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Description: Why do our lives so often contradict our words? Does the loving Jesus ask us to do what we can't do? Is straining to be good the best we can do?
Spiritual Life #90
Sermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O’Neill
One of the things that our brother mentioned would tie up a little with what I would like to share
about this evening. And that was the whole issue of living your faith, which is what he was getting
at. You probably know that the world’s greatest difficulty with those of us who call ourselves
Christians is the way our lives, our practical lives contradict our testimonies. Or we do not
practice what we preach. That’s what puts so much of the world off Jesus. That’s why so much of our
witnessing is so dry. Because we are not making an impression of Jesus upon others.
What I found in my own life was that a great deal of the reason for that was I was not through and
through from my inner heart what Jesus wanted me to be and I was doing what most Christians do. What
most Christians do is put up with a lot of dirt in their hearts and in their minds. They put up with
a lot of wrong feelings, a lot of wrong thoughts. They just get used to enduring it and holding it
down. That’s the way my life was until about, I think, about maybe 18 or 19 years ago, when God did
a work that changed my heart inside. That’s really what I want to share about.
There are many different beliefs about the way that takes place and what I have tried to do over
these years, because we are a body that consists of Catholics and Protestants and Presbyterians and
Methodists and Lutherans and Baptists, I’ve tried to share in all kinds of different ways this
truth. That it’s possible to come into a victorious life. I have often probably shared it the way I
have experienced it. I have tried as much as possible to share it the way others experience it, too.
Maybe this would highlight the two main attitudes to it. It comes out of one of the old books that I
bought in London during the Christmas time and it begins like this.
“At one of our theological institutions, the students asked their tutor in theology to give them a
definition of scriptural holiness” — which is really inner heart cleanness, you see. “The professor
replied that the holiness he found in the Bible seemed to him to be not so much a definite
experience to be reached immediately as an eternal approximation toward an unrealizable ideal.” I
think many people honestly take that view, “an eternal approximation toward an unrealizable ideal”.
“I think we should love and respect loved ones who have that attitude,” he continued. “But there is
beyond doubt an experience attainable by faith which some describe as holiness and which has brought
to many Christians a great spiritual uplifting so as to mark an epic in their spiritual life.” Then
he says, “In my last circuit, an evangelist conducted a series of mission services in the church
over which I had pastoral charge and emphasized the definite view of holiness or victory and urged
the people to believe and enter in. Several of the most thoughtful members of my congregation were
so greatly blessed that from that time their Christian life seemed to be on a higher plain.” (That’s
what happened to me, you see.) “Because of this, I have never spoken other than respectfully of that
form of teaching, though I have never been able to teach this way myself.”
So, it is important for you to know that not everybody thinks this way and there are many loved ones
who believe you ought to just grow continually in grace and come gradually into more and more
victory. I just have to testify that after years of such trying to grow I seemed to be in a worse
state than I was at the beginning and that it was my great delight to find that God was able to do a
deeper work in me through faith. It delivered me from the works of law that I was trying to produce
by my own will power.
That’s really what we’re talking about this evening, loved ones. Because, one of the titles given to
this way of life is not only a “Victorious Life”, not only a “Clean Heart”, not only
“Sanctification”, not only the “Fullness of the Spirit”, but also “Christian Perfection”. I think
Satan has used that term to discourage and deceive many of us. So that’s why I’d like to spend just
a little time this evening talking about it.
First of all, loved ones, it’s good to see that it’s in the scripture. So, maybe you would turn to
Matthew 5:48. Let’s cast out of our minds all the shakiness. “I hope he doesn’t want me to be
perfect.” Let’s cast out of our minds all that kind of silliness that Satan puts in there and let’s
look at just Jesus’ words. Matthew 5:48, “You, therefore, (and this is our Savior talking) you,
therefore, must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.” Now, don’t let’s get all under
bondage to it. Let’s just stand back and see, this is our Savior who died for us and who loves us.
This is something he is saying to us. This is a command he’s giving us.
He is not the Savior that we have learned to trust if he is giving us a command that we cannot obey.
I think you’d agree with that. If he’s standing here and he’s saying “be perfect”, and he knows fine
well those idiots can’t be perfect, then he is not the loving Savior that we have learned him to be.
So, Jesus is saying, “be perfect as your Father in heaven is perfect.” We should see, all right,
now, the Savior is saying, boy, we’ve to be pretty good. That’s what he’s saying. He’s certainly
saying that much. We’re going to be pretty good and so he says, “Be perfect.”
Now, it’s good to look and see that the language that we have, the English language, is not the
greatest. Philippians 3:12. Paul shows us that the language we have does not really have enough
words in it to express the infinite truth of God and that’s reasonable. It’s a finite language and
God is an infinite God. So, this is Philippians 3:12, “Not that I have already obtained this or am
already perfect…” So, you see that Paul is saying, now, there’s a sense in which I’m not already
perfect. Now, this is Paul who loved Jesus. So, Jesus said, “be perfect” and here’s Paul saying,
well, I’m not yet perfect. It is more or less the same word “teleios”. It’s just he uses the passive
of the verb “teleiomi” there. It’s the same Greek word. Not that I have already obtained this or am
already perfect, but I press on to make it my own because Christ Jesus has made me His own.
Now, in case you say, ah, now, that’s Pauline theology, you see. He doesn’t fall for this perfect
stuff that Jesus was trying to put over on us. No, but he does, because verse 15, “Let those of us
who are mature”, well, it’s not mature. The adjective is the same word “teleios”. The King James is
really the fairer translation because Paul says, “let those of us who are perfect be thus minded.”
Do you see in verse 12 he says, I’m not already perfect, and yet he says in verse 15, “but let as
many of us as are perfect”. Now, obviously, there is some sense in which we can be perfect and
there’s some sense in which we can’t be perfect. That’s what I’d like us to look at, loved ones.
There is a sense in which we can be perfect and there’s a sense in which we can’t be perfect. Now, I
think you get the clue to it in Jude 24. If you look at Jude verse 24, and those of you who have the
same trouble as me will locate it before the book of Revelation. And, why it’s verse 24 is Jude only
wrote one chapter and so there’s only one verse 24 there. Jude 24, “Now to him who is able to keep
you from falling and to present you without blemish before the presence of his glory with
rejoicing.” “To present you without blemish.” That’s the Greek word “amomous” and it means
Now, you and I can only be presented faultless when God raises us again from the dead in the final
resurrection. We can’t be faultless in this life because all of us have inherited from our fallen
forefathers all kinds of faults. I haven’t a straight nose. Now, I didn’t help it much with a hockey
stick one time but my nose isn’t straight. Some of you have not the greatest eyesight in the world.
Most of us here have inherited some faults from the long line of forefathers that have suffered from
living without the fullness of the Holy Spirit. So, there are many of us here who have minds that
are a little slow. They are. They are just a little slow.
Many of us have backgrounds that have further brought those minds into a state of weakness so that
we are not perfect in our judgments. We aren’t. We want to say the right thing but we often make
mistakes in what we say. Many of us have inherited emotions that are unbalanced. Many of us came
from mothers who were just overwhelming in their emotional affection. Many of us were born of
fathers who were kind of dry and cold and not very expressive. We have inherited a lot of that so
some of us overreact in emotional situations. Some of us underreact. Some of us want to show another
person love but we just are not capable of it with the personality that we’ve inherited. It doesn’t
mean that those personalities cannot be improved and worked on by Jesus but it does mean that all of
us here have many, many different faults that prevent us being faultless in this life.
Loved ones, God doesn’t ask us to be faultless. He doesn’t require us to be faultless. What does he
require? Well, the verse is I Thessalonians 5:23, “May the God of peace himself sanctify you wholly;
and may your spirit and soul and body be kept sound and blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus
Christ.” Actually the Greek means “until”, may you be kept blamelessly until the coming of our Lord
Jesus Christ. God does ask us to be blameless. He asks us to walk in such a way that he cannot blame
us, that he will not have to regard us as culpable or blameable for what we’ve done.
Now, it’s important to see that it’s before him that he requires that. You can see it if you look, I
think it’s in Genesis 17:1, “When Abram was ninety-nine years old the Lord appeared to Abram, and
said to him, ‘I am God Almighty; walk before me and be blameless.’” Now, it’s blameless before God.
I don’t think you’ll ever walk blameless before the rest of us Pharisees. I don’t think you will.
I think there will always be somebody who wants to blame you but God doesn’t ask you to walk in such
a way that no man or woman can blame you. He asks you to walk before him and be blameless. Loved
ones, that’s why, you remember, that that verse in I Corinthians 2:14 says, “The spiritual man
judges all things, but is himself to be judged by no one.”
Finally, the spiritual person is responsible to God and to God only really for what he does. God
asks each one of us to walk before him and be blameless. The world is often harder on God’s children
than God himself is. And it’s necessary for us to see God doesn’t require us to be faultless or
blameless before men but he does require us to be blameless before him.
Now, what does that mean? Well, loved ones, Adam lived in absolute innocence at the beginning. He
didn’t have a memory like ours that has all kinds of shadows hidden in it from the past. He didn’t
have a personality that had been warped as ours has by all kinds of wrong actions before we became
aware of the way God wanted us to live. So, Adam was a very different person from you and I. He was
a man who had not fallen out of God’s fellowship. He was a man that didn’t have a memory filled with
not only nightmares but all kinds of memories of hurt feelings and of offended mind. He had a
personality that was perfect.
So, it was fitted to actually obey what is known as the paradisiacal law or the law of innocence.
That law requires that a man walk absolutely free from error. Any mistake or error or infirmity is
actually an offense against that perfect law. God required that because Adam was a perfect being.
Now, once Adam fell from God’s fellowship and he began to live without the Holy Spirit, then his
children began to live without the Holy Spirit and then your forefathers, my forefathers and our
great-great-grandparents lived without the Holy Spirit. It was like a body being without sufficient
oxygen for years and years.
And the personality began to deteriorate and so we developed memories that are faulty. We began to
develop minds that were impaired and hadn’t true judgment. We began to develop emotions that were
unbalanced and didn’t react the way they were meant to. We developed bodies that were open to
disease and the diseased bodies in turn affected our emotions and affected the way we reacted.
Because of that situation, God graciously required us not to live by that perfect law of absolute
obedience and absolute perfection, that paradisiacal law, but he gave us the law of our Lord Jesus
Christ. He gave us the law of perfect liberty. He requires us to obey that law.
Now, what is that law? Well, you can look at it if you glance at Romans 13:10, “Love does no wrong
to a neighbor; therefore love is the fulfilling of the law.” That’s the law that we’re to obey —
the law of perfect love. The law that is perfect in its intentions and its motives. That’s what God
requires of us. He requires hearts that are clean. As far as your outward life is concerned all
kinds of people will make their comments upon that. You’ll make your own comments upon it. But, God
requires us fallen human beings to obey the perfect law of love and that’s the law of the Lord Jesus
Christ from Heaven.
Perfect love is the fulfilling of that law. What is perfect love? It’s perfect intention, perfect
motive, a clean and a pure attitude. That’s what God is asking of us. That’s what he through the
Holy Spirit is able to bring us. Loved ones, you may argue back and forth about outward actions. You
may argue back and forth about people who profess to be filled with the Holy Spirit and what their
life is like, but finally, you have to leave everybody to God, and you and I have to be responsible
before him for a perfect attitude of purity in our hearts.
You remember I told you before about the little blind girl who was determined to write a good letter
to her dad, but, of course, she had no way of writing in straight lines. So she laboriously got the
page on the table and then pinned little strings across the paper and then took the pen and started
to write. Every time she hit the string, she went up again and she did her very best to write a
perfect letter. At the end, of course, it was terrible. She put it in the letter box and her dad got
it. He did not judge it according to the actual performance on the paper. He judged it according to
the love, that he could tell from the little pin marks on the paper, the love with which his
daughter had done it.
That’s the way our God deals with us. He deals with you and me according to the attitude and the
desires of our hearts. A little girl decides, well, I’ll warm my mom’s boots so I’ll put them in the
oven. Well, there’s nothing left of them afterwards but her mom really doesn’t take it out on the
little girl because she feels she did it for the best. That’s the way our God treats our actions.
The world is much harder on God’s children than God himself is because God requires a perfection of
love, a perfection of heart attitude.
Now, in order to be able to walk freely in this law of perfect love, I think we need to decide, too,
that temptation is not sin. Temptation is not sin. I think many of us have real difficulties with
that. We say, “Oh, well, listen, if my heart is really clean and cleansed by the Holy Spirit — if I
am freed from this terrible strife that goes on between pride and envy and jealousy and love of
Jesus — if I am freed and cleansed from that, then how could I be tempted?
Well, loved ones, all you can say is that Jesus was in that position. He had a pure and a clean
heart and yet he was tempted. Undoubtedly, Adam and Eve were in that position originally and they
could be tempted. It just is a fact that even if you have a clean heart, you are still subject to
temptation. As long as you and I have five senses that are in close contact with this fallen world
that is so infested with evil, Satan is going to use those five senses in different ways to tempt
You just have to look at Hebrews 4:15 to see that, no, it’s wrong to say that temptation itself is
sin. Hebrews 4:15, “For we have not a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses,
but one who in every respect has been tempted as we are, yet without sin.” Even though he was
perfect, “yet without sin.” So, temptation does not imply sin.
In fact, the opposite can be true. If you aren’t experiencing temptation, maybe you should be
concerned. Because temptation is one of the marks that a person is growing in grace and progressing
in Jesus. Satan is not interested in dead Christians or in inconsistent Christians. He is interested
only in Christians who are beginning to move on with Jesus.
So, in a real sense, it is an indication of your own spiritual health if you are experiencing
temptation of some kind. Temptation, you remember, cannot come to you unless it is permitted by God.
So, it is just good to remember that temptation is not a wildcat event that nobody is in control of.
When temptation comes to you, it is your dear Father allowing the enemy of your soul to approach a
little closer for a real purpose.
You remember you find that in Job 1:9, “Then Satan answered the Lord, ‘Does Job fear God for naught?
Hast thou not put a hedge about him and his house and all that he has, on every side? Thou hast
blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land. But put forth thy
hand now, and touch all that he has, and he will curse thee to thy face.’ And the Lord said to
Satan, ‘Behold, all that he has is in your power; only upon himself do not put forth your hand.’ So
Satan went forth from the presence of the Lord.”
So, do you see, God alone could give permission to Satan to approach but he could also restrain. So,
he said only upon himself do not put forth your hand. So, Satan can only tempt you insofar as God
allows him to tempt you.
Somebody asked, “Did Jesus know that Judas was a thief?” Did Jesus know that Judas was a thief?
Obviously, Jesus did know that Judas was a thief. So, then, the same questioner said, “Well, why
then did Jesus give him the bag of money to take care of?” The answer is that Jesus gives all of us
a bag of money. So, there isn’t one of us here that is not given a bag of some kind to constantly
test our loyalty and our obedience and our love for our Father. That’s what temptation does.
Temptation is the only way by which God can strengthen all our weak points. I don’t know about you
but I know often I felt, just strengthen my strong points, Lord, and let my weak points be. You
can’t get into Heaven like that.
God is determined to make us like his Son to conform us to his image. Loved ones, one of the chief
ways he does it is by temptation, by always putting a certain bag in our lives that will test the
very weaknesses that we have. So it is with everybody here. All of us here in this room are tempted
along different lines. God allows that to take place to strengthen the weaknesses inside us. An old
preacher called Samuel Rutherford [1600-1661] said this, “The Devil is but a whetstone to sharpen
the faith and patience of the saints. I know that he but heweth and polisheth stones all the time
for the new Jerusalem.” That’s just good. “I know that he but heweth and polisheth stones all the
time for the new Jerusalem.”
So, in a deep way, Satan is even made to serve our dear Father’s purposes and we need to see
temptation in that way — not as something that we delight in, but certainly something that we can
see purpose for. It is something that drives us closer to Jesus’ own heart.
Now, I think where many of us get into difficulty is we have problems seeing the difference between
evil thoughts and thoughts of evil. Now, do you see that the only way Satan can possibly tempt you
or me is by getting the insertion of a thought in some way into our minds? Many of us say, “Oh, now,
listen, if my heart was clean then I wouldn’t feel anything rising from inside.” Well, that’s right.
There should not be a rising of evil inside us but I think some of us have problems realizing that
nevertheless Satan can fire fiery darts into our minds. You see, I think some of you think, oh,
well, listen, if the thought is in my mind at all, it must have come from inside. No, no. If it’s a
thought that you do not normally want, if it’s a thought that contradicts the normal pattern of your
own inclinations and your own desires, you can be sure that it’s certainly not coming from within
your own heart.
I think why we have problems is we kind of think of Jesus’ temptations as being one human being
meeting another human being. Did you see that it wasn’t that way? It wasn’t Satan with horns and a
fork saying, “Will you make these stones bread?” It wasn’t that. Do you see the thought — and you
may gasp — the thought occurred in Jesus’ mind? Do you see that? It didn’t come from him himself.
It was inserted into his mind.
In other words, our Savior, who is without sin and who is perfect, had a thought, could I draw
people by turning stones into bread? Satan has to get the thought into your mind. Loved ones, Satan
first presents the thought to your intellect. That’s the first step in temptation.
Now, there is no blame attached if you reject that thought. Indeed, often the second step that Satan
takes is to bring it in some way to your feelings or your emotions. Now, some of us think, oh, no,
no, it would never get that far, then it’s sin. Loved ones, really, look at that verse in James and
I think you probably have come across it before. It’s James 1:14, “but each person is tempted when
he is lured and enticed by his own desire.” All it says is, not each person sins but each person is
tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.
In other words, the second step in temptation is that Satan tries to get the feeling into your
emotions, all the passion into your appetites. Even though that is a very dangerous step and a
critical step in your response, yet, even then, as long as your will has not embraced that, there is
no sin. In other words, loved ones, temptation comes through a thought that Satan inserts in your
mind, even at times a feeling that he inserts into your emotions. But if you then reject it and
refuse to embrace it with your will, there is no spot or blemish and there is no blame attached to
you by our Father in Heaven.
So, there is a real difference between temptation and sin. Some of you may say, well, is it easier
if your heart is clean? Well, yeah, that illustration again, before your heart is clean, it’s like a
can of gasoline being inside and a fiery dart comes in and “Poof!” It just alights. There’s a great
rising of sympathy from within your own heart. It’s almost as if I just wanted the excuse to do
this. It’s as if there’s a spy of Satan inside you, opening the door.
Whereas, when the heart is clean, the fiery dart comes in and there’s like a can of water. “Pfff”.
It just goes out. Yet, you can sin if you choose. There is a great freedom and there is a great
ability to reject the temptation. But, loved ones, let’s not play around with it. Even a person who
is not filled with the Spirit, a person who has not got a clean heart, they have enough of the power
of the Holy Spirit still to reject the tempting thought and the tempting feeling.
Loved ones, this is just maybe a first step in talking about this life of perfect love and, in the
following Sundays, I would like to deal with some of the other issues in connection with it because
I think many of us maybe are around that stage and so I’d like to spend maybe a couple of months, at
least, talking about the possibility of this kind of deliverance.
Now, sometimes it’s good to ask questions, sometimes it’s not. Any questions? Or maybe anything
could be clarified?
Question 1: (inaudible)
Response from Rev. O’Neill:
That’s right. If you lust after a woman in your heart, you’ve already committed adultery. In that
sense, it would be, it would fit in with this because I think many of us may be walking down a road
and we see a nice girl or many of the girls walk down the road and they see a guy who is handsome
and it seems to me Satan is able to, first of all, make you aware of that person and really the
natural response in God should be, boy, Lord, thank you for that dear person, thank you for the
beauty of that person.
But so often Satan moves us on to what we are brainwashed to do — to have a thought. Now, what
would that person be like in bed or what would that… It seems to me that that’s the moment of
temptation. If you, in fact, give yourself to that and accept that idea and begin to dwell upon it,
then you’re lusting in your heart. So, it seems to me it’s a good illustration. I think what many of
you loved ones do as you hunger after the fullness of God, you have a tendency to allow Satan to
condemn you for temptation which is thoughts or feelings that insert into your mind or your
emotions. I think maybe it’s because many of us think that, oh, well, Jesus didn’t even have the
You see, that’s what the record of the temptations seems. It’s terrible to think it, but Satan
actually managed to get that thought into Jesus’ mind, you see. So, Satan is able to get a feeling
even into your heart. At times, I don’t know about you but I think at times you can, you can recoil.
You are almost amazed. Where did that come from? I wasn’t thinking that. You recoil from it and
that’s almost part of the proof. That it’s not from you because you recoiled from it and you shudder
at the thought of it.
Yet, it’s very easy to think, now, listen, that feeling was in me. Loved ones, the moment, it’s the
moment you become conscious of it. That’s when God asks you to reject it. It seems to me it’s
important at that moment to do it. Maybe the most important thing in this whole thing is God judges
us by the perfect law of love. I think some of you loved ones are expert at taking condemnation.
Some of us are so wretchedly hard-hearted that we need a bit of good conviction of sin. Some of you
have such sensitive dear hearts that you will take condemnation to yourself and it is important to
remember that one about the little blind girl — where the dad is thinking of the love that she put
into trying to write the letter right and straight. That’s how our dear Father looks at us.
He wants hearts that love him and that want to do what he wants them to do. That’s what he’s looking
for. If you’re like me, I find within myself that there was a desire for something other than that
and that’s where this whole message of the fullness of the Holy Spirit was such deliverance to me. I
would encourage you, if you find within you another law in your members that kind of fights against
Jesus’ Spirit, oh, there is victory, loved ones. The beginning is to see that there is victory and
to begin to hunger and thirst after it. God has promised, he will fill you if you hunger and thirst.
Let us pray.
Dear Father, we do thank you for your good Word that saves us from claiming too much and saves us
from claiming too little. Your Word saves us from trying to live in kind of a paradisiacal
perfection and yet saves us from living too low and expecting too little. Lord, we thank you that
you have given us the basic principle of your dealings with us. “Be it unto you according to your
faith.” Lord, we want to know what we can believe you for. Father, we would ask you to teach each
one of us that. Teach us how much we can believe you for. Teach us how much we can have faith for,
how much, Lord Jesus, you have done for us on the Cross.
We thank you most of all, that your dear Father, after all is said and done, does not deal with us
according to our sins or reward us according to our iniquities. You have put us all into Jesus, your
Son. As far as you are concerned, all our sins have been done away with and destroyed and you have
only love for each one of us this evening. We are not required to die again for a sin that has
already been died for by Jesus. Lord, thank you for that. Thank you that though our sins are as
scarlet, they are at this moment as white as snow in your eyes. Though they be like crimson, they
are as wool because you have already destroyed them in our Savior and you think of us as your dear
children. Lord, we thank you for that. As your dear children, we want to be a delight to you and a
pleasure to you so we ask you to show us how to be that for your glory.
Now, the grace of our Lord Jesus and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with
each one of us now and throughout this coming week and forever more. Amen.