given us.
And often we clothe it in holy terms and we say, “Oh no, we’re doing it because after all the Lord
has given us all this field and we ought not to leave any of it.” But here he is right at the
beginning you might say, of time and saying, “Look, don’t reap your field to the very edge, don’t
reap it to the very edge. Look at the hills, have I counted the daffodils? Have I counted the
number of daffodils I’ve put on each hill? Have I counted the grass under your feet? Have I
numbered it all? Is there anything where I have not at times wasted you would say, wasted? How
many little turtles are born and how many actual survive? How many birds are born and how many
survive? How many insects or worms do you think there are under the earth? Would you notice if
there were a million or two less? No, you wouldn’t.
How many colors have you seen under the ocean? Do you know that there are colors there that none of
you will ever see? I am full of love and of a desire for beauty and I scatter it everywhere and
your whole world is proof of that. You have far more sea water than you need; you have far more
wind than you need. You have far more richness in the earth than you need. That is my heart to
you. Think how much money you have wasted in your own life, think how much time you have wasted. I
have not held back. I have not numbered and counted it out to you. So you, don’t reap it right to
the edge. None of it is yours; I gave it all to you. Don’t reap it to the edge; leave the edges
for poor people who have no field, for others to gather. Yes, leave the edges out of shear
generosity even if nobody gathers it. Have a generosity in your life and a generosity in your
heart. Don’t count every penny. I have not counted every penny to you.”
And of course it’s the same heart you remember, you get in Jesus. Remember that piece in
Philippians, “Have that mind in you which you have in Christ who counted not equality with God a
thing to be grasped but emptied himself and became as a servant.” And it seems to me God is saying,
“You can have to two minds,” in Ireland it’s a saying we have if you ask us, “Are you going to the
movie tonight?” We’ll say, “Well, I’m in two minds. I’m in two minds whether I’ll go or not.” And
what we mean is we have two attitudes about it. We’d like to see the movie but we don’t know if we
could be bothered going out on such a wet night to see it.
And it depends on which side you look at it what attitude you have towards it. Well, that’s what
God is saying, “Have the mind in you which you actually have in Jesus.” That is, “I have made you
in my son and you’ll find inside yourself at times this kind of mind operates in you, this kind of
spirit rises up inside you.” You feel, “Yeah, let’s be generous,” and God is saying, “Have that
mind. Go with that mind. Go with the mind of Jesus. Be like Jesus. Be like me; don’t go with
that other mind, that narrow little mean squirrel like mind that says, ‘Well, I can’t be sure where
I’ll get my next meal. I can’t be sure if I give this away whether I’ll get anymore. I’m really
dependent on my own cleverness here, on my own earning ability, on my own ability to make do with
the little that my mean miserly Father has given me. I’m dependent on that and so I better be
careful that I don’t waste any of it and by waste I mean give any of it away. I don’t give any of
it away. I hold onto it.” It’s possible for us to be like that.
I was in the ministry, well, you know I was in the ministry and so I know the attitude that we
Christians can often have. We can often take the attitude, “Well, I’ve been called to the Lord to
this work and this is a good work, a godly work, and it’s for his sake and for his glory, and I’m
already giving my whole life to it, and so really that’s my giving taken care of. I mean, my whole
life is given to God. I mean, I work here in businesses that are for his glory. I live together
with other people in a house that is lived in his presence so I’m giving everything to him. So any
little bit of money that I get as an allowance, or a salary, or wages well, surely that is my own to
do what I want with.” There is hell. There is hell. There’s hell. That’s hell right in the
middle of heaven. That’s it. That’s it.
Why I feel it so strongly is maybe you say because I feel everything strongly, but because I know
that spirit so well, I know that attitude so well because I was brought up in that kind of Christian
dedication. It was very noble in many ways but at its heart was a self pity, a preoccupation with
self, at its heart was a lack of faith in God. That was it, a lack of faith in God. I can’t
remember what we all get, but I count up my 100 Pounds, or my 200 Pounds, whatever it is, I count up
my money that I get each money and I carefully put it out. You know how I joke I say, “When my wife
and I fell in love I had 100 Pounds saved and that 100 Pounds went like that in a matter of six
months.” And that was my little dried up heart. And I was regarded as one of the conscientious
members of the seminary.
But I see it now it was a little dried up heart that lived as if it was going to virtuously make do
with the little that God had given me. In other words, it was basically an attitude of unbelief, an
attitude of atheism. A feeling that, “Well, we Christians we’re here to do a great work for God and
we don’t have many resources. We don’t have as many resources as those miserable old sinners out
there who get out and make a mint and make a fortune. We virtuously do on this little bit that this
Father of ours gives us and now we have to make that eek out.” While George Mueller is sending
gifts to Hudson Taylor and he’s sitting down at a table in his own orphanages with 100 children
around him and no food until somebody knocks at the door. So of course it’s obvious, God’s children
are men and woman who have God’s generous heart.
And the reason they have God’s generous heart is not because they say they ought to have but because
they are in Jesus and Jesus’ heart rises inside them and Jesus’ heart says, “Give, give and it will
be given unto you.” And if it’s not given unto you give anyway because God knows you have given and
he will watch over you, and he will either give you grace to do without or he will provide for you.
But be generous; give as he has given to you. And then that affects everything, it affects
everything.
It affects our holidays, it affects the way we deal with each other, it affects our readiness to
give whether we have it or not, to give because that’s realty. That is reality. We are a miserable
crowd. If you look over all the things you’ve done in your life and I look over all the things I
have done, and we look over all the things that we have had and we’ve been given, we could not have
foreseen it, we could not have brought it about. We’re amazed at how God has provided for us, how
we’ve had many things that we never dreamed we’d have. So we know fine well that it is God’s
goodness that has given us everything. It is not our own cleverness.
Many of our own ideas have not worked out right. Many of the things we thought would make us money,
they haven’t made us money. But he has in fact, arranged our circumstances so that here we are
today with all that we need. And so that’s reality and what Jesus says today is, “Have my mind
inside you. Let my mind work its way out through you, don’t let that old worldly mind,” yes
worldly, “That old worldly mind of religion take over. That old miserly religious mind of the world
that says, ‘Now listen you’ve already made a big enough sacrifice by giving your life to Jesus now
you don’t need to continue to give the little that you get.’” Rather Jesus says, “I’m here on the
cross and I’ve been given everything, everything. I’ve been given everything.” As the blood flows
you know, “I’ve been given everything and I give everything to you because I need nothing because my
Father has given me all I need.” That’s it.
So I think that’s what Jesus wants of us. Jesus wants that of us in our home life together, in our
holidays, in our business, we’re to give, give little things, give little things to each other not
spoil it all by saying, “Well, look we all have equally little or we all have equally much,” or,
“That other person has more of me than I have in this respect.” No, if Jesus’ heart moves within
you, give, give. Even if the other person is far better off than you in some ways. If Jesus’ heart
moves in you, give because that’s his heart and that’s the heart of God and that’s what brings joy
and delight to him. And that’s what keeps us clear of this old miserable legalistic we call it
evangelical but it’s not evangelical.
“Evangelion” in Greek is good news, good news. “Eu-aggelion” is messenger, news, “eu” as well,
somebody who has good news for other people. Let us be truly evangelical. Let us let Jesus’
generosity show through us so that every time anybody comes into the Garden Café they sense a
generosity not just because our portions are good portions because that doesn’t cost you or me
anything it just costs the business, but because they are being dealt with by people whose hearts
flow with generosity and who have a generous spirit in their own everyday lives. Let us ourselves
begin to enjoy all the liberty and joy of generosity. Sometimes I think we miss it. Sometimes I
think we miss it.
Sometimes I think you get too uptight. Funny, me a little miserable Belfast boy saying that, but
sometimes I think you get too uptight. You cut it too fine you know. “Well, I have this amount for
this, this amount for this, this amount for this.” Well, it’s good to be organized but if it
organizes generosity and the free spirit of Jesus spontaneous love out of you what good is it? It
seems to me a lot of the joy is in going out for ice cream and you pay for it, you know. And you
don’t know where it’s going to come from but you pay for it. And then of course the next time
somebody else sees that and they say, “Oh, we’ll pay for it.”
So there is a place for saying, “Oh, now we all ought to divide up.” There is a place for that but
that should be almost the exception. And the norm is meant to be Jesus giving freely and then the
world will stand and stare because it will see a generosity beyond even its generosity. And it’s
quite interesting if you look around, I don’t know how many of you who have studied investments have
seen that, but it’s remarkable how many secular businessmen show immense faith. They put thousands,
millions of dollars into things and they have no guarantee that it will come back but they somehow
feel it will go, it will work. And it’s amazing how many secular businesses show a generosity, just
a free generosity that actually it’s very hard to trace a market purpose in it and yet they do it.
And actually that’s what God prospers. God prospers his son’s heart wherever that heart is
expressed. Let us pray.
Eternally in Jesus - LIVING FAITH
Eternally in Jesus
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Would you turn to Colossians 1, and that’s where I thought of starting. It’s that piece you know,
that I think we read in the commissioning service. Colossians 1:15 and it runs, “He is the image of
the invisible God, the first-born of all creation; for in him all things were created, in heaven and
on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities—all
things were created through him and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold
together. He is the head of the body, the church; he is the beginning, the first-born from the
dead, that in everything he might be pre-eminent. For in him all the fullness of God was pleased to
dwell, and through him to reconcile to himself all things, whether on earth or in heaven, making
peace by the blood of his cross.”
And it’s not hard to see from the piling up of sentence after sentence that Jesus is everything, he
is everything. And he is the first-born of all creation and in him everything holds together and we
ourselves hold together in him. It seems to me important to see that because almost the emphasis in
our day of how big we are, how important we are and what do I feel I should do with my life. And
particularly, well we know from the me generation, what do I want, what do I like? We joke even
about the waiter in America who comes up and presents the menu to you and says, “My favorite is.”
Why, who wants to know what your favorite is and probably we’re in the same boat, “It’s my favorite
that counts.”
So it seems to me in that way we’ve all got very big in our own eyes and as we grow big in our own
eyes the problems grow and we tend to get preoccupied with the very inabilities we have to do the
things we want to do. And it seems to me so true and so stabilizing, and so reassuring, and so sane
to see that Jesus is the first-born of all creation and that we ourselves are God’s workmanship
created in Christ Jesus and that we are part of Jesus. Then it seems to me important that even with
the difficulties our finite minds have about predestination, it seems very important for us to step
right back and look at this whole situation and see, “Now alright I can see God does not have to
think A, then B, then C. I mean, God’s mind is infinite and he doesn’t even need to think
sequentially. Indeed, obviously the meaning of eternity is that there’s a timeless state that does
not have A, then B, then C, but it has all A, B, C, and D all in one moment.”
So obviously when God conceived of this whole plan he conceived of it like that. It’s quite
important it seems to me that we see that that is reality. That God conceived; we can’t tell what
God did before Jesus but obviously the moment he conceived his only begotten son, in that same
moment he conceived all of us because it says Jesus was the first-born of all creation. And it
implies that from the moment God conceived of having an only begotten son he conceived of that only
begotten son being a human being. And he conceived at that same moment of all us human beings being
begotten or created in his son.
It just stands to reason if you and I can look at even a little dog and see that it can either do
what we tell it to do or not do what we tell it to do, we know fine well that human beings once you
give them free will they can either obey you or not. And God obviously saw that in that same
second, he saw that his son was going to be filled with lots of little independent creatures that
just wanted to do what they wanted to do. And it seems to me at that very moment he was faced with
the issue do I want this and am I willing to bear this or am I just going to crush them and force
them to be what I want them to be? It’s either that or I’m going to have to bear them and their
rebellions, and their independent wills inside myself and to bear it, and bear it, and bear it until
they see what I’m like and until they welcome the position that I’ve given them and they rejoice in
me.
And so it seems to me that’s why the Bible says, “The lamb was slain from before the foundation of
the world.” And it seems to me that’s why, if you just glance at Ephesians 1, that’s why those
statements are made that are so baffling in a way in Ephesians 1:3, “Blessed be the God and Father
of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly
places, even has he chose us in him (in Jesus) before the foundation of the world, that we should be
holy and blameless before him. He destined us in love to be his sons through Jesus Christ.” It
seems to me that’s the meaning of it all.
And it goes right down to that Verse 9, “For he has made known to us in all wisdom and insight the
mystery of his will, according to his purpose which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the
fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.” That as far as
God is concerned the crucifixion and the agony of the crucifixion took place you might say in the
second he conceived of Jesus. In that millisecond that he conceived of his only begotten son he
conceived of all the rest. And he conceived that in himself he would have to bear all the
consequences of these millions of little creatures having their own way, doing their own thing, and
he obviously knew his plan with the world, and the earth, and the planets by that time. And knew,
could see in a millisecond all of the consequences of us wanting our own way. It didn’t matter what
it did to the rest of the ocean, and destroyed the wildlife, we would do it. We would have our own
way.
The man who wanted to get drunk would have his own way, and beat his wife, and abuse his children.
God saw all that, conceived of all that. You see in some way, in some way we have to step back and
I know this is shattering to you. But there’s some truth in the idea that we have to step back and
say that God conceived of all that and said, “Behold it is very good.” See, to us it’s unthinkable
but in some way God saw that he was rectifying the whole thing in his son. He was going to bear us
in his son. He was going to continue to bear us and he was going to hold on to us and he himself in
his son was going to bear the pain that really we would have – well pain isn’t the word for what
would have happened if he had rejected us from Christ, we would have ceased to exist. We would have
lost everything, we would have lost life itself and so when he saw all that he in fact bore all that
in that second.
And if you like to say it, the rest is history. The rest is history. The rest is the working out
of that. The rest is just the working out of it. He obviously had to allow the world to come about
as it is now with us all doing our own things, with us all having our own way, with us slaughtering
each other and destroying each other, and causing pain to each other. He had to allow that to
happen because that was a part of the reality of free will and we had to see that. We had to see
what life would be like apart from him, what life would be like if it was not in him.
And so that’s the purpose of this world. That’s why in a way when we talked this morning, its right
to say we cannot actually convert this world into the kingdom of God. It would actually be against
God’s very plan to do it. And to the extent that we all get wrapped up as against Jesus’ own words,
“If my kingdom were of this world my disciples would fight.” To the extent that we get wrapped up
in trying to make the world like heaven, in a way we’re opposing the very plan that God has because
every time a thing goes wrong here on earth it is because the rectification of that has taken place
already in Christ. God has already born that and turned it around in Jesus. And so he is only
letting the negative be seen because the positive is already created.
He has already created heaven. He has already ended this whole miserable succession of evil that
has taken place in our universe and he has already created heaven. And indeed the proof of it is,
is there are people there now enjoying heaven. And so everything that is negative here is negative
simply so that we will see, “Ah, not just this too shall pass away but this too has passed away.”
God has already changed this and turned it around.
That’s why the Bible says, “God has reconciled the world to himself.” God could not live in peace
if all these things had not been solved. He could not live in peace. That’s what it means when
Jesus says, “Behold I have overcome the world.” And why Revelation talks about over comers. God
has already born all this in his son, born it into destruction and raised it up as he meant it to be
in his son who sits now with him at his right hand and us in his son with him.
And of course, why I thought it was important to say that today was that speaks right to our
condition at this moment. This has not come upon us without God not only knowing it but being
willing for it. This whole situation is God’s, he knows this. And the only reason he has allowed
it to take place is because he has already turned it around in his son. He has changed it and used
it.
So why I wanted to put it to you this way was too often we shared with each other as, “Now encourage
your heart, keep your heart up now I’m sure good will come out of this.” Forget that. Of course
good can only come out of it because good has come out of it, already God has dealt with this whole
situation and has turned the whole thing around and he has no doubt. See why otherwise could God
rest in peace at this moment because he loves us so much? How could he rest in peace if he thought,
“We’re not sure how this is going to turn out. We’re not sure.” The only reason he can be utterly
at peace is that he has reconciled the world to himself. He has overcome the principalities and
powers. He has turned the whole thing around in his son Jesus and Jesus being raised from the dead
and overcoming death is all of us little creatures inside him being raised from the dead and
overcoming death.
And in fact, when you say, “Jesus is the first-born of all creation,” he includes all of us and what
has happened to him has happened to us. And so what has happened to Ada, what has happened to Dan,
what has happened to Amy, what has happened to Dan, all of that has happened in Jesus and has been
turned around in him. But it does change vitally even the fine for speeding you know. I certainly
agree we’re not encouraged therefore to be careless, or to be easy going, or to say, “Oh, well God
will turn it around.” Because that in itself is almost proof that we’re not responding to the truth
that he does love us and he does care what happens to us.
But still he does enable us to deal immediately with the unpleasant things that happen or the things
that we feel are not the best. “Alright, but God saw that too. Alright, so it was my fault in this
way or was this person’s mistake in that way; alright, but God saw that and God has it turned
around.” And I sometimes think even when you think you know, 150 pounds it sounds so terrible and
we get all wrapped up and really we know a year down the way and we’ll have forgotten it. And what
the Father wants from us is that joyous quick adjustment to reality immediately the thing happens
because he knows the only reason he let all the negative occur at all is so that we would see what
life would be like apart from him and we would see, “Ah, you mean God has triumphed over this also
that’s the only reason for it.”
But of course we live in a world where they have no concept of that and everybody thinks when the
thing goes wrong, with things falling apart, this shouldn’t happen. Well actually it should happen,
it’s the only thing that can be expected to happen and it’s what will happen right through our lives
here on earth. But when we see the reality of it and when we see, “Wait a minute Jesus did not stay
in the tomb. He actually rose against death and he actually overcame death. And we are
individually members of his body and have been created in him and God’s word assures us that if
Christ rises from the dead we also rise with him. Then I see we have been lifted out of it.”
So we are like men and woman who look back, we’re looking back. In fact old Barth has a funny
phrase that I felt myself described the thing but it sounds funny. He says, “After Jesus everything
is downhill.” But he means it’s kind of just a cruise you know, it’s just easy going. It’s just
the working out of something that has already been achieved. So it is important for us to see
that’s the reality of our present situation and it’s the reality with the fine for speeding, it’s
the reality for the little heart thing, it’s the reality of everything that occurs to us. The only
reason God allows negative to be seen at all is so that we’ll see what life apart from him is like
but that life has already passed and what we are seeing is just the temporal playing out of
something that is already completed in eternity and settled. Let us pray.
Dear Father, we are so small in our minds and so slow to see reality in the brightness of truth but
Lord we do thank you for it. We thank you for your patience with us. And we thank you Lord Jesus
that you are the most compassionate heart that we could ever know and yet you are rejoicing at this
moment. You are filled with Joy and it is only because you know that all things have been already
turned around, that our God has not put us down here to fight it out for ourselves or to sort it out
but he has put us down here in a situation that is already solved. Where we see the black moments
as just little secondary events and the brightness of the sunlight is what is reality.
Oh Lord, we thank you for that. We thank you that that’s the truth of our situation and the truth
of Dan and Dan, and Amy, and Ada’s at this very moment that you have in fact foreseen all that would
happen this day. You saw it centuries ago and you have already planned for that and you have
already redeemed that, and you have really brought out of it the good that you saw was possible
right from before the foundation of the world. So Father, we would look up to you and we would
rejoice that you have already overcome the world and that you have changed everything and turned
everything around.
We would thank you for the light that will come into each of our brothers and sisters hearts during
this very day and in the coming days. And the new closeness and the new commitment that you bring
about in each of us to loving each other and walking in the light with each other and encouraging
each other and building each other up in our most holy faith for your glory. Now the grace of our
Lord Jesus, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with each of us now and
ever more. Amen.
The Purpose of Our Life - LIVING FAITH
Body of Christ Disciplines
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
1 Corinthians 12:14, “For the body does not consist of one member but of many. If the foot should
say, ‘Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,’ that would not make it any less a part
of the body. And if the ear should say, ‘Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,’
that would not make it any less a part of the body. If the whole body were an eye, where would be
the hearing? If the whole body were an ear, where would be the sense of smell? But as it is, God
arranged the organs in the body, each one of them, as he chose. If all were a single organ, where
would the body be? As it is, there are many parts, yet one body. The eye cannot say to the hand,
‘I have no need of you,’ nor again the head to the feet, ‘I have no need of you.’ On the contrary,
the parts of the body which seem to be weaker are indispensable, and those parts of the body which
we think less honorable we invest with the greater honor, and our unpresentable parts are treated
with greater modesty, which our more presentable parts do not require.
But God has so composed the body, giving the greater honor to the inferior part, that there may be
no discord in the body, but that the members may have the same care for one another. If one member
suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together. Now you are the body
of Christ and individually members of it. And God has appointed in the church first apostles,
second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, then healers, helpers, administrators,
speakers in various kinds of tongues. Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do
all work miracles? Do all possess gifts of healing? Do all speak with tongues? Do all interpret?
But earnestly desire the higher gifts.”
I thought that an important verse was say 1 Corinthians 12:15, “If the foot should say, ‘Because I
am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,’ that would not make it any less a part of the body.”
So just because you say, “I’m not part of the body,” it doesn’t make you less a part of the body.
In other words, we are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus and whether you believe it or I
believe it, or whether you even act like it or I act like it, the fact is we are created in Jesus
and we’re part of Jesus and that’s reality, that’s a fact. And that’s just a fact that will not
change just because you say it’s not true. You and I are just bits of Jesus.
And it came to me in the first prayer there that we are perky conceited little asses, because we
really think always, almost always, in terms of ourselves, “Well, I’m myself you know and yes,
obviously the Lord Jesus died for me and I certainly worship and love him and I ought to praise him
every day.” But we act as if we are apart from him. We act as if we have some existence on our own
and if you reflect on your own attitudes, and your own decisions, and your own actions in your life,
I think you’ll find that a lot of our life if not all of our life, is lived actually as if, “I’m
Ernest O’Neill. I’m Lucy Blomfield. Yes, I have various talents and various gifts and I may not be
as considerate as everybody else but I well, I have my own life and yes I will give it to the Lord,
you know.” And it’s so conceited.
There is such an inborn conceit about us that is virtually insufferable. When you reflect that in
actual fact we’re not existing on our own. We are not apart from God. We are actually part of
Jesus and the only reason we are able to have another thought or to be conscious of anything else
this next second is because Christ’s invisible life is in us. I was saying to Marty, oh that one of
the philosophical points that they make to us or they made to us in Philosophy One at university was
simply questioning the law of cause and effect, which of course, I as a 17 year old coming from high
school thought, “Well you can’t question the law of cause and effect obviously, there’s cause and
effect.”
And then of course, the old Macbeth, his name was Professor Macbeth, started with the billiard balls
and you hit the white ball with your cue and it rolls over and hits the red ball and knocks the red
ball into the pocket. And we say of course, we brought that about, we with our cue carefully
directed the white ball so that it hit the red ball exactly at the right angle and shot it off at an
angle into the pocket. And then of course he says, “Yes, but what if those events were just
concomitant?” Concomitant means if they just happen together. “What if those just happen together?
What if just some other force just arranged that when your cue would hit the white ball a couple of
seconds later that white ball would roll over, hit the red ball, and then the red ball would go into
the pocket. But that this other force actually arranges the red ball to go into the pocket, that
it’s not your white ball hitting it that knocks it in. The red ball just happened to go in at the
same moment as the white ball hit it.”
And of course, once you begin to analyze cause and effect as carefully as that it becomes quite
difficult to prove that a cause had a certain effect. It becomes impossible to prove it when you
and I realize how many things had to be held together, molecules, protons, neutrons, just to keep
that red ball looking like a red ball because we know it’s a lot of little electrical charges
spinning around each other. And obviously, the only way that red ball appears as a red ball to us
is because some force keeps all those protons, neutrons, spinning around in that shape and it’s the
same with the white ball.
In other words, we know that everything there on that billiard table is held together by, well the
Bible says it clearly, “All things were created in Christ and without him nothing was created. And
all things hold together in Christ.” And so the whole universe holds together in Christ so it
becomes more and more obvious that what we say is our cause brought about this effect is almost not
worth saying because there are so many other things that are held together by God himself that one
has to say, “No, God himself gives the appearance of us doing things but actually we do very
little.”
Of course, the proof of it, or the evidence, or suggestion of it is in all our lives because we know
how we work, and work, and work. And we know that sometimes the work produces sales and sometimes
it doesn’t produce a thing. And we thereupon of course, begin to work out, “Oh yes, it was because
I didn’t make the presentation right.” Or, “It was because of this, or because of that.” Until we
run out of all the reasons because we get such a conglomeration of reasons, “Why did the silver go?
Or why does it not go?” Or, “Why did the enamel sell in this shop and it didn’t sell here?” And
after you’ve gone through all your arguments you at last finally give up and if you were really
honest you’d see it’s almost impossible to explain. But of course, we’re not really honest, we want
to hold on to our own little conceited ability to do things.
But the truth is that everything is actually in the hands of Jesus and we do not cause anything. He
allows us, for the sake of our sanity I suppose, or for the sake of teaching us something about
order, he allows us to think that we bring about certain things but actually we don’t. We are all
just part of him and of course, you can see the real danger in us getting caught up with running our
own lives. The real danger of thinking, “I caused this and I cause that, I bring this about
therefore I ought to in the next weeks bring this about.” And it’s not long, we’ll those of us who
try to lead would see that whether we lead or not we all see it in our own personal lives how you
can get utterly caught up. You feel, “The thing is getting out of control, it’s out of control.”
Out of control? It was never in control.
But, we kind of persuade ourselves that we have some things in control and there are a few that are
out of control and we get worked up or exacerbated. Actually, we should be batty and insane every
moment of every day because we don’t control anything we are just part of Jesus and we’re part of
his life and it’s him that brings about a semblance of order in our lives. But how often, how often
when you turned a corner in the car and the other thing has been coming straight towards you? How
often has the bike started to slide? How often have so many things? How often has your body almost
stopped working and the Father steps in, Jesus steps in and lifts the whole thing? How many of us
here would say we would be alive just because of our own care and own careful driving? No, all of
us would say, “At some moment we missed it. At some moment we went over the crown of the road and
if the other guy had not been awake we would have been dead.”
So we are just part of Jesus but you can see how insufferable we are, how insufferably conceited
little independent creatures we are that we keep on in a sense negotiating from this kind of little
fortress we have called Ernest O’Neill, or Marty Poehler, this little self with its walls and yes,
we’ll reach out, we will reach out to Christ. It’s ridiculous, a little fly on here says, “I will
reach out to Ernest O’Neill.” That’s, “You’ve finished reaching out fly.” That’s all God has to
do.
So it’s important for us to see that because we say, “We are not part of the body.” Or because we
think as if we aren’t part of the body, that doesn’t make us less a part of the body. We are a part
of Jesus. We are part of him. We are a little bit of him and what I thought he wanted to say to us
today was “What then is our life to be?” What then is our life to be, our daily life, our
moment-by-moment life? If that is the case, what is our life to be? Because we can see it can no
longer be the life that we normally live. I mean, that’s a meaningless life where we – well, it’s a
life without order. I mean, the world tries to pretend that there’s an order to it, you go and you
get your money after you’ve done your work and then you buy your food with your money and you buy
clothes with it. The world tries to give us a feeling that there’s some kind of order but we see,
no there is no order because repeatedly that whole thing would have broken down completely if some
other power or force had not stepped in.
So what is our life to be? If it’s not to be that getting us spending we lay a waste our days, if
it’s not to be that tomorrow I will go to such and such a city and do this thing and that thing, if
that is in fact a meaningless pretense then what is our life to be? And I mean, the Savior said, if
you look at John 4:34, even his life, even his own life had a very clear purpose. John 4:34, “Jesus
said to them, ‘My food is to do the will of him who sent me, and to accomplish his work.’” “My food
is to do the will of him who sent me, and to accomplish his work.” I mean, that’s what Jesus is
here for.
But of course, it doesn’t take a genius at logic to see that if we are part of him that is the
purpose of our lives. That’s the purpose of our lives. And that’s why he says food, I mean, can
you see how conceited we are. We say, “Oh yes, my food is to do – yes, it would certainly be much
healthier for me to spend my life doing the will of the Lord. That’s a healthy thing it’s
psychologically healthy. That’s what it means, it’s my food you know, to do that.” Or we say worse
than that we say, “Yes, yes, Jesus was certainly dedicated to that and we should make that our very
food. We should make that our very food. Yes I am rather arbitrary about that I just think oh well
I’m doing something good for God, or I’m paying him a compliment by trying to do his will. Really,
my attitude should be that that’s the very meaning of my life.”
I don’t want to say go to hell but I say what bluff. Our food is to do the will of him who sent me?
It’s our very life. It’s our very life. There is no point of us being here. It is mad, it is
foolishness the eating, the sleeping, the fun with the chocolate sorbet and all that but it’s
nothing there’s no point in it. It’s death, it’s emptiness. Our food is to do the will of him.
Our food, our very life and I’m not saying our life as Christian Corps, that’s stupid that’s a
nothing. Christian Corps is a nothing. I’m saying each one of you and me, our very life, our life
does not exist unless it is doing what God sent you to do. You, you, each one of you and me not you
as a member of Christian Corps, not you as a sales person, not me as whatever I am, not that, that
doesn’t matter two bits. But Jesus exists in each of you here in this room, you are part of him and
he has a will of his Father to do in you and it’s not just so often we say, “Oh yes, overall,
overall Lucy contributes this to it.” And we’re so stupid you know, Christian Corps, Christian
Corps, Christian Corps, and Lucy contributes to this. Or, Fish or Crown, Lucy contributes this you
know, she’s design. Now Mary she contributes this, you know. Now Myron he contributes this.” No,
no, each moment of every day independent of what everybody else here thinks you contribute or what
does it matter what they think, each moment of every day Christ himself has a work to do through
you, through you.
He has things for your hands to do, things for your eyes to do, things for your tongue to speak and
every time our tongue is babbling, mine especially, every time our tongue is babbling and our eyes
are flitting around, and our thoughts are wandering everywhere, every time that’s happening we are
doing nothing but wasting time, nothing but wasting time. We’re just blowing in the wind, that’s
all we’re doing because each second of every day Jesus himself has a word, a thought, an attitude,
an action to do through us and he has it and it will flow out through us. And that’s why I think
it’s right to say the arm does what the head of the body wants done and the eye does what the head
of the body wants to do.
So you know if you say to me, “Your right eye is blinking.” Well, yes that comes from my mind. My
head determines my eye blinks so Jesus is the head of the body and he determines what you do and
that’s why it’s so important to see that your life and mine is to act, and speak, and think, and
live from Jesus’ heart, from Jesus’ heart. Our life is to live from the heart of Jesus which is
always why I find it a little tricky, I found it always a little bit – it just didn’t seem right to
me when of course at seminary, I’m sure it’s like doctors, and medics, and nurses, and everybody who
is trained in a profession, when you’re away from patients, or you’re away from church or whatever
it is, you joke about the things that you’ve learned to operate and you’ve learned to control. And
I always had difficulty doing it.
It’s the same today when I know we kind of – we kind of say it lightly and part of fun but that’s –
we have done it where we talk about something serious and then somebody jokes about it afterwards.
Well, I mean I understand the attitude and it’s kind of the attitude lighten up buddy and that sort
of thing, but I’ve always found it a little difficult because I think we’ve to live from the heart
of Jesus. Where we talk about things as ethical actions that we ought to do I kind of agree with
you, we can joke about those you know, but it seems to me there’s a fine line there where you go
over, when you joke about certain things, you go over that fine line from joking about even the way
the person has expressed it, you go over then into touching something holy, the heart of Christ.
It seems to me that’s why the only point and purpose of our life is to live every moment from Jesus’
heart. I don’t think that will be as solemn as we all think. I think he may smile and laughter and
jokes and I think that’s why old Francis and the guys were so good, the guy who turned backwards
summersaults out of his joy of the Virgin Mary. I think the religious life is far different from
what we all say it is but it seems to me our life is only real if it’s lived from Jesus’ heart and
Jesus’ heart is not the list of things that we think Jesus would do. It’s not that, it’s a
closeness to Christ. It’s a oneness with him so that he feels something, we feel it, we do it.
It’s that. It’s that kind of immediacy.
I think I’ve bored the old Catholics enough with this but of course the thing we had great trouble
with when we came to a Catholic home, I told you about it, it was a big picture of Jesus and then
his breast open and his heart it seemed sometimes bleeding but then it was called the sacred heart
of Jesus and of course we – oh, the sacred heart of Jesus. That is it. That is it. I mean, I
don’t know all that it means in the Catholic Church so I understand how it can become dead
tradition, the sacred heart of Jesus, that’s the meaning of our life; the sacred heart of Christ,
living from the sacred heart of Christ.
And it seems to me that brings glorious diversity and great beauty in individual’s lives and of
course, a freedom from the dreadful agony that that dear brother of ours Dan McCarty, obviously got
under. Because of course, it takes away all this pressure and feeling of burden, and strain, and
stress and takes away all this fear of man and all this desire to please this one or that one. Oh,
it just frees you from the whole – all the human pressures that can take place when you’re part of a
community because of course the community falls back down into its rightful position and raised up
in your head and your heart is this wonderful master, this wonderful Jesus of whom you are part and
he becomes everything to you and your whole life and every day is built on what he’s saying to you.
And of course at times he speaks through a bird, and at times through the sky, but it’s a glorious
continual communion with him that becomes the very meaning of your life, the very heart of your
life.
And it seems to me that is what our life is to be. It’s to be a life lived from the sacred heart of
Christ, from Jesus’ heart. And I think that’s part of the meaning of those who belong to Christ
have the spirit of Christ. I think it’s the whole spirit of Christ that issues from us day-by-day.
And I suspect that that then would blossom forth into new jewelry and all the rest of it, all the
new designs and all that. I don’t want to be ridiculous but when we talk about, “Well, I’m trusting
God for new designs.” Ah, forget it you’re no where near getting new designs, you’re trusting the
Lord for new designs. New designs come bursting out of the joy of Jesus’ life in us.
I mean it’s nice and holy to say, “Yeah, I’m trusting the Lord for new designs.” Well you don’t
need to talk about it, you don’t need to say, “Lord Jesus, don’t forget I’m trusting you for new
designs. I’m gonna trust you. Okay.” And he says, “Okay, you can trust me.” No, I mean, it’s a
glorious loving friendship. I hesitate to say this one but it just sticks in my mind even though
it’s not the most holiest poem by any means, but it’s a modern poem and a little sexy I think,
really. But the guy says, “Lovers in the act dispense with the meum-teum sense.” Meum in Latin is
me, my. Teum is you. Lovers in the act dispense with the this is mine this is yours of course
because in the sense it is biblical that the husband is the master of the wife’s body and da-da-da
but that’s what it is in Jesus.
We are lovers, see. I think that’s what Francis and Saint John of the Cross touch and what is so
alien often to us with our hardness and with our mental Christianity. And we often aren’t quite
comfortable with that. We wonder, “Now these guys they weren’t married. I wonder what attitude had
they.” But actually, they were lovers of Christ because he is our lover and he loves us and has
taken us to himself and opened his very heart and body to us and we are perched in there kind of
with our clothes on you know, negotiating out with him who has already exposed himself in nakedness
on the cross. And then of course, opened his whole heart to us and wants us to move with him in
love day-by-day and moment-by-moment. And we of course push off and, “No we will live by your laws
Lord, we will follow your example.” And he says, “I don’t want that. I want you to know my heart.
I want you to feel my heart, and act from my heart, and speak from my heart. That’s what I want.
That’s why I did all this. That’s why I made you.” And it seems to me that’s what it is, that’s
what our life is about. Let us pray.
Our Small Little World - LIVING FAITH
Our Small Little World
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Would you take a Bible please and turn to Psalm 139:1, “O Lord, thou hast searched me and known me!
Thou knowest when I sit down and when I rise up; thou discernest my thoughts from afar. Thou
searchest out my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is
on my tongue, lo, O Lord, thou knowest it altogether. Thou dost beset me behind and before, and
layest thy hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain it.
Whither shall I go from thy Spirit? Or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend to
heaven, thou art there! If I make my bed in Sheol, thou art there! If I take the wings of the
morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there thy hand shall lead me, and thy
right hand shall hold me.
If I say, ‘Let only darkness cover me, and the light about me be night,’ even the darkness is not
dark to thee, the night is bright as the day; for darkness is as light with thee. For thou didst
form my inward parts, thou didst knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise thee, for thou art
fearful and wonderful. Wonderful are thy works. Thou knowest me right well; my frame was not
hidden from thee, when I was being made in secret, intricately wrought in the depths of the earth.
Thy eyes beheld my unformed substance; in thy book were written, every one of them, the days that
were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them. How precious to me are thy thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them! If I would count them, they are more than the sand. When I awake, I
am still with thee.” God help us to live in that reality. Amen.
I’d like to talk about what is reality, what is reality. What is reality? And I think it would be
good for us to look first of all at what unreality is. Unreality is the world and Trish, or any of
us, Orest or me, or Marty. We’re that size compared with the world. Big, that’s unreality. But
just think for a moment how much that is a picture of our own mental life and our physical life.
How everything is in terms of me. Everything is in terms of me. Is it a nice day? That means is
it a day that I like? Is this a nice lunch? That means is it a lunch that I like. “That was a
funny tone of voice that person used, it showed what they thought of me.” “This conversation that’s
going on, I’m not taking much part in it.” Or, “Why did he say that?” “How am I feeling? Oh, I’m
feeling tired. This has been a hard day. I’m worn out I just need to get sleep tonight. It
doesn’t matter whether the lunch, or supper, or whatever there is, it doesn’t matter whether they
need me or not, I need to get done what I want to do.”
I dare to say to each one of us here that a lot of our life is passed like that. Whatever we’re
claiming for ourselves spiritually a lot of our life is lived in total unreality, or in partial
unreality. That is the whole world is judged by us in terms of us and we’re exactly in the position
of that verse, you don’t need to look at it I’ll repeat it to you, Satan said, “God knows that when
you eat of this tree of the knowledge of good and evil you will be like God.” And a lot of our life
is lived as if not only we were like God but we were God. That is, we are the most important person
in the universe to us, to us. And if you reflect our depression comes from that, our anxiety comes
from that, all our discomfort comes from that, all our worry comes from that, all our uneasiness
comes from that, all our irritability comes from that, all our temper comes from that, all our
depression comes from that, everything comes from that. From the fact that we live all the time
looking out seeing through our eyes and ears how things are affecting us and judging them always in
the light of us, us, us. And it’s a long, long time from we lived that glorious life that we
experienced once in a while when we were little children when our dad and mum took us to the seaside
or took us to the lake and we just enjoyed life and we never thought of ourselves for a minute.
So that’s unreality. And loved ones, when I say its unreality what you’re going to see about
reality will show you that that’s what it really is, it is unreality. It isn’t just bad, you know.
We have a tendency to say, “Oh yeah, you’re saying that’s bad, and that’s not Christian, and that’s
not the mature way.” No, I’m saying that is unreality. That’s not reality. You are not that big.
You are not that important. That is not the heart of your fulfillment. You keep thinking it is.
You say, “No, I have to fulfill myself, I have to satisfy myself.” That’s not the heart of your
fulfillment, that’s unreal. At the end of a life lived like that you will be dissatisfied, you will
not be fulfilled. And yet I put it to you day, by day, by day forget whether you’re claiming to be
sanctified, or justified, or forgiven, or a Christian, or baptized with the Holy Spirit or whatever
irrespective of all those terms that you use if our life is lived like that it’s a life lived in
unreality.
I feel for us because I think we’re brought up that way. The whole world lives like that and we’re
brought up to live like that and everybody is asking us, “What are you going to do with your life?
You must fulfill yourself and you must really do all you can in this world and you’re really
worthwhile.” And again, and again we’re built up, built up, and we’re brought up to think that we
are the center of everything and that everything should be judged from our center. It will drive
you insane if you keep at it. It will drive you insane because its total unreality and it won’t
work.
What is reality? That’s time, that’s time. It goes into infinity and infinity and God sees all of
time in one second. God sees all of time in one second. That’s part of what that verse means, “A
thousand years in your courts are like a day.” God sees all of time in one second. There is this
year 1996. There is 6 B.C. when many people say Jesus was born. There is the year 2080. People
vary about when the first man occurred but let’s say creation took place there, sometime before 2000
B.C. B.C. is Abraham and obviously either hundreds of years, or thousands of years, or millions of
years though that’s unlikely, before 2000 B.C. the creation took place.
Here Colossians 1:15, maybe you’d look at. Colossians 1:15, “He,” that is Jesus, “Is the image of
the invisible God, the first-born of all creation.” The first-born of all creation, there before
the creation in eternity God begot his son Jesus. God the Creator begot his son Jesus in eternity
thousands, millions, billions timeless years before creation, God begot his son Jesus. And at the
same moment as God begot his son Jesus as his only son he begot him also as the first-born of all
creation. At the very same moment as Jesus was begotten as the son of God he was also begotten as
the son of man. He was the first-born of all creation at that moment in eternity.
But there was more to it than that in Verse 16, “For in him all things were created, in heaven and
on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or authorities – all
things were created through him and for him. He is before all things, and in him all things hold
together.” So in his son Jesus, God made everything. God made everything in his son Jesus. And
his son Jesus therefore became not only God’s only son but he also became the first man, the very
first human being. Indeed, he is the human being; he is the great human being.
You and I are human beings because of Ephesians 2:10 and you should look at Ephesians 2:10. But I
think sometimes we don’t realize that, that the reason we are human beings is because of Ephesians
2:10, “For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared
beforehand, that we should walk in them.” “We are his workmanship,” God’s workmanship, “Created in
Christ Jesus for good works.” In other words, long before creation we were created in Jesus and we
were created as part of this great human being, this one man. And the reason you and I are human
beings is because we were made in Jesus who himself had become a human being and at that very moment
God saw everything.
He saw the end from the beginning. He saw that if we were going to be like him and his son and have
free wills, and have free choice, then he knew that we had to be free to choose to reject him and to
live that unreal life that we had on the board a few moments ago. To live as if we were on our own,
as if this life that we lived was just up to us and it was up to us to do what we wanted with it.
He saw that we would do that and we would chose that and he had to decide that at that moment would
he wipe us out and destroy us and stop the whole plan or would he bear that in his own son and allow
that to take place in Jesus, and would he bring about the destruction of that and yet bear that
destruction himself? And that’s why the Bible says, “That the lamb was crucified from before the
foundation of the world.”
You remember, I think its Revelation 13:8, “The lamb was slain from before the foundation of the
world.” And so even before the foundation, before the creation there, all this took place. We were
created in Jesus, and we were crucified in Jesus, and we were raised up in Jesus, and then Christ
came to earth in Adam as the first Adam and he bore Adam and bore his sin, and he bore Adam’s
children and bore their sin, and their children, bore their sin, and bore, and bore, and bore, and
bore because he himself is the great human being and we are simply members of his body. And that’s
why Ephesians 2:10 says, “That we are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus for good works,
which he has prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them,” because God and his son saw all
this.
They saw all this. They saw our whole lives and they walked through it all. Christ has walked
through every day in your life. He has walked through it already. He has seen it all. He doesn’t
have to see what is Sheila going to do tomorrow? What is Joanne going to do next week? God sees
the end from the beginning. It’s quite important that we see that. It’s quite important that we
don’t toy with God or pretend that God is not that wise because if that’s the case you have to
think, “Well, is there anybody who knows or is there such a thing as chance?” If there’s such a
thing as chance then it’s greater than God. But if God is the God of the whole world and the whole
universe, he certainly knows all the potential and all the possibilities and foresees it all and yet
can maintain our free will despite all that.
But that’s why we say that we were created for good works which God has prepared beforehand that we
should walk in them. Christ himself is working through his body every moment. There is Sheila.
There is Trish. Only, we’re not as big as that. We’re not as big as that. But, that’s what we
are. We are part of this glorious Jesus, this glorious son of man who is really the human being who
is subduing the world and bringing it under God’s control day-by-day and has already done it. Has
already done all that, all he’s doing now is manifesting this because God sees all that in one
second but he spins it out over these years. Why? So that we can say, “Yes, Lord. Yes. Yes,
that’s what we want to do, that’s what we want to be.” So that then he will have a great body of
his son who want to love him and want to be with him.
But that’s reality. It is all a glorious plan that is laid out for us. We are not these massive
creatures that we think we are, on the world deciding what we’re going to do with our lives and
trying to work out what we have to do. No, we’re part of this glorious son who is striding through
the world through each year in thousands of human beings and is acting and operating through them as
they allow him to and as he has planned to. And so you are in that same position and you’re not and
I’m not the great person in charge of everything. We are just part of this dear man that has the
whole thing planned and has things that he wants to do through us day-by-day and moment by moment.
So when we get up in the mornings it’s very much, “Lord, I open my heart and my mind to you because
you are everything that I am and more than I am and you’re everything, and your great mind has all
the things planned for this day’s world and you know what’s going to happen and here I am in you.
And I have the joy and delight of going out with you. And you are going to do certain things
through me and show me certain things.” But that’s it! Not “Oh, how do I feel? Oh, I have to do
those bills today. I have to do that. My mouth feels funny and I hate the breakfast.” It’s so
unreal. Do you see it? It’s like little silly mice in a little corner when in actual fact you are
part of Jesus, of God’s son. You are part of the prince of the universe. You are part of him in
whom all things hold together and he is standing up.
That’s the glorious thing I think about that “Awake, awake to love and work”, you know. “The Lord
of life as he goes meekly by”, you remember. The whole scene of Jesus the Lord of life striding
through the world and what we need to see is here is Marty in the blessed Savior. As the Savior
swings his arm, there’s Marty swinging along and looking out. See, completely – wonderful you know,
glorious and so much bigger than our petty little silly stupid wanting to be gods, building
ourselves up and thinking everything depends on us and everything concerns us. No, no, the Savior
is getting up each morning and you are in him and that’s what the life is about.
So it is a glorious life. So that’s why, I know – I think of Clint and Adam and I think of any of
you who are now younger than me, though I don’t think you’re younger than me. But I think of all my
own vanity back then and I’m sure I have a lot of vanity still but the vanity is so stupid. The
vanity is so foolish. Showing off and wanting to be big in each other’s eyes, it’s so stupid. It’s
so unreal. None of us are big but we’re all far bigger than we think we are. That’s it.
What is it, “I’d rather be a doorkeeper in the house of the Lord”, I’d rather be a little cell in
the son of God who will live forever than a huge Adonis, or a huge body, or a huge human being here
on earth, far better than that. So I would say to you actually you’re not thinking enough of
yourself in a way. Actually you make yourself smaller than you are. But you’re being a big fish in
a little pool, and it’s unreal, it’s utterly unreal. This is reality and this is what daily life is
about.
I asked Irene to read the “Breastplate of Saint Patrick”. It’s an interesting prayer and then I
have copies of it for you. And it’s interesting because I think it expresses this.
“I arise today through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity, through belief in the
Threeness, through confession of the Oneness of the Creator of Creation. I arise today through the
strength of Christ’s birth and his baptism through the strength of His Crucifixion with His Burial,
through the strength of His Resurrection with His Ascension, through the strength of His decent for
the Judgment of Doom.
I arise today through the strength of the love of Cherubim in obedience of Angels, in the service of
Archangels, in hope of resurrection to meet with reward, in prayers of Patriarchs, in predictions of
Prophets, in preachings of Apostles, in faith of Confessors, in innocence of Holy Virgins, in deeds
of righteous men.
I arise today, through the strength of Heaven; light of Sun, radiance of Moon, splendor of Fire,
speed of Lightening, swiftness of Wind, depth of Sea, stability of Earth, firmness of Rock.
I arise today, through God’ strength to pilot me: God’s might to uphold me, God’s wisdom to guide
me, God’s eye to look before me, God’s ear to hear me, God’s word to speak for me, God’s hand to
guard me, God’s way to lie before me, God’s shield to protect me, God’s host to save me: against
snares of devils, against temptations of vices, from everyone who shall wish me ill, afar and anear,
alone and in a crowd.
I summon today all these powers between me and those evils: against every cruel merciless power that
may oppose my body and my soul, against incantations of false prophets, against black laws of
pagandom, against false laws of heretics, against craft of idolatry, against spells of witches and
smiths and wizards, against every knowledge that corrupts man’s body and soul. Christ to shield me
today against poison, against burning, against drowning, against wounding, so that there may come to
be abundance of reward.
Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me, Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above
me, Christ on my right, Christ on my left, Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down, Christ
when I rise, Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me, Christ in the mouth of everyone who
speaks of me, Christ in every eye that sees me, Christ in every ear that hears me.
I arise today through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity, through belief in the
Threeness, through confession of the Oneness of the Creator of creation.”
Let us pray.
What Holds the Universe Together? - LIVING FAITH
Carrying Jesus
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Carrying Jesus is that rest you know, carrying Jesus. I’ve said several times this week that
that’s what our life is. Each of you and I, we each carry Jesus. We carry him. We carry him where
he does not want to go or where he does want to go but that’s why we’re alive, to carry Jesus. And
when you carry Jesus you are in that rest because he is living in you and through you. And it’s
very different from believing in Jesus and trying to follow him, you see. It’s very different from
that.
We’ve all been taught that that’s the normal Christian life; believe in Jesus and try to follow him
and of course that’s a very burdensome life. It’s a life that is always confessing its sin and
asking forgiveness, a life that is always falling and failing and being defeated. A life that is
full of trying, I’m trying to witness, I’m trying to pray right, I’m trying to be like Jesus.
That’s a very different life. It’s, if you like, the lower way, it’s the way that the Bible
describes as the carnal way. It’s the way where you say, “The good that I would I cannot do and the
very evil that I hate, that’s the very thing I do.” That’s that life where you believe in Jesus and
you try to follow him. Very different from the higher way where you carry Jesus within you, where
Jesus lives the life and he actually carries you.
And I understand very well that you must wonder in your hearts, “Well, how do you carry Jesus? I
mean, I’ve tried during the past few days to do what you say. I’ve tried to remember that I’m
carrying Jesus. I’ve tried to do it. Behind the counter there in the Garden Café I’ve tried to
remember, ‘Now remember, Jesus is in you,’ and I’ve tried to make it real.” You’ll never do it by
concentrating on yourself, by looking into yourself and trying to make it real, you’ll never do it.
It’s very difficult to sit on a winter’s day in a cold bus in London and think what it’s like to be
in the Florida of the sunshine. But it’s very easy if you can step into the Florida sunshine. The
object of reality makes the inside subjective experience right. It’s the objective reality that
makes the inside subjective experience right.
And I think that’s what each of us needs to do. We need to see clearly what the objective of
reality is and set our eyes upon that and from that will come the reality of Jesus within us. The
killer is that each of us have a very contorted view of reality. What I joked about yesterday about
“look he’s eating his teddy bear”, that is very much the reality for us, we have been brought up to
have our names on our cufflinks, you know. We have been brought up, “This is my suit,” and, “This
is my car,” and, “This is my life,” and we really are the big people in our view and we’ve been
brought up to think that. And that’s part of why it makes it impossible for us to live reality
because we have such a twisted view of what reality is.
We are encouraged to think from we’re little babies that we are the center of the universe and we
battle against the fact that other people don’t think we’re the center of the universe all through
the rest of our lives and we just cannot understand how they cannot see that we have a view of life
that nobody else has and certainly they don’t have and we are quite remarkable little beings and we
don’t like the idea that they don’t think that about us and we feel we’re very much the center of
things. We’re not. We’re not, we’re not. God had Jesus first. God had Jesus first. Before he
had anything he had Jesus.
In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Jesus was there
before any of us. Maybe a millisecond but he was there first. He is God’s only begotten son, the
only one that was directly begotten by God. That’s Jesus. So there was just God and there was
Jesus. That is reality. That’s reality. That’s the heart of everything.
Now I agree with you that if you like to say, “In the next millisecond in eternity God then begot
his son as the first-born of creation.” So first he had him as his only begotten son and then the
second millisecond if you like he begot him as the first-born of all creation, but he was the
first-born. He was at the beginning before everything else and everything that followed was made in
him. So Jesus is everything and all the planets came out of him. That’s what John says, he says,
“All things were made by him and without him was not anything made that was made.” So Jesus himself
is the one that made everything. Everything was made out of him, out of his life. His Spirit
became matter, his Spirit became earth, his Spirit became space, his Spirit became oxygen and
hydrogen, and all the elements. Everything was made out of Jesus. So there’s nothing around us
these bricks, and these lights, and this wood, there is nothing around us that is not made out of
Jesus.
And then you remember what Colossians says, “That all things hold together in him.” Everything
holds together in him. Not only was everything made in him, but everything holds together in him.
So, this table is held together in him, it is his power that holds the table together, the wood that
is made up of millions and millions of protons and neutrons flying around like that in space, those
are all held together in this shape by him. He has only to will for a billionth of a second and
this all would disappear. So everything is held together. This challis is held together by him,
everything holds together in Christ.
I think, dare I say that you’re the same as me; we’re not brought up really to grasp that. We
think, “Oh yes, Jesus is God’s only Son, you know, and he gave his life so that we all might live.”
But we don’t see not just that, he is everything. Jesus is the source of everything. There’s
nothing on this earth that was not made by him and through him and out of him, out of him. And all
of that is held together by him. And of course, that’s why we preach Jesus so enthusiastically and
so committedly. He is far different from Mohammad, far different from Buddha, far different you
can’t put them together. He is not just the Savior of the world he is the whole source of
everything that is in the universe. He is next to God. He is part of God. God is in him, where
Jesus is there is God. Where Jesus is there is the Holy Spirit. Jesus is everything.
So, we are very small minded you see when we glorify Jesus because he’s our Savior. We’re always
singing you see, “Oh, we glorify him because he’s our Savior, because he’s died on the cross.” Our
Savior, he is us, he is everything because you are God’s workmanship. You too created in Christ
Jesus. And so, each of us were created in Jesus, created in him and created out of him, and the
Savior has used our mums, and our dads, to manifest us in this world but does it not make you wonder
the miracle of even human birth, doesn’t it make you wonder? Alright, we talk about the seeds and
the semen and all that stuff but really we do not have a notion how it all comes to be a human
being. It’s just still a mystery and a miracle whether it’s an animal being born or a human being
being born.
And the fact is that Jesus simply used our mums and our dads, and our grandparents, and our great
grandparents as a way of manifesting us in this world. But each of us was made in Christ and any
good desires that you or I have are there because of our Father. Our Father Christ the Everlasting
Father, you remember, he is described in that piece of Isaiah that Handel uses in his Messiah, the
Everlasting Father he shall be called Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince
of Peace. Jesus is our Everlasting Father. We belong to Jesus. Not just because he’s the one who
begot us. It is him that runs through our whole being. It is his blood that runs through our
blood.
Your very characteristics that make you different from the rest of us in this room, those are the
characteristics that Christ has to manifest in this world. They’re from him, you got them from him
and not only did you get them from him but you’re still in him. Do you see that? See, I know it’s
hard and I know our conscious rebels against it and sometimes our self-righteousness rebels against
it, Hitler was in him. Hitler was in Jesus. I know, we feel, “No, no, no, you mean that prostitute
that I saw downtown?” Yes, yes. We of course are so nicey nicey and so self-righteous that we
cannot imagine connecting people like that with our Lord, but that is what reality is. Jesus holds
all of us inside himself even at this present time. And so even though Joe looks to be a person
apart from the rest of us, and Marty looks, and I look, and we seem to be different, we’re separate
and independent, we’re not we are still in Jesus. We are held inside him. We are part of him.
Of course part of the difficulty you can see that we get into in trying to carry Jesus, we think of
ourselves wrongly. We think of ourselves as separate people, independent people who have to be born
of God, and have to be justified, and sanctified before we can get into Jesus. Well, we do have to
be those things before we’re at peace in him and before we’re at one with him and can live with him
forever, but the fact is we’re in him now at this moment. We are in him and what we are doing we
are making him do.
But that’s an objective fact. It’s an objective reality that all of us were created in Jesus and we
are part of him. That’s why Paul says that so clearly, “You are the body of Christ and individually
members of it.” We of course, mutilate the verse. We make it small, we tie it down to our little
church games and we say, “Oh yes, it means we’re the actual church of Christ, you know, all of us
put together. Marty can sing and Sheila can sing, and Joanne can play the organ, and this person
can read and preach, and so we’re all performing the function of Christ’s body.”
And suddenly we’ve lowered the whole thing from the reality that the scripture states, you are the
body, the actual body of Christ. You are Christ’s body, his body. You are his fingernail, you are
his second finger, you are his leg, you are actually Christ’s body and individually each of you is a
different member of that. And we get member, “Oh, I’m a member of this church or that church.” No,
member in the sense of limb, you are a limb; you are a part of Jesus himself. At this very moment
you are a part of Jesus himself.
And the point is you are, whether you like it or not and whether you believe it or not. You are.
That is the way God has made the whole situation. He has made all of us in his Son and his Son has
lovingly held onto us whatever we have done. And part of the bearing of our sins comes from the
fact that he keeps holding on to us. I don’t know if you’ve seen a mum with one of those little two
year olds who is just determining that life should be lived independently and the little two year
old is kicking like mad and sometimes kicking the mum. And she holds onto him. That’s what Jesus
is doing except that we’re not just kicking, at times we’re stabbing. At times we’re tearing apart
his insides but he holds onto us. All the time he holds onto us. So we’re in him whatever we’re
like.
But that’s the reality of it, that we are in Jesus and each of us remains in him and he holds onto
us. And when he was crucified before the foundation of the world, it was because his Father in that
millisecond saw what would take place and asked his Son, “My Son, will you bear this?” And Jesus
said, “I will bear it.” At that moment he was crucified. At that moment you in him were crucified.
At that moment he was raised up. At that moment he bore all the pain of the crucifixion and
experienced all the joy of the resurrection and us with him. And that is now reality, that each of
us in Jesus has been raised up and are beginning to live again. Unless, we fail to see that or fail
to believe that and pretend that we are not in Jesus, and pretend that we are what the world thinks
it is, independent human beings who maybe will get into Jesus if they believe the right thing, or if
they’re born of God’s Spirit.
You are in Jesus. You may not be at peace in Jesus, you may not be in love with Jesus, you may not
be willing to live with him after this life, but you are in Jesus. It is no mystery that you are
carrying Jesus around. You can do no other because his words apply to all of us when he said,
“Apart from me you can do nothing. You could not even curse me without me. You couldn’t even swear
at me without me. Apart from me you can do nothing. I am your life. I am your very body and your
mind. You have been made out of me and in me you hold together. If for a second I withdrew my love
from you, you would explode, or you would disintegrate, or you would just disappear. In you I dwell
and I live not in your spirit just, not in your mind just, in every part of your being. In fact, it
is me that is there and your name that the world has given you is just a name that they know that
being as. But I have a name that I have given you and that is in my heart and that is the name that
you will be known forever in eternity. And that name is dearer because it’s part of me.”
And of course the early church was trying to get at that when it gave us Christian names. But there
is a being in Jesus that is real forever and that is the being that you are. And can you see
clearly what sin is? Sin is living as if that isn’t true. Sin is actually living apart from God.
We always think of it as, “Oh yeah, you mean apart from God in an immoral life.” No, no, just
living apart from God, just living even as a good person but as if you are not in Christ at all, as
if he is not in you, thinking of yourself as your own, as someone that can do good or someone that
can do bad. But sin is actually not in itself immoral necessarily. You can see that clearly when
Jesus rebuked the Pharisees who were very righteous.
Sin has the meaning of the old Greek and Hebrew word missing the mark. There’s a bull’s eye and you
shoot and you miss the bull’s eye. You miss the heart of what you were made for. You miss the
center and the full purpose and reality of your origin. That’s what sin is. It’s living as if
you’re outside Jesus, as if you’re apart from Jesus. And so when you live in sin you’re living as
if you do not carry Jesus and really as if Jesus does not carry you and its just untruth. It’s
untruth and that’s why it’s not real and that’s why it brings coldness, and darkness, and
loneliness, and frustration, and all the other things. But those are details, you see, all that
comes from the fact that the objective reality is that you and I are in Jesus. We’re measured in
Jesus; we have no life apart from Jesus. That’s why the Bible says, “He lives and because he lives I
live also. If he didn’t live I wouldn’t live.” But we have fallen into the trap of the godless who
believe that, “Oh yeah, we do have life apart from him.”
We don’t. The very life that we have at this moment is his life. So, you can see when you get up
in the morning, I mean, it’s just craziness to think, “I am Ernest O’Neill,” “I am Marty Poehler.”
It’s almost as if the Savior has to whisper, “I don’t know you.” I don’t know the English word to
use to get it over but he must answer something like, “You’re Marty Christ I thought? I know you as
my finger.” But that’s the reality.
So it’s a total unreality loved ones, that’s why we have trouble with the idea of carrying Jesus,
we’re trying to create inside ourselves a feeling that would naturally flow from us if we set our
eyes on these great verses. And I didn’t quote them, I have them all down here but I didn’t – but
they’re Ephesians 2:10, “You are God’s workmanship created in Christ Jesus.” Colossians 1:15, “He
was the first-born of all creation and in him all things hold together.” They’re all just those
verses that are so plain. Ephesians 1 is clear, “He destined us in love to be his sons through
Jesus Christ. From before the foundation of the world he destined us in love.” So before the
foundation of the world you were created in Jesus. You were made to be God’s sons and daughters.
So the reality of it is everywhere. I’d encourage you to look at those verses and to dwell upon it
and think about that rather than the other, “I must remember Jesus is in me.” I mean, it’s like
saying, “I must remember I’m standing on the earth.” You’re standing on the earth you don’t have to
remember it. That’s reality.
So really what I’m saying is the key is to see what is reality and set your eyes on it and fill your
mind and your heart with it. And if you say to me, “You mean do that little and I’ll be okay?”
It’s reality every second, every second. Every second that’s the reality. Jesus is in you and he
has a life to live. Look out and see that the whole world lies before you or to choose your place
of rest. The whole life is before you. Jesus has a life, a new life to live in you and through
you. He has things to do that he’s interested in. A life that he has planned you to live, that he
has designed you specifically for. But the reality of it all comes with our eyes full of Jesus.
But you see the difference? You see the difference between that and our usual attitude, our usual
attitude we are the centers and we must set our mind from time-to-time on Jesus. He’s out there
somewhere at the right hand of God and we ought to look up to him because he’s our Savior. It’s
ridiculous. It’s not reality. Reality is, “Savior, I am in you. You are in me and all around.
This is your life Lord, let’s go.” That’s it and that’s what he has for us. Let us pray.
Lord Jesus, we see and glimpse some of what we can see is really obviously true but our eyes become
so darkened that we can hardly tell truth from untruth. But Lord Jesus, we do see that in the
beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. All things were made by him
and without him was not anything made that was made. We do see that Lord Jesus, that you had a
glory with your Father before the world was and before we were you were with your Father and we
thank you. And we thank you for receiving us into yourself and we thank you that your Father made
us, we’re his workmanship and we were created in you Lord Jesus. And we thank you for that.
We thank you that before the foundation of the world we were destined to be God’s sons through you.
And we thank you Lord that you were the first-born of all creation and that in you all things hold
together. So Lord, we see that we are nothing but your body. We’re your outside expression and
each of us is individually a part of you that the others aren’t. And this is your life with good
works that you have prepared beforehand that we can walk in but that you yourself have done.
Oh Lord Jesus, we would start looking forward to such a holiday. Such holidays, such holy days, as
lie before us. Holidays where we dwell in the rest, the second rest, reserved for the people of God
where we too rest from all our labors and our false striving and we allow you, Lord God, to work in
us that which we work out through our lives. Lord, we thank you for the glory and the wonder of it.
And Lord Jesus, we open ourselves to you and Savior, we see not a second can we afford to think
apart from you. Not a second can we afford to spend outside you in unreality. And we see that
every second, every millisecond is only reality if we are living it inside you where we really are
and where we’re seeing you and not the illusion of an independent self that we have so often looked
upon.
Lord Jesus, we thank you that as we carry you from place-to-place this afternoon, you in reality are
carrying us. You are holding us in your arms and keeping us close to your breast. We thank you
Lord. Amen.
Martyn Lloyd-Jones On Ephesians and The Spirit - LIVING FAITH
Martyn Lloyd-Jones on Ephesians and the Spirit
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
Martyn Lloyd-Jones in his book has certainly several chapters on Ephesians 1:13, which goes, “In
whom also after that ye believed ye were sealed with that Holy Spirit of promise,” and we have the
RSV translation, “In him you also…were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit.” In connection with
that, he starts this way: “We have dealt with this subject at this length because it seems
abundantly clear from the New Testament and from the long history of the Christian Church, that
there is nothing which is so essential from this standpoint of Christian witness and testimony as
this experience of sealing.”
Now remember, this is Doctor Martyn Lloyd Jones, the ex-medical surgeon, the man who preached for
years in the center of London at Westminster Chapel. He is regarded by all conservative
Evangelicals in England, and I would presume America also, as one of the chief and most reliable
expositors of God’s word. And as a very balanced, intelligent, cold, calculating man who was
trained scientifically and carried that detailed analysis of scripture into his preaching. He’s not
thought of in any way as anywhere near a Pentecostal, and always thought of as someone who would
deal with this kind of subject very much down the middle of the road.
So I went to his book really thinking, “He’ll be very good on Ephesians, and it’ll be good just to
see what he says, and then to go to my own explanation as I preach on Ephesians.” But I really
didn’t expect this kind of presentation on the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I did begin to suspect a
little he could take a different viewpoint than I expected, when he quoted several experiences of
men actually in his own tradition. I don’t know if you know much about Jonathan Edwards, but
Jonathan Edwards is looked upon as a very strong Calvinist, and a very strong scriptural expositor
— but not at all as a man who is favorable towards the kind of emphasis on the Holy Spirit that God
has shown us. But he tells of Jonathan Edwards’ experience.
“Jonathan Edwards describes the same experience as follows, ‘Once as I rode out into the woods for
my health in 1737, having alighted from my horse in a retired place as my manner commonly has been,
to walk for divine contemplation and prayer, I had a view that for me was extraordinary of the glory
of the Son of God as mediator between God and man, and his wonderful, great, full, pure, and sweet
grace and love, and meek and gentle condensation. This grace that appeared so calm and sweet
appeared also great above the heavens. The person of Christ appeared ineffably excellent, with an
excellency great enough to swallow up all thought and conception, which continued near as I can
judge about an hour — which kept me the greater part of the time in a flood of tears and weeping
aloud.’”
I just didn’t think that Lloyd-Jones would even use that kind of example. He quotes Wesley’s
experience, and then he quotes Edwards, and then another Puritan. So it’s with that background he
says about Moody, “Let us now turn to a very different man, DL Moody, who was not a philosopher and
nor in any way a great intellect. He writes, ‘I began to cry as never before. The hunger for this
increased. I really felt that I did not want to live any longer if I could not have the power for
service. I kept on crying all the time that God would fill me with his Spirit. Well one day, in
the city of New York, oh what a day! I cannot describe it. I seldom refer to it. It is almost too
sacred an experience to name. I can only say that God revealed himself to me and I had such an
experience of his love that I had to ask him to stay his hand.’”
So it’s those kinds of examples that he has used. We then find him going on and making this point
that there is nothing which is so essential from the standpoint of Christian witness and testimony
as this experience of sealing. Maybe you didn’t go to Westminster Chapel, but I should explain to
you the atmosphere in that place, because Irene and I before we went to America were in London. We
went there not many Sundays but a few Sundays, because I heard about Martyn Lloyd-Jones through our
fellowship conferences. And as we went in, we were very aware that these were the most professional
of the Londoner’s going in. In those days, you could tell this guy is a lawyer; this gal is a
teacher; this guy is a businessman. So you had a real feeling that these were thoughtful,
intelligent, reflective, and analytical people.
Then you got in and it had two balconies, and the whole place was full. There was an organ playing
but no great choir. Then this little bald-headed man, with the kind of gown I wore as a teacher,
comes in and sits down, and we sing a hymn and he prays – forever — and then we sing another hymn,
and then he stands up and he virtually reads the whole sermon. He goes in detail for about 15
minutes over what they did last Sunday, because he was at that time not expounding Romans, but I
think it was Philippians. But it was verse-by-verse, and he just virtually read the sermon. He
would look up at times, because he obviously had lectured at university at some time in his life.
But he would virtually read the sermon. Of course, it was great, very detailed exposition of God’s
word. So that was the kind of background that you have and that’s the people that he delivered this
to.
So it’s maybe good to remember that he had plenty of people there that were very –don’t even use
the word Pentecostal — were very skeptical of anything that wasn’t strict Orthodox Evangelical
Christianity. He said, “There’s nothing which is so essential from the standpoint of Christian
witness and testimony as this experience of sealing. It is possible to witness in a mechanical
manor, but that has very little value. Only those who know this sealing are really effective
witnesses. That is why our Lord told his disciples to stay at Jerusalem until they had received it.
It is not only the highest experience a Christian can ever have, it is the way to make us effective
as Christians, to make us alive and radiant. This is proved in every period of spiritual wakening.”
Now we would never have thought of that coming from Martyn Lloyd-Jones. And I think John Stott
would not stand in the same place, even though he regards Lloyd-Jones as his mentor. So with that
I’d like to go to what I thought was an important emphasis that he brings out. Lloyd-Jones says,
“The remaining question which many ask is, ‘Are we to seek this sealing?’ My answer, without any
hesitation, is that we should most certainly do so. As we must be careful about the way in which we
should seek it. It is wise to start with a negative.”
“There is nothing in contemporary Christianity which is so dangerous and so unscriptural as the
teaching that with regard to each and every blessing in the Christian life, all that we have to do
is to take it by faith and not worry about feelings.”
I would have said, “That’s what all your congregation will say, Martyn.” I couldn’t believe it,
because this man with his medical background obviously had done courses in psychology. So it was
natural for him then to do a fair bit of counseling. He was known as a very sharp guy in
psychology. So I should read it again, “There is nothing in Contemporary Christianity which is so
dangerous and so unscriptural, as the teaching that with regard to each and every blessing in the
Christian life, all that we have to do is to take it by faith, and not worry about feelings.”
Now he’s not saying faith has no place. But you can hear him yourselves: “This is taught with
regard to conversion, sanctification, assurance, and physical healing. Dreadful tragedies have
happened in every one of these realms as the result of such teaching. Let me give certain
examples.” Of course what kills you is he hits your heroes!
“The late gifted Andrew Murray of South Africa, at one time was a great believer in what is called
faith healing, and he taught it in the manner which we are criticizing. If a Christian were taken
ill, he should read the scriptures, and believe their teaching to be that is it God’s will for a
Christian to be always healthy. He should then go to God and tell him that he believed the
scriptures and this particular teaching, and then ask him for healing. But the vital point was that
he should get up from his knees believing that he had already been healed. The fact that he did not
feel better made no difference. He must take his healing by faith and proceed to live his life as
if he were perfectly well.”
Now we should be very clear, he is not at all saying that you should not believe that God has
already done everything in Jesus and in his death that is needed to be done. He’s not saying that.
That is the basis of faith. But he’s saying that there’s a place for that faith experience being
manifested in your present life by the Holy Spirit. And of course there are those who are just
absolutely coldly intellectual about it. They say, “No, I just believe it in my head, and I have no
experience of it in my life. But that’s OK. I’ll just keep going.” That’s what he’s fighting
against. “The fact that he did not feel better made no difference. He must take his healing by
faith and proceed to live his life as if he were perfectly well. But there came a time when Andrew
Murray ceased to believe after this fashion, and his biography explains how this happened.”
“He had a favorite nephew who was suffering from a certain chest complaint,” probably tuberculosis.
“Andrew Murray was due to go on a series of preaching meetings in a certain part of South Africa and
the nephew was anxious to go with him, but in his ill condition he was not fit to go. The two men
believed the same teaching about healing by faith and they both went on their knees together and
asked God for healing. They rose to their feet both believing that the young man was healed. They
packed their bags and went off together, but they had only been away for a short time when the young
man died.” This is quite interesting, so I’m not asking you to be blown away with this, but I’m
asking you to take these words into consideration — just as you continue to think about God and you
beginning to approach him, about this.
“Let us be clear in our minds then, that we do not receive this blessing in that way, and apart from
feelings. When we are sealed with the Holy Spirit of God we shall know it. It is not to be
accepted by faith, apart from feelings. You must go on asking for it until you have it, until you
know that you have it. The teaching of take it by faith is responsible, I believe, for much of the
present undesirable state of the Christian church. Many seem to go through the entire course of the
Christian life in that way, saying, ‘We do not worry about our feelings. We take it by faith,’ with
the result that they never seem to have any experience at all. They live on what they suggest to
themselves. It is a kind of odd autosuggestion or kooaism.” I don’t know what “kooaism” is, but
it’s presumably some philosophy of positive thinking.
“But when God blesses the soul, the soul knows it. When God reveals his heart of love to you, your
own heart is melted by the experience. The Apostles and others who were filled with the Holy Spirit
on the Day of Pentecost were radiant, taken up above and beyond themselves, and they spoke with an
amazing authority and assurance, and all who saw and heard them were amazed and asked, ‘What means
this?’ Let us be careful lest we rob ourselves of some of God’s riches blessings.”
“When God seals you with the Spirit, you will know it. You will not have to take it by faith
irrespective of your feelings and your condition and simply keep on saying, ‘I must have had it
because I believe. I have taken God’s word for it.’ You will not have to persuade yourself. The
persuasion will be done by the Holy Ghost, and you will know something of this rejoicing with a joy
unspeakable and full of glory. I am not suggesting however, that we should indulge in what have
been sometimes called tarrying meetings.”
Now I don’t know if you’ve heard of that, but when I first came into the reality of the Holy Spirit,
the old Methodists would talk about tarrying meetings, which were really close to prolonged altar
calls. They would go on and on. I certainly myself have been involved in altar calls that have
gone on until three or four o’clock in the morning. I’m not saying that that’s all wrong, but
that’s what he’s talking about — tarrying meetings.
“There was a sense in which those who started such meetings were right. At any rate they realized
that such a policy was something experimental.” Experimental — something that you experienced.
“But they were wrong when they went on to say, ‘Let us meet together, and let us wait until we have
had the blessing we seek.’” And there’s that demand upon God in that — that is not the
submissive absolute faith in God’s sovereignty, and his power to do it.
“They were wrong when they went on say, ‘Let us meet together, and let us wait until we’ve had the
blessing we seek.’ They would wait for days and sometimes weeks with the result that time and
again, certain unfortunate results tended to follow. This was more or less inevitable, as they were
creating certain psychological conditions. If people wait in that manner without food and drink and
in an intense atmosphere, there is always an enemy on hand who is ready to produce a counterfeit.”
I think that might help some of us who wonder, “Well what about some strange things that we know
happen?” He’s certainly very aware of counterfeits and the pretence of Satan to produce things.
“And there is always our own psychology, the power of persuasion, and the danger that people may
work themselves into a false ecstasy. This danger became especially real when they said, ‘I will
not go out of the building until I have the blessing.’” Well, you kind of almost feel, “God I’m
holding you ransom,” and it doesn’t seem to me the attitude of the suppliant to the Father.
“Furthermore, there is the very real matter of the sovereignty of God. It is he who decides when to
give this blessing. It is he who decides whom to give it. We cannot command it, and we must never
adopt the attitude of saying, ‘I am going to fulfill the conditions and wait until it has
happened.’” Because of course, that’s creating the idea that this is a mechanical thing: “If I
fulfill the conditions it’ll happen.” Whereas it’s not this — it’s a relationship with the dear
Savior himself. It’s our Savior. This is our friend we’re talking to. This is his blood that
we’re asking for. It’s not put the penny in the machine and blood comes out. This is our Savior’s
blood – the life of his Holy Spirit.
“That is unscriptural. It is not God’s method. He certainly told the disciples to tarry at
Jerusalem until the Day of Pentecost, for he had determined on that particular day, as he had
revealed already in the Old Testament, to the Old Testament saints, but it supplies no precedent for
tarrying meetings.” In other words he’s saying, “God had determined to give the Holy Spirit on the
Day of Pentecost. That’s why he gathered the disciples together in that way, and that’s why he told
them to wait, because it was God himself telling them.” But it’s different from us telling
ourselves, “We’re going to wait until he gives it to us.”
“What then should we do? Let me summarize the answer. Search the scriptures. Search the
scriptures for the promises, those exceeding great and precious promises of which the Apostle
speaks. Realize what God means you to have, and what he offers you.”
“In the third chapter of our Ephesians epistle, Paul says that he is praying for his friends, ‘that
he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his
Spirit in the inner man; that Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith, that ye, being rooted and
grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth, and length, and
depth, and height; and to know the love of Christ which passeth knowledge.’”
“You and I are meant to know something about this love of Christ, which passeth knowledge. Do you
know it? You are meant to know it. So I say, read the scriptures, and as you read the scriptures
say, ‘That is meant for me. I am meant to know that Christ loves me in that manner. I believe it
but I have never known it. I have never experienced it. But I am meant to do so.’ Then go on to
say, ‘I should have this. I ought to know this.’ That will stimulate you to pray.”
“The next principle is: make sure you are seeking the right thing. We are not to seek experiences
and phenomena as such. We are to seek the Lord, to seek to know him and his love. It is almost
insulting to him to seek his blessings and not to seek him. He has done all this for us in order
that we might know him, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom he has sent. Seek him. Seek the
knowledge of him. Seek his righteousness. Seek his holiness. Seek all these and you will never go
astray. But if you seek ecstasies, and visions, and feelings, you will probably have them, but they
will be counterfeit. Seek him and you cannot go wrong.” Of course some of this is old stuff to us,
because God has been good enough to teach it to us plainly.
“The next step is to do all that we can to prepare the way. ‘Mortify therefore your members which
are upon the earth,’ Colossians 3:5. We must be cleansed, and must cleanse ourselves if this lovely
guest is to enter in. Mortify therefore your members. Get rid of sin. Purify your hearts. ‘Get
rid,’ says Paul, ‘of all filthiness of the flesh and of the spirit.’ ‘Purify your hearts, you
double-minded,” says James. Then take Peter’s advice in the first chapter of his second Epistle,
‘Add to your faith virtue,’ and so on. ‘The man who fails to do this is short sighted,’ says Peter.
He does not see afar off. He does not realize that he was purged from his old sins. But if you do
these things you will make your calling and election sure, and an entrance shall be ministered unto
you abundantly into the everlasting kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. We must
concentrate on making our calling and election sure.”
“Then positively, as we have seen, we are to put into practice the virtues which the Apostle Peter
mentions in detail, ‘Add to your faith virtue; and to virtue knowledge; and to knowledge temperance;
and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; and to godliness brotherly kindness; and to
brotherly kindness charity (love).’ Peter exhorts to do these things. He does not merely say, ‘Go
to a meeting and wait for it, or receive it by faith.’ We have to furnish out our faith, to fill it
out with these other things. We are to labor at it, work out your own salvation with fear and
trembling.”
It’s much of what we have shared — the need to ask the Holy Spirit to show you, “Is there any way
in which I’m not fully surrendered to you? Is there any way in which you are not able to enter me,
because of some attitude I have?” It’s full consecration.
“If you read the lives of the great men of God, whose experiences I have quoted, you will find that
they all follow these injunctions. They were all men who labored in reading the scriptures and
trying to understand them. They purified their lives by self-examination and mortification of the
flesh. As you read the biographies of Whitfield, Wesley, and Jonathan Edwards, and John Fletcher of
Madeley, and others, you will find that all these men gave themselves to spiritual exercises. They
did not take it by faith, and persuade themselves that they must have received it. They gave
themselves to seeking God.”
All of this of course leads invariably to prayer. “You must pray for this blessing. I like Thomas
Goodwin’s word here. ‘Sue him for it,’ he says. ‘Sue him for it.’ ‘Give him no rest,’ as Isaiah
says.”
“I know of no better prayer to offer than that found in one of the hymns of William Williams, the
Welsh hymn writer, which has been translated thus:
‘Speak I pray Thee, gentle Jesus!
O, how passing sweet thy words,
Breathing o’er my troubled spirit
Peace which never earth affords.
All the world’s distracting voices,
All th’enticing tones of ill,
At Thy accents mild, melodious,
Are subdued, and all is still.’”
Tell me Thou art mine, O Savior,
Grant me an assurance clear;
Banish all my dark misgivings,
Still my doubting, calm my fear.
O, my soul within me yearneth
Now to hear Thy voice divine;
So shall grief be gone forever,
And despair no more be mine.’”
Interesting to hear an old Welshman go to one of his countrymen!
“That is the way. Offer up that prayer to him, until he has answered it. ‘Tell me thou art mine, O
Savior, grant me an assurance clear.’ Has he granted you that request? Has he whispered to you?
Has he spoken to you? Pray for his blessing. Seek it. Be desperate for it. Hunger and thirst for
it. Keep on praying until your prayer is answered. Take time, in other words. Take time, not only
take time to be holy, but take time to seek this sealing with the Spirit. Keep on, never cease, and
your experience one day will be, ‘Sometimes a light surprises the Christian while he sings; it is
the Lord who rises with healing in his wings.’”
“This may well happen when you least expect it. The lives and the testimonies of the saints
throughout the centuries are agreed in saying that God tends to do this for us at certain special
times. Sometimes when a man has to go through a very great trial God gives him this blessing just
before the trial comes. How kind is our God! What a loving Savior! What a loving Father. When he
knows that something is about to happen to you that will test you to the very depth of your being,
he grants you this blessed assurance so that you can go through the trial triumphantly. It may
happen after a period of apparent desertion, sometimes after a time when the fig tree was not
blossoming and all the trees were bare, when all had gone wrong. Suddenly the light breaks, and he
speaks and he whispers his love to us, and gives us the white stone with a new name, and feeds us on
the hidden manna.”
“Many Christian people have only known this just before their death, and they have agreed in saying
that it was their own ignorance that prevented their receiving it earlier. They had not sought it
as they should of done. They were good men. They had lived the Christian life. They had even been
used of God. But they had never heard his accents mild melodious. He had never whispered in their
hearts. Their desire for the blessing had been too spasmodic. They had not longed for it and
sought it as they should of done.”
“But face-to-face with the end they have sought it with a new intensity and he has heard them, and
spoken to them. There are many such Christians. God has granted them this blessed direct assurance
just before he took them to himself forever. So I say again: seek it. Be satisfied with nothing
less. Has God ever told you that you are his child? Has he spoken to you, not with an audible
voice, but in a sense in a more real way? Have you known this illumination, this melting quality?
Have you known what it is to be lifted up above and beyond yourself? If not, seek it, cry out to
him, saying, ‘Speak I pray thee gentle Jesus,’ and sue him for it, and keep on until he speaks to
you.”
I thought it was remarkably strong and clear in its emphasis – in his emphasis on a definite
experience, and you know yourself best where you stand. It seems to me the only basis on which we
can do anything is the strong firm basis that we have stated. This is incredible, but God, out of
his great graciousness whether we enter into this or not, he has created us in his Son. He has
borne with us, and he will take us to himself in his Son — because that’s what we ourselves
believe. So he is so kind. He will take us at the end to himself whether we enter into this or
not, but what Lloyd-Jones of course is making very clear is that there is a time when God wants us
to draw close to him, and to experience that.
He has one little illustration that might express it in a different way. He talks about a father
and a son, and talks about how they were quite close to each other, but then the son did something
wrong. “There is a very beautiful illustration of this aspect of the truth in the words of the
saintly, the heavenly,” Doctor Richard Sibbes, another of the great Puritans of 300 years ago.
“Doctor Sibbes says that the difference between the conversion experience and the sealing can be
stated thus: ‘It is like a child who has been a little mischievous and disobedient, who has a sense
of guilt and is unhappy, and who keeps on running back to his father. The father receives him but
he does not smile much at him. This is the father’s way of reprimanding him, and of punishing him
for his disobedience. But the child by running back gets a certain satisfaction when he is with his
father.’”
“’This may go on for some time. Then one day as they’re walking along a road together, the child
presses near to his father and touches him. The father continues just to look at him, but then
after a while the father takes hold of the child, lifts him up and fondles him in his arms, and
showers his love upon him.’ That is the difference. Without the sealing of the Spirit you can know
that your sins are forgiven, but not in this special and certain manor. This goes beyond the
initial experience of forgiveness. This is God, if I may so express it, endearing us and showering
his love upon us — overwhelming us.”
So it’s something dear, and it’s a privilege, and it’s something precious that our Father has for
us. It’s not something that we have to beat ourselves into or threaten ourselves with damnation if
we don’t enter into it. But it is something precious that God has for us. And it seems that’s the
way we should seek it. This is our dear and loving Father, who wants us, really along the lines of
this morning’s presentation, to experience the reality of the position that he has given us next to
his heart in his own dear Son. And really, what is being asked of each of us tonight is, have we an
experience of that closeness to him? Have we felt overwhelmed by his love? Let’s pray.