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Description: If our lives seem half-full or not-abundant - as Jesus said - then the Holy Spirit is beginning to show us the path to an exchanged life.
Ministry of the Spirit: Need for Filling
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
It’s quite difficult to explain this question to you so you’ll really have to stretch your own
minds. I’ll do it as well as I can. I know the experience and I think you know it. Have you ever
found yourself especially after some enjoyable event, or maybe after some very sad event like a
death, or after some annual event like even just Labor Day picnic, or Memorial Day, or Christmas
time and you’ve just come back to your room or apartment after a whole lot of kind of social
intercourse and rejoicing with the family and you’ve just sat there and life is all seems so just
blah. And you just sit there and you think, “Oh, it’s really a drag why bother? Why even get
going?”
I suppose some of us would describe it as depression and maybe it is depression partly but primarily
it’s just a feeling, “Oh, what are all those people out there flitting and buzzing around for?
What’s the point? I just don’t see any point in getting going.” Have you ever had that kind of
feeling? And I suspect you know, that most of us here from the person who is just an expert on
depression, and I know some of you are just experts on depression, to those of us who maybe have
very little trouble with depression, I think all of us have probably known times when we’ve been
like that. We’ve just sat down and thought, “Oh, why bother? Why even bother going on? It seems
just so pointless.”
Now loved ones, actually I really do believe that those times are blessed gifts from our Creator to
make us realize that we are not able to produce our own dynamic for life. I really do. I think God
allows those moments to come to let us realize we don’t have what it takes to keep going in this
life effortlessly. There’s some dynamic that we don’t have in our lives. Because you know, as well
as your sitting there, you know what you do in those moments. You know what all we healthy minded
people do. We say, “Listen, this is stupid. I must get my knitting.” Or, “I must go out and ride
my motorbike.” Or, “I have work to do, and jobs to do, and miles to go before I sleep and promises
to keep.” And we get going.
And you know every mum and dad that has ever looked after any of us poor little souls here, they
have all told us that, “Look, you can’t just sit around you know, get up and get going. We all feel
like that.” And that’s what we say to each other, “We all feel like that at some time.” And in a
way it’s good, you know, I’m sure it’s – we’re not meant to sit there and just deteriorate, but –
but I’m wondering are we not taking our typically human way out when we ignore the whole vacuum that
is obviously there. We ignore the whole emptiness that we feel at that moment. “I mean, don’t you
feel as if there should be some life that can come up in me at times like this and can at least lead
me on. I don’t want it to lift me all the way, but there should be surely something at that moment
besides emptiness that kind of goes out in a certain direction. I shouldn’t have to wind it all up
myself.” And yet, that’s what we do isn’t it?
We get ourselves back to some old goal, “Well, I have to get to work in the morning because I have
to get money, because I have to eat, because I can keep alive so I can feel like this again.” And
probably – probably that’s the killer of all the things we do to get going, they themselves end up
in futility don’t they? I mean, we keep going, you know, say – well, those of us who are working
say, “Well, we have to get up and work I mean, they’re depending on us.” But later on weeks, months
hence we come up against a moment again when we wonder, “Well, they’re depending on me but they gave
the other fella a gold watch after 25 years and business carried on. They probably aren’t depending
on me too much.” And then of course, most of us saw in the old recession that they didn’t want to
depend on us. They closed up the firm and that was it.
And many of us find that these artificial drives that we produce in ourselves, which I agree, I mean
I’m with you, I’m with the most common sensical practical down to earth person here in this room
that they’re necessary, but these common sense drives that we produce to get ourselves going in
those moments when we feel blah, they in themselves are pretty futile and empty, and are pretty
pointless and meaningless because there’s none of them that actually bear much examination, is
there? I mean, you know it every mum and dad here who gets going for the sake of the kids, well you
get going for the sake of the kids and then the kids grow up and they go off and they get going
themselves, and there you are left together and looking at each other. And well, you’ve done
something, you’ve give somebody to the world, but inside you still have to keep reminding yourself
of that.
Similarly, those of us who gain any kind of significance at all, if that’s our thing, you know we
want to be somebody, we want people to look at us, that’s our drive to keep going in moments of
feeling blah. We too find that it’s pretty pointless because you get to a certain position and what
does it matter? It doesn’t matter much when you die. It doesn’t matter much what kind of casket
they give you, or really it doesn’t matter much whether you had thousands at your funeral or whether
you had five at your funeral.
And so loved ones, I would suggest to you that maybe those are moments of truth and not moments of
untruth. And maybe what you should do at those moments is instead of producing some artificial
drive that is in itself pointless. Maybe you should see that that’s why God has made and made
available to us a person and a dynamic like the Holy Spirit. And maybe you should just stop in your
tracks and see, “Yeah, I have nothing inside me. I have nothing here. Boy, I could commit suicide
this very moment.” And maybe you should start saying, “Lord God, have you some life that gets me
going? Have you some life that can lift me? Have you some life that I can submit myself to that
would take me beyond moments like this?”
And loved ones, there was a moment when it was pretty blah at the beginning of the universe.
Really, it was. It’s worse than you. Look Genesis 1:1, and I mean even you are not quite like
this. Now sometimes as a school teacher I felt one of the adjectives applied, but still I don’t
think any of us are just as bad as this. Genesis 1:1-2, “In the beginning God created the heavens
and the earth.” Then the moment of blah Verse 2, “The earth was without form and void, and darkness
was upon the face of the deep.” Pretty chaotic, pretty much nothingness, and the last half of the
Verse reads, “And the Spirit of God was moving over the face of the waters.”
Now loved ones, right from the very beginning of creation, this person, because he is a person which
is referred to in the Bible as Holy Spirit, this person has always been moving to bring order, and
light, and life where there is nothingness, and where there is vacuum and emptiness. And that’s
what the Holy Spirit does, really, that’s what he does. And he is given to us because we humans are
not self starters. We are not self starters. We are not independent in the last analysis. What
keeps you on this earth? Why are we all not flying off with the centrifugal force?
Obviously, we’re not self dependent. Obviously, we can’t keep the thing in space. We don’t know
why it’s flying around here. You who think you’re most self made and most competent, you can’t even
keep your heart going. You don’t – no doctor can explain why your heart keeps pumping. We’re
anything but self dependent creatures and those moments of blah. Those moments when you suddenly
think, “Boy, the heavy and weary weight of all this unintelligible world,” when you feel that and
think that, that’s a moment when your Maker is trying to get through to you, “Look you can’t, you
don’t have it, you don’t have what it takes to keep going on your own. I have a life and a dynamic
that will ensure that you are never depressed. That you never have those moments of blah.” And
loved ones, that’s what the Holy Spirit is.
Really, I think a lot of you sitting here have kind of missed this at times because I think a lot of
us maybe are Christians here. I think a lot of you are Christians and yet you probably have very
little awareness of the Holy Spirit in your life at all. I think it’s because you and your turn
like the Muhammadins and the Buddhist and the Bahai and the Mormons have taken part in what is
purely a mental exercise. Because of course, the whole purpose of Jesus coming was to give us the
Holy Spirit. That’s it you see.
The whole purpose of Jesus coming was to fill us with this Holy Spirit. Now, that applies again,
and again you know John 1:33, if you’d like to look at just one of the verses. John 1:33 and some
of you know it. John that Baptist was talking, you remember, about Jesus and he says in John 1:33
“I myself did not know him; but he who sent me to baptize with water said to me, ‘He on whom you see
the Spirit descend and remain, this is he who baptizes with the Holy Spirit.’”
Now the whole purpose of Jesus’ life and death was to baptize us with the Holy Spirit. But I think
many of us here have entered into a kind of Christianity that is almost independent of that real
dynamic inside you. I think there are many of us that still have moments of blah and we’re still
Christians. And we have moments of depression and we’re Christians, and we have moments when we
feel there’s nothing inside me to lift me and we call ourselves Christians. I think it’s because we
have entered into a kind of believism about Christianity.
All of us here have listened to the plain gospel of John 3:16 and I’m afraid we’ve misinterpreted
it. Because we’ve heard it, “For God so love the word that he gave his only Son, that whoever
believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” And many of us here have been taught, “If
I believe in Jesus I’ll have eternal life. I may not sense that anything has happened inside me, I
may not feel any different, but I have eternal life if I believe in Jesus.” But we have interpreted
belief in Jesus as a purely intellectual experience and we have said to ourselves, “Well, I believe
on John F. Kennedy, I believe he existed. I believe in Ford, I believe he exists. Believing on
Jesus must be believing that he’s the son of God. Well, I believe Jesus is the son of God.”
And so many of us have taken it at that level and have said, “I’m a Christian. I have eternal life.
I don’t feel any different, I still have trouble with my inner life, but I believe that Jesus is
the son of God.” Now loved ones, there is a terrifying verse, you know, in James and it would be
good just to look at it. And it refers to some people who believe. James 2:19, “You believe that
God is one; you do well. Even the demons believe—and shudder.”
Now belief itself is not what enables you to contact this Holy Spirit of life that God has made
available. And I think many of us are caught in that. See, I think many of you would go even
further and you’d say, “Oh now, we know that. We believe that Jesus died for the sins of the whole
world. Now, that’s what makes you a Christian, isn’t it?” But loved ones, do you see that it’s
still intellectual belief. It’s still, “I believe that Jesus died for the sins of the whole world.”
You might go even further and say, “Oh, I know what you’re getting at. You’re getting at that it
has to be personal. Okay, I believe that Jesus died for my sins.”
But loved ones, I think many of you here this morning do believe that. I think you believe that
Jesus died for your sins and you’ve determined now that you’re going to live for him and really what
you’re involved in is still a mental kind of conversion because you have never dealt at any time
with the Holy Spirit. And you remember every verse in scripture points to that that the whole
purpose of God sending Jesus was so that we’d have the Holy Spirit. Remember, Galatians 4:6 runs,
“And God sent the Spirit of his son into us.” Jesus himself in that passage in the New Testament
says, “It’s to your advantage that I go away because if I don’t go away the counselor will not come
to you. But when he comes to you he will lead you into all truth.”
Repeatedly in the Bible Jesus and the Father points to the fact that the whole purpose of Jesus
death and life is that we would receive the Holy Spirit. That we would be filled with the Holy
Spirit, that we’d be baptized with the Holy Spirit. But loved ones, I submit to you that many of us
here this morning at still involved in a purely mental experience which we call Christianity but we
have no intimate sense of Jesus as a person in our lives and above all, we have no sense in our
lives that we’re following and submitting to the Holy Spirit moment-by-moment.
In other words, really this is the situation we’re in, I don’t know if all of you – most of you have
seen this kind of a diagram and probably know it by heart, but you know that if you look at the
biblical outline of the personality and you think of that passage, you remember, that verse in 1
Thessalonians 5:23, “May the God of peace himself sanctify you holy and keep your spirit, and soul,
and body blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus.” God obviously shows us that we exist on three
levels in our personalities. Not that there’s a spirit that you can take out and a soul that you
can take out but that there are three levels that you exist on at different times and the body
consists of, in a sense, those three and the soul if you follow it through in the Bible is the word
“psuche” which becomes psyche which becomes psychology in our own English language. And that’s the
psychological part of us and includes the mind, and the will, and the emotions. And the spirit
part, if you follow through all the references to spirit in the Bible, indicate to you that the
spirit has the ability to commune with God, to know what God wants you to do and to judge your
actions of your will in the light of that.
Now loved ones, I’m afraid what many of us have experienced is a purely psychological experience of
Christianity. With our minds we believe that Jesus died for our sins, with our wills we exercise
ourselves to try to live like Jesus, and with our emotions from time-to-time especially, if we are
witnessing we feel some kind of uplift. But the whole thing takes place there and of course the new
birth takes place there, and the baptism with the Spirit takes place there, and any relationship
with God occurs in our spirits. But many of us have run a purely mental experience of Christianity.
You could call it a mental experience of Jesus but Jesus is a person and you can hardly even say
that it’s an experience of Jesus.
You can say it’s a mental experience of Christianity as a philosophy, a mental experience of Jesus
as an idea or a bundle of principles but not as a real person because, we’ve seen the thing
primarily as something that we do ourselves. We believe with our minds, we obey with our wills the
things that we think a Christian should do and from time-to-time, when we’re together like this
maybe, we have some experience of uplift in our emotions, but all we’re involved in is a mental
experience of Christianity and the proof of it is that we experience at times what the Muhammadins,
the Buddhist, the Bahai, the Confucianists, what they all experience, we experience the feeling that
we’re carrying a heavy weight.
Many of us have entered into that kind of experience and we have from time-to-time the experience,
“Boy, religion is a heavy load and I’m carrying it.” And we have great trouble in the will area.
At times there are things that we don’t want to do and we make ourselves do them. At times there
are times when we don’t want to go out witnessing but we make ourselves go out witnessing. And
loved ones, the reason is because we have not dealt with this dear person, the Holy Spirit, because
of course Gods will is this, that we would receive the Holy Spirit in through our spirits by
communion with God. He would tell us what we ought to do through the intuition. Our conscious
would judge us on that, that we are passing that on to our wills. Our will would exercise control
over our minds and our thought life. Our thought life would pass it through our emotions and into
our body and out to the world and that is the Father’s will.
But many of us loved ones, have stopped it at that point. Now, what is the answer? Well, the
answer is to deal with this dear Holy Spirit. The whole purpose of Jesus dying for us was so that
we’d receive the Holy Spirit into us. And loved ones, the verse is clear and you’ve heard it often
at all kinds of meetings it’s Revelation 3:20. And this is the heart of coming alive in God and the
heart honestly, of deliverance from that feeling of blah, that feeling that we have no dynamic in
our lives, that feeling of deadness. It’s Revelation 3:20, “Behold, I stand at the door and knock;
if any one hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with
me.” And that loved ones that is the statement of the Spirit because if you look back to Verse 13,
the chapter reads, “He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.” And then
the Holy Spirit speaks and he says, “Behold, I stand at the door, here, and knock; if any man hear
my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and I will sup with him and he with me.”
Now loved ones, what’s the secret? Well, the secret is that instead of making up your own salvation
plan here, “I’m going to believe that Jesus died for my sins and I’m going to exercise my will to do
what I think a Christian should do.” You’ll begin to see, “Lord Jesus this Holy Spirit that you have
sent to us, I can see that you treat him as a person. I can see that you treat him as an equal and
I can see Lord Jesus that you have said that that’s why you died so that I could receive this Holy
Spirit. Well then Holy Spirit will you tell me what I can do to receive you?”
And the Holy Spirit will begin to explain to you the things in your own life that you need to do for
him to come in to you. Because that’s important loved ones, the Holy Spirit is a gift, but he is a
gift given to certain people. And those people are mentioned in Acts 5:32, God gives the Holy
Spirit to those who obey. So loved ones the reason you do not have the Holy Spirit in your life is
because you have never ever, ever asked him what he wanted you to do. You haven’t. You’ve maybe
asked me or you’ve asked somebody else or you’ve looked it up in the Bible or you’ve watched other
Christians and you’ve said “Oh a Christian prays, he reads the Bible every day, he doesn’t drink, he
doesn’t smoke and he tries not to loose his temper and he tries not to get angry.
And you’ve tried to do all these things. But have you ever, ever, ever turned to the Holy Spirit in
faith and said “Holy Spirit I even feel corny doing this because I don’t know that you are there but
I believe Jesus and I believe that he really lived. I believe that these are historical documents
here. I believe that what he said is true and I believe that according to the evidence He’s the son
of the Maker of the world and He said that you’re real, so Holy Spirit I ask you what is there in my
life that I need to change for you to come in and begin to be a dynamic person and power inside me?”
Loved ones that’s the first step, honestly it is. If I could encourage your hearts, the Holy Spirit
is a dear gentle person, really. I’m sure some of you have thought “Oh that old evangelical
Christianity, it’s like a bulldozer.” I’ve felt at times like that! It’s a bulldozer, they thump
you with John 3:16 and you have to believe it and you have to get up there and you have to do what
they tell you to do. Loved ones, that’s not the dear Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit is a dear gentle
person like Jesus. He will deal with you as a gentleman. His attitude is always “Behold I stand at
the door and knock.” He is always knocking he will never blast that door down.
That’s why you’ll never have an experience of the Holy Spirit unless you want him. Unless you want
him, really loved ones, he’ll always treat you as the host in the house. He’ll always say “I stand
at the door and knock. I’m the guest, you are the host and that’s the way it will always be until
you allow it to be otherwise. I won’t come in unless you ask me in.” Loved ones that’s why I think
some of you get a bit discouraged because you kind of have the attitude “Oh I’ve tried and tried and
tried.” Pascal, you remember the French scientist, he said, “God is a hidden god and he will not
reveal himself except to those who seek him with all their heart.”
You know it’s reasonable, after all you and I go to a lot trouble to get into a lot of other things
and we’re prepared to ask very often for some of the other things we have in our lives. God expects
us to be similarly anxious and enthusiastic before he will send the spirit of his son into us.
Loved ones that’s the first step and it’s very simple. You could do it at home today. You could do
it going in the car on the way home from lunch. You could do it on your knees tonight at your
bedside. Don’t complicate the thing just close your eyes and say, “Holy Spirit, I do believe
you’re there. I have no experience of you. I’ve had an experience of some kind of mental
Christianity here but I don’t have any real sense of a dynamic within my own life and I have those
moments when I just could commit suicide it seems so hopeless. Holy Spirit will you speak to me,
will you give me some impression of what I need to change in my life so that you can begin to come
in and take over?”
Now loved ones then do what immediately comes to your mind. Believe the Holy Spirit. Don’t get a
thought and then think “Huh I wonder if it is the Holy Spirit?” You’ve asked him take him at his
word as long as it’s not stand on your head and say the Lord’s Prayer backwards. As long as it’s
not something dumb. As long as it’s not something that obviously you know from Scripture is not
right. Then do it. If the Holy Spirit says to you “You are harsh with your wife. You are
thoughtless with your roommate. You’ve just got hard, hard as nails. You just care only about
yourself.”
Whatever he says respond. If it’s something down to earth, “Don’t drink.” Then don’t drink.
“Don’t smoke.” Then don’t smoke! “Stop swearing.” Then stop swearing. Do immediately what he
tells you. Now loved ones don’t say to me “Is it ok if I try?” There’s in London, you know
Britishers were dumb. In America we say “No smoking”, and that’s it. You are not meant to smoke in
that area. In London in some restaurants they have “Try not to smoke”. So you can imagine some
fellow that is really belching the old cigar smoke out all over and the manager coming to him and
saying “Could you stop smoking?” And he says “I’m trying.”
Loved ones I know because I’ve smoked and I’ve drunk and I think we’ve all done these things but you
know if you are really determined you stop. You know that. Remember the fellow who was on with
Perry Mason (TV program) you remember the defense lawyer who always lost the case or the prosecuting
lawyer always lost? Remember the dear fellow; he just smoked himself to death. But you remember
there came that time when he saw death staring at him in the face. He stopped the smoking and he
came on one of those commercials. In other words when you are faced with it finally if the thing is
desperate enough you’ll stop. The Father knows that. God knows us loved ones. God knows if we are
desperate enough we’ll stop. God knows if we’re desperate enough to have the Holy Spirit in our
lives we’ll stop. Loved ones that’s it, honestly. It’s no use to say you’ll try. Sure you’ll try
if you’re running this old mental thing “I’m trying to be a Christian and I believe the right things
and I’m trying to be like a Christian on the outside.” There the old will be trying continually,
but when the will ceases to be influenced by the things that are coming in here, this Christian
saying, “Well if you want to be a Christian you should go to church twice on Sundays. Well if you
want to be a Christian you should read your Bible every day. Well if you want to be a Christian you
should sing three hymns for lunch. Well if you want to be a Christian…..” All those things loved
ones when they are coming in that way, it’s no use it’s just works of law.
But if ever you let that dear will link up that conscience moved by the Holy Spirit, if you ever
begin to respond to your conscience the Holy Spirit begins to get a grip in your life and begins to
make things real to you. That’s why the first step is looking to the Holy Spirit because he
influences your conscience and saying “Holy Spirit what do you want me to stop in my life so that
you can come in and begin to be real inside me.” Loved ones that’s the first step and everything in
Christianity is the Holy Spirit. Now don’t you come at me and say, “Oh you’ve got it wrong brother,
it’s Jesus.” No loved ones, Jesus said the Holy Spirit will bear witness to me and I want you to
look to the Holy Spirit now. I don’t want you to keep looking to me if you look to the Holy Spirit
he will direct your eyes to me. And that’s the way it runs. He is your Lord here on earth as I was
the Lord to the disciples here on earth. I at this time am at the right hand of the Father. I’m
looking down upon you, I’m ruling over the whole universe at this moment. But my spirit, my Holy
Spirit, the counselor that I have sent to you, He’s there with you in your room. He is there with
you in the car. He is there with you in your study. He’s there to counsel with you and He will
decide where you are in regards to me and he will make me real to you.
Now loved ones the Holy Spirit is the dear person and I ask you to begin to think in those terms
would you? Begin to think in those terms and make your first step dealing with the Holy Spirit.
Don’t get all caught up in an excessive extreme Pentecostalism. Just see that the Holy Spirit is
the spirit of Jesus.
We’ll talk next Sunday about the kind of relationship the early church had with the Holy Spirit and
you’ll see that they always thought of him as the spirit of Jesus. It was Jesus’ friend sent to
them but he is the one who will lead. He will produce a supernatural conversion, supernatural
regeneration; he will lead you on to being filled with himself and being anointed with himself. But
the first step is to take him seriously. So I’d ask you to begin to do that? Some of us here are
pretty hard aren’t we? We’ve hard personalities, we have brash personalities and some of us are the
other way we are like squashy rotten tomatoes we’re so soft. We are sentimental and alright and
it’s quite nice but it has its disadvantages.
Some of us are very hard and some of us are very soft and if you go through with a mental
Christianity what do you end up with? You end up with hard Christians and soft Christians. But if
you go through a supernatural encounter with the Holy Spirit you’re changed. You are changed by the
Holy Spirit and you’ve become like Jesus, now loved ones that’s it. I don’t know how you feel, I
suppose you have read “I’m Ok, You’re Ok” and then maybe you are pretty satisfies with your
personality but I think a lot of us here could stand a change. We kind of feel yeah there’s some
things that need to be changed in me. Loved ones you’ll never do it. You’ll produce your own
version of goodness if you go through that mental conversion stuff.
But if you begin to deal with the Holy Spirit and honor him he would produce that dynamic so that
loved ones I really want to guarantee this so that you’ll become so sensitive to the Holy Spirit
that you’ll never have those blah moments after Memorial Day, after Christmas Day, after a death,
after some climatic moment that has for the moment raised you above yourself. The Holy Spirit in
you you’ll immediately sense his activity within you and you’ll sense him lifting you up and he
won’t use you as an automaton. He’ll just give you the lead and he’ll ask for your cooperation.
But I’ll tell you it’s something to feel that there is something inside to cooperate with. It just
changes your life when those moments that are so blah you sense there’s a dynamic inside you that
you can cooperate with. And that is life.
I really pray that different ones of you would even forget a lot of the stuff that you believe you
know and just deal with the Holy Spirit. Let’s pray.
Holy Spirit I pray for my brothers and sisters here that you will show yourself real to them. Dear
Holy Spirit I know you will I know you are alive and I know you myself. I pray Holy Spirit that you
will influence them even when they get up after the benediction and go home that you’ll influence
them to turn round to you and look at you and believe in you and speak to you and expect you to give
them some sense in their own lives through their thought life or through words or through lighting
up words in a book or even words in the Bible that they’ll sense what you want them to do so that
you can take a greater hold in their life. Holy Spirit I pray for my dear friends and we would pray
for each other here this morning. Pray for anyone who is even just turned off by this whole deal.
Pray Holy Spirit that you are better than every one of us. You are more winsome and more universal
than any man or woman and you will be to them what they need.
I thank you Lord Jesus for sending us the Holy Spirit. Thank you sending us a deliverer not a
deliverer in our sins but a deliverer from our sins. Thank you. Now the grace of our Lord Jesus
and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with each one of us now and throughout
this coming week. Amen.
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