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WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?
Overcoming Our Evil Nature
by Ernest O’Neill
We’re talking on this program about the meaning of life. We’ve got quite far in our discussion, so if you find
that some of this is too difficult to understand, I do encourage you to write to me and I’ll send you some of
the cassettes of the previous broadcasts. It’ll help bring you up-to-date to where we are today. The point we
are discussing now is the old evil nature that all of us find rises within us from time to time and which
makes us lose our temper.
We’re discussing how that came about. We’ve been saying that it came about, because most of us live as if
there is no God, as if there’s no Maker. Most of us live as if the only way we’re going to get any attention
in this world is if we force other people to give it to us. So, we’ve become absolutely dependent on other
people’s approval or other people’s criticism. The result is this leads us into “man fear” and that, in its
turn, leads us into envy and jealousy of other people who seem to be getting more attention than we are.That,
in turn, leads us into pride, when we do get a little attention.
It’s the same with our financial and material security. We are utterly dependent on what we can grab of the
material possessions in this world for our security. We’ve given up believing that there is a Creator who
looks after us as he looks after the birds and the lilies of the field.
So, we get irritated and we get greedy when we don’t get enough of these possessions. As a result, we have
developed within us an old nature that is absolutely opposed to the nature that wants to believe in the
Creator of the universe. It’s this nature that rises up in futility and frustration, because it doesn’t matter
how many possessions we get, it doesn’t matter how many people’s approval we get, we never seem to have as
much as the Creator of the world would have given us Himself.
So, we find ourselves with this old nature rising up in frustration and futility and bad temper and
irritability and impatience when it doesn’t get from the ordinary, poor human beings around us the attention
and the praise and the satisfaction that it really can only get from the infinite, one, Significant Other in
So, this nature has developed within us and we seem unable to control it. You know that. When you lose your
temper, you feel that it’s an animal within you. You can’t recognize it even as yours. At times you say, that
couldn’t be me. I couldn’t say those things. I couldn’t feel like that. But you do. It seems impossible for
it to be you, but it is you. It’s part of you.
What has been done to deal with that? What we have shared is that the Creator himself, the Maker of the
universe, knew that you and I would exercise our free wills as we have.
If you say, “Oh, how did He know that?” He has an infinite mind. He can see further than the greatest
mainframe computer that we have or ever will create. He could foresee all the contingent circumstances and
contingent decisions that you would make with your free will. He was able to see that we would develop within
ourselves as a human race, a nature — an evil, old, selfish nature — that would actually prevent us from
exercising our free wills to depend upon Him.
We would come into a position where we were no longer free. You must admit that you know that yourself. It
seems at times that you’re not actually free to do good. You’re not free to do what you think you should do.
That’s why you call out at times, “I can’t do it; I don’t understand my own actions, because I don’t do what I
want, but I do the very thing I hate.” So, we do. We at times do the very thing we don’t want to do.
It’s because it’s this old nature that has become so strong that our wills are no longer free. The Creator
knew that would happen. So, at the beginning of the world — and you remember that there is no such thing as
time — outside this time-space world, even old Einstein showed us from a human point of view, just from the
basis of intellect, time is just a temporary creation for this time-space world; timelessness is real
eternity; timelessness is reality; timelessness is one great eternal moment.
And that’s really what we are in. It is one great eternal moment. In that one great eternal moment, our
Creator conceived of our creation, conceived of us having free wills so that we would be able to love Him,
conceived of those free wills being used to depend on others rather than on Him, conceived of the evil,
contorted, perverted nature that that would produce in us, conceived of the fact that that nature would
prevent us, in turn, from exercising our free wills any longer, …and, at that same moment, conceived of the
destruction of that free will and of that old nature in His Son in a mighty act of destruction before the
world was ever made and the recreation of a completely new nature with a completely new and free, free will.
That is the one we were born with into this world.
If you say to me, “Well, why is this old nature so rampant and so alive?” The Creator made available to us the
two natures. That’s why you feel some good things at times. That’s why you actually do good actions at times.
That’s why even the cruelest men, even the Hitlers of the world, even the Stalins of the world, do some good
The Creator allowed some of that good nature to be expressed through us to enable us to know that it was
there, available for us, if we wanted it. But He also allowed that old, evil nature to continue within us so
that we would see what the results of our free choice would be if we continued to choose in that way. So, it
is a miraculous situation that we find ourselves in this present life. We find ourselves not only able to make
the choice, and to choose to depend on our Creator, rather than this world of things and circumstances and
people, but we are also able to look at what the results of that choice of something other than God would be.
We can see it all around us. You can see it. We can see it in our present world. We can see all around us the
results of choosing the world of circumstances and people and things, rather than God for trust. We can see
that all around us. So, it is a wonderful expression and a wonderful scenario, a wonderful experiment in which
we can see the results of choosing one way and see the results of choosing another…and yet gloriously be
free to make the choice once more for ourselves.
If you say to me, “Well, how could that be? How could that evil nature continue?” Very easily! You know that
some of the light we see as stars are not stars at all. The stars have died centuries ago. The light is just
travelling towards us; it’s on its way. The star actually was destroyed centuries ago. And so it is with your
old, bad-tempered nature, your old selfish nature. That has been destroyed centuries ago. It is dead and done
for. That’s why it brings such sadness.
It brings the sadness that reflects the fact that God has condemned it to death. It is dead, but yet the light
of it and the effects of it are still travelling in your life in this part of the universe. But actually it
itself is dead. The moment you agree with that and the moment you depend on that and the moment you live
according to that, actually it is dead in your life. No more of those shadows continue.
It’s a little like the situation in Hiroshima, you remember. You remember the situation when the first people
went into the streets there in Japan after the explosion of the bomb. They saw a person standing in the
street, apparently completely alive. They went up to them, and touched them and suddenly the thing just
disappeared. It was like a cinder. They had been burnt so suddenly and so instanteously, that they had been
burnt to a cinder, yet the cinder retained the shape of a person. But the moment you put your finger upon it,
the whole thing sank into ashes.
That’s what it’s like with your old nature. It’s already destroyed. It’s been destroyed by your Creator in His
Son Jesus from before the foundation of the world. The moment you believe that, the moment you act accordingly
to it, that moment the whole cinder appearance of that evil nature disappears and is overcome and destroyed.
That’s why it’s possible to live the way we were meant originally to live, because of the mighty act by which
God destroyed our old self in His Son Christ.
That’s the meaning of the expression of that death in Calvary in 29 A.D. It’s the truth that is expressed in
the Bible, you remember, in Romans 6:6, “We know that our old self was crucified with Him.” That is so with
you. You can actually live free from that nature, because of what the Creator has done in His Son Jesus for
you. You can begin this very day. Let’s talk a little more tomorrow about it.